i mean a man's made up i want to do this for the rest of my life so you know me. one of the. the. tree out early people most of them have like them mentioned or park s. and disease are some contest sickness where they can't help with their stuff. and a lot of the people i've never met before so it gets kind of scary going to new houses and things like that but i guess you get kind of you so after

a while. i got out that bell for a while and i was like let me try to resolve the how that does and then by rizal i just felt like i was another employee like that it make a difference that anyone's lives that's when i. have a. nursing degree while suffocation i go again nursing homes and people's on the god of always had people reach out to help me a lot like why not give out like i'm such a caring person then. mrs ealey yelled hey how is your day you know sign. you didn't think me on friday with

everything ok. you know i wasn't here for two on friday they called and told me not to come in oh. you're not too hot. ok i'm going to put this on you if you get too hot you can pull it back down ok we've acknowledged it and we get something to eat. helping people sit me means that disability anything me like if is just a grocery shopping or reminding them to take their medicine or saying hey did you eat today let me fix you something me anything whatever they need from me i'm willing to help because i've always struggled in life and i've always wanted someone to help me like that and i don't always have it so for me to be able to give back to people that there that's makes a difference in me makes me feel warm inside. he sealy his assailants baby he stood up enough to eat yet i only hope he is if you know what i say oh it's.

you hammer me the make you want yeah ok let go a lot is right here if you need it now see in a little bit. how right. i jot down like i like tenth grade so i barely want to have a job but you know i got to kid him every day you know i'm trying to do what i gotta do to take care i. do everything i gotta do to take care of myself that's number one so you know me i've been just as hard on her you know i mean. people die every day people are grew up would bury their dead or in joe or hard part like that never mattered i mean that everyone each. time i used to be would shout out this out of copping out thirty to sixty years he's my i mean i was just what happens when you you just gotta be smart when you're gonna so you know me in jail forever

or i've been in kill someone here. six years on foot. i can do that i can maintain because i'm not going to be acceptable for money i'm going to go get my money now i mean so i hustle and everything but i do it mostly for you know i mean like it's a cure of anything i could think of this was they were my kid she grow up to be whoever but i think is better. and i mean be smart i hear when you have a kid you know what i mean but i protect my daughter you know and i mean she's i mean she's smartest she's just like me.

i'm stuck to stay home because he's done as they would john of course dina. the bus really gets here at like seven twenty s sometimes she's late you go to the daycare today though. and mom will pick your from the work. in the. hall to school is closed.

in the. study. there's always been single mothers in african american communities areas have slavery ever since they took the men out of the families to create what's happening now this is just a continuation of was it started when they first brought us here in families that were there bafta american females flourished. i think it's more of a teenagers having kids in you can expect a fourteen or fifteen year old first daughter now old enough for him to be a father. and he's a check out no one talks about that they skip all. till they talk to the child

after they've done something and they blame it on having a father well your father was a kid and what he wasn't a man any could move into the house with your mom who is the same age fifteen six he can't even drive you. go to a club but they want them to be parents. it doesn't make sense. a lot of young women. did eighteen months education programs and are nurses in the nursing field whether they're nurses aides only up to nurses but

. they make it the women go straight in a survival mode. because if you figure if you're fourteen or fifteen and you had a child there is something in your household. that. even want a child that isn't say i want to someone love me. on them or my baby mother ok. when i was a ball like seventeen years old i was on and then that i met some girl i started talking on the internet or whatever and i go with this girl is supposed to be this life going to girl but that is how i got there it wasn't to grow expect that i had the wrong person or my so was somebody i would never ever have a baby with my kids. you know what i mean i love the kid but the baby mama i really don't care about you know you got to do it you got to do something and.

she grow up and be whatever but i'm overprotective were. close throughout all the times i'm always going to be an honor you know i mean so i'm always closer i know where she's out so i take care of my job yes i do in no way down feel like she has nothing to worry about like. i want and she. trusts because i'm our own father you see i ever need to go always the. time is gone oh you know i mean i feel like i'm strong enough to be like whatever she needs i got. like nowadays i got. going to rent this out for you ok and then i'll bring it back. but i just want to make sure it's clean that we don't have no johns around it ok so always safe than

sorry. find is pretty laid back maybe impregnate i don't have much lifting and things like that i'm going to see you tomorrow ok. i. put this out for you and pick a sandwich up so i can take this back in the living. i'll see you later ok i love you. i. don't think i'm glad i am

i. not. good. at it and i just thought i'd. join me every thursday on the alex salmond show and i'll be speaking to us from the world of politics sports business i'm show business i'll see you then. when the whole make its manufacture consent to step into the public well. when the ruling classes and protect themselves. in the final merry go round me the one percent. that's nothing to ignore middle of the room six. million tons i mean real news.

