if it was in the stomach of you by having people reach of saving investing. roldan in increasing the size over the national high so that you can distinguish whole everything. there are mental illnesses that can't be fixed maybe and without the medicines. you know the medicine fixes the issue once or twice or three times and then all of a sudden on the fourth time or the fifth time the medicine doesn't work anymore and the issue just gets worse because. you know they never address the problems in the first place and so they distribute on more about us and until they're not no longer . themselves.

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spring in two thousand and fifteen new york dennys me kind of a formal office clock from manhattan since a new guinness record for continuous running having covered one hundred twenty nine kilometers in twelve hours. that there. the. lot. was. not really. slows or all almost all different medications that i've been on. this is chris.

this is josh. and this is deborah. but our story starts with this guy says. i was very like you when i say what i think are very early in the staff so i got example. for a guy from a small town in russia i didn't even mosque or in a large city at all and to counter the united states completely different culture.

and and for leave was that it was i opening experience because i learned about the world of finance the greater the rule. the world works. the company that was working for we were doing what was called the health care and new kitchens. reach in reality was advertising for the huge pharmaceutical companies. whenever they come up with a new drug or have existing drug we would come up with a new place to advertise it all around the world. i don't want to live with depression. i want to enjoy life again i feel this pain

comes to take. this guilt is always with me. depression may be a result of a chemical imbalance in your brain. function problems and ask for prescription there's no need for you to feel bad anymore. it's ten pm right looking really good. something feels good my boss just because usually friday night. we get the rocks off and another did more than three to discuss but it stayed in the office ten hours. denise now has a new view of his film and joan. a few years ago his life changed

drastically and he has his reasons to help us make this film. last. with this. and say good for you. gracious. and plea to bring them together. in this country and i think this guy's name is match point. today on. this work firstly it's day. to day he leaves his parents' house to think this is life. well you got to use this go down the hill make a right and they were right there ok a little disliking to. meet all the crew.

i wonder when i was. i think eleven or twelve years old i was put on a drug called accutane with edge. is an acne medicine that. blocks the vitamin d. . so that your skin would be not as oily i guess i don't know. unfortunately the byproduct of that drug is the cause like severe depression. people who surrounded me and russia when i was growing up nobody was taking any kind of drugs and here i was surprised to hear or see even young people taking some kind of pills. to improve the mood. or to get more energy

i wasn't sure what was going on. and then when i got involved in this. in this world of the pharmaceuticals i saw you huge array of different drugs geared to different people to treat different conditions most of which i've never heard before never forget where i'm like you know in a room and it's all mirrors and i'm wearing this like. red and black checkered hooded coat. and you have to take these tests and like the metal desk with the metal chair in the mirror so you can't see anything with you in the room and then they take the paper away and then they're like observe your behavior posts it's like obviously if you have nothing to do and you're a twelve year old kid or eleven year old kid you're going to be like messing around with whatever and. then they're like yeah well you know based on his

behavioral patterns he has like aged eighty or eighty or whatever so they're like ok let's put you on. ritalin. i should be fair here really we're coming out with really engaging and interesting group ties ings that would really make people think about taking these products and. in the way it was a very creative work that the agencies were doing i mean i was doing my own financial part of it so i wasn't involved in the creative process but i could see what was going on and i was i saw the final the end product so all the work that we're doing. here is t.v. event. and. this. is just a small concert of literally has. the word and that in the in that are. ok these

were all prescribed as the new children's hospital lab. and seems like clint kids have problems in school automatically the teacher wants to give them the answer not . for years she wouldn't even do it you know and then finally does it's like oh hell breaks loose yeah. which. i had only to be referring to all of the medications as homework pills or what homework pills she said we're going to switch or home or holes when you're home from school and that someone that he was on for just a week because it literally made him into a zombie is crazy. you know they always say that they want to reunify kids with their parents it's not their goal to keep the kids from their parents but when i worked in the children's

system. they did everything possible to make it hard on the parents to get their kids back late tonight and they drive an hour and a half just to see my son. i met somebody who got really close to the personal level and this person sure her story with me rich was pretty dramatic. taking. pretty hardcore psychotropic drugs by prescription since pretty early age and she really got me in this research because i never took it seriously before because i didn't

have any personal experience. being with someone. who depends on those drugs and who doesn't just know a lot about these drugs but physically depends on. got me really involved. with the do. for forty years. i got. my wife and i were on the run. we were turned ourselves standing to ourselves right now are doing good here's the problem that it takes a long time to get rid of. buckle

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slamming the door on the back and shouting past each other it's time for critical thinking it's time to fight for the middle for the truth the time is now we're watching closely watching the hawks. so there's not any left especially in the earth's mantle i predict as i've said before that was the central banks find it difficult to buy any gold whatsoever they're going to start buying bitcoin and bitcoin to their strategic reserves of course russia's been rumored as a possibly the first to go down this pass and we don't know the details but some one of the major central banks will start putting in along with gold into their strategic reserves and this will set off a mad scramble for gold and that. would . going to.

run up on. by this thing that like that society is like is no longer trying to push children and people to like me except the problems that they have inside themselves that they have pushed so i could take this pill and it'll all go away.

and this is before you think for a second this law this is prince harry got this he was fine. this is after. about two years after he can see his wrist. this is last year my brother's wedding he was able to hold our youngest daughter for just a few minutes and so i got that picture down to his wrists or twisted that's the so he had. that here in this picture of his last fall or say his wrist i'm not. and you are being me for sure. when we watch t.v.

