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was born i haven't been able to walk at all my body was slowly changing my spine was curving my ribs were tightening well i guess you can see for yourselves. at first the doctors told my parents i wouldn't make it to five years when we went to hospital they'd say what if you're still alive. but despite my body deep inside i'm a worrier and i always wanted to die a different way not in a hospital ward no not because this illness. at one time or do i save money to hire a hitman to shoot me dead from the next building where the open window with you. i even told my parents and my brother about it they were shocked at first of course but then somehow resigned. i told them that if i saved enough money there but and

then changed my mind i'd give them all the money to renovate the apartment. and i can't think what you could possibly do to make my hair beautiful. just the opposite and i was always the last girl to catch him and so i and the ones who didn't notice me were mostly drunk men just didn't go for me. yeah my life seemed pointless i was twenty one and my peers all had families or at least boyfriends. everything was as it should be for them but nothing like that was happening to me or the centers i went outside i could hear people laughing behind my back i know i know this stick insect requires more dawna cricket sees huge snows some serious that's what i had to withdraw. but i was always an ugly duckling.

it was more or less fine when i was a kid but what kind of life is this for grown men stuck indoors all the time i guess only prisoners know what that's like. i can only go outside in summer because in winter if i happen to catch a chill just getting a cold could finish me off. to look at the wonder game. look at them they're not gays they're ducks ducks right. have you ever seen gaze at all yes. i've seen them on t.v. . and to be honest we don't often come here to glory hasn't been outside much has recently started going out because of me i always try to take him on it we want to

spend time together visit new places sing at things and enjoy nature. hello don't be shy go on please i like the saxophone yes it's his favorite instrument we'll listen for a while. it was a miracle that one minute i was sitting at the computer or hands on the keyboard and wrote the walk to start like crying my eyes i wondered if there was any man out there somewhere there who was just as long as me and looking desperately for

a soulmate to. me the most i didn't care at all what this man would be like deprived disabled ill. before i wrote i'm waiting for you know i'm looking for you. i searched through the internet typing things like i'm looking for you i'm waiting for you please find me in search engines and look through the results with what i thought someone might write to me to be more violent i say here should never eyes and i thought what an interesting guy. his questionnaire proved to we should this inferiors in the law if it really touched my heart or so especially his final lines i'm a daydreamer to the marrow of my bones that's what i've always said myself word for

word i'm a danger much of the marrow of my bones whether you like it or not. or . use of want to buy meat would push you to no. business it's you but you want to. that's what he knows on plus thirty or so so i have to hide it over on super slick course. fortunately i work over the most brutal. to go with what you see. is the deal with it was. just a. big already hello we've been expecting you you know let's see krikorian put your

glasses on. yes ok thanks. you and if you'd like a more interesting alert i'd suggest wearing a bow tie with us shari can i see. you'll be a true gentleman. and will of course i was shocked at first i've never come across in your body with such a disease label who looked like that. but i knew i needed him in a way that's the kind of person i am looks have never mattered to me it's much more important was inside him to like it is beautiful i want you to like it too i do i like a new way no matter what sure you're wearing i know what women are like you might say i'm not going anywhere with you or your badly dressed. i told her from the outset quite plainly that i was ill and i would often send her photos so that she'd

have no illusions about what i looked like. that if she would send me her photos too. she'd look unkempt and without makeup. asking me whether i like turn not i answered of course i do. the woman i love will always be beautiful to me even in curlers a dressing gown and slippers simply because i love or because she's dear to me. how can i not love her with their arms around me we cuddle and i know she's mine. your boy and i dreaded our first meeting i come from a kazakhstan village called irritation with a population of seventy five hundred people so. i had never travelled

by a plane before and didn't really know what to do the mere thought of going so far was shocking but my love was so strong that i agreed to come anyway. i went to end there he was sitting on the sofa waiting for me. we had a sort of agreement about how we'd know what we felt well if i liked her i had to try to kiss her. so i asked her why are you crying you think i don't like you she replied so i said you silly girl i can't move close enough to kiss you on my own i'm waiting for you then she said may i i sort of course and that was sort of first kiss.

