my mother was a crack she used to do crack when i was a little kid or when she had me or whatever she's she don't belittle him or my dad he was like a. thief so you know i got like what i needed when i was a baby but i had a bad childhood from first grade i was a cool kid i mean i really was a first grade to middle with just when i left my childhood which was bad and love with somebody else i was a family my mom's friend and from like. every since i left the house that i like and i went to another person and i swear i started doing bad stuff you know just be a sneaky and i jot down a line on the remember i like tenth grade so my mom say you don't have to go to school if you don't want to so i said i'm down that never wore my school and i never want to go back to school i guess is in my blood. on the i was always. just

a big kid and i always wanted to be better so. i mean my mind's made up i want to do this for the rest of my life so you know i mean it's what i have to. treat elderly people must have like them in c.l.o. of parkinson's disease or some kind of sickness where they can't help with their self so i had to help them with painting and clothes. thing and feeding and things

like that. and a lot of the people i've never met before so it gets kind of scary going to new houses and things like that but i guess you get kind of you so after a while. i got out that bill for a while and i was like let me try to resolve the how that does and then by race how i just felt like i was another employee like i didn't make a difference in anyone's lives and that's when i decided to get mine arsenic very i've been doing this for four years now. i have a. nursing degree also for cation i go again nursing homes and people's homes. i love helping people. that's my biggest thing and i don't know god out of always had people reach out to help me a lot like why not give out like i'm such a caring person and.

mrs ealey yeah ok how was your day it was signed in ca on friday was everything ok. and she had no i wasn't here for two on friday they called and told me not to come in. you're not too hot. now ok are you hungry you think i want to be a monday sandwich ok i'm going to put this on you if you get too high you can pull it back down ok and i leave act a little bit on the get something me. helping people sit me means that disability anything nearly like if is just a grocery shopping or. reminding them to take their medicine or saying hey did you

eat today let me fix you something me just anything whatever they need from me i'm willing to help because i've always struggled in life and i've always wanted someone to help me like that and i don't always have it so for me to be able to give back to people that there that makes a difference to me makes me feel warm inside. he sealy his assailants baby he set up enough to eat yet i don't know why isn't he but i say oh it's. you ma'am or me the make you want ok let go a lot is right here if you need it now see in a little bit. how right. i jot down in life i like tenth grade so i barely want to have a job but you know i got to kid him every day you know i'm trying to do what i gotta do to take care of and do everything i got to do to take care of myself that's number one so you know me i've been just as hard on her you know i mean.

people die every day people are gruel would bury their dead or in joe or like her like that never mattered that me wanting. somebody used to be would be shot of this out of copping out thirty to sixty years he's my i mean i was just like when you you just got to be smart when you're gonna so you know me in jail forever or i think kill someone here. six years on foot. i can do that i can maintain because i'm not going to be acceptable for money i'm going to go get my money and i mean so i hustle and everything but i do it mostly for you know i mean like to take care of anything i

could think of as wesley were my kid she grow up to be whoever but i think is better soon. you know i mean be smart i hear when you have a kid you know what i mean but i protect my daughter you know and i mean she's i mean she's smartest she's just like me why. i'm stuck to stay home because he's sick so he's going to stay with john and christine on. the bus and they get say at like seven twenty s sometimes she's late you go to the daycare today though. and mom will pick your firm to work.

in. the whole of the schools will call it. starts with. there's always been single mothers in african-american communities ever since slavery or since they took the men out of the family stay create what's happening

now this is a continuation of was it started when they first brought us here in families where they have african-american females flourish. i think it's more of an issue these teenagers have and kids in you can expect a fourteen or fifteen year old first daughter now old enough for him to be a father. and he said check out no one talks about that they skip all. till they talk to a child after they've done something and they blame it on having a father well your father was a kid and what he was a man anything move into the house with your mom who is the same age fifteen six he can't even drive you. go to a club but they want them to be parents so. it doesn't make sense.

