in fact the single biggest threat facing our nation today is the corporate takeover of our government and our crusted like we've been a hydrogen ally handful of trans national corporations that will profit by destroying what our founding fathers one school class i'm sorry mark it on this show we reveal the big picture of what's actually going on in the world we go beyond identifying the problem trucks rational debate and a real discussion critical issues facing america ready to join the movement and walk the earth. just for you know what it's like some kind of hallucination at some point in time not a very nice one mind you something happens to my mind. just right now i'm more interested in the question of safety is there anybody with you.

know the lowest paid teachers myself as a shivering whole mind with trembling hands and a battery die. with that there's no there's a law against assault when physical abuse occurs three times in my case it was many more nitish i only realise that something's happened after i've already done that it's just a few seconds. just sometimes up to he had a few drinks he'd say i want blood. you should go to the emergency room and doctor would record everything that happened with my engineer it without understanding this was violence and i thought it was accidental that i just black out and that's it i don't understand what i'm doing i just want to rip everything apart. i'm happy to see you all here today we're going to perform a group task that involves drawing you it's called my dream family let's draw

a house together me to you and you to be drawing windows so you draw a roof. daddy didn't like noise very much they were terrified of him will kill let them come out to eat but didn't let me sometimes they would bring me something to eat hidden in their sleeves was slice of bread or some water we had a bottle to water flowers and i drank out of it. so much all my first when i would walk down a hall and a man was walking behind me i felt scared the kid shrank back became instantly afraid that mommy was going to have a google he always hit my head so that there wouldn't be any bruises i had a severe retitle detachment they operated on me eight times now i have minus twenty vision in my left eye gone blind in my right eye. witnesses i decided to leave when he emptied a kettle of boiling water on me. i realized that there was no reason to take any for the risks it didn't matter whether or not i died i worried that the children

would be left without a mom. we gathered all our papers i had only about ten dollars in my pocket and we left without a place to go. didn't take any clothes or bags we just left. there what do i do what. do you. mean we're having a conversation. you know what do you want to eat. you need to decrease the roll call they want me to say something. and you know those are my life wasn't easy but i had a place to run away to because my mother father brother and all my relatives were in rest on don where i lived get married and gave birth to my children i mean i could call a taxi come out in my sleep and go but. when i imagine my

first husband. they fell madly in love with. me very much too. when i was admitted to the maternity hospital for observation she got frostbite on his ear because he was talking to me on the phone to. my family used to say you can the lot of each other so much it's impossible to laugh so much should think about the baby but we couldn't leave without one another we cried. and then i don't even know what happened. was our first child was about to start school my husband took all the money that we had saved and drank it away. i asked him why did you do that explain it to me. and he hated me for that he hit me hard he beat me so many times but i kept going back to him i left him only after living together it

was probably a man trap and that's why. i actually think that both of us are to blame. neither of us wanted to give any ground we had never ending fights on a daily basis it's as simple as that what we should have done is gather our wits and think about who should shut their mouth first a little. more but we didn't do that. during the last months that we were living together i used to go straight home from work without any intention of thinking i would just ignore her but once i came home she would do something from basically she just started irritating me in some way. i would just keep my mouth shut instead of talking to her and when she saw that she tried to push me even more and then we would start fighting. even hit her twice i'm very ashamed of that. i

heard awful screams from my kids i ran in there and saw their father choking a kitten that already had a blue tongue and nose i immediately pried his hands off the kitten and in the instant i found myself at the bottom of the stairs. i came round to a very curious scene where my husband was literally one. being his bare feet on my face. and saying. how do you like that you piece of crap was just out for the kids in and now you're going to be the one who dies. i was outraged on the inside and i said to myself how dare you wipe your feet on me and that was the turning point and.

all that some people say that when it happens it's like a curtain falls over you. i just don't understand anything anymore oh boy kato was my face. and even i was scared of what i'd done. she was bleeding like i was he. was covered in blood a bunch to but i didn't understand well here's a. here's this i decided to kill myself i took sixty sleeping pills and ended up having am a nice child and i couldn't bring my opera and lower jaw us together i mean i couldn't close my mouth and all of the polls. show i was in another place in the state of a person has committed suicide. and that there was just darkness filled with that called chilling terror that i thought would never go away that. i could

only see the eyes of my children looking and man asking mommy why what is going to happen charts now why did you do have mom still just one. can go as they don't turn us in the intensive care unit somehow managed to revive me. yes the prayer book and him no rate and all slavonic got on my knees and started monitoring the prayers from my mouth that wouldn't shot and then a miracle happened my mouth closed. so there must have been a reason why they revived me and that's why i decided to establish the center where people in a bad situation and those without a place to go can come. here

