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what's the. use of a really puts me off that i have such a father. if the warming up to it was one small but very great secret that i have to live with. for law i am a transsexual woman is world news and now i'm going through a transition period the so-called hormonal stage when i need to adjust to society as a woman that's why i need to change my sex in my passport in a passport in a poor there's been no surgery because you know no not yet it's very expensive and i don't have enough money with their money to the right amount first and with the name you already overdose of in my passport people treat me as though i'm a non-person and i can't find
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a job lawyer as you don't even believe it's really my passport and work for. you substantiate your claim with a number of medical reports could you present them to me so far you have only presented a medical report from professor going to check us clinic or so i thought that report would be enough i didn't think i'd need anything else if you refer to it as a medical statement than you need to have a document proving this clinic really is a magic oregon has ation authorized to issue such reports. i don't have such documents will you be able to present it yes i think so when will you be able to present it like concerned exact date i'll have to submit a request in five days ten how many. about ten probably it's hard to say exactly the cases are joined to the ninth of september if the clinic refuses to provide you with the necessary documents. and inquiry.
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didn't it surprise you that they claim you could north a request from the yes it did i don't know why they didn't reply it's so strange i can't comment i don't know what happened if i had the opportunity i would have done it myself what are you going to do next week when i'm going to call the clinic and the local registry office i'll try to explain the situation because it's delaying the surgery.
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itself i told you it to think twice because there was an opportunity that she wouldn't be allowed on a plane with more than the police would detain her i told her to wear no make up tearing check in and on the plane she could have put it on later and not before customs a lot of women wear trousers now julip put on and travis high heeled shoes and makeup anyway. she was looking for trouble because. of course they didn't want to load jewelry through the customs because what they saw didn't conform to what her passport sat the ground they call for doctors to check because they saw a woman who according to the documents was a man. i
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am not recognized in russian law jazz nothing there about me or people tell me that anything which is not expressly forbidden must be allowed so i figured that nothing was forbidden to me because there's no law saying to the seller of your can go through customs in a dress and high heels so i could do it and i did. hear . you get in line i didn't start a fight stand my feet or throw shoes at them i just looked at them smiled and waited till i saw your face. and you were so serious so concentrated. on your profile i'm convinced the tough thoughts materialize if you're afraid of
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something sooner or later you'll have to face it but there's no point hiding the why do that anyway i want to live openly and freely just live transect as a temporary state on a woman and very happy about that is i have all my documents my possibly nothing more than three. ladies and gentlemen please give up your seats to elderly passengers mothers with children while pregnant ladies. but when you were ten when you were thirty you mom i didn't know anything then understand. you had a family you were a normal person. i'm still a normal person i think it's living on your own that has brought it all about. and
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it's nothing that living alone could do i was born with it the doctors have already told you it's innate it's. why when you believe the experts there's no other way you can't catch it all about genes it's a combination of chromosomes and group life it doesn't affect it in any way mum white. mom white quickly. go through ok let's take a blood test. from a vein yes give me our. most of the most of the crux of the issue is the removal of a penis causes your nation problems to be honest i can't even look at it yuck. seems so strange just a kind of realistic organ. which is
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a good it will be quite a long operation because we will have to remove part of some blood vessels and adjust your rethrow within the growing oh maybe we could start with removing the testicles and then decide yes then you'll have to decide look you know you're so cheerful yes because your testicles still produce a little to yes once that is gone there will be no such happiness anymore. then we might need to insert physiologically female doses of the hormone to maintain this good mood. you need hormones not for general masculine ization or to make your beard grow you need it as an effective anti stress agent to have a good mood this is the. root of it in as early as the age of five i started to think it was wrong that they called me and treated me as a boy uppermost when i was aware that they were boys and girls wouldn't they put me
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with the former all that i knew i really belonged with the latter. but it came as a shock to me i tried to analyze myself and came to the conclusion that i couldn't change anything so i just withdrew into myself for many years with a woman with one small but very great secret that i had to live with morning and what's right that. is a crucial difference between you and me as a child at school i didn't conceal why i was one of the children gave me a hard time they bowed to me didn't talk to me and inside. to me. i was an outcast but the story of my life is based on what was a great tragedy for my mother to shawn she believed that she had to give birth to daughter so that there would be someone to look after her when she's old and already know if you call that was her life plan so when after labor the doctor told
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her it was a boy she got hysterical and she said take him away it's not my baby she was convinced the babies had been switched out and i saw mom was suffering because of me because i wasn't born a girl i feel guilty for something that wasn't in fact my fault matias you up with this feeling to kreutz i was delighted to be a woman willing to i took interest in all aspects of my mother's life i tried to prove i was worthy of her love and if she could only feel love for a daughter i was determined to become that daughter for her.
