grano it was hard but you gotta make the best of how you. come up and live so i mean having graduate and i showed up. my mother was a crack she used to do crack when i was a kid or when she had me or whatever she's she don't belittle him or my dad he was like a just a thief so you know i got like what i needed when i was a baby but i had a bad childhood from first grade i was a cool kid i mean i really was a first grade to middle with us when i left my childhood which was bad and love

with somebody else i was a family my mom's friend and from like. every since i left the house that i like and i went to another person and i swear i started doing bad stuff you know just being sneaky and i jot down a line down the remember i like tenth grade so i'm on say you don't have to go to school if you don't want to so i said i'm down that never wore my school and i never want to go back to school i guess is in my blood so. i mean i was always. just i beg kids and i always wanted to be better so. i mean my mind's made up i want to do this for the rest of my life so you know i mean it's what i've.

the. trail out early people most of them have like them mentioned or park as an disease are some contests a sickness where they can't help with their self so i have to help them with a thing and clothing and feeding and things like that. and a lot of the people i've never met before so it gets kind of scary going to new houses and things like that but i guess you get kind of you so after a while. i got out that bell for a while and i let me try to resolve the how that does and then by rizal i just felt like i was another employee like i didn't make a difference in anyone's lives that's when i decided to get mine are same degree

i've been doing this for four years now. i have a. nursing degree while suffocation i go again nursing homes and people's homes. i love helping people like that's my biggest thing i don't know god out of always had people reach out to help me a lot so i'm like why not give out like i'm such a caring person then. mrs ealey yelled hey how was your day it was signed in ca on friday was everything ok. no i wasn't here for you on friday they

called and told me not to come in. you're not too hot. ok are you hungry i want to be somebody's sandwich ok i'm going to put this on you if you get too hot you can pull it back down ok we've acknowledged it and we get something to eat. helping people sit me means that disability anything mainly like if is just a grocery shopping or reminding them to take their medicine or saying hey did you eat today let me fix you something me anything whatever they need from me i'm willing to help because i've always struggled in life and i've always wanted someone to help me like that and i don't always have it so for me to be able to give back to people that there that makes a difference in me makes me feel warm inside. you see only his assailants baby he set up a nothing yet i phone why isn't he but i say oh it's. you

never miss the make you want yeah ok let go a lot is right here if you need it now see in a little bit. how right. i jot down like i like tenth grade so i barely want to have a job but you know i got to kid him every day you know i'm trying to do what i gotta do to take care i. do everything i gotta do to take care of myself that's number one so you know i mean i've been just as hard on her you know i mean. people die every day people are gruel would bury their dead or in joe or my car like that never mattered and that really wanting. somebody used to be would be shot up inside a copping out thirty to sixty years he's my i mean i was just what happens when you

you just got to be smart when you're gonna so you know me in jail forever or how often it kills someone in. six years on foot. i can do that i can maintain because i'm not going to yank some people for money i'm going to go get my money and i mean so i hustle and everything but i do it mostly for you know i mean like to take care of anything i could think of this was they were my kid she grow up to be whoever but i think is better soon. you know i mean be smart i hear when you have a kid you know what i mean but i protect my daughter you know and i mean she's i mean she's smartest she's just like me.

i'm stuck to stay home because he's sick so used to us they would john of course dana. the bus really gets here at like seven twenty s sometimes she's late you go to the daycare today though. a mom will pick your firm to work. in the. sports clothes schools will.

start school. and. there's always been single mothers in african-american communities areas have slavery ever since they took the men out of the family stay create what's happening now this is a continuation of was it started when they first brought us here in families that were there bafta american females flourish. i think it's more of an issue these teenagers having kids in you can expect a fourteen or fifteen year old first daughter now old enough for him to be a father. and he's a check out no one talks about that they skip all. till they talk to the child

after they've done something and they blame it on having the father well your father was a kid and what he was in a man anything move into the house with your mom who was the same me fifteen six he can even drive you. go to a club but they want them to be parents. it doesn't make sense. a lot of young women. did eighteen months education programs and are nurses in the nursing feel whether they're nurses aides only up to nurses but.

