to this test to go through this trial then he must do so or becoming a soldier was always my ambition or. usually the singers are chosen arbitrarily fall in love with the first is mostly the soldier with the loudest voice. in this regard to you again it was always the best when he sang in the school choir and was never even barest you could so he had no problem singing in the army with so many people listening to him. we both thought there was still plenty of time before he left town so when the fifteenth of november when he had to go eventually came around because we spent the

whole night picking his things in hari order and he has a sweet tooth he had one so have his huge whole dole was crammed to the break with snickers chocolate bars and other sweets on the story taking warm clothes out to because they didn't fit but he wouldn't allow me to touch the sweets that was completely out of the question to found. himself eat. at home i just knew that everything would be fine for some reason we were so confident because we were going to get married officially after he came back. everything was planned but even sent out invitations how could he not come back. the mere thought of it never crossed her mind that i'm sorry i can't.

you know i heard somewhere that heroes and cowards feel exactly the same things and the difference is that they hear moves on anyway while the coward steps back. but often the case national to be afraid of every deployment feels like the first ever seen repeats itself everyone scared while getting ready for the mission i never think i'm invincible immortal feel it's nothing like that we're lies that event off of the mission in the classroom we drew plans of the conflicts. well what would this usually takes the best of us because the base are always up front because they're the quickest to make decisions like you getting up of deeds during

that fight when you know. that there was a. surprise. this was the so-called his last terrorist group which in just one year before that fight carried out several terror attacks inside pakistan these people were fanatics they'd abandoned normal life for them life had become war. no you're killing me. they took part in attacks on the security services. they were directly involved in killing law enforcement officers. and they were responsible for terror attacks in the town of. in fact the whole because their area in dagestan. so it's not just. the special forces are an isolated community i can't

understand how their wives are able to wait constantly anxious. even when a special forces soldier is at home he can be called up at any moment. it means their wives are always waiting knowing that their man might not come back. we had a heart to heart talk wants me a new beginning. he told me a lot about himself i asked more and more questions sometimes i didn't even have to ask. he just took whatever the subject was and elaborate on that. when i asked my mother to send me my documents i didn't tell her i was going to sign a contract to serve in a special forces unit. and she might have guessed but she didn't know for sure during my first deployment i was lying to her about where i was and what i was doing. that i can find the words to describe how it feels when you're super

tense and anxious that every phone call every text message sets your teeth on edge you can or when he calls and tells you in that convoys of his own i'm good we're going on a mission for about five days maybe more don't worry i'll call as soon as i'm back home with one. poll come us. no cameras journal so we had an exam passing it grants you the right to wear the special forces chevron and cocky. that's the first stage everyone tried really hard your game he was very strong willed i used to say stubborn he would set goals for himself and you could see he was moving on to achieve them. that when you set yourself

a goal you try to achieve it at any cost. in spite of all that of the two hundred twenty two soldiers who took the exam only thirty three of those past. me and i were running in the same race this battle marsh's the main test was soldier stamina. the purpose of the test is to make sure that we will know what it's like when you're utterly exhausted and still have to drag a fellow soldier along the borders that's a part of the special forces code under no circumstances will we ever leave one of our guys on the battlefield you drag your friend because you know that his life is more important than your own.

i passed the test on my first attempt and you get me on his second or third after passing that we could both probably hold our heads up high. in the i.c.u. exam once in so did you have guinea. he was doing pushups i slapped him on the helmet and said to gether boy. a lot of things remind me of him to work together for example. no i had to do it alone. time just. to keep time when we were doing exercises now i have to ask other guys after i reenlisted i had nowhere to stay time he agreed just like that he did

the cleaning and i did the cooking together came home together slept in the same air bed woke up every morning and went to sirius together. with the time. time. if he hadn't covered the grenade with his body lot of other guys would have done it in a split second he made a conscious decision and found the courage to throw himself on top of it. it was not for nothing semi-colon's slow witted grunts but we have a purpose. unless we come back here is that russia may drown in chaos. we took a dog holds above it with us on that mission you wouldn't want to bring your lawn the first is there was barely enough room in the truck and then we put her in her

lap for a group of. mature with and then she started behaving strangely. yogo and running friends keep back and forth whimpering. till she must've felt that she was about to die. but we went several meters along the path for the winds above us would have to the site knew there was a patch with no snow and we saw a hatch at that very moment it opened and militants started shooting from it. i open file on the hatch and commanded to go for the attack a. sort of chain jumped ahead and suddenly the dog less house a very loud how then she turned back and covered me with her own body and blocked the machine gun thaw and that the malaysians were aiming strikes at me. i had to

last press it was so long so lalage and then it was silence. i couldn't help myself after that i started crying for. the most part of her think about i've recently taken in a german shepherd puppy and i'm training him for comet tusks. but i notice that she resembles the balboni sabots yes the same looking you saw is over mr laws just the way she did it there is a very clear resemblance between the two of them what is right. is right lies down . oh my good book i well done. ok it was a. very hard to take

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we go beyond identifying the problem try rational debate and a real discussion critical issues facing or not define them for you know ready to join the movement then walk a little bit harder. than just the listening of course my health isn't what it used to be before i was reunited but i'm trying to get back in shape right now i'm trying to get as fit as a special forces officer is supposed to be what. i'm preparing my family and friends for the idea that i'm not going to resign here but i try to explain to them there's no one who's ever going to take my place on the missions we carry out i just have to learn the lesson of my wound really does.

