while here today we're going to perform a group task that involves drawing it's called my dream family let's draw a house together and you to do the drawing windows draw a roof. well you know she daddy didn't like noise very much they were terrified of him will kill let them come out to eat but didn't let me sometimes they would bring me something to eat hidden in their sleeves was slice of bread or some water we had a bottle to water flowers and i drank out of it. so much oh my first one i would walk down a hall and a man was walking behind me i felt scared the kid shrank back became instantly afraid that mommy was going to have a google he always hit my head so that there wouldn't be any bruises i had a severe retitle detachment they operated on me eight times now i have minus twenty vision in my left eye can blind in my right eye. witnesses i decided to leave when he emptied a kettle of boiling water on me and i realised that there was no reason to take any

for the risks it didn't matter whether or not i died i worried that the children would be left without a mom. we gathered all our papers i had only about ten dollars in my pocket and we left without a place to go. didn't take any clothes or bags we just left. it there what do i do what you. know we're having a conversation. you know what do you want to eat. can you roll call they want me to say something. and you know those are my life wasn't easy but i had a place to run away to because my mother father brother and all my relatives were in rest on don where i lived got married and gave birth to my children i mean i

could call a taxi come out in my sleep and go but. when i imagine my first husband. they fell madly in love with. me very much too. when i was admitted to the maternity hospital for observation she got frostbite on his ear because he was talking to me on the phone to. my family used to say you can't a lot of each other so much it's impossible to laugh so much you should think about the baby but we couldn't leave without one another we cried. and then i don't even know what happened. was our first child was about just started school my husband took all the money that we had saved and trying to way. i asked him why did you do that explain it to me. and he hated me for that he hit me hard he beat me so many times but i kept going back to him i left him only after living together

he was probably a man trap and the so i. actually think that both of us are to blame. neither of us wanted to give any ground we had those never ending fights on a daily basis it's as simple as that what we should have done is gather our wits and think about who should shut their mouth first a little. more but we didn't do that. during the last months we were living together i used to go straight home from work without any intention of thinking i would just ignore her but once i came home she would do something from basically she just started irritating me in some way. i would just keep my mouth shut instead of talking to her and when she saw that she tried to push me even more and then we would start fighting. even his her twice

under is shamed of that. i heard all four screams from my kids i ran in there and saw their father choking the kitten that already had a blue tongue and nose i'm media three pride his hands off the kitten and in the instant i found myself at the bottom of the stairs. i came around to a very peculiar scene where my husband was literally one. being his bare feet on my face. and saying. this love how do you like that you piece of crap was just out for the kids then and now you're going to be the one who dies. i was outraged on the inside and i said to myself how dare you wipe your feet on me and that was the turning

point and. some people say that when it happens it's like the curtain falls over you. i just don't understand anything anymore oh boy kato was my face. and even i was scared of what i'd done or she was bleeding like i was he. was covered in blood understood but i didn't understand where his a. was i decided to kill myself i took sixty sleeping pills and ended up having a mini stroke and i couldn't bring my opera and lower jaws together i mean i couldn't close my mouth at all the polls. show i was in another place in the state of a person has committed suicide it's. that there was just darkness filled with that

called chilling terror that i thought would never go away so. i could only see the eyes of my children looking and man asking mommy why what is going to happen charts now why did you do have mom still mom. can the walls they don't turn us in the intensive care unit somehow managed to revive me. here's a prayer book and himno great and all the slavonic got on my knees and started monitoring the prayers from my mouth that wouldn't shut up and than a miracle happened it was my mouth closed. there must have been a reason why they revived me and that's why i decided to use tablets the center way people in a bad situation and those without a place to go can come. here

is some aid clothes and shoes from rest of. you don't take anything when you run away you just run when the chance of. good quality years distant things with selena where stuff like this or this will fit yvonne will be a present for his birthday. parties. called me herself she came here with two kids and stayed with us she was frightened she was afraid that he would find her even here. it's our little yvonne's first it's a day he's three years old we're having our own little parts. as they make a wish we all have one wish to have our own home. he was huge with selena first she is our daughter when he came to visit his defense i was stunned

