click on it i realize at some point the goal of all my work in life was nothing more than about making money ask quickly as possible this would lead to what it was all for i couldn't say i was an editor for a glossy magazine at the time when i didn't ok so i can buy another fur coat or a new car or even an apartment so what and thirty four i don't have a man whom i would like to start a family with yet i knew then it was time to stop drop it all and try to find myself. i wanted

waking up in the morning and go into work to be rewarding the words of those that i came across an advertisement s.o.s. villages folk is a looking for mothers yes it was i was thrilled when i saw it i had to write a letter to the director and i spent half a day at my computer at home alone trying to find words to describe what i felt hopeless words that could convince him that i was the mom they were looking for and they had to call me immediately. you know yes hello sorry i was just fine thanks go on and as i look through your

c.v. why have you decided to work in the village it's a way of life it is twenty four hours. you know what i don't like spending eight hours a day at work without really knowing why or what you are doing it for. successful applicant for the position of s.o.'s mother is a twenty seven to forty three year old woman who either doesn't have children of her own or has adult children who live independently. thirty four. handsome young man who's going to love you and want to have children with you but i tell the kids early on as found herself it's all over. not as though there are crowds of men here in the village lining up for me begging big mean. to offer the kids. kindness and care but i'm very fond of cooking

reading and talking to interesting intelligent people our kids are smart and interesting. ok when can you start. you know week. once you're good morning kids good morning wake up. get up it's time to go to school no one to sleep. due to doing one boy for example told me that once he woke up got ready and went to school and it was so early in the morning that's even the night watchman was still asleep it's what it was black his mother was a drug addict she didn't even notice her child gone i mean to exclude him they told me my scariest stories about what their lives her life and all their drunk mothers fleeing home and living on the streets or in on heated garages that's what these small children have gone through and they've led me into their world and it became

easier for them to cope. have you prepared clothes for their animal corner that have you taken was in the closet yes and the raincoat no problem go do it then. it's not a kindergarten or an offer in which it's a house where you live with your family or your children that are five children. beds and it's fun and cool they're all small so they're always running in. there to have an energy so they're constantly doing something or claimed. for a good morning. the reason we face this on a post-war collective farm is any women and children here. that i'm an old soldier myself just like after the second world war so we all work together here. and it

was an ordinary week no incidents everything's fine in our house. while the mothers here work a bit like the left turn a ship. good enough if the captain allows you to go ashore once a week or even once a month and the only question was how do you feel. i can say anything was especially appalling or surprising it's more or less what i had prepared for some things i didn't know about were quite unexpected but they didn't shock me. more than to enjoy the most wanted to bring you joy in the next fifteen years the kids. but truth be told i serve on the ship to it's my duty and the only difference is that i live in this cabin with my wife and child how. building this ship brought me back to my naval yes as a young. woman i built this ship just the way i remember it.

my service. stay in touch with my former colleagues and fellow cadets. enough its naval officers that support the village and. tell them it's not just anybody. spillage. is an international distress signal meaning say our souls. just as the nose of any go. cold comfort or. if i happen to be holding try to calm down a child in distress. i can be a father to seventy children just like i can't be a husband to twelve mothers. here. or there there are. at the beach. they won't sting. sting. you know you'll live.

i would want for you i think an s.o.s. father is probably a man. who was with her she must be even tempered and have the patience of the saint. i was in the evening when children come from school kindergartens and extra lessons as they gather rome to me and started growing mom help me help me mom he's taken my pen it becomes a currys the house. why you all shall sing did you join the drama club yes and shout there why your nails they aren't. they're clean my nails are clean. what do you do any more color and and i also go to syria. for you i do know is sergey is the true father for the whole village the mothers and children alike is the boss with a capital b.

. history of being going to argue. she would have made a wonderful father because he's very firm level headed confident and competent if you know how to treat children. my sister and her husband still try to convince me that i should have a child of my own they tell me not to worry that i don't have a husband and promise to support me after they keep saying that it's not a real family because their children are not male i think it's stupid idea i hope i will fall in love with a man who will force me to choose between him and the kids got about i hope i'll never face such a choice. the pressure ridges on with which i want to marry a man who will take responsibility for me and the children but i haven't met such a man yet. but i've regained an appetite for

life and that's what happened to me this place lives at its own pace you feel as though you're doing something useful. young what does worry of a lot of us i've been divorced for quite a while and lived alone for more than nine years. have a sixteen year old daughter who is in the tenth grade and an elderly mother there back in perth and cindy said the class another was that my daughter may be jealous but only of the youngest kid six year old korea. or the she's a very tenacious child you know if you don't let me go no i won't get the three out of this lists quite a difficult child very opinionated and sometimes my daughter says now i know i hate children if i reply to you before but it will pass in time there's no reason for you to love kids at the age of sixteen. until now dahlia is kind of helps me with my homework and cooking and teaches me to be healthy and brave.

