what you're hearing is just in this newsletter which is titled i hold it up it's called the i'm guessing is all right the guinea pig zero direct you know explain the title i write about the history of human experiments and news stories about

sometimes abuses and things that go wrong in the spare months and so not only did you do the experiment but you're the investigative journalist as well within the industry you could say that i keep on them honest keeping them honest because they have to because the guinea pigs themselves can do it anonymously they all doped up if. you know bill. are all. going to have to sort of. the person who gets more work done more money taken from each. of the scientific definition. this is a humane animal trap. this is for a fairly small animal like

a possum or raccoon or a cat or a stray cat and i got it so that i could catch animals on the idea that i might eat them and i wanted to be ready to know how to get food get meat on the table because i had no money. over the age of forty five and that's the cutoff date for drug experiments when there's no money there's no money so i have to do something that doesn't cost anything. in my little world part of the complexity that i take a drug to help me continue my writing and research and also have a lot of problems with the way the drug manufacturers go about their business and make fantastic profits my work helps to address some of the contradictions in my

life as a healing effect on the world i think and some modest the gree and they are all it helped me produce my writing. the relationship is not complicated to me it just works it's been educated trial all the judges that i was seeing do not stand up at my genetics and it's a good thing that i. have my own case manager. it's true. keeps me on me to i can see her right now she would feel really strongly that she's doing the right thing of course a lot of the medicine she takes to have these sort of things. always mitigating

sometimes but not dealing really directly with the problem this is. so it seems to be a long time. i did get hospitalized for probably pharmacy all kinds of drugs from prescribed and i got very sick and had to b.s. flies. but that two weeks to detox and then they started me on a whole different part of the tropics i was watching it happen and sang to myself this doesn't seem right especially when one of her doctors refused to see her and yet he was still giving her psychotropic drugs but not monitoring them with look who which i was and the person that was there was wrong. that's polypharmacy in that she. couldn't tolerate really not being arrested in the way what do you think about.

what i did and actually this is not what i imagined i would be doing when i must be serious if. my first impression about prison was this looks like a concentration camp i don't know who i should be watching when i should be doing it i should be conducting myself i don't know how i made it there very overwhelming for a nineteen and twenty year old kid here. to be. in charge of weather summary of what's that and. i would never. acts like i did i would read prison and normal life never ever the way we're using medicine there was to get at them down to set it treating people it

was almost like we're punishing them for seeking treatment from us i mean when i'm ordered to give some a fourteen gauge needle. especially if they're not in a mass of trauma i know that that's not needed and i know that that's purely to inflict and and that was explicitly explained to me by the officer in charge as give these guys fourteen gauge needles they won't want to be is in the mornings are so huge and they're so painful. here's the prisoners are crying and wailing and screaming that you're you know in the us. there's nothing to feel good about stick in fourteen years have been somebody for no good reason. i can take you and that's those. your boy or i'm sure there was other people who also felt the same way as i did but. a prisoner was not voice who spoke out against. the guests or inside the practices there was or.

when de and i had he didn't leave much of a suicide note he simply wrote i leave his experience smiling that's all he wrote you know doing it all over again i you know i don't know what i could've done differently i mean for heaven's sakes i didn't want him in the study it was not important at all how dan was chilling if it were important how he was doing that would have contacted me after we contacted them on good friday and said do we have to wait for him to kill himself and we did we had to wait for that i called the corner of the monday after he died i said i wanted to see him and i

remember her kind of yelling at me and saying. don't you know how he died. and i his head well evidently i had hope. and i didn't you know who. or when you find out your son kills himself you don't say what do i know i didn't know. that it wasn't a normal suicide. he slit his throat so badly that the car nurse office said young mr capitated himself. and then she said probably because he wasn't dying fast enough that he. let his abdomen open and. reach his hand inside

and she said when they found him his one hand had the. box cutter frozen and that and the other hand was inside his abdomen up to his wrists. and. you know i want people to know this is what the drugs joe. if dan simply want to kill himself. he went to.