you know i love everything about him i have grown to love every hair every one of his fingertips and they're all dear to me because they're him too he may not look the weird unary people do but he maybe even better you see him actually be healthier than other guys who drink beer in a bench they might have their arms and legs in place but i know i can trust him hander stands me hillis since to me he loves me the real me the person i really am and that's what counts. but now i need to know the colors of grigori suit showed so i can select a bad hole like this color so tender you know i'm small myself so i need a small button hole or a look as though i'm sitting under a bush. she likes lilies for international women's day i specially asked my father to buy a lily for as far as i know no one had ever given her flowers before. and this was

some really smelly for her. we didn't know how to get rid of it but we thought about throwing the flour away or putting it out on the balcony because i'd put all my love into the gift of the lily didn't wither for about two weeks so for two weeks we were pinching our noses all over the apartment to avoid the smell. he had me at first i kept my eyes open and just watched but i realised i could rely on this girl she took it upon herself to care for him so i have nothing to do now if i was surprised at how well she took to it from the very beginning when he was a child who would often leave him alone but one time he was sitting at his computer and suddenly felt very ill after that he said do you know how terrifying it is to die alone when there's no one around to help you. to steal stuff he had terrible

fits like a panic attacks that left him choking there when sometimes he gets it all because i still treat him like a kid and while you wish not my kid i say even when you're sixty you'll still be my child he tells me not to put him down in front of his future wife. i can see his eyes are shining. his morale is high but you know you must have realized that he's a true man you once asked me do you think i'll ever have a family. well we had to be realistic about such things. since i was about five i've always dreamed of having a big family of my own and when your dreams start coming true if you imagine god reading your wishes and saying so you think you'll never get any of it here it is take it you two will have everything you want.

that anybody gets tomorrow they get married and they'll be finding a name for the daughter. when if she childes me at the altar aniston idea of them again but she's not going anywhere because extends to fatah walk she's got no choice she's stuck with you. solar rays to. me or not psych to an active campaign have a long time to know where patients are forced that the mouth her mouth the first strike never turns the world's attention to the police and then some jobs gulag of our times. germany's finance ministry

as the ny reports that is preparing its third bailout for great. of course not you know there will be no third ballot for grains bell outs or so last decade this is the age of the bell it by the time this is over the bandits bankers and brokers will take it all that you've got no dollar euro you are drunk will be left behind and inflation deflation a compass nation will take every last nickel and dime. it was a. very hard to take a. long. flight path that had sex with her hair cut.

if. it was. going to get to the point. you know i never made an official proposal but it was just somehow agreed between us that we would marry. but we were talking on skype then and she suddenly smiled

and said you know no one's ever proposed to me and that's when it struck me that i had actually forgotten to propose properly to her as well. as a. the only thing i regret. is that i couldn't lift her up and. very glad that she always to be together has brightened to rise. to the wedded wife

question i wanted to say no no is what my heart can't say that's why it's saying yes but i was afraid people might not get the joke and decided against it. yes now let the bride answer yes. look i don't want to share stateside is that dot this. i can use watching. all the families getting married. here has been in wife now you may now case the bright.

it was a wonderful magical day it was so warm the sun was shining so bright like in a fairy tale and only yesterday it was raining heavily corey reassured me it would be a nice and warm day as it turned out he was right because grigori saw the weather forecast on the internet. users mostly young why then go right did your internet not provincial dad from buying a suit the proved to be completely useless. i think. my positive attitude and the love i feel for the world comes naturally to me as waking up each morning i think there is always a reason to be happy it's just that people fail to notice they have the opportunity to go outside and walk to the shop for example they are too lazy those couch potatoes or they can go outside at night to see the stars in the moon i don't even

remember when i last saw them. at one point he admitted to me that he had thought about hiring a hitman because he couldn't end his own life by himself i asked him what he thought about us and he thought how we would carry on without you know he said that he had and that was why he decided against it. that fire is burning for a whole new family. what else will he was born in front of a stock and just wouldn't walk when he was mentally even at eighteen months he could stand if he held onto a bench but he would not walk. doctors told us to go to moscow to the second