they make it the women go straight in a survival mode. because if you figure if you're fourteen or fifteen and you had a child there is something in your household. that. even want a child that isn't say i want to someone love me. on them or my baby mother ok. when i was a ball like seventeen years old i was on and then that i met some girl i started talking on the internet or whatever and i go with this girl is supposed to be this life going to girl but that is how i got there it wasn't to go expect that i had the wrong person or my so was somebody i would never ever have a baby with my kids. you know what i mean i love the kid but the baby mama i

really don't care about you know you got to do it you got to do something and. she grow to be whatever but i'm overprotective were. close throughout all the times i'm always going to be you know or you know i mean so i'm always closer i know where she's out so i take care of my job yes i do know way down to like she has nothing to worry about like. you want and she. trusts me because i'm our own father you see i never knew something she'd go always that. time is gone only you know what i mean i feel like i'm strong enough to be like whatever she needs i got like nowadays i got. going to run this out for you ok and then i'll bring it back. but i just want to make sure it's playing that we don't have no johns around it ok so always safe than

sorry. my day is pretty laid back maybe impregnate i don't have much lifting and things like that but if i wasn't pregnant then i would have to do a lot of lifting and cleaning and things like that i'm going to see you tomorrow ok . i. put this out for you here pick a sandwich up so i can take this back in the livingroom. flavia.

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the world of politics sports business i'm showbiz most oh so you've been. so security council should have a mandatory one percent of all stock bonds forex transactions to go into social security so that every individual will say when they become eighteen they've got fifty sixty seventy thousand dollars and there that they can go spend on college if they want to that's a that is a that is an extra analogy of this economy that's being recycled repurposed regenerated into an ecosystem an economy that is like more mimics that of nature. their brains for a single purpose. you know a supermoon. training very young. a months of intensive schooling. their

reps. and they save lives. at this one of the boy his name is going to be jeremiah and if it's a girl it's going to be chiari. and i'm hoping for a boy that has i can't deal with another girl's added to this state house me with health insurance i get health insurance from the state i get food stamps on the state and right now i get on day care from the loss of life they help pay what all the they come in the big help in a way but as soon as i start making a certain amount of money i lose all that though it's kind of like a win lose situation they help you up and tell they feel like oh you make enough money to pay for this and then they stop helping you but right now they are helping

me are you ready all right. let's. put it on i've got something for you. that's. looking for you don't even have it in but just about. what you got it is a my little pony are you hungry. yes. this is what i want to do i want to so drugs because you know just better or oh i came up in life you know i mean i'm still one hundred percent going to be out here nobody can stop me i look at myself as i am like a boss in macao no way because i can get i can get any drug telling you that's what i used to do to it's like you know you know god forbid i go to jail

a lot of been the show like ten times so you know i mean is telling drugs get caught with drugs. was so i wanted the money or whatever and been a struggle china get the money in china be like maintain my so i make sure i got enough money to every mall pocket every single day so i mess with legit people to be how i am like to be in my predicament only has to mess with legit boss people in order to unite i mean people understand me because you know i mean i want to show that she will not like play i'm trying to improve on. like how much of a boss it could be. were

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hurting. children was left. behind this man father. and we just.

see it all thanks to all we did. that person is not from up the street came down here you see to be with you can't just. ignore me and down the. north. part of the. mark because that's make us mama's feel that we have to solve the case and that's not right. my child who was pretty difficult my mom she was the only one of my life she she worked all the time suddenly get to see air as i was either bouncing from family house or friend's house and things like that she kept roof overhead but it was just

i never got to spend time with her she was always working working working. in miami has been we're going to separation right now. i'm going to say he made some bad choices in life when it came to the lives of us and things though a lot of women have trust issues i know i do trust issues is a big thing for me it's hard to open up to him and trust them but a lot of females they feel like like with me i feel like a man is post up post the house hold their post to pay all the bills make sure we're good so if we want to be a stay at home mom we can a lot of men al here aren't like that anymore lake their mom they were raised the same way they all raised to be good men. a lot of female status to say they just had babies with anybody it doesn't go right

