we realize that something's happened after i've already done it it's just a few seconds. sometimes up to he had a few drinks he'd say i want blood. you should go to the emergency room and doctor would record everything that happened with the interior it without understanding this was a fire i thought it was accidental but i just blackout and that's it i don't understand what i'm doing i just want to read everything apart. i'm happy to see you all here today we're going to perform a group task that involves drawing it's called my dream family let's draw a house together me to you and you to be drawing windows to draw a roof. daddy didn't like noise very much what they were terrified of him will kill let them come out to eat but didn't let me sometimes they would bring me something to eat hidden in their sleeves was slice of bread or some water we had

a bottle to water flowers and i drank out of it. so much oh my first when i would walk down the hall at a man was walking behind me i felt scared the kid shrank back became instantly afraid that mommy was going to have a google he always hit my head so that there wouldn't be any bruises i had a severe retitle detachment they operated on me eight times now i have minus twenty vision in my left eye gone blind in my right eye. witnesses i decided to leave when he emptied a kettle of boiling water on me. i realized that there was no reason to take any for the risks it didn't matter whether or not i died i worried that the children would be left without a mom. we gathered all our peepers i had only about ten dollars in my pocket and we left without a place to go. we didn't take any clothes or bags we just left. it there what do i do what you.

know we're having a conversation. you know what do you want to eat. she made me roll call they want me to say something. you know those are my life wasn't easy but i had a place to run away to because my mother father brother and all my relatives were in rest on don where i live to get married and gave birth to my children i mean i could call a taxi come out in my sleep and go but. when i imagine my first husband. they fell madly in love with. me very much too when i was admitted to the maternity hospital for observation she got frostbite on his ear because he was talking to me on the fall and. my family used to say if you can the

lot of each other so much it's impossible to laugh so much you should think about the baby but we couldn't leave without one another we cried. and then i don't even know what happened. was our first child was about just started school when my husband took all the money that we had saved and drank it away. i asked him why did you do that explain it to me. and he hated me for that he hit me hard he beat me so many times but i kept going back to him i left him only after living together it was probably a mad to happen this way. i actually think that both of us are to blame. neither of us wanted to give any ground we had those never ending fights on a daily basis it's as simple as that what we should have done is gather our wits

and think about who should shut their mouth first a little. more but we didn't do that. during the last months that we were living together i used to go straight home from work without any intention of thinking i would just ignore her but once i came home she would do something from basically she just started irritating me in some way. i would just keep my mouth shut instead of talking to her and when she saw that she tried to push me even more and then we would start fighting. even here's a twice i'm very ashamed of that. i heard all four screams from my kids i ran in there and saw their father choking the kitten that already had a blue tongue and nose i immediately pried his hands off the kitten and in the instant i found myself at the bottom of the stairs. i came round to

a very curious scene where my husband was literally wiping his bare feet on my face. and saying. how do you like that you. are just out for the kids in and now you are going to be the one who dies. i was outraged on the inside and i said to myself how dare you wipe your feet on me and that was the turning point. well some people say that when it happens it's like a curtain falls over you. i just don't understand anything anymore was like a tour was my face. and even i was scared of what i'd done. she was bleeding

like i was he. was covered in blood a bunch to but i didn't understand where he is a. year since i decided to kill myself i took sixty sleeping pills and adopt having a mini stroke and i couldn't bring my apre lower jaws together i mean i couldn't close my mouth at all. yo i was in another place in the state of a person who's committed suicide. but there was just darkness filled with it called chilling terror that i thought would never go away so. i could only see the eyes of my children looking at man us canes mommy why what is going to happen in charge now why did you do that mom and step mom.

can go they don't turn us in the intensive care unit somehow managed to revive me. prayer book and him no rate and all this lavani got on my knees and started my training the prayers from my mouth that was shot and than a miracle happened it was my mouth closed. so there must have been a reason why they revived me and that's why i decided to establish the center of way people in a bad situation and those without a place to go can come. here is some. clothes and shoes from rest of. you don't take anything when you run away you just run when the chance of. good quality is dissin things with selena where stuff like this or this will fit yvonne

will be a present for his birthday. but he's. called me herself she came here with two kids and stayed with us she was frightened she was afraid that he would find her even here. it's our little yvonne's birthday today he's three years old we're having our own little part. is they make you wish we'll have one wish to have our own home. he was huge with selena first she is our daughter when he came to visit me in his defense i was stunned between my husband and my child i got smacked too. once she accidentally broke erik's when she was helping him carry her into the kitchen he kept jab in harry in the face with the back. i wasn't. i saw the result of the song left hurricane her face was covered in neg. short shall we rehash.

