story for you to. see in troy. to. visit our big. news today violence is once again flared up. these are the images the world has been seeing from the streets of canada. giant corporations are today. definition i'm a woman a clown i'm married to the stage people choose to be clowns because they have fun lives because they analyze the struggle between good and evil within.

your sorrows are hidden behind make up. i want to eliminate that terrible word that starts the letter midget. like the little people on stage are not some sort of joke or not something to be laughed out or people. this stuff too is a reflection of me and i love russell collars corsets and feathers still crystal fringe and arrows and that's much.

like what you want to know most life what's new. well i'm working my personal life is in the background got a lot of projects performing a lot of work work work yet no time to think about anything else is a challenge what do you do it i wonder what's the point yes and. i'm a clown you know in the positive sense. i'm a clown on stage but very laidback in real life in real life i'm not a clown. at first i wanted to become a teacher but my mom talked me out of it she said i need to be realistic parents would not trust me with their children so mother could come and say they didn't want their child to have such a teacher and then i'd have to be fired with them and then another teacher with long legs would have to replace me if it's not there that's good so i studied to become a librarian the way i tried to get a job they told me i was too short they said they had tall shelves and asked me how

i thought i was going to work there with the stuff in it. you can't really go by some posting at the employment office but an operator to tram depot was native. y'all fishlock i went there and said that i'd come about the position but the women that were sitting there in the stands they were so high they couldn't see me and i couldn't see them never sleeps with little kids if that and then they asked me how i was going to work they told me no one would see me when i was sitting there and they said that no one would see me when they entered the room so that he would see that i didn't try to convince them otherwise i just turned

around and left. the rules of. the deed is very different in every day life and on stage when she is not performing she is very calm and sincere but when she goes on stage she transforms. excuse me could i get your autograph please i know your honor but you have cool tattoos thank you. you can sign my military card all right is it ok for me to put a signature here but i don't care i was discharged long ago thank your good luck and all the best good luck. to you was my people recognize her in different places even in the street wherever she goes people that on the nose and those she doesn't know come up to her and say oh hello i know who you are you are so cool you are

amazing i think she seeds and peoples attention and approval you want you on the body. this is all so me i'm going to marry your store. all my friends at work have found their other house their online dating. websites didn't let me create an account because of my height you stuck i'm one hundred thirty centimeters tall but when i typed that in i get an error message so i can

register. all right then i wrote that i was one hundred forty centimeters but that didn't work either so i had to lie and write that i was one hundred fifty centimeters in other words it means that a girl who is one hundred thirty centimeters tall not only can't find a partner but also can't find friends to talk to because of her height. to keep them all as best as daytime channel where he can leave your phone number and get acquainted with. the results of the maybe around us times and then that's when i found his number. his reason we talked i told him that i was little and i was afraid he would come and say that i had deceived him i felt very uncomfortable because of this but he told me your height makes many difference i'm coming because they fall in love with you thank you. so.

much i didn't even pay any attention to words i couldn't even imagine that she was so small i was all that she could only reach my neck or could be a little bit taller were a little bit shorter but i couldn't even imagine the she was so small. and i'm in the front of them on the issue kept on saying that she was short so i asked her how tall she was on one's. she said that she was ninety six centimeters it made me think of course with our dollar before that we've been keeping in touch for two months before prison and it was a great pleasure for me so we kept on doing so. there's a nice still in that even the five failed to get married and have children of my own i was going to adopt a child says i would be someone to bring me a couple of when i moaned to school you know what time of year is south can you do

it. then money will ride with you. i think i'm a way to go. if you really care i need to be careful you may fulfil those. fears i want to believe at first i had some doubts so. i thought that it wouldn't work for me or i might grow weary of it or that i would feel ashamed. counterproductive but after a kid here it got snow or better and that her family i felt right at home if i were you there at first it was somewhat unusual when we went outside and saw the surprise on people's faces as she was so short and i was so tall. and you know used to the fact that people always look at it in your book when you hear these ones that take those ones when i was twenty weeks pregnant doctors told me i

wouldn't be able to give birth to this child like they are ask me if i could imagine what size my belly was going to be they told me i had to get an abortion i was twenty weeks pregnant and abortion was out of the question i said i would never kill my child no matter what the doctors are mad at me because i was determined to give birth. for your cure with doctors and i told her about it from a medical point of view and ninety two centimeter told woman pregnant with a normal sized baby is dangerous of course we did not believe that she will be able to give birth to the baby as there would be a miscarriage. it's not us who should be credited for the success or perhaps a higher power we didn't believe in america but we did our best it doesn't befit a doctor to say that it happened with god's help i think we succeeded thanks to the vitality of this woman. percentage.

to much. for our looks good. i was worried when she told me she was pregnant. i thought i might go crazy. i gave birth to this child and the doctor told me later your next child will be normal but maria was born the same move there is never being short people on my side of a family maybe it was a great grandfather or something. no one in our family either. taught through thirteen hearing in class seven. do you like me. down here or there were three went to church prayed in believed and asked god to

help us. when our baby was baptized i stewed behind the door till the very young and then they asked me to come in as they came in and they gave me my child. i asked god to make my child normal without any prior. limbs. want. someone else tied mean you especially in the last few days before labor we've done with them oh if we were praying day and night for a minute and the doctor said that only one of them could survive. either her or the child. it was a hundred to one chance that both of them could live through it and the reason. for yeah one of the most precious people i have in my life are my daughter and maria.

