we want to spend time together visit new places sing at things and enjoy nature. hello don't be shy go on please i like the saxophone yes it's his favorite instrument we'll listen for a while fair. point it was a miracle that we met i was sitting at the computer hands on the keyboard and wrote the walk desperately crying my eyes i wondered if there was a man out there somewhere the who was just as lonely as me and looking desperately for a soulmate to. me the most i didn't care

at all what this man would be like deprived disabled. before i wrote i'm waiting for you yes i'm looking for you. i searched through the internet typing things like i'm looking for you i'm waiting for you please find me in search engines and look through the results with the one i thought someone might write to me to bring you on why would i say he's never eyes and i thought what an interesting guy. his questionnaire proved to wish a disingenuous in the life of. my heart. specially his final line is that i'm a daydreamer to the marrow of my bones that's what i've always said myself. word

for word i'm in danger much of the marrow of my bones whether you like it or not. but it. is not it's you. that's what he knows on perception. onto your piece of course he will be reporting to you about probably most. wants to go with what you see no. reason to do so yes we've got. to stop. with the suits to. be gaudy hello we've been expecting you you know let's see krikorian i'll put your glasses on your yes ok thanks.

i'll give you one if you'd like a more interesting alert i'd suggest wearing a bow tie with a shark can i see course you'll be a true gentleman. and will of course i was shocked at first i'd never come across in your body it was such a disease label who looked like that yeah but i knew i needed him in a way that's the kind of person i am looks have never mattered to me it's much more important what's inside him her to like it is beautiful i want you to like it too i do i like a new way no matter what sure you're wearing i know what women are like you might say i'm not going anywhere with you or your badly dressed. i told her from the outset quite plainly that i was ill and i would often send her photos so that she'd

have no illusions about what i looked like. that if she would send me her photos to. she'd look unkempt and without makeup. asking me whether i liked her not i answered of course i do. the woman i love will always be beautiful to me even in curlers a dressing gown and slippers simply because i love or because she's dear to me. how can i not love her with their arms around me we cuddle and i know she's mine. you're my aunt i dreaded our first meeting i come from a kazakhstan village called irritation with a population of seventy five hundred people or so. and i never travelled

by a plane before and didn't really know what to do the mere thought of going so far was shocking but my love was so strong that i agreed to come anyway. i went to end there he was sitting on the sofa waiting for me. we had a sort of agreement about how we'd know what we felt well if i liked her i had to try to kiss her. so i asked her why are you crying you think i don't like you she replied so i said you silly girl i just moved close enough to kiss you on my own i'm waiting for you then she said may i i said of course and that was our first kiss. you know i love everything about him i have grown to love every here everyone has

fingertips they're all dear to me because they're him too he may not look the weird unary people do but he may be even better you see him actually be healthier than other guys who drink beer in a bench they might have their arms and legs in place but i know i can trust him handor stands me hello since to me he loves me the real me the person i really am and that's what counts. but now i need to know the colors of grigori suit a show so i can select a bad haul i like this color so tender you know i'm small myself so i need a small buttonhole or a look as though i'm sitting under a bush. she likes lilies for international women's day i specially asked my father to buy a lily for as far as i know no one had ever given her flowers before. and this was

some really smelly ferrite we didn't know how to get rid of it but we thought about throwing the flour away or putting it out on the balcony because i'd put all my love into the gift of the lily didn't wither for about two weeks so for two weeks we were pinching our noses all over the apartment to avoid the smell. you know me at first i kept my eyes open and just watched but i realized i could rely on this girl and she took it upon herself to care for him so i have nothing to do now i was surprised at how well she took to it from the very beginning when he was a child who would often leave him alone but one time he was sitting at his computer and suddenly felt very ill after that he said do you know how terrifying it is to die alone when there's no one around to help you to steal stuff you have terrible fits like a panic attacks that left him choking there when an interval sometimes he gets

cross at all because i still treat him like a kid and he while you wish not my kid i say even when you're sixty you'll still be my child to do he tells me not to put him down in front of his future wife. i can see his eyes are shining. his morale is high but you know you must have realized that he's a true man you once asked me do you think i'll ever have a family. well we had to be realistic about such things. there is since i was about five i've always dreamed of having a big family of my own and when your dreams start coming true if you imagine god reading your wishes and searching so you think you'll never get any of it here it is take it you two will have everything you want.

