beef and jim o's being produced why does the span have such a very narrow narrow focus in fact when you look at all the things that americans consume smoke use that destroy our health some get the violent band hammer while others are completely tolerated if you ever talk to a hardcore marijuana smoker they'll tell you but dude we does better for you than beer and that's legal man and they kind of have a point i think there is this is one of those rare instances where a balance position isn't really a good idea well the country could go the libertarian route and let it be everything be legal let people make their own choices or do what i think would be much much better actually really bad all the things that are destructive to our health both of these paths have positive and negative effects but they are a lot better than our current plan of bans some harmful things for some reason and allow other harmful things because while they lobby better but that's just my opinion.

my dear dear diary i am so happy. this is the best summer of my life. i am a student now and i am going to the village where. we will have strong breeze and on the terrace. and taking my favorite guitar. summer what a wonderful life is waiting for me. the chinese friends made me a guitar tell them the same is the be so i started playing the seven. string guitar

i played it quite well he played it well to some level that i started when i was about ten years old want to. be some in the park it was a sunny day she was too shy to approach me i saw him in the corner of my eye there was some sentimental song playing in my mind i'm trying to remember it now but i can't something sad for some reason maybe it's because i'm leaving the city for the whole summer and won't see him until lot of people was still. drawing the picture making jam nobody expected it to end that way through a good note. is

that this doesn't. mean there were no passenger trains so we walked to let a grat. we couldn't recognize it though tape was crisscrossed over all the windows all the shop windows were blocked with sandbags. but they left.

some of the statues like the bronze horseman that is is that even that was also covered with saddlebags double. so we could recognize our own city in a day the whole city was locked down. the streets emptied my last friend left leningrad. at least mom and dad are with me we're not going anywhere we will stay until the end. i know this war will be over soon they said on the radio that it won't be for long. we are a big and strong country. i know it will be over soon i will see him. he will be back and we will be happy. to read your school love and the first bombs hit house number one hundred nine on next the prospect of those though and my dad's factory still like the germans wanted to bomb everything

they must cost you well way station and the train tracks leading to moscow. they were dropping bombs everywhere there were so many casualties when i heard about it i rushed to my dad's factory and met my geography teacher the head of the gaddafi. he knew my dad well video they had served in the imperial army together he told me of your father's alive don't worry about him that's yet to get. told me there was no place to escape to so they just had to carry all those bombay exams but lost their legs or arms just more to. be somewhere on the front now fighting the fascists he must be really close the germans are already in the outskirts of leningrad and i haven't got a single letter from him how easy is he wounded i still dream about the. three of them. when there was

a fishmonger next to us on rubenstein street for world war three they kept several kinds of stuff they're trying to ferry the rubble with but sure pyramid server chaffee are crap or on display what are the if the shops were always full of good will only do for the moment one day mom went and saw that all the shelves were empty all your. things disappeared like that in a flash. but after that they started the food rationing. this is terrible were threatened with starvation we only have one hundred twenty five grams of bread but soon we'll only have bread crumbs a famine is coming a real one. there hasn't been a single day that i felt full you leave the table still feeling as though you want

to eat. mom asks me are you full i say of course i am. because i don't want to upset or. i don't think we can survive we will never eat properly again. at least we still have run mom makes flat bread from it it's not very filling but at least you feel as though you have something in your stomach for a little while at least. for the for the well dad brought us to rhonda that it's what's left over from making some flour oil spill they used it to feed it to cattle to run the it was very difficult to chew but mom tried to make it edible. jell in she boiled it as much as she could tell us but even adding charcoal. it was still tred full to eat but there was nothing else so the. that's what we had to do

polling and walking along rubenstein street. we all have russian carts and we will be given these bottles of syrup they called it was sort of like sweetened water would be cool would you well someone dropped the bottle you threw up out of the awful no it smashed i'm also to into the ground with you all them i swear this happened i saw it with my own eyes. the people were crawling around trying to lick what they could off the ground with the words used to warm this is what the seeds did to people feel the fear. in the vampire they bombed the die of ski warehouses the fire lasted for a few days it was awful the fire was huge the whole of living grad could see it if

it was the main storage place for all the food in the city. they bombed it so much that the entire storage facility was leveled to the ground zero good people were eating the earth because it had small traces of sugar in it i tried to eat it as well but i couldn't it was nothing else to eat so many people ate that dad brought home some glue were afraid at first but then mom boiled that really and it turned into jelly ate it with vinegar that's what saved us. i just want to cry cry and cry some more i have such a heavy heart i'm sick of everything. even of life. starvation and famine everywhere and people keep dying sleds carry the dead through

