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when rose to twenty thousand dollars. china's building two point one billion dollars ai industrial park but don't let the numbers over. the only number you need to remember one one business show you know for the mid one and only boom but. grano it was hard but you gotta make the best of how you. come up and live so i mean having graduate and i showed up.
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my mother was a crack she used to do crack when i was a kid or when she had me or whatever she's she don't do it no more my dad he was like a just a thief so you know i got like what i needed when i was a baby but i had a bad childhood from first grade i was a cool kid i mean i really was a first grade to middle with just when i left my childhood which was bad and love with somebody else i was a family my mom's friend and from like. every since i left the house that i like and i went to another person and i swear i started doing bad stuff you know it's being sneaky and i jot down a line down the remember i like tenth grade so i'm on say you don't have to go to school if you don't want to so i said i'm down that never wore my school and i never want to go back to school i guess is in my blood so. i mean i was
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always. just i beg kids and i always wanted to be better so. i mean my mind's made up i want to do this for the rest of my life so you know i mean that's what i'm. the. nitrate elderly people most of them have like them mentioned or marcus and disease are some contests a sickness where they can't help with their self so i have to help them with
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deigning and clothing and feeding and things like that. and a lot of the people i've never met before so it gets kind of scary going to new houses and things like that but i guess you get kind of you so after a while. i got out that bell for a while and i was like let me try to resolve the how that does and then by rizal i just felt like i was another employee like i didn't make a difference than anyone's lives that's when i decided to get my nursing degree i've been doing this for four years now. i have a. nursing degree while suffocation i go again nursing homes and people's homes. and i love helping people. that's my biggest thing i don't know god out of always had people reach out to help me a lot so i'm like why not give out like i'm such a caring person then.
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mrs ealey yelled hey how is your day it was signed in see me on friday was everything ok. he he no i wasn't here for two on friday they called into. not to come in. you not to hide. ok you hungry i want to be a monday sandwich ok i'm going to put this on you if you get too high you can pull it back down ok and i believe that a little bit and we get something to eat. helping people see me means that disability anything mean like if is just a grocery shopping or reminding them to take their medicine or saying hey did you
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eat today let me fix you something he does anything whatever they need from me i'm willing to help because i've always struggled in life and i've always wanted someone to help me like that and i don't always have it so for me to be able to give back to people that i did it's makes a difference i mean makes me feel warm inside. me sealy his assailants he set up enough to eat yeah i. hope he is supreme but i say oh it's. you hammer me make you want to. look your waters right here if you need it now see in a little bit. how right. i drop down on my highlight turned gray so i barely want to have a job but you know i got to kid him every day and you know i'm trying to do what i gotta do to take care i. do everything i gotta do to take care of myself. that's number one so you know there had been this is hard on her you know i mean. people
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die every day people are grew up with dirty there and i really want to. somebody i used to be where he sought out this out of copping out thirty to sixty years he's my i mean i was just what happens when you just got to be smart when you're growing up so you don't be in jail forever or i think kill someone. six years on foot. i can do that i can maintain because i'm not going to be acceptable for money i'm going to go get my money and i mean so i hustle and everything but i do it mostly for you know to me like to take care of anything i could think of this was they were my kids she grow up to be whoever but i think is better soon. you know i mean be smart i hear when you have
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a kid you know what i mean but i protect my daughter you know and i mean she's i mean she's smartest she's just like me. we're we're. we're. we're we're way. out comes that is the home because he thinks he's going to stay away john equestrian on. the bus and they get sad like seven twenty s sometimes she's late you go to the daycare today though k. and mom we'll pick you up from there to work. in the.
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courts close close close to home and. start a business. on. slavery . out of the family. what's happening now this is this. was started when they first brought us here family. american females. teenagers kids. you can expect a fourteen or fifteen year old first order for him the father.
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no one talks about that they skip all. they talk to the child after they've done something. well. and what wasn't a man move into the house with your mom who is the same fifteen sixteen. but they want them to be parents. it doesn't make sense.
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to. education. or nursing is in the nursing feel. safe but. they make it. fourteen or fifteen. there is something in your household. to. say i wanted someone to love me. and i mean my baby mother ok. when i was about like seventeen years old i was on the internet i met some girl i started talking on the internet or whatever and i go with this girl is supposed to be just like he's going to girl but it's time i got there it wasn't the garage expect that i had the wrong person in my mind so was somebody i would never ever have
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a baby with my kid. you know what i mean i love the kid but the baby mom i really don't care about you know you got to do it you got to do something and. she grow up and be a whatever but i'm overprotective were. closed throughout all the times i'm always going to be you know or you know i mean so i'm always closer i know where she's out so i take care of my child yes i do in a way down to like she has nothing to worry about like. only one she. trusts because i'm our own father you see i never knew something she'd go always that. time is gone only you know what i mean i feel like i'm strong enough to be like whatever she needs i got. like nowadays i got.
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going to rent this out for you ok and then i'll bring it back. but i just want to make sure it's playing that we don't have no johns around it ok so always safe than sorry. find is pretty laid back maybe impregnate i don't have much lifting and things like that but if i wasn't pregnant then i would have to do a lot of lifting and cleaning and things like that i'm going to see you tomorrow. i. put this out for you and pick your sandwich up so i can take this back in the living room i asked the later ok i.
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so what we've got to do is identify the threats that we have it's crazy confrontation let it be an arms race in this on off and spearing dramatic development only personally i'm going to resist i don't see how that strategy will be successful very critical time to sit down and talk. what politicians do something. they put themselves on the line to get accepted or rejected. so when you want to be president. or somehow want to. have to go right to be close with what the four three in the morning can't be good i'm interested always in the waters of our. first city. desperate for a single purpose. they have
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a superman. they start training very young. eight months of intensive school. rats. and they save lives. pretty. low for. the in. the.
