called me mom i needed time to think to get used to the idea i spent a couple of days sorting knowledge my feelings. that well my mom died and dad meant another woman. i didn't understand it when i first saw her. i know lisa and to her and called her names and said there's two things to her just now it's only i don't know they call mom. because family used to her. because she has sky and nice tender and caring with mommy is that you could say. the most important person in your lie. but i'm not the only my big conflict if i tell a child to do something for example kids often want to play instead of doing their homework one of my girls takes these situations very close to heart and school owes

us herself. and because of these strong emotions she might start calling me auntie a little not again. now i even feel slightly offended and i go like why are you calling me that i mean mother how can you say that. she can with a direct question. and then she can mom mom she's crying and she likes it when it's clean and. that's. just the way our own parents didn't want us so when i came to the children's village and a stooge for the first time that was what it meant to be needed to be cared for. felt i had a chance to achieve something in this life of the bush. i like those jobs bill. as

it allows me to create chocolate is like modeling clay now it's flowing but in half an hour it will set and i'll be able to put it into any shape i like. when i lived in the village mom would say that if she did everything instead of us we would never learn that she told us we had to do everything ourselves. it was my dream is to open my own chocolate factory. my real mother only once the limit on a street in the town of pushkin this woman approached man said hello how are you so i realized it was my mother standing before me the woman who had carried me for nine months. these were the only ones she had ever said to me so i answered i'm fine good bye. mamak of my village mother went with me through everything no no says carl's and joyful mom and. each year she

invited us to her house we were in sole calls that i never even noticed it was more work for her. will. they call me to see where i come in on friday where coming on saturday evening they know they'll be welcomed here one says same bank not the same as i want to meet guys. should start the independent novel yes i am independent. it's just that i get marriage we've been living together for on the here and we're still getting used to each other more my has been once you have three kids i told him to raise at least one terrorist and then we'll see. if. there are two sisters and they are very close the older one will defend the younger to the last drop of blood in spite of being small and she has

a very strong character so when the older kids try to raise their voices to her she immediately takes them down a peg. the grandmother and grandfather often come to visit them it's very important when relatives can stay in touch especially if they don't just come with a bag of presents and leave by thinking they've done their duty but when they actually spend time with the kids. normal rules. mom i did my daughter was a single mother. so after giving birth to police alexandra she started seeing a drug addict and forgot about the children for some time to look up with a bit it was ok. siblings can be sent to the same or for. image of these fifteen the doing it so in this case this village was a blessing because they were not separate it now my first my wife died of a stroke then she suffered

a stroke to. islam if i had had a stroke the girls wouldn't have ended up here with a great grandfather was eighty two don't allow him to take the girls because of his age and i'm disabled they told me you yourself need to be looked after we can't allow you to take the kids' clothes scoop alina did i want to do gymnastics what i wanted to gymnastics. and i treat them as my own daughters no good and want some strangers can just comment take them away i don't want it to happen we're going to hear such things i get really really nervous because i noticed that yesterday i got a phone call apparently there are some couple that wants to adopt a child yosh what my heart sank when i heard it i thought you wish i won't let you take them for me so easily.

just announced in the record this is how she prepares for bed usually kids watch cartoons and go to sleep but she gets even more excited because of cartoons she different from other children she was so tender of his first thing you know when your child hold you in tissue they read kindness. with these children it's different they don't give anything they only take trying to make up for the lack of kindness in their life and this girl radiated warmth i think it's interesting to. most people. all our children are in the database for adoption one woman saw a picture on the internet and decided to adopt this child. she's so much like my daughter when she was small she's just her exact copy.

i called her grandmother and she told me that the adoptive mother has stopped all contact contact because little uble is not that she said she heard the girl's voice but the woman told her she wouldn't give the girl the phone the girl with no roots going to be through another route to go back to the dawn of time. which i'm afraid that if something happens to this woman the girl be sent to an orphanage again children should live in a family. but only after the last child leaves the orphanage why should people come and take because it's from here in the village it's not the worst place in the world for these children. with village kids i play games i didn't have time to as a kid resilience to start your day i mean your team they are not going off along the boys it's just that i have to sign papers and attach seals to show. well.

with girls used to be tough when you're raising a boy sometimes you have to be stern and force him to do things through the station you can have a serious man to man talk with him. so you're going to be a man a lot after all. is the father of the whole village. but he doesn't respond to a dad because he has his own daughter i don't think i will ever call him dad in fact half of the kids call said a father no they don't yes they do you i heard that what i have. why you are going it's true i had them i know better i'm not jealous because i think it's ok for this child it's what these kids need. they simply need to have someone to close dad rare occasions very small children asked if i was their dad my said you know i'm the director here he's not. just a director being a dad is one thing and then being a director is close it's still

a completely different thing. to social when you want to kazan when i was picking my kids up from school and kindergarten teacher i saw a woman with three children we exchanged a knowing look and smiled to each other there was a wonderful feeling i have their moment i really felt like a mother of five we were both mothers of a large family holo these are your children and there's a mind i knew then what a mother's happiness means that's when all your children are with you.

one day i came and said ok kids our life is about to change and leaving you because i found a new toy and the story is my husband yes it was baby trail that was scattered or political it. still is the one to children need to be happy that must of all along to not only monitor spot father us in the village as well i still find they want to find a husband whole biala dad. again when mom decides to leave same place and mom brianna's with you our own wishes coincide if i ever go away i would take the kids with me without a doubt but i would have never thought that they were actually looking for a husband for me.

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