man to be. single parents. a lot of men that i know they are a young age and it kind of follows them as they get older so people look at them and like he is a troublemaker or he is a crime maker or he sells drugs then they don't want to give them a moment on a five so they have to resort sued doing other things and sometimes it's you got to make ends meet no matter how you do it even if it's just a hostile or whatever you got to do people make ends meet my kids actually they have the same dad his name is malcolm in the one that i'm pregnant by is also their father also and. even the i'm pregnant with this cell it is it is a joy i take it as a blessing because i know no matter what you guys not going to put mommy there what i can handle so i will no matter what i go through. that i'm going to come out

on the top because i'm determined so i'm going to be strong in a better way i have soup is already looking out for me now what the know that no matter how hard life gets you will always make it on top of you try you can't give up because if you give up there people are going to give up on you. and. i will respond birthparents but i was raised by my grandparents and they were true grandparents they were. thirty when i was born. they say quiz a fifteen year old has a baby and they have that baby has a baby at fifteen or sixteen that's the cycle of fear fourteen or fifteen and now you're on welfare because now you're in a cycle. and you think people. in it because you grew up in a house when i want to work and take. a check every two me. in it that's the

problem. there's no accountability in people. i don't think there's anything wrong with that. in communities where it's still considered taboo that as i happen i think the main challenges for women. that have been resources to get through are circumstances from the beginning of their childhood or young women are trying to be grown women in twenty years before ten. and maturation only is just not on work or socially or economically because fourteen year olds can't me. a salary. of an adult and i think. our racism that african-american women face is more systematic and that i would even venture to say we experience more sexism and racism more said an african-american male.

yes she's going to come out we're ultimately over a month. we actually lost our place and. my car you know breaking down and i was unable to get to work on time so they let me go and then that's how we end up in the shelter because again if you can't get the work and pay your bills you don't you're not going to have a home so you're only supposed to be at the shelter for three months i am in my three month span with my paycheck that i bring home i have literally enough to pay my car insurance and put gas in my car a million a lot like that's why it's so hard for me get out the shows are going on like i feel we got money to pay my car favorite going to pay rent. oh no. that's a waste of me like i lost everything if i'm kind of rebuilding. we have an income tax and that was able to help me get a little bit of my stuff back but that doesn't last forever. i'm hoping that i

don't lose my job my main dream is. i. get my own place like to own a house as my main touring is the own house and not have to go back to michel's or like never sad i'm not anything ever but not sad to go in a shelter anytime soon i'm hoping to be able to stay in a home have them be able to at least turn eighteen and be on their own and be like ok mommy was strong my mom was able to fight through it no matter way that's that's my enduring. it is hard i'm a lot if it's by the grace of god i'm not by hound that i'm still floating. i cry a lie thinking oh my god i'm going to do this with another child by a i'm hoping that i never has a result into selling things but if it happens hey it happens.

yeah we're gone home. i unfortunately i can't let you guys follow me to rest it away because the shelter doesn't allow you guys to be there so yeah it was nice meeting you by.

just manufacture consent in terms of public wealth. when the ruling classes protect them so. when the final merry go round. we can all middle of the room sick. i mean more to gain is an outstanding person because he took on the most powerful agency in county forgive me to state if you look at it from the book one. mark was the day that when he was five. going to be in the sheriff's most contentious critics say he is the first time i noticed something wasn't right in fleeced work pretty much when i first started the corruption in palm beach county

is not something that you can smell. it's. a wink it wasn't what i wanted to do. we've had more shootings in this county then some states have had collectively drug and went to his website began featuring comments about his family the sheriff's wife and squash you like a boy and you know i wish you'd stop when you said that and i'm left with stuff i believe what i'm doing ok you know it's your funeral. critic house. i snuck out of the united states. into russia political one. men they know is bad wolf.

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