she used to do crack when i was a little kid or when she had me or whatever she's she don't belittle him or my dad he was like a just a thief so you know i got like what i needed when i was a baby but i had a bad childhood from first grade i was a cool kid i mean i really was a first grade and middle with just when i left my childhood which was bad and love with somebody else i was a family my mom's friend and from like. every since i left the house that i like and i went to another person and i swear i'll start doing bad stuff you know just be a sneaky and i jot down a line on the remember of highlight tenth grade so my mom say you don't have to go to school if you don't want to so i said i'm down that never wore my school and i never want to go back to school i guess is in my blood. on the i was always. just a big kid and i always wanted to be better so. i mean my mind's made up i want to

do this for the rest of my life so you know i mean it's what i have to. treat elderly people must have like them in c.l.o. of parkinson's disease or some kind of sickness where they can't help with their self so i had to help them with painting and clothing and feeding and things like that. and

a lot of the people i've never met before so it gets kind of scary going to new houses and things like that but i guess you get kind of you so after a while. i got out that bill for a while and i let me try to resolve the how that does and then by race how i just felt like i was another employee like i didn't make a difference in anyone's lives that's when i decided to get mine are same agree i've been doing this for four years now. i have a. nursing degree also for cation i love helping people. that's my biggest thing i don't know god out of always had people reach out to help me a lot like why not give out like i'm such a caring person that. mrs

ealey yeah ok how was your day it was signed in ca on friday was everything ok. and she had no i wasn't here for two on friday they called and told me not to come in. you're not too hot. now ok are you hungry yes i want to be a monday sandwich ok i'm going to put this on you and if you get too hot you can pull it back down ok and i leave act a little bit on the get something me. helping people sit me means that disability anything they need like if it's just a grocery shopping or reminding them to take their medicine or saying hey did you in today let me fix you something he does anything whatever they need from me. it's

a hell because i've always struggled in life and i've always wanted someone to help me like that and i don't always have it so for me to be able to give back to people that did it's makes a difference i mean makes me feel warm inside. me sealy his assailants baby he set up enough to eat yet i only hope he isn't here but i say oh it's. you never miss the make you want me ok like your lot is right here if you need it now see in a little bit. how right. i drop down and like i like tenth grade so i barely want to have a job but you know i got to kid him every day you know i'm trying to do what i gotta do to take care i. do everything i gotta do to take care of myself that's number one so you know i mean i've been just as hard on her you know i mean. people die every day people are gruel would bury their dead or in joe or hard earned money

or never mattered that we want to. come i used to be would be sought out and sought a copping out thirty to sixty years he's my i mean i was just what happens when you just got to be smart when you're gone up so you know me in jail forever or i think kill someone here. six years on foot. i can do that i can maintain because i'm not going to yank some people for money i'm going to go get my money and i mean so i hustle and everything but i do it mostly for you know i mean like to take care of anything i could think of this was they were my kid she grow up to be whoever but i think it's better soon . you know i mean we swore on her when you have

a kid you know what i mean but i protect my daughter you know what i mean suze i mean she's smart she's just like me. malcolm's got to stay home because he's sick so he's going to stay away jonica stina. the bus really gets here at like seven twenty s sometimes she's late you go to the daycare today though. and mom will pick you up for my work.

in the. sports close close close call. in the. study with the. on. the. there's always been single mothers in african-american communities ever since slavery every since they took the men out of the family stay create what's happening now this is a continuation of was it started when they first brought us here in families that were there bad for him. in females first. i think it's more of these teenagers

having kids. you can't expect a fourteen or fifteen year old first daughter to order for him to be a father and he's a checkout no one talks about that they skip all. till they talk to the child after they've done something and they blame it on the heavenly father well your father was a kid and what he was in a man any could move into the house with your mom who is the same age fifteen six he can't even drive yet. but they want him to be parent. it doesn't make sense.

a lot of young women. did eighteen months education programs and are nurses in the nursing field whether they're nurses aides all we have to nurses but. they make it to women. because if you figure if you're fourteen or fifteen and you had a child there is something in your household. and say i wanted someone to love me. a mother ok. when i was seventeen years old i was on and then that i met some girl i started talking on the internet or whatever with this girl.

supposed to be cute girl but it's time i got there it wasn't the guard expected i had the wrong person in my mind so was somebody i would never ever have a baby with my kid. you know what i mean i love the kid but the baby mom i really don't care about but you know you gotta do what you gotta do sometimes. she grow to be whatever but i'm overprotective were. close throughout all the times i'm always going to be an honor you know what i mean so i'm always closer i know where she's so i'll take care of my cho yes i do know way down for why she has nothing to worry about like. you want and she. trusts because i'm our own father you see i never knew something she'd go always the. time is gone oh you know what i mean i feel like i'm strong enough to be like whatever she needs i got.

like now a days i got. going to rent this out for you ok and then i'll bring it back. but i just want to make sure it's playing that we don't have the guns around it ok so always safe then sorry. i. find it is pretty laid back maybe i'm pregnant i don't have much lifting and things like that but if i wasn't pregnant then i would have to do a lot of lifting and cleaning and things like that i'm going to see you tomorrow ok . i. put this out for you pick your sandwich up so i can take this back in the living room i'll see you later ok i.