between my husband and my child i got smacked too. once she accidentally broke eric's when she was helping him carry them into the kitchen he kept jab in harry in the face with the back. i wasn't. i saw the result of the song left take a in her face was covered a neg. short shall we rehash. what more is happened this happened let's go hedgehog let's find the forest inhabitants and ask them what happened i say it's a donkey when i was pregnant with one he started beating me too i went to the doctor with bruises she saw that i had gotten daisy and fall and i was embarrassed to tell but i should have said it straight away otherwise they wouldn't believe am i supposed to take my turn to leave my husband and live in

a shelter one also happen is a is when every kid has their own home right. it's a big wall and no good to go and no enemies this is my route. crying don't cry i know i'm tired of crying too don't cry that. my name is but. i ask everyone who sees this video. by the way to call me or contact me through other means. you can find me on social networks my ex-wife's name is. please also speak to the children's father

hear me out listen to what i think about the situation. she's taken the position of a woman who's been insulted because being hunted down and suffering. i will not resent her husband as a maniac and a tyrant i'm a normal and responsible father. i was on a business trip abroad i wasn't even home. and mom decided to film the kids play. protruded balcony with selena and do what you are told to the balcony so interestingly enough because she made this video right before the court hearing to take away my custody of the kids when she was accusing me of beating my own kids why aren't you doing what you're told. i can say one thing she had very different expectations of this marriage but i have text messages from her which she clearly says i'm fed up with your unsettled life your dirty and dusty rust off.

by that but when i came to the rented flat she lived in the first floor of a two story building and i could only see my kids through a window. and say hi hi. when did i last almost a month ago now we have to talk to the wind. they don't let me go anywhere not to guide you to school where. what are you doing neal why would you wait cast shame on you she was sleeping i was talking to her shame on you go to kindergarten hello is this the police report or the i reached my limit when i kept calling the police and they did nothing to let my husband became in control you know what he felt that he could do anything because nobody was going to stop him. i don't have a father in law enforcement didn't do anything this thought i was

a bad mouth and him why would i do that is the principal it's not a particularly pleasant experience for me. so what's the point of me making up lies about my husband. is it your birthday iran then this kid a rabbit is three years his smile more often and everything will be great. i was. but that. was it wasn't that nice rather well yeah i knew when to find to be how thing i hope that he doesn't have to get shots. this is for yvonne the toy train i can't do it so i can't even melody cause i don't have her address i. i

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. certainly tony blair has benefited from war and deaths and he told the destroyed iraq and he's calling for a rainbow rag and i did a little back of the are blocked out elation i figured that for every dead puke a soldier in iraq it all had about twenty five thousand pounds to tony blair's retirement. but all told him all languages or what are all only react to situations i haven't read the reports for i'm likely to put in the no i will leave them to stay current a comment on your latter point among to say to secure a car is all your dog can know god. they do no more weasel words. when you vain a direct question are you prepared for

a change when you have to punish the really for a bad. freedom of speech means little down to freedom to question. bits would he hit me again today three times in the shoulder with this this tin once in my head just because i said don't shout what a moron i hate him once the next time why didn't i we've him when he raised his hand the first time it was an actor were two thousand and three two months after our wedding. when i asked her that shana do you love him why would she leave him and she laughed no. our love ended after the wedding. you know one time she said to me mom i have concussion because i fell down and i asked where did you fall down i slipped and fell and i said did you really fall yes i fell on bloody marys

faced. she never complained to me about well at first i felt male solidarity with him i'm a man he's a man i thought doesn't have issues with his wife his character is different than my will so i more or less took his side and then he basic problem i went to him and asked why what's wrong with you. and i know that if i swear to somebody until i die and that's what he said i swear i won't lay a finger on her ever again and she never told me about anything like this again. i should pack and leave but something keeps me here yeah i'm probably scared to change my life but i can't tolerate debuts because it can cripple me decides i have nowhere to go to parents but this is now forever. and she was also worried

that people would judge her lie how could she divorced him people it's always people. that actually had an operation but she already had swelling in her brain. the doctor said it's too late we couldn't save her or if it's very hard. or damage they say time heals that's not true we will be only deepens the sorrow but we console ourselves with the fact that we still have. we have memories of a mobile you were a member her name and her daughter will remember it happened to us. yes it's my life to believe that that is the senior. that

i learned their luck i feel yet a youthful mash. of like the last stand lasted b.t.h. and he loved. my other activities mom of b. yes yes. but he never did that do the mom. it's cold today right yes what did you put on you go you know why not well only if you know the court case got tossed around everywhere. for a month had passed when the investigator called me in and said sign here and i'll send it to the court sure yet it turned out that he had attached to sheets from behind. me after i'd signed it did i ask what is he charged with. involuntary manslaughter after i change the charges and that's it.

