weekend camp will not have any psychological effect on these politicians and to be honest i think bureaucrats the world over have it too easy their lives are too comfortable haeckel the duma deputies have these nice leather chairs and they have gold watches and assistants and all that stuff i think that if the duma deputies had to suffer through a military hell for one month out of the year the corrupt comfort obsessed weaklings might get squeezed out of the system this training for the elite is a good idea but it needs to be done right and brutal but that's just my opinion. there's a media leader so we believe that maybe. bush is secure the place the party is a good. fit for shoes that no one is asking with the guess that you deserve answers from. politicking.

you know what it's like some kind of hallucination at some point in time not a very nice one mind you something happens to my mind. right now i'm more interested in the question of safety is there anybody with you. know the lowest of a picture of myself as a shivering whole mind with trembling hands and a battery die. if there is there is a law against assault and physical abuse occurs three times in my case it was many more. i only realised that something's happened after i've already done that it's just a few seconds. sometimes up to he had a few drinks he'd say i want blood. you should go to the emergency room and doctor would record everything that happened with my interior to it without understanding this was violence i thought it was accidental but i just black out and that's it i don't understand what i'm doing i just want to have everything apart.

i'm happy to see you all here today we're going to perform a group task that involves drawing it's called my dream family let's draw a house together me to you and you to be drawing windows draw a roof. well daddy didn't like noise very much they were terrified of him will kill let them come out to eat but didn't let me sometimes they would bring me something to eat hidden in their sleeves was slice of bread or some water we had a bottle to water flowers and i drank out of it. so much all at first when i would walk down a hall and a man was walking behind me i felt scared the kid shrank back became instantly afraid that mommy was going to have a google he always hit my head so that there wouldn't be any bruises i had a severe retitle detachment they operated on me eight times now i have minus twenty vision in my left eye gone blind in my right eye. witnesses i decided to leave when

he emptied a kettle of boiling water on me. i realized that there was no reason to take any for the risks it didn't matter whether or not i died i worried that the children would be left without a mom. we gathered all our peepers i had only about ten dollars in my pocket and we left without a place to go. we didn't take any clothes or bags we just left. it there what do i do what you. and me we're having a conversation. you know what do you want to eat. you need to decrease the roll call they want me to say something. that was what was needed and not those of my life wasn't easy but i had

a place to run away to because my mother father brother and all my relatives were in rest on don where i lived got married and gave birth to my children i mean i could call a taxi come out in my sleep hours and go but. when i met my first husband. they fell madly in love with. me very much too. when i was admitted to the maternity hospital for observation she got frostbite on his ear because he was talking to me on the phone to. my family used to say if you can the lot of each other so much it's impossible to laugh so much you should think about the baby but we couldn't leave without one another we cried. and then i don't even know what happened. was our first child was about just started school when my husband took all the money that we had saved and drank it away. i asked him

why did you do that explain it to me. and he hated me for that he hit me hard he beat me so many times but i kept going back to him i left him only after living together it was probably a man to happen this way. i actually think that both of us are to blame and neither of us wanted to give any ground we had those never ending fights on a daily basis it's as simple as that what we should have done is gather our wits and think about who should shut them out first a little. more but we didn't do that. during the last months that we were living together i used to go straight home from work without any intention of thinking i would just ignore her but once i came home she would do something from basically she just started to irritate me in some way.

i would just keep my mouth shut instead of talking to her and when she saw that she tried to push me even more and then we would start fighting. even here's a twice i'm very ashamed of that. i heard all four screams from my kids i ran in there and saw their father choking the kitten that already had a blue tongue and nose i immediately pried his hands off the kitten and in the instant i found myself at the bottom of the stairs. i came round to a very curious scene. my husband was literally wiping his bare feet on my face. and saying. how do you like that you piece of crap just out for the kids in and now you are going to be the one who dies

. i was outraged on the inside and i said to myself how dare you wipe your feet on me and that was the turning point. well some people say that when it happens it's like the curtain falls over here. i just don't understand anything anymore while i k two was my face. and even i was scared of what i'd done. she was bleeding like a ball he. was covered in blood i punched a bit i didn't understand where his a. was i decided to kill myself i took sixty sleeping pills and ended up having him a nice charo and i couldn't bring my opera and lower jaws together i mean i

couldn't close my mouth at all. yo i was in another place in the state of a person who's committed suicide. but there was just darkness filled with it called chilling terror that i thought would never go away that. i could only see the eyes of my children looking at man asking mommy why what is going to happen in charge now why did you do that mom still just one. can the widows they don't turn us in the intensive care unit somehow managed to revive me. prayer book and him no rate and all this lavani got on my knees and started monitoring the prayers from my mouth that wouldn't shut up and than a miracle happened my mouth closed. so there must have been