what more is to happen as happened let's go hedgehog let's find the forest inhabitants and ask them what happened they say is a donkey when i was pregnant with one he started beating me too i went to the doctor with bruises she saw that i had gotten daisy and fall and i was embarrassed to tell but i should have said it straight away otherwise they wouldn't believe am i supposed to take my two kids leave my husband and live in a shelter oh i just so happen is a is when every kid has their own home right. it's a big wall and no good to go and no enemies this is my route.

crying don't cry i know i'm tired of crying too don't cry that. my name is but. i ask everyone who sees this video. by the way to call me or contact me through other means. you can find me on social networks my ex-wife's name is. please also speak to the children's father. hear me out listen to what i think about the situation. she's taken the position of a woman who's been insulted but who's being hunted down and suffering he resents her husband is a maniac and a tyrant i'm a normal and responsible father. i was on

a business trip abroad i wasn't even home. and mom decided to film the kids playing . crow to the balcony recently now do what you are told to the balcony but interestingly enough because she made this video right before the court hearing to take away my custody of the kids when she was accusing me of beating my own kids why aren't you doing what you're told. i can say one thing she had very different expectations of this marriage but i have text messages for which she clearly says i'm fed up with your unsettled life your dirty and dusty rust off. but when i came to the rented flat she lived in the first floor of a two story building and i could only see my kids through a window. and say hi hi. when did i last almost a month ago now we have to talk to the wind. they don't let me

go anywhere not to begin to guide to. where. what are you doing neal why would you wait half shame on you she was sleeping i was talking to your shame on you to go to kindergarten hello is this the police report or the i reached my limit when i kept calling the police and they did nothing to when my husband became in control you know what he felt that he could do anything because nobody was going to stop him and i don't have a father in law enforcement didn't do anything with this thought i was a bad mouth and him why would i do that is the principal it's not a particularly pleasant experience for me. so what's the point of me making up lies about my husband. is it your birthday ryan then this kid a rabbit is three years smile more often and everything will be great. i

was. but that. was it. that matters that hurt yes i knew when to find to be how three i hope that he doesn't have to get shots. this is for the toy train i can't do it so i can't even militant is i don't have their address . i i. i . place it was terrible they come up very hard to take a plunge again to play along here there's

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to france we travel in search of the song little knowledge on stage we've got the future covered. right to see. her street. and i think you're. going to. be in the. one. i'm marinating in the financial world moves. act to governments have a nonstarter sit it out on the take not go to bed the truth not going to get it in life there are blue and there are both.

bits of wood and he hit me again today three times in the shoulder with this dinner once in my head and just because i said don't shout what a moron i hate him when's the next time and why didn't they leave him when he raised his hand the first time it was an act over two thousand and three two months after our wedding. when i asked her if there's jenna do love her why won't you leave him and she left no. our love ended after the wedding. you know one time she said to me mom i have concussion because i fell down and i asked where did you fall down i slipped and fell and i said did you really fall yes i fell on bloody marys faced. she never complained to me about. the first i felt male solidarity with him i'm

a man he's a man i thought doesn't have issues with his wife his character is different than my will so i more or less took his side and then he basically router i went to him and asked why what's wrong with you. and i know that if i swear to somebody until i die and that's what he said i swear i won't lay a finger on her ever again and she never told me about anything like this again. i should pack and leave but something keeps me here yeah i'm probably scared to change my life but i can't tolerate debuts because it can cripple me decides i have nowhere to go to parents but this is now forever. and she was also worried that people would judge her why how could she divorced him people it's always people.