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self-imposed out costs from society i will attack myself chemical attack my brother understand my going to imaging i'm in awe going to be basically attacked the columns of my anger and my frustration. that. duck into the dome. two of the most violent gangs in us history. is just all model killer to kill with colors matching the national flag. of this country uses violence when it reaches its and then it legitimizes the bounds they are made in america on the autopsy.

on the phone when i walk down the street i'm not at all scared by the loads of people staring at me and i recently came to realize that st petersburg is a big village. and sometimes i even everyone knows. that i understand that i stand out from the crowd but i

also like to emphasize my individuality with beautiful and fashionable clothes. and if a person has got style and intelligence then he or she is just like any other person in the world. if. you. can land was changed radically ever since i got involved in the entertainment business i realize that i'm not married to a man but to the stage and it's very scary to tell the truth it's just. that i don't even have the right to be sad this is the third tattoo i've got i have more than fifteen altogether but this time too tells the story of the relationship that i have with my boyfriend i'm the one wearing the glasses but sometimes i do that i like purple ones and this is. when a person has a favorite book they may feel like reading it again later and i feel like going

back to my tattoos even if i'm in another relationship which i've yet to meet the person who's ready to love me rather than the one performing on stage. when. you. put. it. sygate mary. did not just tell me one not today not again. it's no lie. i'm going to perform as a clown tonight. to let you make people happy when you perform on stage i already make them happy usually other little people are angry and they both ended people

often ask me why i love people and how i manage to do this for example when i go to the pharmacy i always smile say hello and only then asked to buy some painkillers in this case you know aggressive or unhappy person could be rude to me because they automatically just want my openness. to know you should always walk through life with a smile. that those who don't break up themselves will be woken up but and that you have been the right since the beginning you aren't like what's going on with your ex to say you can be of any kind. we'll tell you what i get tired of wearing a mask i work as an entertainer everybody thinks that means having fun but it's not really true you have to work as a psychologist get adjusted to the audience to their mood and you have to smile at

all that. i'm not and that hello steel are really a success and that's great i've seen you many times on the internet and on stage i grew to realize that size doesn't matter what matters most is what kind of person you are you're an amazing person and ferry please to me. why girls little ones are like in this life i can't cry don't cry. ok let's go showing. that this is a high to so show. it's very difficult for me to lift her very difficult because i weighed twenty four and my child when he's ten kilos and it will that's

how i felt recently weighed to her and it turned out that she has lost some weight she doesn't eat much because she's teething. down mummy. there you go again why didn't she listen to your mother when you demand away what. didn't you know that your mom's like there it's why you bring it to me that. you love me as little and so that's why you know. mom well yes it will not be the i'm afraid when she grows older when she was sentenced four years old she will begin to learn to stop that her mother is local i'm worried that other children in the kindergarten days here because of me as much as my you call family is that there are people who say look the mother is a draw when we're walking outside. like that but i've grown used

to child hasn't been little who maybe people often say that she's going to be like her mother it's so sad i was. feel. come here. so but i may have seen heavy you're just right for me before you can come in please. for the first leg come in but there's no port so here you are again the. sit down versus the the artists on the how are your sweetie over here to try and testing have growth hormones to check of the child. if they're afraid she won't.

and that then the friend noticed that the child is growing very well she is a beautiful big girl. the thing she can do a lot of stuff give me your hand my dear. you said you were planning to have another child. if your child is normal and the child doesn't have this disease at all if she has no physical deviations the probability that your next child has this disease is only forty percent. already told you that we have no objections as far as the birth of a brother or sister is concerned so we put our hopes on you because you're cheerful and lively woman with great faith. i was the first one who took you in my hands when you were born gosh listen both of you are amazing it's great to see this.

with the bikes. i've never seen such a thing before. but. on the one hand we're afraid as god frightened us that. keeps on saying that our daughter wants a brother. she keeps on asking me. well first of all our daughter should start kindergarten and then we'll see if we're going to have another child or not so for the. trying to get it but i failed they said i was too short. and the man is making. i tried before i had a child and a husband i wanted to earn money to buy. i really wanted to be a chef to bake can cook different dishes.

i wanted it very much but no one hires people like me now when high short people. yeah well. let's. sit down. to make sure your backside doesn't get called. my wife. she's always smiling. my dad here is. spanish from cuba jose. mom always told me that dad and i were like two peas in a pod our smiles we both have big eyes and i roll my eyes my talk and i squint just like my dad it should get to vote at the top of the i wrote to him and asked him to

come to us saying that it was difficult for mom to cope with everything mom. my mom loved him there was never any talk in my family like oh that jerky abandoned his family you know. she was proud that she had had a man like that in her life and that she had been happy. to. have those people often ask me what i see in my future it's hard for me to answer this question i can't answer it i live outside of time i think of a family some sort of new year's celebration of the child and maybe ten years but i'll still be young that i want to sort of family but i can't become a mother now since i perform and i just it's just not the time.

now i'm going to be part of a family. depending on. the kernel for example. you. know i simply. courage. and challenge and we bring people joy. part of me a part of my positive energy and i want people to know that we need to have the right to be happy if they see me do it then they'll think if she can do it then we can do it too and then we'll have this goal to achieve something i was born with a smile in my face i was born with positive energy maybe it's because of my spanish

. how do we find each other and like to magnets yeah something like. of course. the fact that i was short for example from moscow here is not short you can compare maestro here is not short i am short of course just like. we found each other because we saw. how could you say potential. individuality. yes charisma and the desire to be one family.

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