on the bus and it's tomorrow they get married and they'll be finding a name for the daughter. you know when does she jolts me at the idea of them again but she's not going anywhere because extends to fought a war she's got no choice she stuck with the. solar arrays to. play. into the future. so thirty four can just bend over billion euros on culture she says to be one hundred fifty million degrees with. no cell phone seen peace go to france the trouble in situ the song. knowledge we've got the future.

looks. a. little. in effect that means you can jump in anytime you want to. be interviewed. her.

you know i never made an official proposal but it was just somehow agreed between us that we would marry. we were talking on skype and she suddenly smiled and said

you know no one's ever proposed to me and that's when it struck me that i had actually forgotten to propose properly to her as well. as you know. the only thing i regret. is that i couldn't lift her up and.

very glad that she always to be together has brought. to the wedded wife question i wanted to say no no is what my heart can't say that's why it's saying yes but i was afraid people might not get the joke and decided against it. yes now let the bride answer. yes. look at london might want to share stateside is that davi this. i can use watching. all the families getting married. here has been and wife now you may now case the bride.

it was a wonderful magical day it was so warm the sun was shining surprised like in a fairy tale and only yesterday it was raining heavily cory reassured me it would be a nice and warm day as it turned out he was right because grigori saw the weather forecast on the internet. users last week and why then go right did your internet not provincial dad from buying a suit the proved to be completely useless. i think. with my positive attitude and the love i feel for the world it comes naturally to me as waking up each morning i think there is always a reason to be happy it's just that people fail to notice they have the opportunity to go outside and walk to the shop for example they are too lazy those couch potatoes or they can go outside at night to see the stars in the moon i don't even

remember when i last saw them. at one point he admitted to me that he had thought about hiring a hitman because he couldn't end his own life by himself i asked him what he thought about us that he thought how we would carry on without you know he said that he had and that was why he decided against. hate that fire is burning for a whole new family. what else will he was born in front of a stock and just wouldn't walk but he was mentally even at eighteen months he could

stand if he held onto a bench but he would not walk. doctors told us to go to moscow to the second her medical university where he was diagnosed with spinal masco atrophy. all over him but his muscles don't rebuild themselves i was told it is a genetic disorder but how could that be here no one else in the families affected me they explained it was an abnormality in my husband's and my genes that occurs once in a million cases were passed to down to grigori something our oldest son did inherit the disease. about when our doctor advised the chinese to go to moscow but his wife told us the disease was incurable the child would die in three years. to be honest i was on the verge of beating the stuffing out of him. such burdens of birth the oath drinking to an oath you. here's to the parents did this to this law and with what.

we grasped that every straw and tried every possible remedy but the doctors eagerly took him on a some kind of a guinea pig well we transplanted stem cells to him for the last time when he was fifteen when that had no effect he said he was fed up with doctors with endless experiments with everything. as a child i came up with an original way to move around the flat on a skateboard i'd sit on the board and push with my arms to move around them to put in the skateboard gave way to a tree circle i pushed off the floor with my legs and turned a wheel with my hand. my whole body heard of course most of all the ribs. they were aching constantly but i only cried in hospitals when

doctors tried to straighten my legs and i even fainted because of the pain and i didn't have any pain killers. that he was screaming so loudly that. them. excuse me that they literally had to take me out of the word that it was heart breaking people feel he cried. god look at them. but look what they're doing to me here live with me and you please do something to these doctors to all these people i'm so tired of them all. i would tell him my men don't cry and my soldier he asked yes you are like dad yes just like dad.