i've been saying the numbers something they've mastered us is over one trillion dollars in debt more than ten white collar crime families each day. eighty five percent of global wealth he longs to be old rich with six percent in the world market thirty percent some with one. hundred of five hundred three per second per second and this one rose to twenty thousand dollars. china's building two point one billion dollars industrial park but don't let the numbers will be. the only number you need to remember one one business you know bored to miss the one and only one but.

what politicians do you should. put themselves on the line. to get accepted or rejected. so when you want to be president. some want to be rich. but you going to be the first to support them before three of them or ten people. i'm interested in holes in the waters are out. there should be. the best one of the boy his name is going to be jeremiah and if it's a girl it's going to be ok i can't deal with another grows out of. this state helps me with health insurance i get health insurance from the state i get food stamps from the state and right now i get on day care from them ah so they help pay what are they come in the big help in a way but as i start making star mana money i lose all that so it's kind of like

a win lose situation they help you up and tell they feel like oh you make enough money to pay for this and then they stop helping you but right now they are helping me all right you ready all right all right let's go baby because i had on i got something for you. but. looking for you didn't even have a good images are not. put you got it isn't my little pony are you hungry. yes. this is what i want to do i want to so drugs because you know just better or oh i came up in life you know i mean i'm still one hundred percent going to be out here and nobody can stop me i look at myself as i am like a boss i make on the way because i can get

a shoe i can get any drug telling you that's what i used to do to it's like you know you know god forbid i go to jail a lot of been the show like ten times so you know i mean is telling you caught with . it was so i wanted the money or whatever and been a struggle china get the money in china be like maintain my so i made sure i got enough money to every mall pocket every single day so i messed with legit people to be how i am like to be in my predicament only has to mess with boss people in order to you know what i mean people understand me because you know i mean i want to show that she will not like play i'm trying to improve on. like how much of a boss i could be. were

the lad a fourteen my son got killed ministry. says thing and he have a sign each name modern day. for must pray met this time when he kept marriage. so he of assigned an estate saying it's oh i'm a member of the world that. what i have been to ham. had a lot of family members sat my son on nephew that. some eyeshadow. that sat and he. sat me he. saw me about all i have no bottom all city streets solve all the six man a man was married to. none of the cases yet. when i say go

back to have family is really hurting. now children was left. behind this man should what i'm a father. i'm breaking up the family this family's is. about knowing what to do. and we just haven't. act was say sixty percent of the marriages and saw. some my pride that that's a bad area over there. are maybe thirty. or. more you. want to be thirty three. hundred. forty. three. everyone and see it top ranks and all we

will do person is not sold up the street came down here you see the day will stand . when we need. more and more. because that's make us feel that we have to solve the case and that's not right. my child him suddenly get the sea air as i was the there bouncing from family house or friend's house and things like that she kept her wolf overhead but it was just i never got to spend time with her she was always working working working. imanpa has

been we're going to separation right now i'm going to say he made some bad choices in life when it came to the lights of us and paintings though a lot of women have trust issues i know i do trust issues is a big thing for me is hard to open up to i'm in trust down but a lot of females they feel i like with me i feel like a man is post up poet the house hold their post to pay all the bills make sure we're good so if we want to be a stay at home mom we can a lot of men al here aren't like that anymore lake i blame it on their mom they were raised the same way they all raised to be a good man. a lot of fame status. say they just had babies with anybody it doesn't go right in

man to ban single parents. a lot of men that i know that he is a troublemaker or he is a crime maker or he sells drugs then they don't want to give them a moment on a five so they have to resort sued doing other things and sometimes is you got to make ends meet no matter how you do it even if this is the hustle or whatever you gotta do people make ends me my kids actually they have the same dad his name is malcolm in the one that i'm pregnant by it's all. their father also. even though i'm five mill what it is it is a joy i take it as a blessing because i know no matter what. because i'm going to be strong about what i have soo good already look at the know that no matter how hard you always make it on top of you try you can't give up

