growing up it was hard but you gotta make the best of how you. come up in life so i mean having graduate and i showed up. my mother was a crack kid sees to do crack when i was a little kid or when she had me or whatever she's she don't belittle him or my dad he was like a stick at the so you know i got like what i needed when i was a baby but i had a bad childhood from first grade i was a cool kid i mean i really was a first grade to middle with us when i left my childhood which was bad and love with somebody else i was a family my mom's friend and from like. every since i left the house that i like and i went to another person and i swear i started doing bad stuff you know just be a sneaky and i jot down like on the remember i like tenth grade so i'm on say you

don't have to go to school if you don't want to so i said i'm down that never wore my school and i never want to go back to school i guess is in my blood. and the i was always. just i beg kids and i always wanted to be better so. i mean my mind's made up i want to do this for the rest of my life so you know i mean it's what i've.

nightrain elderly people most of them have like them mentioned or park as an disease are some contests a sickness where they can't help with their self so i have to help them with banning and clothing and feeding and things like back. and a lot of the people i've never met before so it gets kind of scary going to new houses and things like that but i guess you get kind of you so after a while. i got out that bell for a while and i was like let me try to resolve the how that does and then why raise hell i just felt like i was another employee like i didn't make a difference in anyone's lives that's when i decided to get mine are same degree i have been doing this for four years now. i have a. nursing degree most are for cation i go again nursing homes and people's homes. i love helping people. that's my biggest thing and i don't know god out of always

had people reach out to help me a lot like why not give out like i'm such a caring person then. miss seeley yeah ok how was your day it was signed here in ca on friday was everything ok. and she has no i wasn't here for two on friday they called and told me not to come in and. you're not too high. now ok are you hungry you think i want to be a monday sandwich here ok i'm gonna put this on you. if you get too hot you can

pull it back down ok we've acknowledged it i'm a get something me. helping people sit me means that disability anything me like if is just grocery shopping or reminding them to take their medicine or saying hey did you eat today let me fix you something me anything whatever they need from me i'm willing to help because i've always struggled in life and i've always wanted someone to help me like that and i don't always have it so for me to be able to give back to people that there that makes a difference in me makes me feel warm inside. he sealy his assailants baby he stood up enough to eat yet i only hope he isn't what i say oh it's. you hammer me the make you want yeah ok let go a lot is right here if you need it now see in a little bit. how right. i jot down like i like tenth grade so i barely want to have

a job but you know i got to kid him every day you know i'm trying to do what i gotta do to take care i. do everything i gotta do to take care of myself that's number one so you know me i've been just as hard on her you know i mean. people die every day people are grew up would bury their dead or in joe or like my like that never mattered that me wanting. somebody used to be would be shot of this out of copping out thirty to sixty years he's my i mean i was. like when you you just got to be smart when you're gonna so you know me in jail forever or i've been in kill someone here. six years on foot. i can do that i can maintain because i'm not going to be

acceptable for money i'm going to go get my money you know what i mean so i hustle and everything but i do it mostly for you know to me like it's a care of anything i could think of as wesley were my kids she grow up to be whoever but i think is better. than i mean be smart i hear when you have a kid you know what i mean but i protect my daughter you know and i mean she's i mean she's smartest she's just like me. i'm start to stay home because he's sick so he's going to stay with john and

christine on. the bus really gets here at like seven twenty s sometimes she's late you go to the daycare today though. and mom will pick your firm to work. in the. old school is closed. in the. start up with.

there's always been single mothers in african-american communities or says slavery or a sense they took the men out of the family stay create what's happening now this is a continuation of was it started when they first brought us here in families where they have african-american females first. i think it's more of a teenagers having kids in you can expect a fourteen or fifteen year old first daughter now old enough for him to be a father. and he's a check out no one talks about that they skip all. till they talk to a child after they've done something and they blame it on having a father well your father was a kid and what he wasn't a man anything move into the house with your mom who was the same age fifteen sixteen. can't even drive you. go to

a club but they want them to be parents so. it doesn't make sense. a lot of young women. did eighteen months education programs. and are nurses in the nursing field whether they're nurses aides only up to nurses but . they make it the women go straight in a survival mode. because if you figure if you're fourteen or fifteen and you had a child there is something in your household. that. even want a child rather than say i wanted someone to love me.

