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post only what really matters at r.t. to your facebook news feed. or you know what it's like some kind of hallucination at some point in time not a very nice one mind you something happens to my mind. just right now i'm more interested in the question of safety is there anybody with you. know the lowest of a picture of myself as a shivering whole mind with trembling hands and a battered i wasn't. with that there's no there's a law against assault when physical abuse occurs three times in my case it was many more. i only realize that something's happened after i've already done it it's just a few seconds. sometimes up to he had a few drinks record everything that happened when i engineered it without understanding this was violence i thought it was accidental but i just black out

and that's it i don't understand what i'm doing i just want to rip everything up popped. up i'm happy to see you all here today we're going to perform a group task that involves drawing it's called my dream family let's draw a house together me to you and you two you'll be joining windows seven to draw a roof. daddy didn't like noise very much they were terrified of him will kill let them come out to eat but didn't let me sometimes they would bring me something to eat hidden in their sleeves was slice of bread or some water we had a bottle to water flowers and i drank out of it. so much oh my first when i would walk down the hall and a man was walking behind me i felt scared the kid shrank back became instantly afraid that mommy was going to have a boo boo boo he always hit my head so that there wouldn't be any bruises i had a severe retitle detachment they operated on me eight times now i have minus twenty

vision in my left eye you can blind in my right eye. witnesses i decided to leave when he emptied a kettle of boiling water on me and i realized that there was no reason to take any for the risks it didn't matter whether or not i died i worried that the children would be left without a mom. we gathered all our papers i had only about ten dollars in my pocket and we left without a place to go. we didn't take any clothes or bags we just left. it there what do i do what you. know we're having a conversation. you know what do you want to eat. she didn't really give me roll call they want me to say something.

and you know those are my life wasn't easy but i had a place to run away to because my mother father brother and all my relatives were in rest on don where i lived got married and gave birth to my children i mean i could call a taxi come out in my sleep and go but. when i imagine my first husband. they fell madly in love with. me very much too when i was admitted to the maternity hospital for observation she got frostbite on his ear because he was talking to me on the phone to. my family used to say if you can the lot of each other so much it's impossible to laugh so much you should think about the baby but we couldn't leave without one another we cried. and then i don't even know what happened. was our first child was about just started school my husband took all the money that we had saved and trying to way. i asked him why

did you do that explain it to me. and he hit me for that he hit me hard he beat me so many times but i kept going back to him i left him only after living together it was probably a man to happen this way. i actually think that both of us are to blame. neither of us wanted to give any ground we had those never ending fights on a daily basis it's as simple as that what we should have done is gather our wits and think about who should shut them out first a little. more but we didn't do that. during the last months that we were living together i used to go straight home from work without any intention of fighting thinking i would just ignore her but once i

came home she would do something for my sickly she just started irritating me in some way. i would just keep my mouth shut instead of talking to her and when she saw that she tried to push me even more and then we would start fighting. even his her twice under a shamed of that. i heard awful screams from my kids i ran in there and saw their father choking a kitten that already had a blue tongue and nose i immediately pried his hands off the kitten and in the instant i found myself at the bottom of the stairs. i came round to a very peculiar scene. my husband was literally one. being his bare feet on my face. and saying. how do you like that you piece of crap was just out for the kids and and now you're going to be the one who

dies. i was outraged on the inside and i said to myself how dare you wipe your feet on me and that was the turning point. that some people say that when it happens it's like the curtain falls over here. i just don't understand anything anymore oh boy kato was my face. and even i was scared of what i'd done. she was bleeding like it was he. was covered in blood understood but i didn't understand where he is a. i decided to kill myself i took sixty sleeping pills and ended up having am a nice child and i couldn't bring my opera and lower jaws together i mean i

couldn't close my mouth at all the polls. show i was in another place in the state of a person who's committed suicide it's. that there was just darkness filled with that called chilling terror that i thought would never go away so. i could only see the eyes of my children looking and man asking mommy why what is going to happen charts now why did you do that mom still just mom. can the littles they don't turn us in the intensive care unit somehow managed to revive me. prayer book and him no rate and all slavonic got on my knees and started my training the prayers from my mouth that wouldn't shut up and than a miracle happened was my mouth closed. there must have been

a reason why they revived me and that's why i decided to establish the center where people in a bad situation and those without a place to go can come. here is some aid. and shoes from rest of. you don't take anything when you run away you just run when the chance of. good quality here's just some things with selena where stuff like this or this will fit yvonne will be a present for his birthday. the buddies. called me herself she came here with two kids and stayed with us she was frightened she was afraid that he would find her even here. it's our little yvonne's first day to day he's three years old we're having our own little part. is they make you