because if you give up there people are going to give up on you. and. i wasn't raised by my birth parents but i was raised by my grandparents and they were true grandparents they weren't. thirty when i was born. this cycle is a fifteen year old has a baby and they have that baby has a baby at fifteen or sixteen that's the cycle of fear fourteen or fifteen and now you're on welfare because now you're in a cycle. and you think people. in there because you grew up in a house where i want to work that they can write a check every two weeks in it that's the problem. there's no accountability and people don't think there's anything wrong with it. in communities where it's still considered taboo that as a happened i think the main challenges for women. that have been resources

they get the room or circumstances from the beginning of their childhood are young women are trying to be grown women in twenty years before ten. and maturation only is just not on work or socially or economically because fourteen year olds can't make. a salary of an adult i think. are. the racism that african-american women face is more systematic and that i would even venture to say we experience more sexism and racism more said an african-american male. yes she's coming out she's going to come out we're going to leave or come on let's go to town and i was unable to get to work on time so they let me go and then

that's how we end up in the shelter because again if you can't get to work and pay your bills you don't you're not going to have a home so you're only supposed to be at the shelter for three months i am in my three month span with my paycheck that i bring home i have literally enough to pay my car insurance and put gas in my car and i think a lot of that's why it's so hard for me get out the shows are going on like i feel we got money to pay my car favor how about going to pay rent. oh no and that's kind of the situation i mean like i lost everything if i'm kind of rebuilding a guy that we have an income tax and that was able to help me get a little bit of my stuff back but that doesn't last forever. i'm hoping that i don't lose my job my main dream is to get my own place like to own a house that's my main during is to own a house and not have to go back into shows or like never to have another thing ever but not to have to go in a shelter anytime soon and i'm hoping to be able to stay in

a home and have them be able to turn eighteen and be on their own and be like ok mommy was strong like mom was able to fight through it no matter what. that's that's my enduring. it is hard and. it's by the grace of god. that i'm still floating. i cry i live thinking oh my god i'm going to do this with another child but i'm hoping that i never had to resort into selling things but if it happens hey it happens. yeah or gone home. i don't fortunately i can't let you guys follow me to arrest it away because this shelter doesn't allow you guys to be there so yes it was nice meeting you by.

one else chose seemed wrong all right old rules just don't all. let me. get to shape out these days to come out ahead and in gains from it because of the trail. when so many find themselves worlds apart we choose to look for

common ground. you know world big partisan group a lot and conspiracy it's time to wake up to dig deeper to hit the stories that mainstream media refuses to tell more than ever we need to be smarter we need to stop slamming the door. and shouting past each other it's time for critical thinking it's time to fight for the middle for the troops the time is now we're watching closely watching the hawks. desperate for a single purpose. they have a superman. they start training very young. they take months of intensive school.

reps. and they save lives. i think more do can is an outstanding person because he took on the most powerful agency in this county or you'll be to stay if you look at it from the analogy. marc was the day that when he was fighting the lion mug do going to has been the sheriff's most contentious critics say he is the first time i noticed something wasn't right in fleece where pretty much when he first started the corruption in palm beach county is not something that you can smell it like that it's a no. we've had more shootings in this county then some states have had collectively children went to this website began featuring comments about guns

as family the sheriff might then. squash you like a bug you know we should stop then you should say and i'm left with stuff i believe what i'm doing also it's ok. you know it's your funeral building the f.b.i. raided p.b.s. a critic in this house. i snuck out of the united states. into russia right jean little five. men they know bad wolf. good hopes and. put themselves on the line to get accepted or rejected. so when you want to be president and you. want to. have to be right to be pros that's what before three of the more people. interested in the waters about

how. there should be. a spoke oldskool global internet rules on for governments to play a more active role in regulating its. comedian below them is a lengthy leave the polls in the first round of ukraine's presidential elections so saw he's taken thirty percent of the votes also this hour. police in the u.s. releasing vodacom video of the fatal shooting of a black american it was twenty five times paul simon is calm. and very well welcome to you you're watching aussie and.