the streets from morning to night leningrad population has decreased dramatically almost two million people have already died. i visited our neighbor today her father died yesterday she was wrapped in a sheet and taken away in a sled. my only distraction now is my books. but we delivered books that the wards had quite often i would read to the wounded soldiers. nativity. there's a book once i went to one ward and said well what should i read which they said anything but nothing about war yet you still have it so i decided to read pushkin as if getting an egg into them at that was a delight he writes about a duel and that one of the soldiers said you promise to read nothing about war these two have just shot each other oh that was quite awkward.

and the hospital today i wanted soldier told me that if you had died they would have told me by now. neither food nor letters can get through this siege just be sure to survive i will wait for you i have all your pictures my most treasured possessions. appeared in the sky i did my first royal from the window with arctic air to me gold and this is where the sphinx is can be say i'm new here in my sketchpad woods. we have to cover the sphincters with wooden boards look alike i drew a sketch about that to me it's called the view from the arctic out of the window. today is my birthday today i thought full dad brought two small frozen any ends

and a hundred grams of raisins his whole ration. mom cooked noodles and mixed oil and bull down eons with. the noodles were lovely and grease. the ne and completely had the taste of grease the first course was jelly made from. mom brought home one hundred fifty grams of meat today what a pleasure it was to eat just a little meat i tried to make it last as long as i possibly could it was such bliss i just want to eat eat and eat but most importantly we are still all together and ana my mom dad and me. another spring in leningrad i used to love it and now i hate it so much it brings no love anymore only death. starlit nights just look like a mass grave. another summer without you. for

a whole year i haven't received a single letter from you. i know you cannot be alive anymore i will never be happy again. in the spring asylum. in april all the people of leningrad went out to clean the city streets we were expecting an epidemic because the dead were everywhere and there was a roll sewage flowing past houses because the sewage system was not working. so they told everybody to go out and clean up the city and everybody did. that even those who could barely hold a tool in their hands went out to break up the ice. leningrad became so clean it was a real joy to see it. in may the

trans started working again. i will never forget this day i can't believe dad is gone. news of his death was too sad and. even today this morning we talked about him thinking he was alive remembering different things about him. we were happy that he looked relatively well. it turned out though that by then he was already gone. i cannot believe he's gone it can't be how i wanted to be a mistake it's hard it's terrible we didn't even say goodbye. a few days ago i broke my mare into pieces i was waiting for a disaster and my fears came true in the most horrible way. i cry all the time.

there was nobody with it was buried in a mass grave. there's a war on for a piece of the mud pie yes the government is doling out some maggot infested pieces of mud pie benefit slop and the peasant voters are beating each other up trying to grab a slice or two and if that fails then they try to deprive their neighbor of his unfair piece of the mud pie but while tax revolt austerity riots capture the public's imagination in secret back rooms in europe and america trade deals are currently being negotiated which will impose a so-called investor state upon us all. exactly what happened i don't know but

a woman killed. piers later is when i got arrested. for a crime or did not do. we have numerous cases where police officers lie about polygraph results. and people to consider the police officers don't beat people anymore i mean it just doesn't happen really. in the course of interrogation why because there's been this is like meant no because the psychological techniques are more effective in obtaining confessions than physical abuse they were they could do what they wanted they could say what they wanted and there was no evidence of what they did or what they said. is obviously more for the latest because it's a pain. when they wanted to avoid rate they really need to buy guns environ how to

use them. this is the one that i want to go away from once again it's the fear of france. definitely a target of the gun lobby and you don't kill them when you're killing but even if somebody would you would piss with her. i've noticed it more or if it's really scary marketing tactics which i thought women have some sort of moral obligation to protect their family young girls shoot out here too so we do have a pink wife. or kids young kids choke on food than are killed by firearms if being armed made us safer in america we should be the safest nation on earth we're clearly not the safest. my mum was very ill. one day dad said we were not going to the bomb

shelter. that night there was incredibly heavy bombing. it was a direct hit on that very shelter and everyone was buried underneath you nobody survived and more. people were too exhausted even to remove the rubble and it was so cold. the temperature was still degrees below zero. and it didn't get any better but if you blurred the mud the entire month of january february and march it was so cold thirty to forty degrees below should we could never even at the fire go out water would freeze instantly. we took the slats over to but couldn't prospect we put little buckets on to the slats there was a hole in the ice close to the riverbank. sometimes we went there to get water.