a reason why they revived me and that's why i decided to establish the center that way people in a bad situation and those without a place to go can come. here is some a clothes and shoes from rest of. you don't take anything when you run away you just run when the chance of. good quality years distant things with selena where stuff like this or this will fit yvonne will be a present for his birthday. buddies. called me herself she came here with two kids and stayed with us she was frightened she was afraid that he would find her even here. it's our little yvonne's birthday today he's three years old we're having our own little party. as they make you wish

well have one wish to have our own home. he was huge with selena first she is our daughter when he came to visit me in his defense i was stunned between my husband and my child i got smacked too. once she accidentally broke erik's when she was helping him carry them into the kitchen he kept jab in harry in the face with the back. i wasn't. i saw the result of the song left take a in your face was covered in neg. or shall we rehash. what more is happened this happened let's go hey chalk let's find the forest inhabitants and ask them what happened they say is a donkey when i was pregnant with one he started beating me too i went to the doctor with bruises she saw that i had gotten daisy and fall and i was embarrassed

to tell but i should have said it straight away otherwise they wouldn't believe am i supposed to take my two kids leave my husband and live in a shelter oh i just so happen is a is when every kid has their own home right. it's a big wall and no good to go and no enemies this is my route. crying don't cry i know i'm tired of crying too don't cry that. my name is what. i ask everyone who sees this video.

by the way to call me or contact me through other means. you can find me on social networks my ex-wife's name is. please also speak to the children's father hear me out listen to what i think about the situation. she's taken the position of a woman who's been insulted but who's being hunted down and suffering he resents her husband is a maniac and a tyrant i'm a normal and responsible father. i was on a business trip abroad i wasn't even home. and mommy decided to film the kids playing. protruded balcony recently now do what you are told to the balcony but interestingly enough because she made this video right before the court hearing to take away my custody of the kids when she was accusing me of beating my own kids why aren't you doing what you're told. i can say one thing she had very different

expectations of this marriage but i have text messages for which she clearly says i'm fed up with your unsettled life dirty and dusty rust off. but when i came to the rented flat she lived in the first floor of a two story building and i could only see my kids through a window. say hi hi. when did i last almost a month ago now we have to talk to the wind. they don't let me go anywhere not to guide you to school you know where. what are you doing neal why would you wake up shame on you she was sleeping i was talking to shame on you to go to kindergarten hello is this the police report or the i reached my limit when i kept calling the police and they did nothing to and

my husband became a control you know what he felt that he could do anything because nobody was going to stop him. i don't have a phone law enforcement didn't do anything this thought i was a bad mouth then him why would i do that principal it's not a particularly pleasant experience for me. so what's the point of me making up lies about my husband. is it your birthday iran then this kid a rabbit is three year smile more often and everything will be great. i. was worse than that yeah i knew when to find to be how three i hope that he doesn't have to get shots. this is for the toy train i can't do it i can't even military i don't have their

address. i. i. suspect. that you know the prize is the only industry specifically mentioned in the constitution which is critical to our democracy correct albus. role. in fact the single biggest threat facing our nation today is the quote for the takeover of our government and across several we've been hijacked lying handful of transnational corporations that will profit by destroying what our founding fathers once told us my job market and on this show we reveal the big picture of what's actually going on in the world we go beyond identifying the problem try rational debate and a real discussion critical issues facing america if i ever feel ready to join the

movement then welcome to the big picture. debating american foreign policy is there one any more traditionally the political left and right and clearly different positions on how washington should exert power in the world today it appears everyone in the establishment is a hawk. and we will be pardoned by the enormous carbon of laws rules and regulations which you know cause europe to be the squirrel tick monster it is i mean the reason that europe is going going down all the time is because the rules and regulations are killing a strangling business. right from the sea. first street to you and i were being butchered.

on our return. to be in the. business would he hit me again today three times in the shoulder with his distin once in my head would just because i said don't shout what a moron i hate him when's the next time why didn't i weed him when he raised his hand the first time it was an act over two thousand and three two months after our wedding. when i asked her janet do you love him why won't you leave him and she left no. our love ended after the wedding. and that one time she said to me

mom i have concussion because i fell down and i asked where did you fall down or did i slipped and fell and i said did you really fall yes i fell and lattimer's faced. she never complained to me about what the first i felt male solidarity with him i'm a man he's a man i thought doesn't have issues with his wife his character is different than i was born so i more or less took his side by bill and then he bade her out after i went to him and asked why what's wrong with the us were and i know that if i swear to somebody i'll keep the earth until i die and that's what he said i swear i won't lay a finger on her ever again and she never told me about anything like this again my little girl or. i should pack and leave but something keeps me here yeah i'm probably scared to change my life but i can't tolerate debuts because it can