the tell me a ball the kid at first i took four children in january two more joined our family . i came back from vacation to discover that i had six children not four and it's six children that i need to look after you. hello sweetheart how are you to give up. find somebody have any free time. on a toll on one of my dear what's new let us know everything's all right around the time we learn brings home good marks three or four aides every day ordered those a little i got good marks for general conduct which especially pleased me. hello hello wedding hallmark is helping me with physics well make sure your boyfriend

doesn't distract you from your studies when need to talk. well let's talk about ten pm when i put the kids to bed wasn't. that all that stuff but i don't want her to think i've left her. that's why i would regularly talk online that's why i always send money back home. i put aside very little barely enough for a modest life it would be great to have the support of the man i love. i won't have to choose between. work i had already face a choice once. i left work and my husband served in the military but i won't choose a man this time. this man had better be prepared to accept me with the work i have and the life i. think there are probably no such men.

there are all villages like this in russia where mothers bring their own children and raise them all together. but it's not the same. even if a mother does care for everyone equally when you put all the children start complaining that she loves one more than the other of course there is a distinction here my daughter is my own daughter. realized i'm not the kind of person who can raise and log and adopt a child i'm not jealous i may wonder. even when a mother calls him at eleven or twelve. even if she is young and attractive i say absolutely call. new mothers with a younger and younger day for example i was going to wait and met my has been in the company of a pretty young woman. your husband in the company of. the young man

there. so as mom i mean as for s.o.'s dad she would have to go through the whole country with a fine tooth comb to find a couple like vastly difficult war. women s.o.'s mom falls in love with a man it's different. than s.o.'s mother but he's not an asset. she's my junior but what about him i might use boss too since he's my rival as we speak i'm pretty i'm . the president of the boss and instead eric rosengren said that. morale improves low rates and bond buying will continue yes the beatings will

continue until the so listen up you smelly consumer peasants and rotting dead grounds because the fed will continue to be in to a bloody impoverished pulp intil you smile smile like we're all wal-mart greeters how they not been fired last year and spend spend spend like every man's mortgage debt is his castle. technology innovation. developments around russia. the future of coverage. this is the media leave us so we leave the baby. was bush a secure. place for the musical. shoes that no one is asking with the guests that you deserve answers from. politics. are.

if the talks with. in agreement it will be called a peace agreement when we need. to talk with the palestinians in three or five who knows maybe deadly is the volume of the settlements will be bigger and the cheers for a palestinian state smaller so i personally. do not understand what this government is doing i know that a lot of pressures from the israeli right to go on settling. a bit we. ease almost for these first of all regarding i worried that. if we look to be able to establish

a palestinian state we will be the palestinian state. in the world. the i was surprised when alexander the oldest of the kids called me mom she was the first to do it she was too early and i jumped at that moment because i wasn't ready yet it's like if a man proposes to you and you answer whoa i need time to think so when she called me mom i needed time to think to get used to the idea or i spend a couple of days sorting out my feelings that i don't need like well my mom died and dead then another woman. ian and i didn't understand it when i first saw her

nearly as a child. i know lisa and to her then called her names and said. there's two things to her just now it's only until i don't know that they call mom. because family used to her. she sky and nice tender and caring with mom is that you could say. the most important person in your lie. but i'm not the only my big conflict if i tell a child to do something or example kids often want to play instead of doing their homework one of my girls takes these situations very close to heart and school owes us herself up. and because of these strong emotions she might start calling me auntie a little not again. no i even feel slightly offended and i go like why are you calling me that i'm your mother how can you say that. she can with

a direct question. and then she can mom mom. and she likes it when it's clean and. that's. just going with our own parents didn't want us there so when i came to the children's village just kids i understood for the first time that that was what it meant to be needed to be cared for. you felt i had a chance to achieve something in this life of the bush. i like this job because it allows me to create chocolate is like modeling clay now it's flowing but in half an hour it will said and i'll be able to put it into any shape i like that when i lived in the village mom would say that if she did everything instead of us we would never learn that she told us we had to do everything ourselves. because my

dream is to open my own chocolate factory. my real mother only once on a street in the town of this woman approached me and sad hello how are you so i realized it was my mother standing before me the woman who had carried me for nine months. these were the only ways she had ever said to me so i answered i'm fine by. my village mother went with me through everything no no says carl's and joyful mom and. each year she invited us to her house when we were in seoul calls that i never even noticed it was more work for her to. call me to see where i come alone for a day away a cabin on saturday evening they know they will be welcomed here one says amy is so

banking on the sas i want to meet. she start to independent yes i am independent. it's just that i get marriage we've been living together for on the here and we're still getting used to each other more my has been once you have three kids i told him to raise at least one terrorist and then we'll see. if. there are two sisters and they are very close the older one will defend the younger to the last drop of blood in spite of being small and she has a very strong character showing so when the older kids try to raise their voices to her she immediately takes them down a peg. their grandmother and grand father often come to visit them it's very important when