it was easy to lose the buckets when we climbed back up the embankment but i q the water would say. blusher will do remark of the buckets or. pulling those sleds was very difficult because the ground was completely frozen yellow. but still we kept going and taking those two buckets back home now what we drag that water and use it to wash there was nowhere else to get it and. the bombing is not as bad as the starvation and. i'm so then starvation has caused mom stomach to swell she's in the hospital. i will not see her again. the doctors say she won't survive. my dear mom i can't leave you i don't want to live without you i'm all alone.

mommy. childless i spent new year's eve of nine hundred forty three alone it was very difficult. we had three separate apartments joined by a long corridor but all of them were empty because everyone had been evacuated so i was alone in three apartments you simply were boards e.l.o. as it was dark because we had no electricity or no electricity no water. there was no heat. and we had no firewood either yet wolf. the worst has happened i am sick i can't stand up and i'm freezing they're breaking up wooden houses and leningrad outside it is thirty degrees below inside it's only minus ten . water freezes in doors every day go by tram to the demolished houses

i just have the energy to carry a single small plank i'm not using the firewood just. in case mom suddenly comes back. as he should use a course to let me see her in hospital yeah i went expecting to see her round puffy face. for you but i just saw a skinny woman in the my mom was my dear mom that she looked so thin like there. i'm so happy i have recovered i've been back on my feet for two days when i saw myself and then there i was scared i saw a completely unfamiliar old and skeletal face i now look at least thirty but that doesn't matter even if i do look like a skeleton the most important thing is i'm not sick.

comrades people of letting grads this siege of leningrad has been broken by the heroic red army soldiers have built a railway across our liberated country deval destroyers the railway workers will be arriving today with the first train from the heartland. january seventeenth one thousand nine hundred forty three the focus of the day the siege finally ended when we heard the noise from our soldiers guns we were so happy . the scenes took millions of lives. even now we know exactly how many. was. when the blockade was over people started sending in food from all over the country .

i'm feeling better now i go to the elec center next to minus. to pick grass make soup with it it's a pity there are no nettles in leningrad they're quite tasty we have bread now the only thing that upsets me still is the bomb it's more frequent now. will we stay alive. i even want to play my guitar again i just wish the bombing of leningrad would stop. it but on the ship i was really scared by the air raid sirens isn't it that they were lots of them but each any aircraft guns fired a planes were flying through and there was a lot who are all over the sea or it was terrifying and the sirens carried on and one after the other i have no idea how our soldiers and officers cope with all that . when the bombing is over a look to the sky i don't know if god does exist but i feel he's up there some.

they say he doesn't exist but if you do please let my love come back down here to. look why i spent most of the seats on the rooftops. bus one like nobody told us to do that. but they were always dropping fire bombs though so we had no choice but to get out there to save our hosts fergus were going. mom says i'm crying in my sleep i said that i was scared of the bomb. i saw him in a dream wounded and then dead i saw his pale face and his blue eyes looking at me his lips were white he's begging help me save me i'm waiting for him the genius cut short by

a bomb. didn't you go to the germans were shelling the city they knew the location of. every tram stop i deal with so we had to move them every single day and yes they did out well they don't they in the last battle and we were firing at the tram stops the few people who were going to work when the attack started there was no way to escape but it is different is that the showing was quite far from the buildings around in the border and a sign. but that the view there was no cover to hide under the. so there were plenty of casualties. they were firing at maturity homesick it was just. trying to target crowded places. they did that quite a long time. from leningrad today is the twenty seventh of january nineteenth forty four our moment of triumph. pray the blockade is over we one we have survived i want to cry to cry of

joy. mama survive to i miss my dad so much my dear dad we are in life greed it is to feel like i think and. today there will be fireworks people are exhausted but they will still take to the streets my dear dear diary he's alive he's returned from the front he's lost weight i have not been this happy since before the war for the first time in my life i want to cry because i'm so happy. we will walk along the river spring will come to leningrad again. now i know that we will have a long and happy life. i am certain of. if

you know my guitar is here i can get it if i see anybody in please might even help me with my guitar.

i thank you you're welcome. oh sorry well you know how to treat it better than i do sorry i can play.

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