or my baby mother ok. when i was a ball like seventeen years old i was on the internet i met some girl i started talking on the internet or whatever and i go with this girl is supposed to be this life going to girl but that is how i got there it wasn't to go expect that i had the wrong person or my so was somebody i would never ever have a baby with my kids. you know what i mean i love the kid but the baby mama i really don't care about you know you got to do it you got to do something and. she grow up and be whatever but i'm overprotective were. closed throughout all the times i'm always going to be an honor you know i mean so i'm always closer i know where she's out so i take care of my child yes i do in no way down to like she has

nothing to worry about like. i want and she. trusts me because i'm our own father you see i ever need something to go always the. time is gone only you know i mean i feel like i'm strong enough to be like whatever she me i got. like nowadays i got. going to rent this out for you ok and then i'll bring it back. but i just want to make sure it's playing that we don't have no drums around it ok so always safe than sorry. my day is pretty laid back maybe impregnate i don't have much lifting and things like that but if i wasn't pregnant then i would have to do a lot of lifting and cleaning and things like that i'm going to see you tomorrow ok

. i. put this out for you here pick your sandwich up so i can take this back in the living room i asked the later ok. flavia. what politicians do you should look to. put themselves on the lawn. to get accepted or rejected. so when you want to be president. or some want to be rich. have to be right to be cross that's what it looks like three of them or ten people that i'm interested in the laws are called. there should.

show some same wrong when old quotes just don't call. me if i get to say proud just to become educated and in detroit because betrayal. when so many find themselves worlds apart. just to look for common ground the. you know world of big new laws and conspiracies it's time to wake up to dig deeper to hit the stories that mainstream media refuses to tell more than ever we need to be smarter we need to stop slamming the door. and shouting past each other it's time for critical thinking it's time to fight for the middle for the truth the time is now we're watching closely watching the hawks.

desperate for a single purpose. they have a superman. they start training very young. eight months of intensive school. their reps. and they save lives. at this one of the boy his name is going to be jeremiah and if it's a girl it's going to be carrying. i'm hoping for a boy that has i can't deal with another girl's out of here with this they help me with health insurance i get health insurance from the state i get food stamps on

the state and right now i get daycare from the loss of life they help pay what all they come in the big help in a way but as soon as i start making money i lose all that though it's kind of like oh when this situation they help you up and tell they feel like oh you make enough money to pay for this and then they stop helping you but right now they are helping me already all right. and hey let's. put it on i've got something for you. that's. looking for you don't even have it in just about what. you got it isn't my little pony are you hungry. yes.

this is what i want to do i want to so drugs because you know just better or oh i came up in life you know i mean i'm still one hundred percent going to be out here nobody can stop me i look at myself as i am like a boss i make on the way because i can get issues i can get any drug telling you that's what i used to do to it's like you know you know i go to jail a lot of been the joe like ten times so you know i mean it's telling. it was so i wanted the money or whatever and been a struggle china get the money and trying to be like maintain my so and make sure i got enough money to ever in my pocket every single day so i mess with legit people to be how i am like to be in my predicament only has to mess with legit boss people in order to you not i mean people understand me because you know what i mean sure

to i'm not like. i'm trying to improve on. like how much of a boss i could be. were . good. add a fourth same. street. says he have a san. diego. so he. had a lot of family members a sad. sad. sad

. sad he. sat up in the chest. so. solve all the six family members. none of the cases. have family is really hurting. children was left. without a father. breaking up the family the family says. and we just have an. apple say sixty percent of the marriage is on. some.

