growing up it was hard but you gotta make the best of how you. come up in life so i mean having graduate and i showed a crack when i was a kid or when she had me or whatever she's she don't belittle no more my dad he was like. a stick a thief so you know i got like what i needed when i was a baby but i had a bad childhood from first grade i was a cool kid i mean i really was a first grade to middle with us when i left my childhood which was bad and love with somebody else i was a family my mom's friend and from like her every since i left the house that i like and i went to another person and i swear i started doing bad stuff you know

it's being sneaky and i jot down to like down the remember i like tenth grade so i'm on say you don't have to go to school if you don't want to so i said i'm done on that never wore my school and i never want to go back to school i guess is in my blood so. i mean i was always. just a big kid and i always wanted to be better. i mean my mind's made up i want to do this for the rest of my life so you know i mean it's what i've.

you. train elderly people most of them have like them enjoy or park as an disease are some kind as a sickness where they can't help with their self so i have their help there was bathing and clothing and feeding and things like back. and a lot of the people i've never met before so it gets kind of scary going to new houses and things like that but i guess you get kind of you so after a while. i got out that bell for a while and i let me try to resolve the how that does and then by race how i just felt like i was another employee like i didn't make a difference in anyone's lives that's when i decided to get mine are same degree i've been doing this for four years now. i have a. nursing degree while surfing cation i go again nursing homes and people's homes

. i love helping people. that's my biggest thing i don't know god out of always had people reach out to help me a lot like why not give out like i'm such a caring person then. mrs ealey yeah ok how is your day it was signed here in ca on friday was everything ok. and she has no i wasn't here for two on friday they called and told me not to come in and. you're not too high. now ok are you hungry. i want to be

a monday sandwich ok i'm going to put this on you if you get too high you can pull it back down ok and i believe that a little bit and we get something we. are. helping people see me means that disability anything they need like if it's just a grocery shopping or reminding them to take their medicine or saying hey did you in today let me fix you something me this anything whatever they need from me i'm willing to help because i've always struggled in life and i've always wanted someone to help me like that and i don't always have it so for me to be able to give back to people that day it's it makes a difference i mean makes me feel one of the yeah i don't know who he is or feel but i say oh it's. you know him or me make you want me ok like your lot is right here if you need it now see and a little bit. how right. i

drop down and i cry like tenth grade so i barely want to have a job but you know i got to kid him every day and you know i'm trying to do what i got to do to take care right here and do everything i got to do to take care of myself. that's number one so you know i mean i've been as hard on her you know army . people die every day people are grew up would bury their dead or and joe. somebody used to be where he sought out and start a copping out thirty to sixty years he's my. i mean i was just what happens when you just got to be smart when you're growing up so you know me in jail forever or i think kill someone here. six years on foot. i can do it i mean. jane because i'm not going to be acceptable

for money i'm going to go get my money and i mean so i hustle and everything but i do it mostly for you know to me like to take care of anything i could think of this was they were my kid she grow up and be whoever but i think is better susan. you know i mean be smart i hear when you have a kid you know what i mean but i protect my daughter you know and i mean she's i mean she's smartest she's just like me. were. worth. the. outcomes that is the harm because he thinks he's going to stay with jonica stina.

the bus is they get set like seven twenty s sometimes she's late you go to the daycare today though. and mom will pick you up from there. in the. coldest close close close to home. from. the. start of the.

single mothers and. slavery. out of the family. what's happening now this is this. was started when they first brought us here family. teenagers kids. fourteen or fifteen year old. no one talks about that. after they've done something. other. than what was in a man move into the house with your mom who is the same age fifteen sixteen. but they want them to be so. it doesn't make sense.

or nursing is in the nursing field. but. they make it. there is something. i want to say i want to love me.

