totally destabilize the global economy you need to protect yourself and get informed. chose seemed wrong. just don't hold. any belief yet to shape out this day comes to educate and in detroit because betrayal. when so many find themselves worlds apart we choose to look for common ground. in twenty forty you know bloody revolution of. the demonstrations going from being relatively peaceful political protests to be increasingly violent revolution is always spontaneous or is it you know we're here to put a premium list put me in the new bill is that i do believe it or the former

ukrainian president recalls the events of twenty four. those who took. this to do over five billion dollars to assist you in these an article that will ensure a secure and prosperous and democratic. and i was always brought up to trust doctors you know a lot of people say i trust doctors they know what they're doing. until you find out what they don't and from there is a snowball effect when you're hurt by something or medication especially. the doctors almost become. defensive when you're trying to tell them things like this and they and their only answer is that try more drugs and try more drugs and try more drugs. and it's just scary and it's and it's tiring don't go to your psychiatrist they get offended because they have feet of sand

they're selling a false product so they get very angry as a group i mean there are always exceptions but as a group they get angry they might even lock you up for wanting to come off you psychiatric drugs they do get paid i mean they do get paid per kid per you know household whatever so you know i don't know how it works but it it's a system so so who can pay for it so the poor the disadvantaged. foster children medicaid pays for it that's a governmental agency that pays for medications for people who can't children people who can afford it. older and people who. are sixty five and older medicare pays for it. military people try care pays for

it so you prisoners our tax dollars pay for it. if there is an avenue for a flow of income flow of money to pay for the medication that where there will be people prescribe these drugs and a massive way and they make so much money from it that they are then able to use that as part of campaigns with legislators and with insurance companies to see to it they get even more prescriptions done it's. quite an operation.

we were pregnant with our fifth child when this happened and he couldn't hold our new born because of his hands or moving so much trying to live this way. you know it was she said my kids. and i don't be on a daily basis my kids left me to ask me to play with them when. so many times i have to. i have to say can't play with you and it hurts just. as a follow that really hurts. i just can't believe. i just can't live my life is taken this turn is not how i ever expected my life would be i always have plans in my head for the kind of husband and father i'd be and. and it's just i feel like it that's all been taken from it's all been stolen from me.

for having my right to thirty years and. have three strokes where they brought her back and now she got her us from bonaire but. it's a two thousand and three hours throw with the senate boyd regional and wake up every morning have breakfast with my dad and all the so you know can't really ask for but more than just have fun. just livin the dream. do. you. think.

this four girls or eight year young horse or this. girl. i think or else. as one just to your living. this one here is pregnant. she just arrived from spain not too long ago. they're always ready. to. do in the things every day that are kind of repetitive but important like washing the dishes and you know taking the care of the horses is like that it takes a lot of dedication and you have to really sell self motivate yourself to get up early in the mornin you know do it needs to be because it's a lot of heavy work and moving around and ride him exercise and you know health care but they just returns home odds i mean they just give their heart so

completely to you and i just get so much satisfaction out of it. ok go ahead out the big chop step is a little tall so you go head first yeah. sorry. bedrooms. but. i realized she could detect my seizures she could preach it grew take my seizures so i got a certified as my my service dog and she traveled with me everywhere for like five years. and she would see how me she would alert me before i would have a seizure and i had time to get was someone sit down you know be somewhere safe and so she's pretty amazing but she's upset now because for every year she doesn't have a job it was always more never less they told me my act at the show was

agitated depression that my my depression was turning into bipolar as they said was quite common all just needs more meds new meds. are. all due to the fact that i was raped as a child and never dealt with it it was always pushed back and when my parents first put me on drugs it was so they were so relieved to see she's a problem you know we don't have to do anything it's not our fault you know she's crazy and all that. so i finally got so fed up i decided myself that i would get off while i found that wasn't quite so easy.