is some aid. and shoes from rest of. you don't take anything when you run away you just run when the chance of. good quality is dissin things with selena where stuff like this this will fit yvonne will be a present for his birthday. the body's. called me herself she came here with two kids and stayed with us she was frightened she was afraid that he would find her even here. it's our little yvonne's first it's a day he's three years old we're having our own belief. is they make you wish we all have one wish to have our own home. he was huge with selena first she is our daughter when he came to visit me in his defense i was stunned between my husband and my child i got smacked too. once she

accidentally broke erik's when she was helping him carry them into the kitchen and he kept jab in harry in the face with the back. i wasn't. i saw the result of the song left take a in your face was covered in neg. or shall we rehash. what more is to happen as happened let's go hey chalk let's find the forest inhabitants and ask them what happened they say is a donkey when i was pregnant with ron he started beating me too i went to the doctor with bruises she saw that i had gotten daisy and fall and i was embarrassed to tell but i should have said it straight away otherwise they wouldn't believe am i supposed to take my two kids leave my has been to live in a shelter one hour so happen is a is when every kid has their own home right. it's

a big wall and no good to go and no enemies this is my around. crying don't cry i know i'm tired of crying too don't cry that. my name is but. i ask everyone who sees this video. by the way to call me or contact me through other means. you can find me on social networks my ex-wife's name is. please also speak to the children's father hear me out listen to what i think about the situation. she's taken the

position of a woman who's been insulted because being hunted down and suffering. i will not resent her husband as a maniac and a tyrant i'm a normal and responsible father. i was on a business trip abroad i wasn't even home. and mommy decided to film the kids playing. crow to the balcony with selena and do what you are told to the balcony so interestingly enough because she made this video right before the court hearing to take away my custody of the kids when she was accusing me of beating my own kids why aren't you doing what you were told. i can say one thing she had very different expectations of this marriage but i have text messages from her which she clearly says i'm fed up with your unsettled life dirty and dusty rust off. about it but when i came to the rented flat she lived on the first floor of

a two story building and i could only see my kids through a window. say hi hi. when did i last almost a month ago now we have to talk through the window. big don't let me go anywhere not to begin to guide you to school you know where. what are you doing neal why would you wait cast shame on you she was sleeping i was talking to her shame on you go to kindergarten hello is this the police report for them in a well i reached my limit when i kept calling the police and they did nothing so when my husband became in control you know what he felt that he could do anything because nobody was going to stop him and i don't have a father in law enforcement didn't do anything this thought i was a bad mouth and him why would i do that is the principal it's not a particularly pleasant experience for me. what's the point of me making up lies

about my husband. is it your birthday yvonne what then this kid a rabbit is three year smile more often and everything will be great. i think. that. was it. that matters that. yes i knew when to find to be how three i hope that he doesn't have to get shots. this is for yvonne the toy train i can't do it so i can't even military i don't have her address. i i. i . her.

leg. length. they just leave them with the economic ups and downs in the final a long day so long the deal sank i and the rest because i was doing the case it will be every week the last name a lender led. the pledge it was terrible they come up very hard to make a play once again a little longer here a plug in that had sex with her rick perry nolan's lips and the color long.

live the american lives limitless a bit. of a. debating american foreign policy is there one any more traditionally the political left and right and clearly different positions on how washington should exert power in the world today it appears everyone in the establishment is a hot. bits wouldn't he hit me again today three times in the shoulder with this this dinner

once in my head just because i said don't shout what a moron i hate him when's the next time why didn't they meet him when he raised his hand the first time it was an actor were two thousand and three two months after our wedding. when i asked her janet do you love him why won't you leave him and she left no. our love ended after the wedding. and the one time she said to me mom i have concussion because i fell down and i asked where did you fall down i slipped and fell and i said did you really fall yes i fell and lattimer his fist. she never complained to me about. the first i felt male solidarity with him oh man he's a man i thought who doesn't have issues with his wife or his character is different

and i was bored so i more or less took his side by bill and then he bade her out after i went to him and asked why what's wrong with you i swear and i know that if i swear to somebody i'll keep the earth until i die and that's what he said i swear i won't lay a finger on her ever again and she never told me about anything like this again. i should pack and leave but something keeps me here i'm probably scared to change my life but i can't tolerate debuts because it can cripple me besides i have nowhere to go to parents but this is now forever. and she was also worried that people would judge her why how could she divorced some people that's always people . she had an operation but she already had swelling in her brain. the doctor said

it's too late we couldn't save her or if it's very hard it would be a very they say time heals that's not true we will be only deepens the sorrow. if we console ourselves with the fact that we still have lada even if we have memories of mobile you were a member her name and her daughter will remember it happened to us. yes but i don't like to believe that she's done. that i wonder well. yeah you've got mash and your last stand lasted b.t.h. and he loved. do you need. be yes yes. but you can't.