wish we all have one wish to have our own home. he was hit with selena first she is our daughter when he came to visit me in his defense i was stunned between my husband and my child i got smacked too. once she accidentally broke eric's when she was helping him carry them into the kitchen he kept jab in harry in the face with the back. yeah i wasn't. i saw the result of the song left take a in your face was covered in neg. short shall we rehash. what more is happened as happened let's go hey chalk let's find the forest inhabitants and ask them what happened i say is a donkey when i was pregnant with ron he started beating me too i went to the

doctor with bruises she saw that i had gotten daisy and fall and i was embarrassed to tell but i should have said it straight away otherwise they wouldn't believe am i supposed to take my two kids leave my has been to live in a shelter one hour so happen is easy when every kid has their own home right. it's a big wall and no good to go and no enemies this is my around. crying don't cry i know i'm tired of crying too don't cry that. my name is but damn but. i ask everyone who sees this radio.

by the way to call me or contact me through other means. you can find me on social networks my ex-wife's name is. please also speak to the children's father. hear me out listen to what i think about the situation. she's taken the position of a woman who's been insulted because being hunted down and suffering he resents her husband is a maniac and a tyrant i'm a normal and responsible father. but i was on a business trip abroad and i wasn't even home. and mom decided to film the kids playing. crow to the balcony recently now do what you are told to the balcony so interestingly enough because she made this video right before the court hearing to take away my custody of the kids when she was accusing me of beating my own kids

why aren't you doing what you were told. i can say one thing she had very different expectations of this marriage before i have text messages from her which she clearly says i'm fed up with your unsettled life your dirty and dusty rust off. about it but when i came to the rented flat she lived in the first floor of a two story building and i could only see my kids through a window. say hi hi. when did i last almost a month ago now we have to talk to the wind. they don't let me go anywhere not to begin to guide you to school you know where. what are you doing neal why would you wake our shame on you she was sleeping i was talking to your shame on you to go to kindergarten hello is this the police report or the i reached my limit when i kept calling the police and they did nothing to

when my husband became in control you know what he felt that he could do anything because nobody was going to stop him and i don't have a father in law enforcement didn't do anything this thought i was a bad mouth and him actually was what i do that is the principal it's not a particularly pleasant experience for me. what's the point of me making up lies about my husband. is it your birthday yvonne them to ski into rabbit is three years smile more often and everything will be great. i think. that. was so. nice that well yeah i need to be how three i hope that he doesn't have to get shots.

this is for yvonne to toy train i can do it so i can even middle of this i don't have her address i. i . big bucks but. we're going to do the job did you know the price is the only industry specifically mentioned in the constitution and. that's because a free and open press is critical to our democracy which albers. in fact the single biggest threat facing our nation today is the corporate takeover of our government and across several we've been hydrogen why a handful of powerful transnational corporations will profit by destroying what our founding fathers once told us my job market and on this show we reveal the big

picture of what's actually going on in the world if we go beyond identifying the problem try and rational debate and a real discussion of critical issues facing america to find the book deal ready to join the movement then welcome to the big picture. i would bet that. a society that case i think corporation kind of can. do and the banks are trying to put all that all about money and have a fashion effect for politicians write the laws and regulations that banks are coming up. there is just too much rat today's society. that.

pleasure to have you with us here on our team today i wore sushi. bits of wood and he hit me again today three times in the shoulder with his fists in a once in my head just because i said don't shout just one more and i hate him once the next time why didn't they leave him when he raised his hand the first time it was an actor were two thousand and three two months after our wedding. when i asked her if that's jana do love him why won't you leave him and she laughed no. our love

ended after the wedding. you know one time she said to me mom i have a concussion because i fell down and i asked where did you fall down i slipped and fell and i said did you really fall yes i fell on bloody marys faced. she never complained to me you know well the first i felt male solidarity with him i'm a man he's a man i thought he doesn't have issues with his wife his character is different than my will so i more or less took his side and then he bases are all i went to him and asked why what's wrong with you. and i know that if i swear to somebody until i die and that's what he said i swear i won't lay a finger on her ever again and she never told me about anything like this again. i

should pack and leave but something keeps me here yeah i'm probably scared to change my life but i can't tolerate debuts because it can cripple me besides i have nowhere to go to parents but this is now forever. and she was also worried that people would judge her why how could she divorced him people it's always people. she had an operation but she already had swelling in her brain. the doctor said it's too late we couldn't save her or it's very hard. oh damn they say time heals that's not true we will be only deepens the sorrow.