and i mean my baby's mother ok well when i was about like seventeen years old i was on the internet i met some girl i started talking on the internet or whatever and i go with this girl is supposed to be this life going to girl but it's time i got there it wasn't the garage expect that i had the wrong person in my mind so was somebody i would never ever have a baby with my kid. you know what i mean i love the kid but the baby mama i really don't care about you know you got to do it you got to do something and. she grow up and be whatever but i'm overprotective were. closed throughout all the times i'm always going to be you know or you know i mean so i'm always closer i know where she's out so i take care of my child yes i do in no way down to like she

has nothing to worry about like. you want and she. trusts me because i'm our own father you see i never knew something she'd go always that. time is gone only you know i mean i feel like i'm strong enough to be like whatever she needs i got. like now a days like i can say that now i'm going to rent this out for you ok and then i'll bring it back. but i just want to make sure it's playing that we don't have no dramas around it ok so always safe than sorry. my days pretty laid back maybe i'm pregnant i don't have much lifting and things like that but if i wasn't pregnant then i would have to do a lot of lifting and cleaning and things like that i'm going to see you tomorrow. i. put this out for you and pick

a sandwich up so i can take this back in the living room i asked the later ok i love you. breaks it count down. you know world of big partisan movies a lot and conspiracy it's time to wake up to dig deeper to hit the stories that mainstream media refuses to tell more than ever we need to be smarter we need to stop slamming the door on the bats and shouting past each other that it's time for critical thinking it's time to fight for the middle for the truth the time is now

for watching closely watching the hawks. win goal making manufacture consent to step into public wealth. when the ruling class is protect themselves. when the fine and merry go round lifts only the one percent. going all middle of the room signal. doing the room in real need.

it is done. at this one is a boy his name is going to be jeremiah and if it's a girl it's going to be chiari. i'm hoping for a boy though because i can't deal with another girl's out of. this state helps me with health insurance i get health insurance from the state i get food stamps from the state and right now i get on day care from the loss of life they help pay would they come in the big help in a way but soon as i start making a certain amount of money i lose all that so it's kind of like a win lose situation they help you up until they feel like oh you make enough money

to pay for this and then they stop helping you but right now they are helping me are you ready all right all right let's go baby put a hood on i got something for you. let me. look out for you don't even have it images are not. what you got it isn't my little pony are you hungry. oh yeah so. this is what i want to do i want to so drugs because you know just better or oh i came up in life you know what i mean i'm still one hundred percent going to be out here nobody can stop me oh look i myself his arm like a boss to me come away because i can get i could get any drug while telling you

this what i used to do to this like you know you know god forbid i go to jail a lot of been the joe like ten times. so you know i mean styling drugs your car with drugs. so i wanted the money or whatever and been a struggle trying to get the money and trying to maintain my so i make sure i got enough money in my pocket every single day so i messed with legit people to be how i am like to be in my predicament only has to mess with boss people in order to you know what i mean people don't understand me because you know i mean i'm not like. i'm trying to improve on. like how much of a boss i could be.

to live a fourteen got killed ministry. says then he have a sign on these famous modern day. four months pregnant by the time when he ate that merited. so he'd have a sign on this third saying he is oh i never thought that what i had been to see ham. when i had a lot of family member that stat of homicide my son on nephew that i'm not too bad the some eyeshadow each one of them got sad and he got sad and he. to be a man their fees guy sat me at no bottom all cities three. solve all the six man a man was married and. none of the cases had been solved yet. when i said on

staff i have family is really hurting. not children was left. me have this not children without a father. i'm breaking up the family this family says grieve in her back norm what to do. and we just tabbing. act was say sixty percent of the murders as. some aipac ashfaq that's a parody over there. are many there are many thinkers writing there. were more in line on her part of one in the morning. one of the three more b.s. three hundred hundred. what. you want. to think. of the choir and sing it john cleary. and all we

did to the person slowly up the street and came down here to see if they will stand . in need. of honor on the one hundred. forty fourth. mark because that's make us feel that we have to solve the case and that's not right. my father was pretty difficult my mom she was the only one of my life she she worked all the time suddenly get to see so i was the there balancing fun family house or friend's house and things like that she capitals overhead but it was just