sometimes we were desperate sometimes we just fell in despair because. we had the feeling that maybe she would never feel like a human it didn't help the drugs i mean she was still developing her brain was still developing when chewed through her first psychotropic drugs when she was a teenager and re didn't know if it would be possible for her to ever leave without them so it was really hard to find a specialist who would help to move in the dirt. action but really find some information real learnt about tapering really learned about the correct way of getting off the drugs and basically it's the same way as getting off any kind of drug or smoking or alcohol the same idea. and

so i basically live my life drugged out i fought to do anything i it was either to cheat down to this to that and those drugs are sold horribly addicting. when i try to get off them myself it was an experience that i can relate to anybody you have to go slowly it's really important if you've been on a psychiatric drug especially multiple drugs for months or years you have to come up slowly have written a book about it it's called psychiatric drug withdrawal so i found peter bergen. and withdrawal from psychiatric medications and i followed it to eighty i took all my seven medications just shaved off a little piece of one every day and it took me over a year and i finally got off of everything.

this is from star wars. this is a to move in this is. from the. in a take so i take both of these three times a day. so it's seven and a half milligrams. by shaving it down i've gotten down to about. half a milligram. in. maybe five five months. so it's a very very long slow process. and he's done with trial and this is only one medication i have. i have. i

have. other medications to. get off of. some of the documents we have is like why is this important like withdrawal some drugs are once you get on them it's very difficult to get off because they change the architecture of the brain when the drugs taken away people think that their depression is returning when actually they're going through withdrawal just like you are like withdrawing from cocaine or group withdrawing from heroin it's withdrawal and. for. these companies it was a big deal to not. some of these companies to not have the withdrawal be a feature in the labeling.

join me every thursday on the elec simon chill and i'll be speaking to guests of the world of politics sports business i'm showbusiness i'll see if. you put themselves on the line to get accepted or rejected. so when you want to be president. or some want to be. considered to be press this is what before three in the morning can people get. interested always in the waters of . this city. in twenty forty you know bloody revolution to tikrit the demonstrations going from being relatively peaceful political protests to be creasing the violent revolution

is always spontaneous or is it still loyal to it but i mean you know liz puts. in the new bill is that i knew. the full ukrainian president recalls the events of twenty four. those who. have invested over five billion dollars to assist ukraine in these and other goals that will ensure a secure and prosperous and democratic. we were really drawn to show other than some emotional level it wasn't because of drugs. that we were together it was something something deeper but.

as with any addiction. street drugs or alcohol addiction or whatever addiction gambling addiction any addiction makes a relationship really hard and it took a huge toll on us so. we couldn't hold it together because. because of this. we did last with three years and we read every single day. one way or another because coming out what do we do today to make the addiction better to make the sides to make the withdrawal symptoms better to make her feel like a human again. my

bike. i consider to be a life saver in a way. the one thing in him to do come from the doing outside is getting on my bike and writing it. it helps because on my bike i'm constantly pedaling so i'm always i'm moving all my legs are always moving so it helps i'm sitting but i'm moving. and i enjoy it i can get out and i can move around. normally everything inside my body full ways is going a million miles an hour and i feel i don't have any control over anything in my life nothing but when i get on my bike. i have control of my bike i can you know i just i feel like i controlled my life and that's it's a relief for me to have control. something about it definitely helps a lot and i like to go a night because there's not

a lot of people outside at night and i can just kind of be more self not to worry about running into people and that's what helps a lot to takes a lot of the worry and stress off. these wild horses you know or. a little body building down to mexico you know in that kind of like camp and surprisingly i might be even in the back on my muscles you know i'm proud because i'm sixty watts and most of the women i know that are sixty. you know like couch potato seed and so you look at the it's. it's it's you know it's. it's a whole this is a very. i love the way a lot of people. obviously if i wasn't.