it's cold today right yes what did you put on you go you know why don't you. well only you know the court case got tossed around everywhere. but a month had passed when the investigator called me in and said sign here and i'll send it to the court and it turned out that he had attached to sheets from behind. me after i had signed it did i ask what is he charged with. involuntary manslaughter i change the charges and that's it. you're looking at a year ahead intending cattle in the summer and then he was back. he behaved as you was in the right he walked with this head proudly held high he came to court with bottles of champagne he was so proud and happy. i

really started to hate him. and now i always take the woman's side one hundred percent of the time not the man's men who abuse women a week since they don't go anywhere in their case they don't have any special skills or respect from people when you work they aren't strong enough to fight another man so they attack the most harmless screeches women and kids. they raise their hands against their wives and children. my bright marina i see that you've done your homework on the topic was mighty no world book before joining the center i felt like a tortoise and a shelf bob i mean i was totally close to the world i was preoccupied with pain sitter and this grief all negative things how do you feel about this person at the moment what i pity him why because i really feel sorry for him he's unable to smile

wake up in the morning look out the window and see the blue sky the sun and be happy about it but now we know how to be happy about it and finally we says that's to dictated to the future if somebody asked me a year and a half ago if i wanted to get married again at that time i would have said no i don't want to but now i probably consider this option. must see a. violence happens when you let it happen that i wouldn't allow anybody to abuse me anymore i simply won't let it happen again of what you were supposed to. say i ran into him completely by accident we're going to the clinic when he turned up and grabbed a policeman i had an umbrella in my bag and i started hitting him with it he just blinked his eyes you know all these abusers who beat women by cowards they get scared when the woman fights back for more go a lot of women think they can change men you are there's no way you can change them

it's a useless good a movie when a man raises his head and no woman should. run run from him while i live with an idiot. it's better to be a good. mistress only three than an idiots why are you what. did your husband call you or come to visit. i have to say nations we were having a stroll and it seems like dad the head of us will ran in the opposite direction really like a person was approaching and you mistook someone else for i don't know maybe. rights that he's looking for us that he was just been by canals to the kid right some a good us and it's you who cannot stop this from french people like him can get energy

from nature from god they saw a cup and energy from other people. bless our food oh lord in the name of the father the son and the holy spirit come and. pass the bread please. and i've been leaving was my second husband for five years now he's a person's son to me if i'm having because he doesn't drink doesn't smoke. so chantel he really leaves out my soul he knows how to calm me down so it's going to receive a very in for as old woman this is because of the burden of age and as i'm paul blows that often comes out when i'm tired. and then he simply comes up to me and says what's wrong my little girl what's up my darling calm down you know that you shouldn't get so worked up like that. when he takes me awake abbess with the.

and it works. i'm glad that i left before it was too late not waiting until i died because i know that a lot of women die at the hands of man like that. in general relationships are complicated and maybe things like that are a part of human nature things like these. but they believe together they love each other and then this stupid stuff starts. somebody didn't wash a dish somebody didn't add salt to the soup somebody had problems with work came home and flew off the handle or the woman really loved ones will always forgive. on the thorny monotonically always calls me when he feels really bad but most one time he stayed the night in the center with the kids he got to like in the shelters

. and sad you know wives you can't even imagine. i want you how well more he stares plastering the walls and he fell in love was one of our single mothers. he took her in her child to live with him at his house and the rest before dawn. and now it turns out that i'm excited i left him with me was bizarre. how are you fine. going of course he just can't stand it. to miss her. sure it's not fun living alone i come home seized by some wild fear so i just go outside for a walk so it was freezing outside twenty degrees below zero but i do anything just to avoid going back home. you know i think if it wasn't for you i would have been

able to set up a center will pick you up one of them quickly. seems that my dream to help people came true because of this pain but one. of the most somehow i think that the moral of this story is that everybody should think about his or her own actions. and never shift responsibility to the other person that. came by. god last year.

ingenues but see jennifer vulgarize ation of darwin science punishment for an uncommitted crying i was sterilized to learn from believing in eighty feebleminded still today those are the few i don't know why. but still the i don't know why genetic improvement through forced sterilization the basis for nazi ideology they don't stop at just sterilizing and now go to the point of death. for years rarely discussed. till now i'd really rather not talk about that right.

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