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both of the goals. and you were arguing when we were choosing this t. shirt i was afraid it would be too big for me. to be in fact to size up would have been better if i told you that you needed a bigger and with a look to the song mommy knows best at least today after i do jewish hair she looks beautiful and usually an ugly one i don't do your hair that well you mean not as beautiful can't help crying just looking at it. through juliette's come off it do something normal. so how come here at the top and you have a cool hairstyle that folliot my hair looks like a bush you have what you have to look the volume is so nice that you're sure from your lips to god's is. ungrateful pig no way.
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i think i've spent too much time with to where i want to leave a coma life of my own and enjoy the high level i've managed to achieve. and i have one more thing to ask of you don't undergo any surgery mom i am asking you are you a moment or dry to understand one simple thing my whole body has changed i'm a woman now and i can't have male organs i'm a woman as you try to understand it once and for all. you cut thirteen doesn't matter you have to admit a woman can't have male organs even if you come to the doctor to do this operation it's called to me term amy and what people call it it's cold
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castration but the organ remains anyway. that removing that is the second stay after a year i can remove absolutely everything is just much more expensive. by you aware that you're not that young and i know do you realize that i could have died three years ago i tried to kill myself do you understand that that i have gained another three years of life would be good you must for the suicide rate is almost ninety percent. are they all like that is they are weak people they are not very strong people my name is julia. oh i'm speechless because i almost completely forgot what i wanted to ask. after the break you'll meet the person who was always the closest man in julio's life but a father. wanted to be easy if he committed
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a serious said yes absolutely he hasn't seen him for ages will he even recognise him you can see for yourself after the break. weeks between thanksgiving and christmas in the united states a con for roughly twenty percent of. small topic during that period of time people are much less rational. when they so yes certainly in our modern era people are often spending money that they don't have and spending it on things they don't need to accomplish what they have. ben bernanke he has become a god head and instead of walking on water he's walking on paper i walk in
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a paper yeah. oh i'm lookin for yeah yeah but i don't think we're going to have allowed like moment you know where they put him in the crypt and then he goes up to heaven i think they're going to put this guy into the crypt and the economy is going to go stink go south though obliterate at. least be cool language. programs and documentaries in arabic it's all here. reporting from the will talks about six of the yard p. interviews intriguing story for you. the choice. to find out more visit our big. dog called. i know c.n.n. m.s.n.
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b c fox news have taken some slightly but the fact is i admire their commitment to cover all sides of the story just in case one of them happens to be accurate. that was funny but it's close and for the truth from mike thank. goodness because one full attention and the mainstream media works side by side the joke is actually on here. and our teenagers we have a different brain. ok because the news of the world just is not this funny i'm not laughing dammit i'm not god. i don't know if. you guys stick to the jokes well handled it makes sense that i'm. you would have. to love and respect myself by promise that i shall never
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cease working on myself and from this day on be true to myself for better or for us richer for poorer in sickness and in health. i will love and accept myself until the day that i die i challenge myself to live in complete harmony with myself and to lead a happy life. good relations again on the day when you've accepted yourself. why did you do boys there was no other way couldn't live as a man. i could be neither father nor hosp and i know that on the woman. which i'm not ok it was your first marriage what about the second that was immediately after the first war i don't know if it's still
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a mystery to me well you said to her my re i love you will you marry me i was trying. to fit in so yes i mean i tried to kill myself but i think it's actually easier to be a man i know with you it's physiological but if we're talking about living in a society a woman has so many responsibilities as. you have to live where make shave your legs polish a nail so you can just walk around in worn out boxer you can do that it's creepy of course not but i want to do that weights and a man can wear socks with holes in it too short and sweatpants and played. and who will complain clue and about what. he's in there good and bad well i'll tell you a secret i hope no one will hear me even with a didnt like that he is a god with a huge belly with no reaction he believes he is
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a cool guy because he can doubt a woman and find another one there always be someone who will be happy to have him always. there when you think you know i had a number of sham marriages well one was official right another marriage another baby and still nothing nothing changed about lee i was still the same person i had always been with a compartment on the divorced i supported my child my nan surely and helped as best as i could when we divorced she was eight or nine months maybe a year old. now she's twenty six. i guess i wouldn't recognise her if i met her on the street.