her medical university where he was diagnosed with spinal masco atrophy. all over him but his muscles don't rebuild themselves i was told is a genetic disorder but how can that be here no one else in the families affected me they explained it's an abnormality in my husband's in my genes that occurs once in a million cases past a down to grigori our oldest son did inherit the disease. about when our doctor advised the chinese to go to moscow but his wife told us the disease was incurable and the child would die in three years. to be honest i was on the verge of beating the stuffing out of him. such currents of birth the old drinking to now a few. beers to the parents why did this justice ah

and what that we grasp that every straw and try every possible remedy but the doctors eagerly took him on a some kind of a guinea pig transplanted stem cells to him for the last time when he was fifteen when that had no effect he said he was fed up with doctors with endless experiments with everything. as a child i came up with an original way to move around the flat on a skateboard i'd sit on the board and push with my arms to move around them to put in the skateboard gave way to a tree sickle i pushed off the floor with my legs and turned a wheel with my hand. my whole body heard of course most of all the ribs. they were aching constantly but i only cried in hospitals when doctors tried to straighten my legs and i even fainted because of the pain and i

didn't have any pain killers. that could take care he was screaming so loudly that. excuse me that they literally had to take me out of the word have it was heartbreaking wolf he cried. god look at them. look what they're doing to me here live with me you please do something to these doctors to all these people i'm so tired of them all. i would tell him my men don't cry and my soldier he asked yes you are like dad yes just like dad. don't listen to. all but i'm. sixty two for the starbursts. to use even though i said it didn't want to say it's

going to put their lives here either but i guess. it's hard to love a man in a body like this knowing you have to look after him as if you were a baby so i know that all men are really babies. wonderful thing many people can't understand me and this is a huge responsibility a burden across i'll have to carry all my life i just say that he share in the love a man is neither burden nor negative courage there is nothing extraordinary about it comes naturally. when we go out together she always tries to walk side by side with me so as i don't feel that she's pushing the wheelchair. very hard with you know you want to begin to say well

you know you are right. though the battery is right out. here i asked her whether she really wanted this but she's a strong able bodied girl so yeah i asked her to think everything over i want to agree that he should have no illusions i told him to be prepared to hear her say one day that it was all too much and she couldn't take it anymore. the. congratulations on your marriage now blessed haven't actually we had general odom official marriage with this stamp in the passport and all those formal procedures we just wanted the church to recognize the union of our souls. first of all i see him as the man i want to build

a family with the senate's respect everything's fine. i won a daughter. well you should cut the soudan chase we have a son who might be offended. and on the balloon there was he wanted to cry out welcome a son or daughter equally or even both of them at the same time actually that would be even better. every man has a purpose in this world i am ill but that's what's meant to be there is a purpose to that my older brother is strong and healthy but it's never occurred to me that it might have been the other way around on the contrary i've always thought that even if i had the opportunity to change it i'd still choose to be the one myself and my brother the healthy one. but i'm not sure talking about this is right. we asked for help on the

internet tried to raise some money to buy our own flat i told our story explained that despite living so far away from each other anya and i wanted to build a family and live together. people sent around fifty to one hundred roubles two or three dollars. he wanted anya to move here with her mother and live together but then people started turning against us. they started internet groups against me and i know. that. there were rumors that i planned to launder money for the apartment that i was the leader of some underground called. me and they sent nasty messages to ana saying she didn't love me and was only hunting for a flat. you know so we shut down the fund raising or owner said she didn't

need that kind of happiness. but we gave the money to an eight year old girl who has cancer we checked up on her she lives here and build her. but i'm convinced the difficult man for us to me it will also help us further on everything in its time and i'm sure it will all work out when the time comes. a little bit coming here to be with him as long as i'm there but and i can't imagine myself not seeing him or not being with him as it just won't make sense i'll be with him all this at any cost. i've always promised that if she ever realizes it's too much for her and she decides to leave me i will accept her decision without criticism and i'd shut anyone up who tried to

say a word against her. because it's her choice. i can't make any promises before seen anything might happen but enough a certain that i will never meet a man who will be closer to me than grigori to point is that i heard you found my man and there is no one else for me to finding him or he's the one. but although there will never be a second grigori for me. well

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