tv Documentary RT January 15, 2019 4:30pm-5:01pm EST
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we begin attacking systematically number of times each week without making any statements beneath the radar this comes as israeli prime minister benjamin netanyahu continues to threaten the remaining ukrainian forces inside syria he says that they must get out fast and that is well won't stop attacking them earlier he denied that it is always arming rebel forces we do not interfere in this terribly bloody conflict we do however provide humanitarian aid to young boys and girls it is expensive but we will continue to invest now these reports are nothing new in the sense that they have been rumors for quite some time back in september last journey idea of course the jerusalem post newspaper to take down an article in which it said that it's what was providing weapons ammunition and cash to syrian rebel groups at the same time towards the end of last year there were reports that a former israeli defense minister was meeting with syrian rebels earlier the wall street journal published an article in which it said israel was providing cash to
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rebel fighters across its northern border so this announcement certainly confirms that the rumors that have been circulating are in fact true. political commentator or believes the israeli actions are in securing the country. when these really official snout talk about arming rebel groups they don't mean in any brode campaign mode israelis taking care of its own interests and if there are groups which i aim to endanger reason then israel would gladly arm those other groups fighting its own enemies in an area five ten twenty kilometers from it this is not intended to let the rebels take over italy or other
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let alone damascus so it can't be overstated the fact that those rebel groups were helped by israel only focused on israel's immediate interests. years of conflict in syria have left scars on the country and the people and its citizens are still having to fight for and rebuild lives is the story of one boy. my friend and i were trained bomb when we found something in our backyard with it and now it was a mortar shell started to play with it and then we decided to put it in the basement and that's when the explosion happened. with a friend died in that explosions and my son got multiple injuries and doctors have
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to amputate one of his life so there was a risk he would lose the others i didn't know what to do can we in the hospital my question dr healy. thanks for staying with r.t. international i'll be back with the latest in half an hour. if your health care executive our bank your cost of getting a gift from a fellow governor of millions hundreds of millions trillions of dollars if you're not part of that cobol you are the one paying for it yes and that's why there's a lot of social unrest that's the yellow vest movement in france and around the world it's the global insurrection against banker occupation is coming to america
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in twenty nineteen so get your yellow vests in your torch and let's party on and did it because it's all about the rebel. him away as it was in one thousand go to reclaim calories. also trade sniper. we did a lot of. weird stuff two thousand and four to two thousand and six and we're back to iraq you know seven for the surge. in back. you know a. ninety ninety eight when i try to commit suicide or their thoughts
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worst remotely probably my mom and. hear how tall. i'm six to three inches shorter than i am. i was six foot five i was the biggest one in the room i could reach in the top shelf at a reach of almost nine foot. and then to go where i couldn't. walk couldn't do my martial arts like i was able to do was extremely depressing. you were trying to kill yourself hi-fi did i shot mustonen in right here. i had to go into the air this side experience like i said just really a light came around me and this arm laid on my shoulder and so there was things going be all right your kids will be ok and. you know and then bam out
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of sync back to my body and i started her like here. ever since then i quit drinking. the military family respite center that started when miss kim she saw all this house hasi end sitting empty and was in foreclosure and misc bought it and i'll buy or sell and turn it over to not forgotten outreach to be used for the military families as a place of respite. i'm sorry you. can't be because. i want that i can move i want to take that. move it over there one there. and that's it. i will i am back there and this is open for. i served in the
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u.s. army and the military intelligence division i think three times. total i've been homeless. so three times after i got out of the service i've been homeless. the world doesn't exactly offer our military families are surviving families a place of where they can just kind of fall apart and that's ok and if they need to lay out in the yard and cry. they can and i thought they were hell the world doesn't offer it's here so everything about what we're creating here is hopefully a sense of sanctuary. a sense of acceptance that's the goal. of a lot of people believe that this area tell us county. and then why
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specifically new special healing and spiritual energy. has been told that the dalai lama has commented on it but this is like a special place in the world for that. in. the last year i was in the military i worked as casualty assistance we saw hundred eighty seven deaths that year so. i was very involved with the funerals. i took that job very seriously and honored to be able to do it. yes. there's. a casualty assistance and what they do is notify the family they haue. all the paperwork getting everything situated. transfer of the body. i shouldn't say it that way.
