to goldman it's not started yet only take a look at me. not going to get it in life there are blue and there are but. for now it's like some kind of hallucination at some point in time not a very nice one my dear something happens to my mind. just right now i'm more interested in the question of safety is there anybody with you. fellows to a picture of myself as a shivering whole mind with trembling hands and a battery die. if there is there's a law against assault and physical abuse occurs three times in my case it was many more. i only realised that something's happened after i've already done it it's just a few seconds. sometimes up to he had a few drinks he'd say i want blood. you should go to the emergency room and doctor

would record everything that happened with my engineer it without understanding this was violence i thought it was accidental but i just black out and that's it i don't understand what i'm doing i just want to have everything about. i'm happy to see you all here today we're going to perform a group task that involves drawing it's called my dream family let's draw a house together me to you and you to be drawing windows seven to draw a roof. daddy didn't like noise very much they were terrified of him will kill let them come out to eat but didn't let me sometimes they would bring me something to eat hidden in their sleeves was lice of bread or some water we had a bottle to water flowers and i drank out of it. so much will i first when i would walk down a hall and a man was walking behind me i felt scared the kid shrank back became instantly

afraid that mommy was going to have a google he always hit my head so that there wouldn't be any bruises i had a severe retitle detachment they operated on me eight times now i have minus twenty vision in my left eye and blind in my right eye. witnesses i decided to leave when he emptied a kettle of boiling water on me. i realized that there was no reason to take any for the risks it didn't matter whether or not i died i worried that the children would be left without a mom. we gathered all our papers i had only about ten dollars in my pocket and we left without a place to go. didn't take any clothes or bags we just left. there what do i do what you. and me we're having a conversation. you know what do you want to eat. you need to decrease the roll

call they want me to say something. and you know those are my life wasn't easy but i had a place to run away to because my mother father brother and all my relatives were in rest on don where i lived got married and gave birth to my children i mean i could call a taxi come out in my sleep and goals but. when i met my first husband. they fell madly in love with. me very much too. when i was admitted to the maternity hospital for observation she got frostbite on his ear because he must talking to me in the fall and. my family used to say if you can the lot of each other so much it's impossible to laugh so much you should think about the baby but we couldn't leave without one another we cried. and then

i don't even know what happened. was our first child was about just started school when my husband took all the money that we had saved and drank it away. i asked him why did you do that explain it to me. and he hated me for that hard he beat me so many times but i kept going back to him i left him only after living together it was probably a mad to happen this way. i actually think that both of us are to blame. neither of us wanted to give any ground we had those never ending fights on a daily basis it's as simple as that what we should have done is gather our wits and think about who should shut them out first a little. more but we didn't do that.

during the last months that we were living together i used to go straight home from work without any intention of thinking i would just ignore her but once i came home she would do something from basically she just started irritating me in some way. i would just keep my mouth shut instead of talking to her and when she saw that she tried to push me even more and then we would start fighting. even his her twice i'm very ashamed of that. i heard all four screams from my kids i ran in there and saw their father choking the kitten that already had a blue tongue and nose i'm media three pried his hands off the kitten and in the instant i found myself at the bottom of the stairs. i came round to a very curious scene where my husband was literally wiping

his bare feet on my face. and saying. how do you like that you piece of crap just out for the kids in and now you are going to be the one who dies . i was outraged on the inside and i said to myself how dare you wipe your feet on me and that was the turning point. well some people say that when it happens it's like a curtain falls over you. i just don't understand anything anymore it was like a tour was my face. and even i was scared of what i'd done. she was bleeding like a ball he. was covered in blood punch to but i didn't understand where he is a. year since i decided to kill myself i took

sixty sleeping pills and ended up having a mini stroke and i couldn't bring my are pretty low or jaws together i mean i couldn't close my mouth at all. yo i was in another place in the state of a person has committed suicide. but there was just darkness filled with it called chilling terror that i thought would never go away so. i could only see the eyes of my children looking at man asking mommy why what is going to happen charts now why did you do that mom and step mom. can the littles they don't turn us in the intensive care unit somehow managed to revive me. i could prayer book and him no great and all the slavonic got on my knees and started monitoring the prayers from