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at this one is the boy his name is going to be jeremiah and if it's a girl it's going to be chiari. and i'm hoping for a boy that has i can't deal with another grows out of. this state house me with health insurance i get health insurance from the state i get food stamps from the state and right now i get on day care from the loss of life they help pay would they come in the big help in a way but soon as i start making star mana money i lose all that so it's kind of like a win lose situation they help you up and tell they feel like oh you make enough money to pay for this and then they stop helping you but right now they are helping me are you ready alright alright let's go baby put

a hood on i got something for you. let. us look out for you don't even have it images are not. what you got it isn't my little pony are you hungry. oh yeah so. this is what i want to do i want to so drugs because you know just better or oh i came up in life you know i mean i'm still one hundred percent going to be out here nobody can stop me oh look i myself is arm like a boss i mean come away because i can get through i could get any drug while telling you this what i used to do to this like you know you know god forbid i go. i've been the show like ten so you know i mean

a stolen car with. who i was so i wanted the money or whatever and been a struggle trying to get the money and trying to maintain my so i make sure i got enough money in my pocket every single day so i messed with people to be how i am like to be in my predicament only has to mess with boss people in order to not i mean people don't understand me because you know i mean i'm not like . i'm trying to improve on. like how much of a boss i could be. a lot of what sane got killed ministry.

says then he have a sign these famous modern day. four months pregnant by this time when he married it. so he have a sign on the state saying it's a map of the world that what i had been see ham. will have a lot of family members that stat of homicide my son on nephew that i'm not too bad the sun my shadow each one among that satin he got sad he. to be a man their fees crash at me he has sat up in the chest. so yeah but all of a head no bottom all cities to me. solve all the a six man a man was married and. none of the cases have been solved yet. when i say go back and have families. really hurting. now children was left.

behind this man shows without a father. breaking up the family his family's a scream even her back knowing what to do. and we just tabbing. act was say sixty percent of the murders is on. some aipac ashfaq that's a bay area over there. are maybe thirty meters right there. where you are in time for her from puerto montt to one in the morning. on a pretty far be it three. hundred. what. you want. to cremate. the quiet and see it talk. all we know the person

sold up the street and came down here to see if it will stand. we need. more and more. hard. mark because that's make us feel that we have to solve the case and that's not right. my father was pretty difficult my mom she was the only one of my life she she worked all the time suddenly get to see i was either balancing fund family house or friend's house and things like that she kept a little red but it was this i never. to spend time with her she was always working working working. in miami has been we're going to separation right now. i'm going

to say he made some bad choices in life when it came to the lights of us and pains though a lot of women have trust issues i know i do trust issues is a big thing for me is hard to open up to i mean trust down but a lot of females they feel like a like with me i feel like i man this post up poet the household their post to pay all the bills make sure we're good so if we want to be a stay at home mom we can a lot of men al here aren't like that anymore lay blame it on their mom they were raised the same way they all raised to be good man. a lot of female status they say they just have babies with anybody it doesn't go right and in a band single parents. a lot of

men that i know they are trouble at a young age and it kind of follows them as they get older so people look at them and like he is a troublemaker or he is a crime maker or he sells drugs then they don't want to give them a normal nine to five so they have to resort to doing other things and sometimes it's you got to make ends meet no matter how you do it even if it's just the hustle or whatever you got to do people make ends meet my kids actually they have the same dad his name is malcolm and the one that i'm pregnant by is also their father also . even though that i'm pregnant with this cell it is it is a joy i take it as a blessing because i know no matter why a guy's not going to put mommy the way i can handle it so i know no matter what i go through. that i'm going to come out on the top in the end because i'm. i'm just going to be strong about what i have seen already look at the know that no

matter how hard you always make it on top of you try you can't give up because if you give up that people are going to give up on you. and. i wasn't raised by my birth parents but i was raised by my grandparents and they were true grandparents they weren't. thirty when i was born. this cycle is a fifteen year old has a baby and they have that baby has a baby at fifteen or sixteen that's the cycle of fear fourteen or fifteen and now you're on welfare because now you're in a cycle. a thousand people. in there because you grew up in a house where i want to work where they can write a check every two weeks in it that's the problem. there's no accountability and people don't think there's anything wrong with it. in communities where it's still

considered taboo that as a happened i think the main challenges for women. that have been resources to get them through more circumstances from the beginning of their childhood are young women are trying to be grown women in twenty years before ten. and maturation really is just not on work or socially or economically because fourteen year olds can't me. a salary of an adult i think. are the racism the african-american women face is more systematic and that i would even venture to say we experience more sexism and racism more said an african-american male. yes she's coming out she's going to come out we're going to leave or come on let's

go sort of off we actually lost our place in october my car you know breaking down and i was unable to get to work on time so they let me go and then that's how we end up in the shelter because again if you can't get to work and pay your bills you don't you're not going to have a home so you're only supposed to be at the shelter for three months i am in my three month span with my paycheck that i bring home i have literally enough to pay my car insurance and put gas in my car and i think a lot of that's why it's so hard for me get out the shows are going on like i barely got money to pay my car favor how about going to pay raise. oh no and that's kind of the situation i mean like i lost everything if i'm kind of rebuilding a guy that we have income tax and that was able to help me get a little bit of my stuff back but that doesn't last forever as though. i'm hoping that i don't lose my job my main dream is to get my own place like to own

a house that's my main during is to own a house and not have to go back to michelle's her like never that i'm not anything ever but not to have to go in a shelter anytime soon and i'm hoping to be able to stay in a home and have them be able to at least turn eighteen and be on their own and be like ok mommy was strong my mom was able to fight through it no matter way. that's that's my enduring. it is hard i'm a it's by the grace of god i'm not. that i'm still floating. i cry ally thinking oh my god i'm going to do this with another child i'm hoping that i never had to resort into selling things but if it happens hey it happens. yeah we're going home. i don't. fortunately i can't let you guys follow me to arrest it away because the shots are doesn't allow you guys to be there so yes it

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