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sorry i. every soldier every every one of them matter sold and and. sometimes you disconnect yourself from the job and call it call them a body because it's too hard to think of them as. people but. sorry they're not just a body. actually yeah. i remember. every single one of them. i actually kept a notebook. of all of their funerals. i don't show anybody that. but sorry sidetracked. and i'm sorry i don't really feel comfortable talking about what happened. specifically. i
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have i struggle with nightmares about them and. it's something that has me on my mind hard for me to hear. i'm going to need a reason really really. that i struggle with is definitely associated with that and then. i got out of the military and. i got married to my husband who stayed in the military. he was deployed to iraq in seven and he was killed in iraq. and. i was able to hold it together pretty well until his death. and then the ground started up here. and. that's when everything kind of. exploded. so. how did you feel but
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found like. with one or you could you talk to them for a while yeah sure. sure sure thank you i like he does here. you see. visual you know i didn't he. came back from iraq. i was like i couldn't really. going inside to stores and all that. doesn't it get. weird feeling that i have to leave and. go home or. just through the whole. eighteen year really want to do anything that would be near and work on my car. and . all you see do this was drink. drink and dream. of the. needle by needle i just
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said to myself well i want to be drinking and drinking enough i want to end up just killing myself by drinking. so all. i just said fauji i'm not going to want to stop drinking and all that. when that's when i kind of like sarah taking taekwondo or. and staying. here but it's going. on here it. doesn't save in this one i got my hundred percent. hundred percent disability. and what is it related like this hundred percent is
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a pianist. and zuhdi the answer panic attacks. sometimes i on a first came i used to always get up they couldn't sleep and i always get all printed be walking around looking out the window all my wife would tell me i'm already doing the girl can't sleep on her commute looking out the windows at women snooki and all to see. one one night. i got up and i woke her up and i told her he get up get up at school it's cool shit like are you ok in all its goals you like or you going to go. it's cool we got to go to the bunkers are not like. you know like you tell me the next morning e-mails likely go wrong on august third of. one percent and they're going to rolled out of that on the forums.
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the months to golds. that it. was my color is a third of the chevy. camaro it looks like a spaceship. and it's amazing yeah and this is all through ninety six in june but this is a called the congo ram and it has two carburetors. it is from a tank or something you know. why are you doing it why are you working on cars we're working on a carson's over thirteen years old. these are the human brick this for you and yes because my mind is always the most he's one to work on my cars and it's not like when i came back from iraq i was like i didn't have no interest in them or the
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mirror but little by little i started getting better at it you know back again into it and so and nor did i keep up my he calls what is a prayer we're doing here in the store reported that a six a low price or something like that or golf or right on there people always look at is. really like the way loops and you're always saying cool cool is a nice color can they take a picture over it and they're just like makes you feel cool like you did something like you do something and people appreciate it. what politicians do listen to them. they put themselves on the line they get accepted or rejected. so when you want to express an injury. or somehow want to be
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rich. that's it like the press was like that before three in the morning can't be good. i'm interested always in the waters of our. question. so what we've got to do is identify the threats that we have it's crazy confront jason let it be an arms race in this on off and spearing dramatic development only personally i'm going to resist i don't see how that strategy will be successful very care to kill time time to sit down and talk. this is my favorite part about the flying project is actually doing. what they feel
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when you plant something that they're. both off to where. you could text. them so that it's like don't think for two minutes. like that. it's going to ground you so. a lot of us. feel that we were. misled misguided. even know. we join. you know to serve our community. in this is like a real way. to give people a sense of purpose and to be grounded. well for
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me i feel like it's a way of cleansing the karma you know that i. and now. focusing my energies into. building communities and helping other beings. instead of destroying them. taking their freedom away. now reach tries to be sustainable in all aspects of our all we use solar energy. our septic systems for grey water so there were water in the fields and everything we use well water here on the property. recycle avery things. last the first time i've seen
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the inside. it does look. like. i would just go away two years ago thanks to some some funding from from nothing got out reach with the denver and took about a four day course on autopilot and i came back and installed a system in my greenhouse this is it i have but it's basically a pilot project we're not forgotten it's a training tool itself and we get people interested if they're interested in and then and it's also used we'll use it to try to get funding if we can find people that are interested and want to back up a larger project to get the job of it there and we can also teach other veterans this displaces it my house but it's open to any of the veterans that want to come here take