you're looking. ahead intending cattle in the summer and then he was back. he behaved to see was in the right he walked with this head probably held high he came to court with bottles of champagne he was so proud and happy we worked for i really started. now i always take the woman's side one hundred percent of the time not the man's men who abuse women a week. they don't go anywhere in their careers they don't have any special skills or respect from people when you work they aren't strong enough to fight another man so they attack the most harmless screeches women and kids. they raise their heads against their wives and children but.

not right marina i see that you've done your homework the topic was mighty no world . before joining the center i felt like a tortoise and a shelf bob i mean i was totally closed to the world i was preoccupied with pain siddur in this grief all negative things how do you feel about this person at the moment what i pity him why because i really feel sorry for him he's unable to smile wake up in the morning look up the window and see the blue sky the sun and be happy about it but now we know how to be happy about it and finally we say zone that's to decatur to the future if somebody asked me a year and a half ago if i wanted to get married again at that time i would have said no i don't want to but now i probably consider this option. my city of. violence happens when you let it happen but i wouldn't allow anybody to abuse me anymore i simply won't let it happen again of the way we're supposed to it's

like saying i ran into him completely by accident we were going to the clinic when he turned up and grabbed a policeman i had an umbrella in my bag and i started hitting him with it he just blinked his eyes you know all these abusers who beat women by cowards they get scared when the woman fights back. margo a lot of women think they can change men through it is no way you can change them but it's useless. when a man raises his head and no woman should. run from him while i live with an idiot. it's better to be a good. mistress only three idiots why are you what. did your husband call you or come to visit. i have hallucinations we were having

a stroll and it seems like dad the head of us were around in the opposite direction really like a person was approaching and you missed it someone else for i don't know maybe he was writes that he's looking for us that he was just being by canals to the. right some a gate and it's you who cannot stop this from french people like him can get energy from nature from god they saw a cup and energy from other people. bless our food oh lord in the name of the father the son and the holy spirit come and. pass the bread please. and i've been living with my second husband for five years now he's a person sent to me from have and because he doesn't train doesn't smoke. he really leaves out my soul well he knows how to calm me down so it's going to

receive a very in for as old woman this is because of the burden of age and as i'm probably said often comes out when i'm tired. and then he simply comes up to me and says let's roll my little girl. what's up my darling come down you should get so worked out like that. when he takes me awake abbess with the. and it works. i'm glad that i left before it was too late not waiting until i died because i know that a lot of women die at the hands of man like that. in general relationships a complicated maybe things like that are a part of human nature things like these. that people live together they love each other and then this stupid stuff starts. somebody didn't wash a dish somebody didn't add salt to the soup somebody had problems with work came

home and flew off the handle because the local religious loved ones will always figure if it's. on the thorny monotonically always calls me when he feels really bad at most one time he stayed the night in the center with the kids he got to like in the shelters. you know wives you can't even imagine. i want you how. little she stares plastering the walls and he fell in love was one of our single mothers. he took her in her child to live with him at his house in the us the one dog. and now it turns out that i'm excited i left him with me was bizarre. how are you fine. and of course he just can't stand it.

to miss her. sure it's not fun living alone i come home seized by some wild fear so i just go outside for a walk so it was freezing outside twenty degrees below zero but i do anything just to avoid going back home. you know i think if it wasn't for you i would have been able to set up the center will pick you up one of them quickly. seems that my dream to help people came true because of this pain. we had to must somehow i think that the moral of this story is that everybody should think about his or her own actions. and never shift responsibility to the other person that. came by feel bad or cheer asked god last year.

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