my mouth that wouldn't shut up and than a miracle happened my mouth closed. so there must have been a reason why they revived me and that's why i decided to establish the center of way people in a bad situation and those without a place to go can come. here is some aid clothes and shoes from rest of. you don't take anything when you run away you just run when the chance of. good quality is descent things with selena where stuff like this or this will fit yvonne will be a present for his birthday. parties. called me herself she came here with two kids and stayed with us she was frightened she was afraid that he

would find her even here. it's our little yvonne's first day to day he's three years old we're having our own little parts very happy birthday happy birthday make you wish we'll have one wish to have our own home. he was huge with selena first shoes i would daughter when he came to visit me in his defense i was stunned between my husband and my child i got smacked too. once she accidentally broke eric's when she was helping him carry them into the kitchen he kept jab in her in the face with the back. yeah i wasn't. i saw the result of the song left hurricane her face was covered in neg. short shall we rehash. what is happening this has been a us let's go hedgehog let's find the forest inhabitants and ask them what happened

i say is a donkey when i was pregnant with ron he started beating me too i went to the doctor with bruises she saw that i had gotten days and fall and i was embarrassed to tell but i should have said it straight away otherwise they wouldn't believe am i supposed to take my two kids leave my husband and live in a shelter one also happen is a is when every kid has their own home right. it's a big wall and no good to go and no enemies this is my around. crying don't cry i know i'm tired of crying too don't cry that.

my name is but damn but. i ask everyone who sees this video. by the way to call me or contact me through other means. you can find me on social networks my ex-wife's name is. please also speak to the children's father hear me out. listen to what i think about the situation. she's taken the position of a woman who's been insulted because being hunted down and suffering. i will not resent her husband as a maniac and a tyrant i'm a normal and responsible father. i was on a business trip abroad i wasn't even home. and mommy decided to film the kids playing. protruded balcony recently now do what you are told to the balcony

but interestingly enough because she made this video right before the court hearing to take away my custody of the kids when she was accusing me of beating my own kids why aren't you doing what you were told. i can say one thing she had very different expectations of this marriage but i have text messages from her which she clearly says i'm fed up with your unsettled life your dirty and dusty rust off. about it but when i came to the rented flat she lived in the first floor of a two story building and i could only see my kids through a window. and say hi hi. when did i last almost a month ago now we have to talk to the wind. they don't let me go anywhere not to guide you to school where. what are you doing neal why would you wait half shame on you she was sleeping i was

talking to your shame on you go to kindergarten hello is this the police report for them in a well i reached my limit when i kept calling the police and they did nothing to when my husband became in control you know what he felt that he could do anything because nobody was going to stop him and i don't have a father in law enforcement didn't do anything with this thought i was a bad mouth and him why would i do that because of it's not a particularly pleasant experience for me. so what's the point of me making up lies about my husband. is it your birthday ryan then this kid to rabbit is three years smile more often and everything will be great. i was. but that. was. that mass that. yeah i need to be how things i hope that he doesn't

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he hit me again today three times in the shoulder with this system once in my head just because i said don't shout just one more and i hate him once the next time why didn't they leave him when he raised his hand the first time it was an actor were two thousand and three two months after our wedding. when i asked her this year and i do love him why won't you leave him and she left no. our love ended after the wedding. you know one time she said to me mom i have concussion because i fell down and i asked where did you fall down i slipped and fell and i said did you really fall yes i fell on bloody marys faced. she never complained to me about well at first i felt male solidarity with

a man he's a man i thought he doesn't have issues with his wife his character is different than my will or so i more or less took his side and then he based it out i went to him and asked why what's wrong with you. and i know that if i swear to somebody until i die and that's what he said i swear i won't lay a finger on her ever again and she never told me about anything like this again you know. i should pack and leave but something keeps me here yeah i'm probably scared to change my life but i can't tolerate debuts because it can cripple me besides i have nowhere to go to parents but this is now forever. and she was also worried that people would judge her why how could she divorced people it's always people.