that actually had an operation but she already had swelling in her brain. the doctor said it's too late we couldn't save her or it's very hard. they say time heals that's not true we will be only deepens the sorrow but we console ourselves with the fact that we still have lada. we have memorise a mobile you are a member her name and her daughter will remember it out to us. yet you like to believe that she's the senior school i think that i learned there are such yet a useful mash and english last stand masterpiece d.h. and he loved. my other activity mama yes yes.

but you get. my point. it's cold today right yes what did you put on you go you know why not well only if you know the court case got tossed around everywhere. for a month had passed when the investigator called me in and said sign here and i'll send it to the court sure yet it turned out that he had attached to shapes from behind only after i'd signed it did i ask what is he charged with. involuntary manslaughter after i change the charges and that's it. you're looking. ahead intending cattle in the summer and then he was back. he behaved tissue was in the right he walked with this head proudly held high he

came to court with bottles of champagne he was so proud and happy we were pretty i really started dating. you know by now i always take the woman's side one hundred percent of the time not the man's men who abuse women a week. they don't go anywhere in their careers they don't have any special skills or respect from people when you work they aren't strong enough to fight another man so they attack the most harmless screeches women and kids. they raise their heads against their wives and children would. not write marina i see that you've done your homework the topic was mighty no world . before joining the center i felt like a tortoise and a shelf bob i mean i was totally closed to the world i was preoccupied with pain.

grief all negative things how do you feel about this person at the moment what i pity him why because i really feel sorry for him he's unable to smile wake up in the morning look out the window and see the blue sky the sun and be happy about it but now we know how to be happy about it and finally we says oh and that's to dictated to the future if somebody asked me a year and a half ago if i wanted to get married again at that time i would have said no i don't want to but now i probably consider this option must see a place where the violence happens when you let it happen i wouldn't allow anybody to abuse me anymore i simply won't let it happen again of course it's like saying i ran into him completely by accident we were going to the clinic when he turned up and grabbed a policeman i had an umbrella in my bag and i started hitting him with it he just blinked his eyes you know all these abusers who beat women by cowards they get

scared when the woman fights back. well morgan a lot of women think they can change men you are there's no way you can change them but it's useless. when a man raises his head and no woman should. run from him while i live with an idiot. it's better to be a good. mistress only three idiots why are you what. planet did your husband call you or come to visit. i have hallucinations we were having a stroll and it seems like dad the head of us were around in the opposite direction really like a person was approaching you mistook someone else for i don't know maybe. writes

that he's looking for us but he was just being bad mouth to the fame kid right some agape and it's you who cannot stop this from french people like him can get energy from nature from god they saw a cup and energy from other people. bless our food oh lord in the name of the father the son and the holy spirit come and. pass the bread please. and i've been leaving was my second husband for five years now he's a person's son to me from haven't because he doesn't dream. he really leaves my soul well he knows how to calm me down so it's going to receive a very in for as old woman this is because of the burden of age and us and problems that often come solid when i'm tired. and then he simply comes up to me and says

what's wrong my little girl. that's what's up my darling come down you should get so worked out like that. when she takes me awake of this with the. and it works. i'm glad that i left before it was too late not waiting until i died because i know that a lot of women die at the hands of man like that. in general relationships are complicated and maybe things like that are a part of human nature things like these. but they believe together they love each other and then this stupid stuff starts. somebody didn't wash a dish somebody didn't add salt to the soup somebody had problems with work came home and flew off the handle. of the religious loved ones will always figure if it's. on the thorn my mom told me it always calls me when he feels really

bad but most one time he stayed the night in the center with the kids he got to like in the shelters. you know wives you can't even imagine. i want you how. little she stares plastering the walls and he fell in love was one of our single mothers. he took her in her child to live with him at his house and the rest before dawn. and now it turns out that i'm excited i left him that he was dissolved. higher than tori how are you fine. and of course he just can't stand it. to miss her. sure it's not fun living alone i come home seized by some wild fear so i just go outside for a walk so it was freezing outside twenty degrees below zero but i do anything just

to avoid going back home. you know i think if it wasn't for you i would have been able to set up the center will pick you up one of them quick you must get seems that my dream to help people came true because of this pain. we had to must somehow i think that the moral of this story is that everybody should think about his or her own actions. and never shift responsibility to the other person that. came by feel bad or cheer asked god last year.

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