i'm guessing it's all right the guinea pig zero direct you know explain the title i write about the history of human experiments and news stories about sometimes abuses and things that go wrong in experiments and so not only did you do the experiment but you're the investigative journalist as well within the industry you could say that i keeping them honest keeping them honest because they have to because the guinea pigs themselves can do it anonymously they all doped up i. you know bill. are all. going to have to sort of. gauge the. person gets more work done with me so they can further means. the scientific definition.

this is a humane animal trap this is for a fairly small animal like a possum or or a cat a stray cat and i got it so that i could catch animals on the idea that i might eat them and i wanted to be ready to know how to get food get meat on the table was because i had no money. over the age of forty five and that's the cutoff date for drug experiments when there's no money there's no money so you have to do something that doesn't cost anything. in my little world part of the complexity that i take a drug to help me continue my writing and research and i also have a lot of problems with the way the drug manufacturers go about their business and

make front test of profits. my work helps to address some of the contradictions in my life it has a hailing effect on the world i think and some modest the greedy and they are all of how they produce my writing. the relationship is not complicated to me it just works this is the educated trial all the doctors that i was seeing do not stand tap of my drugs and it's a good thing that i. am my own case manager. it's true. keeps me on me to this i can see all right now she would feel really strongly

that she's doing the right thing of course a lot of the medicine she takes to have these sort of lives. always mitigating sometimes but not dealing really directly with the problem in the system. so it seems to me a lot of the time. i did get hospitalized for poly pharmacy all kinds of weird drugs for prescribe and i got very sick and had to be asked flies bet to two weeks to detox. and then they started me on a whole different part of the drugs i was watching it happen and sang to myself this doesn't seem right especially when one of her doctors refused to see her and yet he was still giving her psychotropic drugs but not monitoring them with loop to which i was in the person that was that was wrong. that's polypharmacy in that's. rude could tolerate

really not hearing or at least in the way what do you think about. what i did and i are actually this is not what i imagined i would be doing when i was in the army. my first impression of andre prison was this looks like a concentration camp i don't know who i should be watching when i should be doing it i should be conducting myself i don't know how i made it there very overwhelming for a night you're going. to be. in charge of weather summary of what's that and so. i would never. acts like i did i would read prison and normal life never ever the

way it were using medicine there was to get out the prisoners and rate them down the side of treating people it was almost like we're punishing them for seeking treatment from us i mean when i'm ordered to give some a fourteen gauge needle. especially if they're not in a mass of trauma i know that that's not needed and i know that that's purely to inflict and and those explicitly explained to me by the officer in charge as give these guys fourteen gauge needle so they won't want to be used in the mornings are so huge and they're so painful. here's the prisoners are crying and wailing and screaming natural you know. there's nothing to feel good about stick and fourteen each day being somebody for no good reason. i can take the one that's those people who are i'm sure there was other people who also felt the same way as i did but. ghraib prison was not

a place you spoke out against. the guests inside the practices there was or. planned day and i had to he didn't leave much of a suicide note he simply wrote i leave his experience smiling that's all he wrote. you know doing it all over again i you know i don't know what i could've done differently i mean for heaven's sakes i didn't want him in the study it was not important at all how dan was chilling if it were important how he was doing that would have contacted me after we contacted them on good friday and said do we have to wait for him to kill himself and we did we had to wait for that

i called the corner of the monday after he died i said i wanted to see him and i remember her kind of feeling at me and saying oh. don't you know how he died. and i his head well evidently i had to hope. and i didn't you know. when you find out your son kills himself you don't say what do i know i didn't know. but it wasn't a normal suicide. he slit his throat so badly that the car nurse office said young mr capitated himself. and then she said probably because he wasn't dying fast enough that he.

let his abdomen open and. reached his hand inside and said when they found him his one hand had the. box cutter frozen and that and the other hand was inside his abdomen up to his wrists. and. you know i want people to know this is what the drugs to. afghan simply want to kill himself. he went to.

