when she was nine years old. graduation day and i was accosted i just laid there i thought it was my dad and i was using addiction so i honestly thought it was him and i didn't know until that person that left the room and i got out and looked out the window and the person who was driving the live who are true to. you know. i was tied up. for. my life saying. he let me be who i wanted to. be. left behind.

not only will. really. help which some. people. may feel. like you grew from but heard. i think just to. read on. this sounds like nothing ok if

it should be you know like it is being and as a truth is what happens and for me it was eight years old. moon city years old has sure been bringing soon boxing and fun drawing life and watching this. until one old man all the sudden. in down in cornwall. angry will what's its rate as a child you don't understand. as a child. in here you die. you die early in the year. you know. and someone says. you know little boy you know. your mouth you know. you don't do that force you to do threaten you threaten you family and all.

you know to take your clothes into force you. to subject you. to be in. the toy you know it's. just a stuff just nice to start you know. quiet for. about thirty years after sixteen years of service started breaking i realized. i was not happy if you said that most affected my life why when i was thirteen years off my eyes not twenty twenty five. that's the first time i disclosed to my mom and dad i let it take you to come out of it. a long time . probably. because i don't know if dana. as for. my secret thirty years i'm

here for you. when you show them our salute. you go what three years same as mine. today i walk in solidarity with those who feel isolated by the shame of being a victim of sexual abuse the shame that is not theirs to bear the one that their buz are with plenty of time for reflection they can't help but think of the case involving jerry sandusky. if you know. how pedophiles get into organizations. then you automatically know. jerry sandusky was guilty you know it's that simple in one thousand nine hundred eighty eight a mother confronts you about taking a shower with her son and inappropriately touching him to detectives easy on our

conversations with you and you admit that maybe your private parts touched her son what happened there. i can't exactly recall what was said there get yourself in a position of authority you your self in this process and then this guy took it to the next level and created a charity of all these. kids what about mike mcqueary the grad assistant who in two thousand and two walked into the shower where he says in specific detail that you were forcibly raping a boy who appeared to be ten or eleven years old i would say that that's. what would be his motive to lie. you'd have to ask him that i'm going to mcqueary the minute he's so would you just describe the minute he saw what he should be going to the cops didn't think was my gosh. this is part of what i can't believe i've seen

it then he allows themselves to be propagandized into the system you never ask a system the teacher values because the values of the system is always cover up to make the system succeed so what is the pedophile do goes in the showers them with love and takes them places makes them feel important and then once then it's you know are you sexually attracted to young boys to underage boys. am i sexually attracted. sexually attracted you know not i'm sure young people sandusky now says this almost thing they're saying a what world this question you know what was what is you know. going to be if i say no to the boys. that's not the truth because i'm attracted to young people boys girls.

most likely sandusky's lawyer shouting in the background and because we know all. on average once guys like jerry sandusky get caught they have one hundred twenty five victims for ten guys to come out that's pretty significant but there's also fifteen other kids that are still out there. when facing such grim facts it helps to have a monitor. think of a frog we ever see more backwards. to look to the left it can look to the right but it's always moving forward never going back we can learn a lot. day

seven of the walk brings us to the rural countryside of ontario a land where wild life and trees far outnumber people. after racking up another twenty five miles of walking we decide to camp next to a lake and enjoy some down time in the beautiful surroundings. certainly our own attitudes here are two zero zero zero s.

no two thirty zero zero zero zero zero there you go the us but tonight at ten dollars then good luck. oh i tell you we. were ten zero children. or third nurse who overheard this i both have picked other chose search through all of us others sure for our service too far for those groups and organizations should prove our good and do tired o. our citizens do so but he won't hurt us at stern we're there to go to lose our voices or part of whom are very worried for.

during this walk and this journey i heard so many stories some old children being abused you know what. right now i would like to go home and be with my kids and just hug them and protect them. in case you're new to the game this is how it works not the economy is built around corporations corporations run washington washington controls the media the media folks voters elected a businessman to run this country business equals power you must it's not business as usual it's business like it's never been done before. mechanism we've described it used to be for a feed or is she a mule the same you are so the you and me have the same it's not the

company piece of the state is not the dentist to get you a bait but they feed the baby that's it's the big thing about the meter. people. are not ones out. on the fleas off let down one might have snakes on the definitions enough. when seeking out in the. south. and. taking in the eco city south just sounds good docs to give them it and then you're just going to bring. it with a kind. young would be who might be.

good at you know what that beach yeah sounds out. to be just get silly me climbing i love just not enough be deep but let me focus them tokio find it to. keep going didn't. know how. his work was because did it because he didn't seem quite a cultural critic i pulled the premise.

you know everybody just wanted to go for a walk. we all know. this is the biggest epidemic on the planet. and these guys in here. don't believe us. they don't believe this. because it doesn't make the money it doesn't make money and i wish you guys would give the opportunity . to hear the stories that i've heard no justice no nothing and i understand that the next election is in two thousand and fifteen so we've got a couple of years to build up the momentum. to get you really you want to be tough so what is the solution to the sex offenders in the pedophiles we're getting to

a point therapy while they're in jail so when they get out there won't be a friend. i know. this sense is have to be between ten to fifteen years for us to accomplish it but addictions is a byproduct of trying that the right sort of the same deal with the trauma. the cycle will never stop and if we don't deal with the full circle which is the kind of falls if we can help them and get the help that they need then why not to see million survivors of child sex abuse and kim and if we all voted for none of the above. we would win the election right sold. him the same frustrations with. justice. we're going to say then why. except for us no no you here you go but you're going to get rid of it is people look to you guys for

leadership because you're in that position. and so if you talk talk talk talk talk and you don't do any oxer and guess what no leader progress is not always at a rate that anyone who was. going to there i think i would say there's a serial progress toward what i see and what i know as well as the wheels of justice justice that we also want to squeeze through it or slow sometimes. we put it we put some for missions in place to do it through the roof rack really. do try to defend your good as a citizen matter you can do all that or i can the verdicts mean you know what i mean you can do all that stuff and you can assure the court anyway long prison judges are accountable this it's never going to change. it is frustrating. it's important heal yourself first i cannot tell you how important that is and you heal through conversations.

