so the scientific definition. this is a humane animal trap this is for a fairly small animal like a possum or raccoon or a cat a stray cat and i got it so that i could catch animals on the idea that i might eat them and i wanted to be ready to know how to get food get meat on the table was because i had no money. over the age of forty five and that's the cutoff date for drug experiments when there's no money there's no money so you have to do something that doesn't cost anything. in my little world part of the complexity i take

a drug to help me continue my writing and research and i also have a lot of problems with the way the drug manufacturers go about their business and make front test of profits my work helps to address some of the contradictions in my life as a healing effect on the world i think and some modest degree and they are all this help me produce my writing the relationship is not complicated to me it just works. it's troubling you. all the touches that i was seeing do not stand tap of my drugs and it's a big thing that i. am my own case manager. it's

true. keeps me on my toes i can see all right now she would feel really strongly that she's doing the right thing of course a lot of the medicines she takes have the side of us. always mitigating sometimes but not dealing really directly with the problem in the system. so it seems to me a lot of. i did get hospitalized for poly pharmacy all kinds of weird drugs for prescribe and i got very second had to be as flies bet two weeks to detox. and then they started me on a whole different part of the drugs i was watching it happen and sang to myself this doesn't seem right especially when one of her doctors refused to see her and yet he was still giving her psychotropic drugs with not monitoring or with of which i was and the person that was there was wrong. that's polypharmacy in that's.

rude couldn't tolerate we're not hearing or at least in the way what do you think about. what i did an air act is not what i imagined i'd be doing when i must be here is. my first impression about a prison was this looks like a concentration camp i don't know who i should be watching when i should be doing it i should be conducting myself i don't know how i made it there very overwhelming for a nineteen and twenty year old kid or. to be. in charge of weather summary of what's that and so.

i would never. acts like i did i would read prison and normal life never ever the way it were using medicine there was to get at the prisoners and break them down the side of treating people it was almost like we're punishing them for seeking treatment from us i mean when i'm ordered to give some a fourteen gauge needle. especially if they're not in a mass of trauma i know that that's not needed and i know that that's purely to inflict pain and those explicitly explained to me by the officer in charge as give these guys fourteen gauge needle so they won't want to be is in the morgue search so huge and they're so painful. here's the prisoners are crying and wailing and screaming naturally you know in the us. there's nothing to feel good about stick in fourteen years be in somebody for no

good reason. i can take you and that's those people who are i'm sure there was other people who also felt the same way as i did but. ghraib prison was not a place you spoke out against. the guests inside the practices there was or. planned day and i had to he didn't leave much of a suicide note he simply wrote i leave his experience smiling that's all he wrote. you know doing it all over again i you know i don't know what i could've done differently i mean for heaven's sakes i didn't want him in the study it was not important at all how dan was chilling if it were important how he was doing that would have contacted me after we contacted them on good friday and said do we

have to wait for him to kill himself and we did we had to wait for that i call the corner the monday after he died i said i wanted to see him and i remember her kind of yelling at me and saying well. don't you know how he died. and i his head well evidently i had to hope. and i didn't you know. when you find out your son kills himself you don't say what do i know i didn't know. that it wasn't a normal suicide. he slit his throat so badly that the car nurse office said young mr capitated

himself. and then she said probably because he wasn't dying fast enough that he. let his abdomen open and. reached his hand inside and said when they found him his one hand had the box cutter frozen and hat and the other hand was inside his abdomen up to his wrists. and. you know i want people to know this is what the drugs joke. if dan simply want to kill himself. he went to.

so. what i do is

a historian is looking to the way the poor people have been exploited and for the lies that abused by. the people in power. and the people with money. this includes these people who are on the margins including. human guinea pigs. this is a history of that hasn't been told far away. and there are a lot of stories that are important that haven't been brought to light and that haven't been explored. i think. i.

mean the people that are in psychiatric distress can especially benefit from the acute use of psychiatric medications i don't think we need to question them but you also have this whole other part of society that is using slash abusing psychiatric medication and you can put the medical field in there too because there are the enablers in the ninety's if you told a family practice doctor in ten years you will write a ton of prescriptions every month for atypical antipsychotics you might laugh at you now primary care writing a typical four and on therapy for depression anger management all the anger. i.v. disorders they're just being used for everything the market is being saturated with them but most important by primary care that. i think that's the most important

thing that pharma has figured out. i'm tracking a case about a psychiatrist who claims that a major part of her job now is detox she has patients who come in a cocktail of medications from one primary care doctor who thinks he's an expert on bipolar disorder she gets the patient she says they're on all the wrong medications they're not bipolar they're depressed and then her job is to titrate the patient off these medications and get him on perhaps one medication for depression and this is a future of psychiatry you could think about which is psychiatry is detox psychiatry more and more they're dealing with the poly pharmacy generated by primary care and in this case they asked the question their primary care doctor is writing all these atypical annecy comics we have millions of people that are being prescribed psychiatric medications sometimes appropriate use but a large part of that population is being prescribed psychiatric medication where it

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international airport in the very heart of moscow. i think how the v.a. system is set up right now you don't have to be going to therapy to get the drugs prescribe you the medication if you want therapy they filmed the entire session

which is extremely uncomfortable and they have a set program for p.t.s.d. that just simply doesn't work there's really no continuity to your care because a lot of these guys are residents and you might see him once or twice and so they don't know what you've even been on half the time so they try to give you the same drugs that have already failed for you know p.t.s.d. is not a new thing it's been around forever and i think they should be a little slower to just hear engine drugs say i hope these work for you send you out the door and pursue even like alternate treatments that could work for people. her car. the right of people to do status symbol right again. i mean i'm playing for that

one chance that i might hit it big. just the money the shit i don't have the money or i. don't have enough. i. got a past that had no more issues with gambling or would not pay my bills that shit. but i didn't have any support from my parents and i wouldn't have any support from anywhere else basically dropped out there and to the world and. made a lot of mistakes tell us the really good job was a bus driver for a while. had

a snowball to not carin. not make car payments. so when she wanted out of this news that a good time of my life. it's like one of those thirty things like when say. once you've experienced homelessness you just never really get over it. that has been an issue you know us had rather go to vegas this way somebody just knowing that i can survive to the next mystery. never ever dissipate not really sure where i.

did a dead loss. but. it's money i could afford of the. well let me go back to austin. for my next. this scott pick of them with. said dad when i go through vegas is. going to. mystery.

you hear it. here to correct it. and it's been seven years and more the years wow and. i don't think there is a minute that goes by that i don't think come from. i have a sash. behind him some in here. yes he was right. when

he said he. i mean. any of the. zero. zero zero zero zero zero zero. holes where was the. name experience you know i was lost and that's left first. it saved my life. that the cleveland just recently passed away. so if you can't because all the corrupt things he sends his own help if he has been given is coming to me he's going to get it you know this is that's it best with forgiveness of a laws when you've got to get you know. i mean i feel her that he called her us to believe that those tests as was safe you see through her that he did it for the sake of money. alone hills wombs.

you know you need to. pray for kelly. thank you prayer for the medicine so that it's doing its job. and i can get a green with less and less. head

up. bill collector. so. it's a good thing that you can register i would have a horrible weapon in the pile right here.

and that's the way it's done. every day now i wish it was the mentally ill. it's the pits. this research. is recent. years.

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