so clearly what i do is the history and as you look into the way the poor people have been exploited and for the lies that abused by. the

people in power. and the people with money. this includes these people who are on the margins including. human guinea pigs. this is a history of that hasn't been told far away. and there are a lot of stories that are important that haven't been brought to light and that haven't been explored. i think. i.

mean the people that are in psychiatric distress can especially benefit from the acute use of psychiatric medications i don't think we need to question them but you also have this whole other parts to say that is using slash abusing psychiatric medication and you can put the medical field in there too because there are the enablers in the ninety's if you told a family practice doctor in ten years you will write a ton of prescriptions every month for atypical antipsychotics he might laugh at you now primary care writing a typical for and on therapy for depression anger management all d.d.'s anger. i.v. disorders they're just being used for everything the market is being saturated with them but most important by primary care that. i think that's the most important thing that pharma has figured out. i'm tracking a case about a psychiatrist who claims that

a major part of her job now is detox she has patients who come in a cocktail of medications from one primary care doctor who thinks he's an expert on bipolar disorder she gets the patient she says they're on all the wrong medications they're not bipolar they're depressed and then her job is to titrate the patient off these medications and get him on perhaps one medication for depression and this is a future of psychiatry you could think about which is psychiatry is detox psychiatry more and more they're dealing with the poly pharmacy generated by primary care and in this case they asked the question her primary care doctor is writing all these atypical annecy comics we have millions of people that are being prescribed psychiatric medications sometimes appropriate use but a large part of that population is being prescribed psychiatric medication where it may not be warranted or indicated. but it's and to me.

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i think how the v.a. system is set up right now you don't have to be going to therapy to get the drugs prescribed the medication if you want therapy they filmed the entire session which

is extremely uncomfortable and they have a set program for p.t.s.d. that just simply doesn't work there's really no continuity to your care because a lot of these guys are residents and you might see them once or twice and so they don't know what you've even been on half the time so they try to give you the same drugs that have already failed for you know p.t.s.d. is not a new thing it's been around forever and i think they should be a little slower to just drugs say i hope these work for you send you out the door and pursue even like alternate treatments that could work for people. her car. right of people who do status seem to write again. i mean i'm playing for that one

chance that i might hit it big. just the money and shit i don't have the money or i. don't have enough. i. got a past that had no more issues gambling or would not pay my bills that should be ok but i didn't have any support from my parents and i wouldn't have any support from anywhere else basically dropped out there and to the world and. made a lot of mistakes when i lost the really good job was a bus driver for a while. had

a snowball to not carin. not make car payments. so eventually i ended up this news not a good time with my life. it's like one of those thirty things like when say. once you've experienced homelessness you just never really get over it. that has been an issue you know us had rather go to vegas this way somebody just knowing that i can survive to the next mystery. never ever disappearing not really sure where i.

did a dead loss. but. it's money i could afford of the. well let me go back to austin. for my next. this scott pic of them with. her dad would i go troll vegas's it out or go out to. the streets.

you hear it. hear the crack eat. and it's been all hers seven years and more the years wow and. i don't think there is a minute that goes by that i don't think i'm from i haven't sasha's. him some in here. just see a spike in my heart.

when he said he and. i mean. any that. could. pose where was a. name experience you know i was lost and that's when i first found this and. it saved my life. that because he just recently passed away got arrested so if he can't because all the corrupt things he sends his own help if he has been given is coming to me he's going to get it you know this is that's it that's the way forgiveness a law is one of the got to get you know. i mean i feel her that he called her us to believe that those tests as was safe you see through her that he did it for the sake of money. a lot heals rooms.

you know need to. pray for help. thanks to prayer over the medicine and so they did steering it's john. and i can get a green with us. and

head up. bill collector. it's a good thing that you can register i would have the whole weapon in the pile right here. and that's the way it's done.

every day and i wish it was the mentally ill i mean. it's the pits. that's resisting. this recent. years.

thank. you it is easy to miss it.