relatives can stay in touch especially if they don't just come with a bag of presents and leave it by thinking they've done their duty but when they actually spend time with the kids. normal rules. mom i did my daughter was a single mother. so after giving birth to police alexandra she started seeing a drug addict and forgot about the children for some time to look up with but it was all. siblings can be sent to the same or for. so in this case this village was a blessing because they were not separate it now my first my wife died of a stroke then she suffered a stroke to. islam if i had had a stroke the girls wouldn't have ended up with a great grandfather was eighty two don't allow him to take the girls because of his age and i'm disabled they told me you yourself need to be looked after we can't

allow you to take the kids post scoop lena did a line today jim that sticks what i wanted to gymnastics. and i treat them as my own daughters no good and want some strangers can just comment take them away i don't want it to happen we're going to hear such things i get really really nervous because i noticed that yesterday i got a phone call apparently there are some couple that wants to adopt a child yosh what my heart sank when i heard it i thought you wish i won't let you take them for me so easily. not at all. just announced in the record this is how she prepares for bed usually kids watch cartoons and go to sleep but she gets even more excited because of cartoons she different from other children she was so tend to feel you know when

your child hold you and kiss you they read kindness. and some of these children it's different they don't give anything the only take trying to make up for the lack of kindness in their life and this girl radiated warmth. most of them. all our children are in the database for adoption but one woman saw a picture on the internet and decided to adopt this child how she's so much like my daughter when she was small she's just her exact copy. that i called her grandmother and she told me that the adoptive mother has stopped all contact contact because loosely you will it's not that she said she heard the girl's voice but the woman told her she wouldn't give the girl the phone the girl with no roots going to be the route to go back to the dawn of time. i'm afraid that

if something happens to this woman the girl be sent to an orphanage again children should live in a family. but only after the last child leaves the orphanage why should people come and take because from here in the village they're not it's not the worst place in the world for these children. with village kids i play the games i didn't have time to as a kid resilience to. the ok i mean your team they are not going off along the boys it's just that i have to sign papers and attach seals ashore. with girls you can't be tough when you're raising a boy sometimes you have to be stern and force him to do things through the station you can have a serious man to man talk with him. so you're going to be a man a lot after all. is the father of the whole village. but he

doesn't respond to dad because he has his own daughter i don't think i will ever call him dad in fact half of the kids call said gay father no they don't yes they do you i heard that what i have and i have them. why you are going it's true i had them i know better i'm not jealous because i think it's ok for this child it's what these kids need. they simply need to have someone to cause dad to go on the rare occasions very small children asked if i was their dad my said you know i'm the director here he's not. just a director being a dad is one thing and then being a director is close it's still a completely different thing.

to social when you want to kazan when i was picking my kids up from school and kindergarten teacher i see a woman with three children we did it we exchanged a knowing look and smile to each other there was a wonderful feeling i had their moment i really felt like a mother of five we were both mothers of a large family oh these are your children and there's a mine i knew then what a mother's happiness means. that's when all your children are with you. one day i came and said ok kids our life is about to change and leaving you because i found a new toy and this story is my husband yes it was baby trail that was gather all of

political. skills that one two children need to be happy most of all in one not only monitor spot father us in the village as well i still find they want mom to find a husband whole will be our dad. again when mom decides to leave the same place and mom brianna's with you cohen wishes coincide but if i ever go away i would take the kids with me without a doubt but i would have never thought that they were actually looking for a husband for me of my.

if you. know opportunity. to construct your own. don't want to be gangstas you don't want to be. they don't want to blow a window of time a kid came be we can see. you just me because i was in my problems in the hood. but i said. i don't want to die i just really do not want to die young young a. torch

is on its journey to such a. one hundred twenty three days. through two thousand nine hundred ton two cities of russia. relayed by fourteen thousand people or sixty five thousand coming. in a record setting trip by land air sea and others face. a limp dick torch relay. on r t r c dot com. if you want to say that. iraq was invaded by a coalition of the willing led by the united states then you should say that it was

led by a small group of countries. led by the united states there is no way that you can actually. international community when you only represent a very small group. of palos international committee use in the by each country i think a big first order to advance their own national interest every country around the world seems to be using the middle. i don't see that i'm sorry that you disagree with you my friend i do not see china saying that i don't see russia saying that i don't see india saying saying that i don't see brazil saying that they comes out of western capitals. we're not psyched to have active camp at guantanamo where patients are worse than the aftermath of our strike never turn world's attention to the point that some. of

our. party adeline's this hour the three day long geneva talks concerning iran's nuclear program and without an agreement is tehran accuses paris of blackmail during negotiations. above and beyond on its way to sochi the torch for the twenty fourteen winter games reaches outer space for the first time in what's the longest ever olympic relay. america's already busy airspace set to suffer further congestion as thousands of drones are said to be launched into the country skies mostly for civilian purposes their presence has also sparked privacy and security concerns and concerns with pilots. more stories online at r.t. dot com up next the report stay with us.