cripple me decides i have nowhere to go i moved to parents but this is now forever . and she was also worried that people would judge her why how could she divorce some people that's always people. she had an operation but she already had swelling in her brain. the doctor said it's too late we couldn't save her or if it's very hard it would be everybody say time heals that's not true we will be only deepens the sorrow and we console ourselves with the fact that we still have lada even if we have memories of a mobile you were

a member her name and her daughter will remember it happened to us. yes i like to believe that that. that i wonder well now i feel yeah you feel mash and. your last stand lasted b.t.h. and he loved. my other activity. yes yes. but he. said. it's cold today right yes did you put on you go you no know why. well only you know the court case got tossed around everywhere. but a month had passed when the investigator called me in and said sign here and i'll send it to the court and it turned out that he had attached to sheets from behind

me after i had signed it did i ask what is he charged with. involuntary manslaughter after i changed the charges and that's it. you're looking at a year ahead intending cattle in the summer and then he was back. he behaved just he was in the right he walked with this head proudly held high he came to court with bottles of champagne he was so proud and happy. i really. hate him. and now i always take the woman's side one hundred percent of the time not the man's men who abuse women a week and they don't go anywhere in their case they don't have any special skills or respect from people when you work they aren't strong enough to fight another man so they attack the most harmless screeches women and kids.

they raise their heads against their wives and children. right marina i see that you've done your homework the topic was mighty no world. before joining the center i felt like a tortoise and a shelf bob i mean i was totally close to the world i was preoccupied with pain. grief all negative things how do you feel about this person at the moment what i pity him why because i really feel sorry for him he's unable to smile wake up in the morning look up the window and see the blue sky the sun and be happy about it but now we know how to be happy about it and finally we say is that still dictated to the future if somebody asked me a year and a half ago if i wanted to get married again at that time i would have said no i don't want to but now i probably consider this option.

violence happens when you let it happen i wouldn't allow anybody to abuse me anymore i simply won't let it happen again or your supposed to. say i ran into him completely by accident we were going to the clinic when he turned up and grabbed a policeman i had an umbrella in my bag and i started hitting him with it he just blinked his eyes you know all these abusers who beat women by cowards they get scared when the woman fights back for more go a lot of women think they can change men you are there's no way you can change them it's useless for the movie when a man raises his head and no woman should. run run from him while i live with an idiot. it's better to be a good. mistress only three than an idiots watch you ought.

i did your husband call you or come to visit. i asked to see nations we were having a stroll and it seems like dad loomed ahead of us were ran in the opposite direction really like a person was approaching and you mistook someone else for i don't know maybe. rights that he's looking for us that he was just being bad mouth to the same kid right some a good cuss and it's you who cannot stop this from french people like him can get energy from nature from god they saw a cup and energy from other people. bless our food our lord in the name of the father the son and the holy spirit come and. pass the bread please. and i've been leaving was my second husband for five years now

he's a person sent to me from having because he doesn't drink doesn't smoke. so chantel he really leaves out my soul he knows how to calm me down so it's going to receive a very in for as old woman this is because of the burden of age and as i'm paul blows that often comes out when i'm tired. and then he simply comes up to me and says let's roll my little girl just what's up my darling come down you know that you shouldn't get so worked up like that. when he takes me awake abbess with the. and it works. i'm glad that i left before it was too late not waiting until i died because i know that a lot of women die at the hands of man like that. in general relationships are complicated and maybe things like that are a part of human nature things like these. people lived together they love each

other and then this stupid stuff starts. somebody didn't wash a dish somebody didn't add salt to the soup somebody had problems with work came home and flew off the handle or the wall of form of religious loved ones will always forgive. or not born and then totally always calls me when he feels really bad but most one time he stayed the night in the center with the kids he got to like in the shelters. you know wives you can't even imagine. i want to how well more he stares plastering the walls and he fell in love was one of our single mothers. he took her in her child to live with him at his house in the us the phone dog. and now it turns out that i'm excited i left him with me was dissolved.

by an authority hi how are you fine. going of course he just can't stand it. to miss her. sure it's not fun living alone i come home seized by some wild fear so i just go outside for a walk so it was freezing outside twenty degrees below zero but i do anything just to avoid going back home. you know i think if it wasn't for you i would have been able to set up a center thank you with one of them thank you. seems that my dream to help people came true because of this pain. we had to must somehow i think that the moral of this story is that everybody should think about his or her own actions. and never shift responsibility to the other person that.

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