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who i spoke to her on the phone and we had great to meet over. there the more i thought i could give myself a little treat and meet the person who has my own blood flowing three days. to the marine corps. to the scene of your i was there anything rena texted to say she couldn't make it and she had a lot of things to do she couldn't come which was a pity when i feel so stupid upset. i doubt a reader knew it was my birthday she couldn't mean it to be such an empty present the worst time for me was when i was forty five it was a tough this year of my life that year in may the best impressions i've ever had in
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my whole life i realized that it was too late i was way past the critical stage and i was depressed it's a most dangerous suicidal state for a hit boiling point. after my second attempt to commit suicide failed which i decided there was not much point in trying again for a third time it was much better to see what would happen if i started taking hormones for going so that's what i did. where back exactly where we stopped last time i asked you for
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a document for any relevant so typical as that could prove that the clinic has a license can you present such documents are not i can't present such documents you've come to the hearing unprepared again what next would you expect us to do take my word for it. of news but i believe in anything. that i want to do now. the case wouldn't matter anymore. because. if i meet him i will have nothing to say to him i can imagine. what i will do if we can i tell him i certainly want to say hello and i don't want to say hello julia either you or i could but i don't want to. bring i don't want to encourage him i'll never pat him on the
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shoulder in an operating room and say go on man if he feels that male member prevents him from having a happy life he's free to remove it and i won't come to the hospital with a banner saying no to julia sole of your i won't do that when he's never done me any wrong after he became a woman although he did me a lot of bad things before but it really puts me off that i have such a father anyway no matter how you look at it i feel ashamed. when i have children of my own i won't be able to tell them that this is their grandfather but i can't go for a walk with him or come to his place on saturday to drink beer and watch football to do all the simple things i would like to do. i did not fall in love with him what i felt was pity when i saw him for the first
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time he had the eyes of a beaten dog thrown out on the street he's had this desolate look in his eyes all his life and always felt he wanted to be me no woman i mean for example he would ask me to stand in front of the mirror and point out that our foreheads look alike and some other things. when i was pregnant with terrible texaco's it's the first thing i wanted to know was whether it was a congenital disorder when i found out it wasn't i come down at least i will have a baby i thought you meant if after this operation you behave here. and twenty thirty years that remain. i mean the you would let him do it if it'll make life easier for him because in fact it seems self that he's struggling with and working don't disturb me why don't disturb me he should have thanked everyone that he hold no grudge and forgive everyone produce that it's not too late for that even
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know you meant everything will work out for him or her. doing your job you're doing now is humiliating which is difficult no humiliating how is it demeaning i do my job properly but psychologically you're still a tease mom i need the money i'm just earning money i know i know humiliating but you can do it all your life i'm not going to i've already told you i'm leaving for moscow i've been offered a job that. this
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mother of positions for having examined the documents presented to the court the court's role to dismiss the claim by hearing over there from macon amendments in the birth certificate. that its present project may be appealed in accordance with the law numbers up on the butt out. what do we do now when you bring amy i know how difficult it is feverish and it's very important for me don't be offended by your i'm not my child can't you see that i'm definitely not going to answer to the name you're in try to understand that and
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tell dad well use another name when you have one already have another name in all the medical statements you don't have it yet don't be offended mom you have to understand one very simple thing i love you and i want you to love me too i'm a clever woman i know what to do i've been loving you all my life i've lived my life for you. there when i die i don't want to have the name yuri overdog on my tombstone or the other manure it really sets my teeth on edge. i know i won't be able to make any decisions by then you know you're there you couldn't move you'll never even get to see it some are there not the myth thoughts of it frustrates me to hear which and i really don't want that to be a man's name a much tombstone. would be better not to have a drive at school. but he's your son your companion will be closer to him than you
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knew costs i think most people will sorry for her. you heard his father saying that it would be easier for him if his son killed himself and work on what i think his life is difficult for the reason i'm happy man any suffering over with but with little but. my name is julia. i was thinking somehow i had to come back because mom was waiting for me. and i just knew that everything would be fine if for some reason we were so confident because we were going to get married officially after he came back how could he not
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come back because the mere thought of it never crossed her mind. when the militants decided to try and break through to her new guinea screaming grenade. go forward a explosion blow them all run is back your war. and it was all over all. we know that our call moran's on our commander won't leave us no matter how tough it gets we're team. there who are getting was a senior in his military trio. he knew that if he didn't smother that grenade with his body more of just comrades would die he gave his own life to save us friends. dramas the chance to be ignored. stories others refused
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weeks between thanksgiving and christmas in the united states a con for roughly twenty percent of annual mall traffic during that period of time people are much less rational a when they certainly in our modern era people are often spending money. and spending it on things they don't need to accomplish what they have.
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