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a look help out learn whatever they want to do. very sweet. you know if there's a spiritual component to all this it's not religious it's it's trying to get these guys to. veterans to to figure out who they are you know. most of us go to war when we were very young and a lot of us had problems before we ever went to war. by the time i was thirty one years old thirty four years old i ended up with a lot of that's going
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a. what is it going to alcoholics anonymous. why do you drink that much of the time to go this mississippi alcoholics don't drink to get drunk alcoholics drink to feel normal. that's why alcoholics that's way drug addicts do what they do. you actually encourage during when you're in the new cars to drink when you know three. well they create not a mission in the future squads in airmen's clubs and officers clubs and it's it's a social lubricant and in people. especially there were income but there is they get out there and they become a couple weeks well yeah. so you understand what self medicating is. so self medicating you mean not go out of marijuana or was cocaine methamphetamines anything that's altering trying to get us out of
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that bad mindset using a chemical that would be self medicating and that's what made it there and do and. now i think that if you asked. over eighty percent self medicated or getting out of the service over eighty percent of asians are self medicated help one way or one way or the other. i'm clean of the. i'll call you for. this is my second month. did you not but my whole life. was either a heroin or i'll call. and that was it. and then you know and then once you get off marilyn then it becomes off. and then i'll call you.
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just as bad. anymore it's far more easily available anywhere any way in the other in the grocery story line you know. the new kid gas station it's not my right to get it anywhere. packaged dorie. but you know when you come to places like this where you have people that were in the military i'll still to call them records because understand you better well and can say that they understand you better if your worries come in from the you can tell your story you can you tell your story can't tell your story like this in church or in the plaza or any place else like why no one would be seen to you know the from out of the like your church is for
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religion. this is a whole different story. drug addiction alcohol addiction is a whole different story. you know you got to get everyone. you know you got to as they say you have to put just your own recovery you sit around and feel sorry for yourself. no one is going to you know so even if you go to the interview and like get all the complaining well you know they have they have to swim i don't know how good it is you know that that's that's a dicey game as far as i'm concerned you never know how good the counselor is. and you know what the counselors experienced either counselors psychiatry sutil the lot a lot of drunks by telling them that they don't need to. do this and that but this is the council's got a drinking problem of course it's not going. to tell you that you need to stop
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yours. says counsellor because bts do you have gas or has b. d.s.d. which he probably does and most most people who are in the healing professions are in there to cure their own own diseases to start with stuff. from going to hell. you're chasing their own demons. but that's just something you learned over the years. are you going to. j.v. to meet reason we. are going to bore you don't worry don't cover to look at it. see it is not all nervous and jittery like there was. not a year for a good start so. i have a service cat more. but yeah yeah also like if i mom and i want him having nightmares. meal times i want to call it so much i just look in my face.
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so kids you see. he's a p.t.s.d. service dog guess what does it mean well what it means is instead of taking fourteen pills three times a day i have him to relax me and comfort me. and soothe me when i mean irritated and being comatose with. it's job. really. in a good. had some people say you know you should. look for a different job you don't get paid enough here. but the more i work there the more i realize it's not the money you know these these dogs they are beings like us but. someone needs to take care of it
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it should be. a. new place let's go this way since a. money maker if it is too. early when you're wrong we remember. it's definitely more therapeutic then like meeting with some nurse practitioner they want to like hot six medications at you after ten minutes of knowing. her that's good. stuff. the longer one insert your courage so you learn to be patient you also share your love. they need the. wall. they need something or. social animal or their very own path if you know they.
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didn't only need to be with other dogs or with people they need just like people need. to interact with other. intelligent beings. when you'll make this manufacture consent to student of public wealth. when the ruling classes project themselves. with the financial merry go. listen to the one percent. during all middle of the room six. million.
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seems wrong why don't we all just don't all. get to shape out these days to come out ahead and engage in it because the trail. when so many find themselves worlds apart we choose to look for common ground. the eyes to the right two hundred into. the nose to the left four hundred and thirty two. british prime minister resigned myself as
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