we've got. all these people. and for the last ten days. we've all been through our own personal conversation because too many of us have lived a half of our lives we've lived our lives. we can certainly make the second half of our lives in the second half of our journey very full. and purposeful one by sharing. and having more say she is thank you again. you're the first man ever home does that really. so the people. that. have those kind of. conversations with you. go home and pray for them and pray for their light bulb moment. my pleasure to see much more you don't tell

me that you enjoy it all surely and i want to see. your news priests face a leave you with this if you willing to stick your neck go. make a lot of noise and show at the top of your lungs there's really nothing that can stop you because there are people going to do us that we haven't already been through before right. so we all got stories we all that skeletons in our implausible we're not perfect we're human beings we make mistakes but i can tell you next year when you're talking about victor walk it doesn't necessarily need to be somebody who suffered sexual abuse we can all go on a walk and how moved and safe. seventeen

months after the walk ended a rare victory in the judicial system came in november of two thousand and fourteen when canadian attorney general peter mackay not stood in your shoes but i've stood next to the fiercely. hurt sponsor the passing of bill c. twenty six the tougher penalties and child predators as victims of crime eat eat food and eat it it's a justice system. in january of two thousand and fifteen two months after bill c. twenty six passed a second ruling was made to retain a parson's case this twenty year old was fifteen when he shared the picture of her tape it was spread to classmates and she was bullied until she took her own life in two thousand and thirteen today a judge handed down a twelve month probation. the sentence. is currently under way. serious charges were laid as well as how the justice and health care systems were paid or

the reasons. why. while the canadian justice system remains in the state of disrepair those who. have made definitive change. is found her voice. was there actually for the first time. i was sexually abused as a child. and my world. in fact it kept getting better and better and better after forty years. but i ended up writing. the same. another in the walk. sixteen years old created

a charity to promote healing for survivors i started. playing. and then. i sold them to five dollars apiece and over two years and raised thirty thousand dollars for a little work. but it also gave us the. story of trauma has progressed an incredible. toll. he was. known to be able to. the relationship with my wife is the best it's ever been one thing for sure as i'm moving forward never look him back feel has also been busy

since the walk he teamed up with this therapist kim myself to write the book entitled conversations with a rattlesnake this next one is called route is free so. so also explodes or. writing and performing music has also been cathartic for theo with lyrics it tells where he's been and where he's going these songs are a blueprint for his healing. says. it's. a key thank you. it's still wide twenty fifteen and walkin the victor walk to we're walking from edmonton to calgary this year the journey continues for theo as it does for all of us somedays we are sore tired anxious

depressed scarred it takes courage to keep pushing forward when you're facing so many demons. that's why the vater movement wears orange the color of courage we understand your struggle and celebrate your strength. and while we can't go back and fix the past we can always take heart in knowing we are not alone trauma in childhood effects everyone molding identity and adolescence and shaping our behavior throughout the rest of our lives for this reason it is critical to understand our trauma understand our triggers so we can learn to break free and find our inner peace. it's a spiritual journey in which there is no destination everyone is fighting a battle you know nothing about this suffering may be easy to notice hidden completely or projected on to others but suffering is an aspect of human life that

is inevitable which is why it's important to have the tools to adapt and persevered trauma is the string that ties. all together. upon the culmination of the second victor walk we were allowed the privilege of taking part in an aboriginal ritual and a prayer. later that evening we were invited to witness the final day of their sundance ceremony it was here that he'll receive the title of honorary chief and member of six second nation. today i am on my healing power and living a healthy happy life. i am no longer a victim of sexual abuse or even just a survivor. i am a victor. few

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economic development is all about really pleased to report this quarter we are six point zero. but what do we know about the other figures. when i think back that i see mike do. over twenty million dollars last year more than one thousand times the average wal-mart a says. with all due respect i have to say i don't think that's right. it would. people went from pretty simple financial lives pre nine hundred eighty to the point now where people are. just totally submerged in their financial accounts and they're all in debt and what exactly devoid society. the part of the

government try to do. might be making things worse. by saying this is not work this is. hopelessly dishonest recently roam the knot winds up. on a flimsy off let down one minute and a time the definition is enough. once you king that he needs. to take them you know equal city. and then you're going to bring. how we think i'm. not. going to know what the. south is out. in this just feeling if one means a leftist that you know better than this one tokyo fund it.

his look was because did a piece of dancing coral cultural reasons. you can see the border from here by the. steel fence on this side. like i said this is this is. and this is. you have every right to be here have a right to call collect my food be a part of my family on both sides of the border. play started an organization called the arizona border recall we are a standalone entity. that is doing. with these to be done in the five years it's

getting worse the filings is escalating because it's. really good our rate when somebody calls you know basically they believe that their ranch is there and they don't believe the federal govt that is taking responsibility for their security which we would for anywhere else. so i guess. you know. what i'm already but i was.

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