or so i enlisted in the army at the age of eighteen i was at college then finishing my first year i left when my summer examinations were in full swing and went to a suspect's not seen it before. you know i'm fully aware of what happened and what could have happened in that battle i've long since perp. heard myself for any possible outcome. of this while there are still people who try to make me change my mind to convince me that i should resign how could i do that if it's what irene joy that's what i live for and. just i'm not going to plan anything now these military services taught me one very important thing to make no plans for the future ever i could be returning from

a combat mission with other guys now but fate decided otherwise. i was lucky to stay alive for now i'm going to mourn those who died at you when you . get up of course so i would like to get it crimson. being a true warrior and that's what i aspire to. but for now i have to focus on restoring my health and when the time comes i'll do my very best to pass the exam so that i too can wear their crimson. commencing under and step five sets of ten push ups ten pulling your legs on to your chest and ten jumps any questions no questions will assume front support position on my count . one two three. where you suspect is not

a soldier must progress and improve. you there's no point shouting that you're the toughest guy around of them because there's always someone tougher. do you. wish to do. yet. is the job to get paid for it will take a certain delight in doing it in this. there's no point thumping your chest and boasting about being a member of the special forces i never liked that sort of thing. people often mistake me for a period trooper or a marine but once you know me and called out in the street look there goes a crimson very. old people are reluctant to sit next to me on the buses they're free. percent reason many believe

that are bone headed guerrillas who can't think properly and they're only good for hurting people and fighting the good work of the. board a flight is what tells you if you are ready you don't know what will happen tomorrow and then what situations your skills might come in handy the more you exercise the more easily you pass the test it was easier for you to earn the crimson brave and some others it just means you work harder during the training. the aim of these exams is to test our physical fitness i'm convinced there are no limits to what the human body can do there are only psychological barriers and inspects now even when you can't go on any longer and somehow you do it anyway. the

most important thing is to break through the psychological barrier after that everything is easy. brother special forces. see it as blood. you convince yourself that you have to do it. if i hadn't passed the test i wouldn't have the chevrolet to seal me now. i also really want to go back where a on the uniform i'm. all these factors together were very powerful incentive for. you would wear these barraine any weather even when it was freezing cold i remember him coming to save beer once to spend the winter holidays with me she got off the train with the screams and berry and he's head yeah people were turning to look at him because he ears were blue with cold but he was so proud to be able to wear the

. soul of the party. hold jockey competitions within the squad and you getting took part in every one of them during missions we used to make up sketches it's just that it was always brilliant at all. and for people literally cried with laughter. you can tell must push the horse i'm. sure. you know who i am sergeant do you know. if i keep going through this footage again and again and all the emotion i felt then washes over me again i can't seem to get my head around the idea that if kenny's no longer with us.

when i went away on my first deployment i was very nervous but i'm from siberia and we went to the south of the country everything was different even the people that deployment was a long one it lasted a full ten months it all seems so much easier now because i've got the hang of it at last. but we learned what our task would be twenty four hours before the attack the f.s.b. had informed us about a group of militants in a particular area we had to come the ground for them. i saw a trodden path leading into a bush and noticed a hatch i pointed it out to the commander and at that moment i was wounded.

from with the battle only lasted for about five maybe seven minutes. ever. thing happened very quickly with these the movie of the with. the terrorists were hiding out in their lead and the other half they were lying in ambush nearby and they started shooting at us from the bushes all of the same time and from several different directions. we the militants decided to try and break through it with her you again yap of screaming grenade at that. woman so i'm throwing myself onto it the explosion blew him all round his back and it was all over all of us. when we approached the militants hideout you know they had the advantage because we weren't expecting an attack. that's why we suffered such losses.

but we did retaliate well that we completed our task every single one got what was coming to them. thank you have a number of if right after the assault we didn't know exactly who was wounded and who was killed so more later the commander reported casualties and said if he's dead or you know i didn't believe in the tryst or who. in the neighborhood down all of them was took off my gear with me and cried. more to you jamie was in duty on the night of the twenty fifth of january and stuck in my memory she were the laptop from one of the guys i switched on the computer in so that she wasn't skype of the she was looking at me on intently i asked what's that all the boat i haven't changed we'll meet very soon and he answered no i want to see you now that's what i remember more than anything else. so on deployment

everything is different if the group is more close knit when we start an operation there are fifteen soldiers with the commander in charge we know that our comrades and our commander won't leave us no matter how tough it gets we are team. the. soldiers the military base is the place where your home and your family are which all that fuss will attract. but on a mission a man reveals his true colors. after the first deployment but a lot of people leave special forces have a sea of some of them realize it's simply not for them those who do stay though they make up a reliable team so you won't be afraid of going anywhere with them even to the moon . when.

the when some of our guys go on a combat mission. for they leave. for them to return safe and sound with no losses. school we say the number of beignets going oh no should be the same coming back to their homeland. i passed the exam and now i can wear the special forces insignia everything's great i have no regrets now i'm thinking about signing up for a second tour of duty. i

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what was buried here years ago. means these people are suffering the consequences. how much more poison lies on the ground. behind this zone there is what we call the callet bank on which there is a deposit of plutonium left by security test which caused the dispersion of radiant you clyde's despite previous cleaning efforts there remains a deposit of a little less than two kilos of plutonium stuck in the rock and the coral reef about ten meters down yuki attests a never ending legacy. what defines a country's success. faceless figures of economic growth. for a factual standard of living.

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to cover all sides of the story just in case one of them happens to be accurate. that was funny but it's closer to the truth and might think. it's because one politicians and the mainstream media work side by side the joke is actually on here. coming up. at our teen years we have a different brain. because the news of the world just is not this funny i'm not laughing dammit i'm not. good. at. you guys stick to the jokes i will handle the stuff that i've got to.

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