says the two boys are starbursts. to use even though i said it didn't want to stress it's their fault and we put their lives either but i guess. it's hard to love them in a body like this knowing you have to look after him as if you were a baby so i know that all men are really babies. like a person who many people can't understand me this is a huge responsibility a burden across i'll have to carry all my life i just say that he share in the love of man it's me their burden her nectar of courage there is nothing extraordinary about it comes naturally. when we go out together she always tries to walk side by side with me so as i don't feel that she's pushing the wheelchair. with you know you want to. say well

you know you are right. though the battery is right. here i asked her whether she really wanted this but she's a strong able bodied girl would you say yeah i asked her to think everything over i want to agree that he should have no illusions i told him to be prepared to hear her say one day that it was all too much and she couldn't take it anymore. congratulations on your marriage now blessed to have been actually we have been rewarded official marriage with this stamp in the passport and all those formal procedures we just wanted the church to recognize the union of our souls.

first of all i see him as the man i want to build a family with cenis respect everything's fine. i won a daughter. well you should cut this out in the case we have a son who might be offended. and on the balloon there was. a son or daughter equally or even both of them at the same time actually that would be even better. every man has a purpose in this world i am ill but that's what's meant to be there is a purpose to that. my older brother is strong and healthy but it's never occurred to me that it might have been the other way around on the contrary i've always thought that even if i had the opportunity to change it i'd still choose to be the one myself and my brother the healthy one. but i'm not sure talking about this is right. we asked for help on the

internet tried to raise some money to buy our own flat i told our story explained that despite living so far away from each other anya and i wanted to build a family and live together. people sent around fifty to one hundred roubles two or three dollars. and he wanted anya to move here with her mother and live together but then people started turning against us. they started internet groups against me and i know. there were rumors that i planned to launder money for the apartment that i was the leader of some underground colts. and they sent nasty messages to honest saying she didn't love me and was only hunting for a flat. you know so we shut down the fund raising or the owner said she

didn't need that kind of happiness. but we gave the money to an eight year old girl who has cancer we checked up on her she lives here and build her road. but i'm convinced that if a card meant for us to meet actual also help us further on everything in it's time i'm sure it will all work out when the time comes. i'll know they're coming here to be with him as long as i'm there was and i can't imagine myself not seeing him or not being with him it just won't make sense i'll deal with him always at any cost. i've always promised that if she ever realizes it's too much for her and she decides to leave me i will accept her decision without criticism and i'd shut anyone up who tried to

say a word against her. because that search. i cannot make any promises before i see a thing might happen but enough a certain that i will never meet a man who will be closer to me than agree corey but a point is that i have already found my man and there is no one else for me to finding him or he's the one. but although there will never be a second very gory for me.

deliberate torch is on its epic journey to structure. one hundred twenty three days. through to the sun my number two cities of russia. relayed by fourteen zones and people for sixty five thousand kilometers. in a record setting trip by land air and sea and others face. a limpid torch relay. on r t r c dot com. germany's finance ministry as the ny reports that is preparing its third bailout for greece but of course not you know there will be no third ballot for grains bailouts or so last decade this is the age of the ballot by the time this is over the bandit's banks as a broker of all that you've got no dollar euro will be left behind and inflation deflation a couple scotia will take every last nickel and dime. it

was a. very hard take a. chance to get along here there's a lot happening that fact would that make their lives. if the people.

i know c.n.n. the m.s.m. b.c. fox news have taken some not slightly but the fact is i admire their commitment to cover all sides of the story just in case one of them happens to be accurate. that was funny but it's close and for the truth and might think. it's because when full attention and the mainstream media works side by side the joke is actually on here. and our teen years we have a different brain. ok because the news of the world just is not this funny i'm not laughing dammit i'm not how. you guys talk to the jokes will hand out to me that i'm.

maybe you as you don't know if you don't pay chorused you know response to really. knows everyone in my life that i cared about their goal but when that happened i came askin well. i was national champion in track and field and also i was able to go and qualify for the olympic games. you know nine hundred eighty eight i started to experiment with other drugs i had lost all the financial means that i. was really on the street. black market can't. break can't drink.

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death and tea is six killed and dozens injured as a peaceful also monday in russia's longer grad is shattered by a suicide outside on a passenger bus. we report from a city in mourning in the aftermath of the last calls by a career do you hardest. also in today's headlines demanding answers. the u.s. must explain why these people have no. civilian casualties a lot of transparency and no justice for the victims honest international lashes out at washington boys drawn boy in pakistan saying some of the killings amounted to war crime was. found.