a lot of young women. did eighteen months education programs and or nursing is in the nursing field whether they're nurses aides only up to nurses but. they make it to women straightness survival. because if you figure if you're fourteen or fifteen and you had a child there is something in your household. that. even want a child that isn't say i want to someone to love me. on the moon my baby mother ok. when i was a ball like seventeen years old i was on the internet i met some girl i started

talking on the internet or whatever and i go with this girl is supposed to be this life going to girl but that is how i got there it wasn't to grow expect that i had the wrong person or my so was somebody i would never ever have a baby with my kids. you know what i mean i love the kid but the baby mama i really don't care about you know you got to do it you got to do something and. she grow up beautiful whatever but i'm overprotective were. close throughout all the times i'm always going to be you know or you know i mean so i'm always closer i know where she's so i think you're my child yes i do know way down for why she has nothing to worry about like. you want and she. trusts me because i'm our own father you see i ever knew something she'd go always that. time has gone oh you

know i mean i feel like i'm strong enough to be like whatever she me i got. like nowadays i got. going to rent this out for you ok and then i'll bring it back. but i just want to make sure it's clean that we don't have no johns around it ok so always safe than sorry. my days pretty laid back maybe impregnate i don't have much lifting and things like that but if i wasn't pregnant then i would have to do a lot of lifting and cleaning and things like that i'm going to see you tomorrow. i. put this out for you here pick a sandwich up so i can take this back in the livingroom. i asked the later ok i

a levee. breaks had come down. when i was told some seemed wrong why don't we all just don't call. me. yet to say proud these days to come to advocate and in gains from an equal betrayal . when so many find themselves worlds apart when you choose to look for common

ground. so security council should have a mandatory one percent of all stock bonds for ex transactions to go into social security so that every individual will say when they become eighteen they've got fifty sixty seventy thousand dollars in there that they can go spend on college if they want to that's a that is a that is an extra analogy of this economy that's being recycled repurposed regenerated into an ecosystem an economy that is like more mimics that of nature. they're bred for a single purpose. they have a super. plaistow training very young. eight months of intensive schooling.

rats. and they save lives. after the previous stage of my career was over everyone wondered what i was going to do next the pope the ball different clubs on one hand it is logical to sort of go from fields where everything is familiar on the other i wanted a new challenge and a fresh perspective i'm used to surprising people. or not if you think. i'm going to talk about football not for you or else you can think i was going to do. by the way what is it that slide in here.

at this one of the boy his name is going to be jeremiah and if it's a girl it's going to be carrying. i'm hoping for a boy though because i can't deal with another grows out of through this day house me with health insurance i get health insurance from the state i get food stamps on the state and right now i get on day care from them also like they help pay would they come in the big help in a way but soon as i start making star mana money i lose all that so it's kind of like a win lose situation they help you up and they feel like oh you make enough money to pay for this and then they stop helping you but right now they are helping me already all right. and hey let's. put it on i've got something for you. that's. looking for you don't even have it in but just about what. you got it is

a my little pony are you hungry. yes. this is what i want to do i want to so drugs because you know just better or oh i came up in life you know what i mean i'm still one hundred percent going to be out here nobody can stop me i look at myself as i'm like a boss i make on the way because i can get issues i can get any drug telling you that's what i used to do to it's like you know you know god forbid i go to jail a lot of been the show like ten times so you know i mean sterling getting caught with. it was i wanted the money or whatever and been a struggle trying to get the money in china to be like maintain my so and make sure i got enough money to every mall pocket every single day so i mess with legit

people to be how i am like to be in my predicament only has to mess with legit boss people in order to you know what i mean people don't understand me because you know i mean i'm not like. i'm trying to improve on. like how much of a boss i could be. were . good. what saying got killed in the street. says he have a son. when he.

saw. a member of the world that. had a lot of family members sad. sad. sad . sad he. to be. so. solve all the sixpenny. none of the cases. have family is really hurting. children was left. behind this naturally without a father. breaking up the family the family. and we just. act was say sixty percent of the marriages and

solve. some. of them for. everyone to see it all thanks to all we did. the person is not from up the street came down here to see if he will stand just. next to me and on the. fourth.