in the sea and wasn't participating in like the ocean like. well i think i think they never get rid of it you know i think that's the. that's the thing that the parents. and society. and doctors and psychologists and things like don't. you don't understand. there are no lifetime studies i mean one of the more recent approvals nifty of a stimulant for so-called a.d.h. he was three weeks long. so then you're going to say give it give it for months or years or a lifetime and why the studies are only three months long because the drugs don't work they're all neurotoxins so after a few weeks the patients get worse so you can't carry the studies beyond a few weeks this is such

a shine. i'm just really in soch that it continues on and on all the research all the long term studies which are people like me there were no long term studies in the beginning when those drugs are approved i'm a long term study i was affected horribly by those drugs they never help me it was all a mistake i should have never been put on drugs i should have been nurtured a little bit by my parents and not told that i have a reject and i deserve what i got and it was all my fault and i'm just not it you know like everybody else in the family defective when those parents put those kids on the drugs they're teaching those children that there's something wrong with them down something that's instilled in there and they will likely never get over that they're defective they need a pill to fix them you know everybody every human being on the earth has their own issues and shoulder and when they go through trauma like doubt. what do they need

understanding somebody to take them a hand in town that wasn't their fault and this is how you get through it you'd be strong you know you don't just take a pill and just forget about it i mean it's just ridiculous to me it's like laziness on the parents part and not enough concern to look into the facts and see what happens to these kids long term it's not a good outcome it's not a good outcome in any way it never helps how he was low. he was a very happy young young child and when he hit about four or five he started to become very rebellious. you know we tried to deal with it the best way that we could. and it just kind of you know it was it was the just there was you can't make me do this and and you know anything we would say he would be

argumentative about it. he we spent a lot of time with them as a child my husband and i worked up a sit shifts and so one of us was almost always with them. when. they you know just kind of escalating as he got older and when he was about in fourth grade he started having a lot of trouble in school so we started seeing a psychologist and. he would not talk to the doctors you know we try to do family counseling and things like that and he just he wouldn't he wouldn't talk he has he said that we didn't love him that was what he always told the doctors that was his problem is that we didn't love him that was his perception. that he was not loved and.

he never did like open up to the doctors we didn't put him on ritalin in fourth grade for one year and we took him off and that one year he was having a lot of trouble it seemed to help from our perspective. the next year we took him off so he took it for what probably not even a year maybe eight or nine months he didn't want to follow our rules. you know he was smoking and drinking and experimenting with drugs and you know he just he didn't have a love for him and he didn't get good grades and he was doing drugs and he just he wasn't responsible so we didn't give him a lot of privileges and the other kids got a lot of privileges and that's another thing you're kind of with him that he just saw that that wasn't fair that they were always good students and well behaved and . you know like i said stop so what he missed out on and were determined not to go down that same road was a good education for the other two yeah and i don't know they don't know what.

created the issues that we had with him. you know we don't. obviously we didn't do something you know there is something missing in his life from us. but i you know i can see that i can see well he did. say he's not what i just said something i said. set him off just. where it is you go. where you. are. right i prefer the water. i know where which way. he. said ok.

i'll i'm sure don't use. your help or. hurt. if. i can actually. go you. should.

all be you. know thank you. there is so does always hoped.

you know world of big movies lot and conspiracy it's time to wake up to dig deeper to hit the stories that mainstream media refuses to tell more than ever we need to be smarter we need to stop slamming the door. and shouting past each other it's time for critical thinking it's time to fight for the middle for the truth the time is now for watching closely watching the hawks. seem wrong. to me. to stamp out these days to come to the ticket and it. equals betrayal.

when so many worlds apart. just to look for common ground. so there's not any left especially in the earth's mantle i predict as i've said before that was the central banks find it difficult to buy any gold whatsoever they're going to start buying bitcoin to manage that point to their strategic reserves of course russia's been rumored as a possibly the first to go down this pass and we don't know the details but some one of the major such a banks well start putting a big call at a low it's called into their strategic reserves and this will set off a mad scramble for bars gold and because. i've been saying the numbers mean something they matter the u.s. has over one trillion dollars in debt more than ten point zero or timestamping each

day. eighty five percent of global will you want to be ultra rich eight point six percent market saw a thirty percent rise last year some with four hundred to five hundred three per second per second and bitcoin rose to twenty thousand dollars. china is building a two point one billion dollar a i industrial park but don't let the numbers overwhelm. the only numbers you need to remember is one one does not show you can afford to miss the one and only. oh oh.

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