so clearly what i do as a historian is look into the way the poor people have been exploited and brutalized by. the people in power. and the people with money.

this includes these people who are on the margins including. human guinea pigs. this is a history of that hasn't been told farley enough and there are a lot of stories that are important that haven't been brought to light and that haven't been explored. i think. i. mean the people that are in psychiatric distress can especially benefit from the

acute use of psychiatric medications i don't think we need to question that but you also have this whole other part of society that is using slash abusing psychiatric medication and you can put the medical field in there too because they're the enablers in the ninety's if you told a family practice doctor in ten years you will write a ton of prescriptions every month for atypical antipsychotics you might laugh at you now primary care writing a typical for and on therapy for depression anger management old d d anxiety disorders they're just being used for everything the market is being saturated with them but most important by primary care that. i think that's the most important thing that pharma has figured out. i'm tracking a case about a psychiatrist who claims that a major part of her job now is detox she has patients who come in a cocktail of medications from one primary care doctor who thinks he's an expert on

bipolar disorder she gets the patients she says they're on all the wrong medications they're not bipolar they're depressed and then her job is to titrate the patient off these medications and get him on perhaps one medication for depression this is a future of psychiatry you could think about which is psychiatry is detox psychiatry more and more they're dealing with the poly pharmacy generated by primary care and in this case they asked the question their primary care doctor is writing all these atypical nic comics we have millions of people that are being prescribed psychiatric medications sometimes appropriate use but a large part of that population is being prescribed psychiatric medication where it may not be warranted or indicated. but it's and to me.

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i think how the v.a. system is set up right now you don't have to be going to therapy to get the drugs prescribed the medication if you want therapy they filmed the entire session which is extremely uncomfortable and they have a set program for p.t.s.d. that just simply doesn't work there's really no continuity to your care because a lot of these guys are residents and you might see him once or twice and so they don't know what you've even been on half the time so they try to give you the same drugs that have already failed for you p.t.s.d.

is not a new thing it's been around forever and i think they should be a little slower to just. say i hope these work for you send you out the door and pursue even like alternate the treatments that could work for people. her car. lot of people who do status seem to write again. i mean i'm playing for that one chance and i might hit it big. just the funniest shit or i don't have the money or i. don't have enough.

i. got a past that had no more issues gambling or would not pay my bills that i should be paid but i didn't have any support from my parents and i wouldn't have any support from anywhere else basically dropped out there and to a world that. made a lot of mistakes when i lost the really good job was a bus driver for a while. had a snowball to not carin. not make car payments. so eventually i ended up this new not a good time of my life. it's like one of those thirty things i'd say. once you've experience homelessness you just never really get over it.

that has been an issue you know us had rather go to vegas this way somebody just knowing that i can survive to the next that mystery. never ever dissipate not really sure where i. did a death you know this fire. but. it's money i could afford of the. well let me go back to austin. for my next.

scott pickens with that. said dad when i go through vegas it's. going to. mystery. to. you. you hear and. hear the crick eat.

and it's been over seven years more there as well and. i don't think there is a minute that can spawn that i don't think come from i haven't sasha's. him some in here. just see a spike in my heart. that means that he and. i mean. homes where it was a. name experience you know i was lost and that's when i first found this and.

it saved my life. that the cleat me just recently passed away god rest his soul if he can goes all the corrupt things he does on help if he has been given is coming to me when i get it. you know that's that's it that's the way forgiveness a law is the one you've got to be able you know. i mean i feel her that he called her us to believe that those tests as was safe you see through her that he did it for the sake of money. a lot heals wombs life you know need it. i do pray for kelly. i do pray over the medicine and so the kids doing its job. and i can get a green with less and less. and

have love. bill collector.

it's a good thing i'm kicking her story would have a hell of a weapon in the pile right here. and that's the way it's done. everything now i wish it was the mentally ill. it's the pits.

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