if we console ourselves with the fact that we still have. even if we have memories of a mobile you are a member her name and her daughter will remember it happened to us. yet you like to believe that she's seeing you. like that i wonder well now i feel yet a youth of mash coming here last stand lasted b.t.h. and he loved. my other activities mama b. yes yes. but he just had to tell mom. it's cold today right yes what did you put on you go you know why i know it will only do the court case got tossed around everywhere. for

a month had passed when the investigator called me in and said sign here and i'll send it to the court sure yet it turned out that he'd attached to sheets from behind. me after i'd signed it did i ask what is he charged with. involuntary manslaughter after i change the charges and that's it. you're looking. ahead intending cattle in the summer and then he was back. he behaved to see was in the right he walked with us had probably held high he came to court with bottles of champagne he was so proud and happy we worked for i really used to hate him. now i always take the woman's side one hundred percent of the time not the man's men who abuse women a week. they don't go anywhere in their careers they don't have any special skills

or respect from people when you work they aren't strong enough to fight another man so they attack the most harmless screeches women and kids. they raise their heads against their wives and children but. not right marina i see that you've done your homework the topic was mighty no world . before joining the center i felt like a tortoise and a shelf bob i mean i was totally closed to the world i was preoccupied with pain. grief all negative things how do you feel about this person at the moment what i pity him why because i really feel sorry for him he's unable to smile wake up in the morning look out the window and see the blue sky the sun and be happy about it but now we know how to be happy about it and finally we say zone that's dedicated to the future and if somebody asked me a year and

a half ago if i wanted to get married again at that time i would have said no i don't want to but now i probably consider this option. my city a place where the violence happens when you let it happen but i wouldn't allow anybody to abuse me anymore i simply won't let it happen again because it's like saying i ran into him completely by accident we were going to the clinic when he turned up and grabbed a policeman i had an umbrella in my bag and i started hitting him with it he just blinked his eyes you know all these abusers who beat women by cowards they get scared when the woman fights back. one more go a lot of women think they can change men you are there's no way you can change them but it's useless. when a man raises his head and no woman should. run from him while i live with an idiot. it's better to be a good. mistress only three idiots why are you what.

did your husband call you or come to visit. i have hallucinations we were having a stroll and it seems like dad the head of us were around in the opposite direction really like a person was approaching and you mistook someone else for i don't know maybe. rights that he's looking for us that he was just being bad mouth to the kid right some a gate and it's you who cannot stop this from french people like him can get energy from nature from god they saw a cup and energy from other people. bless our food oh lord in the name of the father the son and the holy spirit come and. pass the bread

please. and i've been leaving was my second husband for five years now he's a person sent to me from haven't because he doesn't drink doesn't smoke. so chantel he really leaves out my soul he knows how to calm me down so it's going to receive a very in for as old woman this is because of the burden of age and us and problems that often come solid when i'm tired. and then he simply comes up to me and says what's wrong my little girl. just what's up my darling come down you shouldn't get so worked out like that. when she takes me awake abbess with the. and it works. i'm glad that i left before it was too late not waiting until i died because i know that a lot of women die at the hands of man like that. in general relationships are

complicated maybe things like that are a part of human nature things like these. but people live together they love each other and then this stupid stuff starts. somebody didn't wash a dish somebody didn't add salt to the soup somebody had problems with work came home and flew off the handle or the wall of religious loved ones will always feel give up. on the thorn and then totally always calls me when he feels really bad but most one time he stayed the night in the center with the kids he got to like in the shelters. and sad you know wives you can't even imagine. i want you how. little she stares plastering the walls and he fell in love was one of our single mothers. he took her in her child to live with him at his house and

the rest of on dog. and now it turns out that i'm excited i left him that he was bizarre. how are you find. going of course he just can't stand it. to miss her. sure it's not fun living alone i come home seized by some wild fear so i just go outside for a walk so it was freezing outside twenty degrees below zero but i'd do anything just to avoid going back home. you know i think if it wasn't for you i would have been able to set up the center will pick you up one of them quickly. seems that my dream to help people came true because of this pain. we had the most somehow i think that the moral of this story is that everybody should think about his or her

own actions. and never shift responsibility to the other person that. came by feel bad or cheer ask god last year.

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