that actually had an operation but she already had swelling in her brain. the doctor said it's too late we couldn't save her or it's very hard. oh dear me they say time heals that's not true we will be only deepens the sorrow. if we console ourselves with the fact that we still have lada. even if we have memories of a mobile you are a member her name and her daughter will remember it happened to us. young my life to believe that he's the senior. that i learned their luck i feel yeah you feel mash and. your last stand that's good pizza d.h. and he loved. my other activity mom of last night yes yes.

but he just had to tell mom. it's cold today right yes what did you put on you go you know why not well only if you know the court case got tossed around everywhere. for a month had passed when the investigated called me in and said sign here and i'll send it to the court sure yet it turned out that he had attached to sheets from behind. me after i'd signed it did i ask what is he charged with. involuntary manslaughter after i change the charges and that's it. you're looking got a year ahead intending cattle in the summer and then he was back. he behaved to

see was in the right he walked with this head proudly held high he came to court with bottles of champagne he was so proud and happy we worked for i really started. you know by now i always take the woman's side one hundred percent of the time not the man's men who abuse women a week. they don't go anywhere in their careers they don't have any special skills or respect from a table or when you work they aren't strong enough to fight another man so they attack the most harmless creatures women and kids. they raise their heads against their wives and children would. not write marina i see that you've done your homework on the topic was mighty no world. before joining the center i felt like a tortoise and a shelf bob i mean i was totally closed to the world i was preoccupied with the

pain sitter and this grief all negative things how do you feel about this best now at the moment what i pity him why because i really feel sorry for him he's unable to smile wake up in the morning look up the window and see the blue sky the sun and be happy about it but now we know how to be happy about it and find out who we say is that state dictated to the future if somebody asked me a year and a half ago if i wanted to get married again at that time i would have said no i don't want to but now i probably consider this option. must see that. violence happens when you let it happen i wouldn't allow anybody to abuse me anymore i simply won't let it happen again or doors will close it's like saying i ran into him completely by accident we were going to the clinic when he turned up and grabbed a policeman i had an umbrella in my bag and i started hitting him with it he just blinked his eyes you know all these abusers who beat women by cowards they get

scared when the woman fights back. a lot of women think they can change men if you will is no way you can change them but it's useless. when a man raises his head and no woman should. run from him while i live with an idiot. it's better to be a good. mistress only three idiots watch. says klein i did your husband call you or come to visit. that's how you see nations we were having a stroll and it seems like dad the head of us were around in the opposite direction really like a person was approaching you mistook someone else for i don't know maybe. writes

that he's looking for us that he was just being bad mouth to the kid right some a good us and it's you who cannot stop this from french people like him can get energy from nature from god they saw a cup and energy from other people in them. bless our food oh lord in the name of the father the son and the holy spirit come and. pass the bread please. and i've been leaving was my second husband for five years now he said person sent to me from having because he doesn't drink doesn't smoke. he really leaves out my soul he knows how to calm me down so it's going to receive a very in for as old woman this is because of the burden of age and as i'm probably said often comes out when i'm tired. and then he simply comes up to me and says

what's wrong my little girl. that's what's up my darling. you know that they should get so worked out like that. when he takes me awake abbess with the if so and it works. i'm glad that i left before it boys too late not waiting until i died because i know that a lot of women die at the hands of man like that. in general relationships are complicated and maybe things like that are a part of human nature things like these. people live together they love each other and then this stupid stuff starts. somebody didn't wash a dish somebody didn't add salt to the soup somebody had problems with work came home and flew off the handle or the wall of religious loved ones will always forgive the. i'm not born my motto always calls me when he

feels really bad of most one time he stayed the night in the center with the kids he got to like in the shelters he rang me and sad you know wives you can't even imagine. i want you how. little she stares plastering the walls and he fell in love was one of our single mothers. he took her in her child to live with him at his house and the rest of on dog. and now it turns out that i'm excited i left him with me was bizarre. how are you fine. going of course he just can't stand it. to miss her. sure it's not fun living alone i come home seized by some wild fear so i just go outside for a walk so it was freezing outside twenty degrees below zero but i'd do anything

just to avoid going back to the you know i think if it wasn't for you i would have been able to set up a center thank you one of them thank you. seems that my dream to help people came true because of this pain. we had the most somehow i think that the moral of the story is that everybody should think about his or her own actions. and never shift responsibility to the other person that. came by. god last year.

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