part of the. market because that's make us must feel that we have to solve the case and that's not ranked. by shallow was pretty difficult my mom she was the only one of my life she she worked all the time suddenly get to see air as i was either bouncing from family house or friend's house and things like that she kept her wolf overhead but it was just i never got to spend time with her she was always working working working. in miami has been we're going to separation right now. i'm going to say he made some bad choices in life when it came to the lights of us and things though a lot of women have trust issues i know i do trust issues is a big thing for me it's hard to open up to him and trust down but

a lot of females they feel like like with me i feel like a man is post up post the house hold their post to pay all the bills make sure we're good so if we want to be a stay at home mom we can't a lot of men al here aren't like that anymore lake i don't know their mom they were raised the same way they all raised to be good men for. a lot of female status they say they just have babies with anybody it doesn't go right man to be. single parents. a lot of men that i know they are at a young age and they kind of follows them as they get older so people look at them and like he is a troublemaker or he is a crime maker or he sells drugs then they don't want to give them a moment on

a five so they have to resort to doing other things and sometimes it's you got to make ends meet no matter how you do it even if it's just the hustle or whatever you got to do people make ends meet my kids actually they have the same dad his name is malcolm in the one that i'm pregnant by is also their father also and. even though i'm pregnant with this cell it is it is a joy i take it as a blessing because i know no matter what guy's not going to put mommy there what i can handle so i go no matter what i go through. that i'm going to come out on the top because i'm determined to i'm going to be strong no matter what i have soup is already looking up to me now what the men know that no matter how hard life gets you will always make it on top of you try you can't give up because if you give up there people are going to give up on you. and.

i will raise by my birth parents but i was raised by my grandparents and they were true grandparents they were. thirty when i was born. they say quiz a fifteen year old has a baby and they have that baby has a baby at fifteen or sixteen that's the cycle of fear fourteen or fifteen and now you're on welfare because now you're in a cycle. anything people. in it because you grew up in a house when i want to work and take. a check every to me. in it that's the problem . there's no accountability in people. i don't think there's anything wrong with that. in communities where it's still considered taboo there's a happen and i think the main challenges for women. that have been resources to get through are circumstances from the beginning of their childhood or young

women are trying to be grown women in twenty years before ten. maturation only is just not work or socially or economically because fourteen year olds can't me. a salary. of an adult and i think. our racism the african-american women face is more systematic and that i would even venture to say we experience more sexism and racism more said an african-american male. yes she's going about we're ultimately over a month. we actually lost our place and. my car you know breaking down and i was unable to get to work on time so they let me go and then that's how we end up in the shelter because again if you can't get to work and pay your bills you don't

you know them have a home so you're only supposed to be at the shelter for three months i am in my three month span with my paycheck that i bring home i have literally enough to pay my car insurance and put gas in my car a million a lot like that's why it's so hard for me get out the shows are going on like i feel we got money to pay my car favorite going to pay rent. oh no. that's wasted i mean like i lost everything if i'm kind of rebuilding. we have income tax and that was able to help me get a little bit of my stuff back but that doesn't last forever as. i'm hoping that i don't lose my job my main dream is. get my own place like to own a house that's my main touring is to own a house and not have to go back to michel's or like never to have another thing ever but not to have to go in a shelter anytime soon and i'm hoping to be able to stay in a home have them be able to at least turn eighteen and be on their own and be like

ok mommy was strong my mom was able to fight through it no matter way that's that's my enduring. it is hard i'm a it's by the grace of god i'm not by hound that i'm still floating. i cry alive thinking oh my god i'm going to do this with another child by a i'm hoping that i never has a result into selling things but if it happens hey it happens. yeah we're gone home. i unfortunately i can't let you guys follow me to rest it away because the shelter doesn't allow you guys to be there so yeah it was nice meeting you by.

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