or all. of them want. it taught. and all we did. the person is gonna come up the street came down here to see the day with your best. grammy and now the. hard. mark because s make us mamas feel that we have to solve the case and that's not ranked.

by shallow was pretty difficult my mom she was the only one of my life she she worked all the time suddenly get the sea air as i was either bouncing from family house or friend's house and things like that she kept her with overhead but it was this i never got to spend time with her she was always working working working. to me i'm a has been we're going to separation right now. i'm going to say he made some bad choices in life when it came to the lights of us and things though a lot of women have trust issues i know i do trust issues is a big thing for me is hard to open up to i'm in trust them but a lot of females they feel like like with me i feel like a man this post up post the house hold their post to pay all the bills make sure we're good so if we want to be a stay at home mom we can a lot of men al here aren't like that anymore lake i

blame it on their mom they were raised the same like they all raised to be good men for. a lot of female status to say they just had babies with anybody it doesn't go right in man to be. single parents. a lot of men that i know they are at a young age and it kind of follows them as they get older so people look at them and like oh he's a troublemaker or he's a crime maker or he sells drugs then they don't want to give them a moment on a five so they have to resort sued doing other things and sometimes it's you got to make ends meet no matter how you do it even if it's just the hustle or whatever you got to do people make ends meet my kids actually they have the same dad his name is

malcolm in the one that i'm pregnant by is also their father also and. even though that i'm i'm pregnant with this cell it is it is a joy i take it as a blessing because i know no matter what you guys not going to put mommy there what i can handle so i built no matter what i go through. that i'm going to come out on the top because i'm determined so i'm going to be strong about a way i have soup is already looking up to me now what the minnow that no matter how hard life gets you will always make it on top of you try you can't give up because if you give up there people are going to give up on you. and. i will raise by my birthparents but i was raised by my grandparents and they were true grandparents they were. thirty when i was born.

to say quiz a fifteen year old has a baby and they have that baby has a baby at fifteen or sixteen that's the cycle of fear fourteen or fifteen and i are on welfare because now you're in a cycle. anything people. in it because you grew up in a house when i want to work and take. a check every two me. in it that's the problem. there's no accountability in people. i don't think there's anything wrong with that. in communities where it's still considered taboo that as i happen i think the main challenges for women. that have been resources. or circumstances from the beginning of their childhood or young women are trying to be grown women in twenty years before ten. maturation only is just not work or socially or economically because fourteen year olds can't me. a salary.

of an adult and i think. our racism the african-american women face is more systematic and that i would even venture to say we experience more sexism and racism more said an african-american male. yes she's going to come out we're ultimately over a month. we actually lost our place and. my car you know breaking down and i was unable to get to work on time so they let me go and then that's how we end up in the shelter because again if you can't get to work and pay your bills you don't you know then have a home so you're only supposed to be at the shelter for three months i am in my three month span with my paycheck that i bring home i have literally enough to pay my car insurance and put gas in my car and i think

a lot of that's why it's so hard for me get out the shows are going on like i feel we got money to pay my car favorite going to pay rent. oh no. that's always i mean like i lost everything if i'm kind of rebuilding. we have an income tax and that was able to help me get a little bit of my stuff back but that doesn't last forever as. i'm hoping that i don't lose my job my main dream is. get my own place like to own a house that's my main touring is the own house and not have to go back to michel's or like never to have another thing ever but not to have to go in a shelter anytime soon and i'm hoping to be able to stay in a home have them be able to at least turn eighteen and be on their own and be like ok mommy was strong like mommy was able to fight through it no matter way that's that's my enduring. it is hard and. if it's by the grace of god by how bad i'm still floating. i cry alive thinking oh my god how i'm going to do this

with another child by a i'm hoping that i never has a result into selling things but if it happens hey it happens. yeah we're gone home. i unfortunately i can't let you guys follow me to rest it away because the shelter doesn't allow you guys to be there so yeah it was nice meeting you by.

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