. this is joe ish his wife amy and their five children. basically what i do on a daily basis is i just i just pace and i pace and i pace and i pace. you know ever get really from pacing but. it's the only way i can do if i don't pay so. and i said it makes everything a lot worse and the pain inside. gets worse. my movements get worse when i have to sit still or even stand still so. pacing the means is pretty important silly. silly i can do.

start a new job and i was feeling some things id. cool the press so that's when i got on so i got an effects are. and a few days after after that is when i started feeling that inner pain feeling i had to get out of my own skin. so my personal nature is to seek this this doctor is down two. years ago i felt

a lot worse i was addicted to psychotropic drugs and dr peter bergen is one of the very few people there if you specialist is the wisest psychiatrist this experience of almost fifty years. could never produce never prescribe psychotropics. united states look at world know how to do it correctly most importantly. how to. break the addiction. do we even greater damage to the person. so i think. after you see this doctor the bald one. got him like a hospital battle where he and. they raise it up so you can have his legs in the

air because that's how he comfortably slapped. my mom didn't know what he had since he. we believe that. his name is size he's from like red neck take a reality show and. people say it's ok. for it to be here. thank you. thank thumb. and so the parent naturally wants to go like i want to help my kit and the doctors i can help her kid i can tell her

a pill. and the pills will make an ass here. and they're not actually making their kids understand anything other than like that rather than deal with who i am as a human being and in my soul and my spirit i just can't take this pill so that i don't have to. learn about myself i was. i was a punk rocker and. i was called gutter punk and basically lived on the streets just doing whatever i wanted to do this is chris once a heroin addict he's no hooked on medication he came to see this with his girlfriend irene. this is his parents' house. the room that he was then and has to deal with his ak abuser and everything was so small that we couldn't fit two more people in to film

and that's how small of a place i think. that. if . they. split up to take it. every eight hours or so three times a day. and yellow one was the name for the job you would want to add to little ground zero point five. feeling depressed we have something that might help check with your doctor go to your doctor and ask for

whatever the drug is. one of the three. as we've become expert at is how they manipulate the results to make it so that it doesn't look like there was much suicidality for instance. i always thought people who killed themselves or we're. likely it will over the other day like this they almost kill myself.

and i find myself doing things and see things that i don't mean. if there's someone else living inside of me or controlling my body. and my thoughts and the things i say one of the documents we've got while we were working on some of the suicidal. behavior drugs for certain re uptake inhibitors one of their internal scientists roger lane's it's not so much that they're committing suicide they're at their death as a welcome alternative to that how uncomfortable it is to go through aca thesea. that document does not get placed in. the medical journals doesn't get placed on t.v.

doesn't get place in radio ads or or. in newspaper ads or magazine ads but that is a documented scientists inside one of these major pharmaceutical companies saying that we have a problem here concern. spread all vyvanse. adderall. brings i. oft reppert know. he was also given hydrocodone for pain in the oxy code on for pain and. out of man of course.

so when i got off the drug and wanted to like give blood to. you know help people or whatever and i'd die but it's like you couldn't give blood after taking accutane for six years after taking that drug. so that gives you any indication of how strong and that iran has sixty years you can give what. because of the the what steers blood system or about what i. believe he will be take you're. right we gave all of that sheri

thirty dog oh. they tell stories about my dogs. and their impatience specially cho. she's thirteen. she's a sweetheart. but he thinks she doesn't see much in here much. but she smells really good he smells what all we know from monkey studies is just how the means work when we give them to children given the monkeys the monkeys stop socializing they stop hugging and kissing they stop trying to escape from their cages they become good caged animals so we're making good gates children in our schools but the parents don't get this. and he said i feel like i can't stop shuffling my feet. it's hard to

explain it feels like. like there's. like i'm being persecuted. like i'm being tortured in a in a torture chamber but it's happening inside of my body. so there's nowhere you know there's no words to run. you want to make sure that the quantities not just a slogan of misery but it also is associated with a rise in this type of leave how can you have a rise in the stuff. by having a few food. saving investing. roldan in increasing

the size over the national. so that you can to steve bould to everything. there's not any gold left essentially in the earth's mantle i predict as i've said before that was the central banks find it difficult to buy any gold whatsoever they're going to start buying bitcoin to manage bitcoin to their strategic reserves of course russia's been rumored as a possibly the first to go down this pass and we don't know the details but some one of the major central banks will start putting it along with gold into their strategic reserves and this will set off a mad scramble for bars gold and. join me every thursday on the elec simon short and i'll be speaking to guest of the. i'm sure. i'll see you then.

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