i never got to spend time with her she was always working working working. to me and my husband we're going to separation right now. i'm going to say he made some bad choices in life when it came to the lights of oz and paintings though a lot of women have trust issues i know i do trust issues is a big thing for me is hard to open up to i mean trust down but a lot of females they feel a like with me i feel like i man this post up post the household there post to pay all the bills make sure we're good so if we want to be a stay at home mom we can a lot of men al here aren't like that anymore lay blame it on their mom they were raised the same way they all raised to be good man. a lot of female status they say they just had babies with anybody that doesn't go

right in a band single parents. a lot of men that i know they are trouble at a young age and they kind of fall he's a crime maker or he sells drugs then they don't want to give them a moment on a five so they have to resort to doing other things and sometimes is you've got to make ends meet no matter how you do it even if it's just the hustle or whatever you got to do people make ends me my kids actually they have the same dad his name is malcolm in the one that i'm pregnant by is also their father also and even though that i'm pregnant with this shall it is it is a joy i take it as a blessing because i know no matter why a guy's not going to put mommy there what i can handle so they come out on the top in the end because i'm determined say i'm going to be strong no matter what i have two kids already looking up to me now what the men know that no matter how well

they're raised by my birth parents families raised by my grandparents and they were true grandparents they were. thirty when i was gone. this psycho is a fifteen year old has a baby. that baby has a baby of fifteen or sixteen that's the psycho fear fourteen or fifteen and now you're a welfare because now you're in a cycle. and you think people. in there because you grew up in a house where i want to work with. a chick every two weeks in it that's the problem . there's no accountability and people don't think there's anything wrong with it. and communities where it's still considered taboo that as a happen i think the main room or circumstances from the beginning of their childhood or young women are trying to be grown women in twenty years socially or

economically because fourteen year olds can't me. a salary of an adult i think. are the racism the african-american women face is more systematic and that i would even venture to say we experience more sexism and racism more said an african-american male. yes she's going to we're ultimately over a month. we actually lost our place and. my car you know breaking down and i wasn't able to get to work on time so they let me go and then that's how we end up in the shelter because again if you can't get to work and pay your bills you don't you know them have a home so you're only supposed to be at the shelter for three months i am in my three month span with my paycheck that i bring home i have literally enough to pay my car insurance and put gas in my car a million

a lot like that's why it's so hard for me to get out the shows are going on like i believe got money to pay my car favorite going to pay rent. oh no and that's kind of the situation i mean like i lost everything is i'm kind of rebuilding thank god that we have an income tax and that was able to help me get a little bit of my stuff back but that doesn't last forever as though. i'm hoping that i don't lose my job my main dream is to get my own place like to own a house that's my main during is the own house and not have to go back to michel's or like never to have another thing ever but not to have to go in a shelter anytime soon i'm hoping to be able to stay in a home have them be able to at least turn eighteen and be on their own and be like ok mommy was strong my mom was able to fight through it no matter way that's that's my enduring. it is hard i'm a it's by the grace of god by how that

i'm still floating. i cry a lie thinking oh my god i'm going to do this with another child by a i'm hoping that i never had to result into selling things but if it happens hey it happens. yeah we're gone home. i unfortunately i can't let you guys follow me doris that away because this shows her doesn't allow you guys to be there so yeah it was nice meeting you by.

join me every. time i'm sure and i'll be speaking to the world of politics. i'm sure. i'll see that. they put themselves on the line to get accepted or rejected. so when you want to be president and. want to. have to go to the press this is what will befall three of them or can't be good. i'm interested always in the

waters of my house. so what we've got to do is identify the threats that we have it's crazy. let it be an arms race. spearing dramatic development only personally i'm going to resist i don't see how that strategy will be successful very. time to sit down and talk. i think more to get in is an outstanding person because he took on the most powerful agency in this county or you'll be to stay if you look at it from the analogy. mark was the day that when he was. going to has been the most contentious critic for a year is the first time i noticed something was an increase were pretty much when

i first started the corruption in palm beach county is not something that you can smell a thing like that. and a wink wasn't what i wanted to do. we've had more in this county then some states have had. begun featuring. the show it's my. squash. you know we should stop then you should say unless i'm stuck i believe in what i'm doing ok you know it's your funeral. critic. i snuck out of the united states. into russia political. men they know.

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