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at this one of the boy his name is going to be jeremiah and if it's a girl it's going to be chiari. i'm hoping for a boy though because i can't deal with another girl's out of. this state helps me with health insurance i get health insurance from the state i get food stamps from the state and right now i get on day care from the loss of life they help pay would they come in the big help in a way but soon as i start making star mana money i lose all that though it's kind of like a win lose situation they help you up until they feel like oh you make enough money to pay for this and then they stop helping you but right now they are helping me are you ready all right all right let's go. put a hood on i got something for you.
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looking for you don't even have it images are not. what you got it isn't my little pony are you hungry. yes. this is what i want to do i want to so drugs because you know just better or oh i came up in life you know what i mean i'm still hundred percent going to be out here nobody can stop me oh look i must go for his arm like a boss i mean come away because i can get through i could get any drug while telling you this what i used to do to this like you know i mean all gone. i go to a lot of been the show like ten so you know i mean a stolen car when. i wanted the money or whatever
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and been a struggle trying to get the money and trying to maintain my so i make sure i got enough money in my pocket every single day so i messed with people to be how i am like to be in my predicament only has to mess with. boss people in order to you know i mean people understand me because you know i mean i'm not like . i'm trying to improve on. like how much of a boss i could be. about fourteen my son got killed ministry. says then he have
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a son. madre. four months pregnant by this time when he ate that made it. so he have a sign on the state saying it's oh i never thought that what i had been see have. you that i met two cats and some eyeshadow each one of them got sad and he got sad and he. to be a man effie's guy sat me he guy sat up in a chest. saw the air but all of a had no bottom all cities three. solve all have a six man a man was married to. none of the cases yet. when i say go back and have family is really hurting. not children was the last. the hand this man should know about a father. i'm breaking up the family his family's a scream even heard back norm what to do. and we just tab out of an.
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apple say sixty percent emerges as. some aipac ashfaq that's a bay area over there. are maybe thirty three thirty three there. were more in line on her from puerto montt in one in the morning. one of the three more b.s. three. hundred. what. you want. to. pick me. up at one and see it to clear. all we know the person slowly up the street came down here to see if they will stand. in need to give me a number then i'm going on around one hundred. forty or.
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you know part of a case and that's not right. my father was pretty difficult my mom she was the only one of my life she she worked all the time suddenly get to see was the there balancing fun family house or friend's house and things like that she capitals all read but it was just i never got to spend time with her she was always working working working. as well we're going to a separation right now. i'm going to say he may. some bad choices in life when it came to the lights of awesome things though a lot of women have trust issues i know i do trust issues is a big thing for me is hard to open up to i mean trust them but
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a lot of females they feel like a lake with me i feel like a man this post poll at the house hold their post to pay all the bills make sure we're good so if we want to be a stay at home mom we can a lot of men out of here aren't like that anymore les i blame it on their mom they were raised the same way they all raised to be a good man and. a lot of female status. say they just have babies with anybody it doesn't go right and in a band single parents. a lot of men that i know they are at a young age and it kind of follows them as they get older so people look at them and like he is a troublemaker or he is a crime maker or he sells drugs then they don't want to give them a normal nine to five so they have to resort to doing other things and sometimes is
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you've got to make ends meet no matter how you do it even if it's just the hustle or whatever you got to do people make ends me my kids actually they have the same dad his name is malcolm and the one that i'm pregnant by is also their father also . even though i'm pregnant with this shell it is it is a joy i take it as a blessing because i know no matter what a guy's not going to put mommy there what i can handle so i know no matter what i go through. that i'm going to come out on the top in the end because i'm determined say i'm going to be strong no matter what i have two kids already looking up to me now what the men know that no matter how hard life gets you will always make it on top if you try you can't give up because if you give up then people are going to give up on you. i wasn't raised by my birth parents but i was raised by my grandparents and they
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were true grandparents they weren't. thirty when i was born. this cycle is a fifteen year old has a baby and they have that baby has a baby at fifteen or sixteen that's the cycle of fear fourteen or fifteen and now you're on welfare because now you're in a cycle. a thousand people. in there because you grew up in a house where i won't want to work but they get. a check every two weeks in a that's the problem. there's no accountability and people don't think there's anything wrong with that. in communities where it's still considered taboo that as a happened i think the main challenges for women. that have been resources to get them through are circumstances from the beginning of their childhood or young women are trying to be grown women in twenty years before ten.
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and maturation really is just not on work or socially or economically because fourteen year olds can't make. a salary of an adult i think. are the racism that african-american women face is more systematic and that i would even venture to say we experience more sexism than racism more said an african-american male. yes she's going about we're ultimately over a month. we actually lost our place and. my car you know breaking down and i wasn't able to get to work on time so they let me. oh and then that's how we end up in the shelter because again if you can't get to work and pay your bills you don't you're not going to have a home so you're only supposed to be at the shelter for three months i am in my
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three month span with my paycheck that i bring home i have literally enough to pay my car insurance and put gas in my car and i think a lot that's why it's so hard for me get out the shows are going on like i feel we got money to pay my car favorite how i'm going to pay raise. oh no in that kind of situation i mean like i lost everything if i'm kind of rebuilding a guy that we have income tax and that was able to help me get a little bit of my stuff back but that doesn't last forever as though. i'm hoping that i don't lose my job my main dream is to get my own place like to own a house that's my main during is to own a house and not have to go back and. like never that i'm not anything ever but not to have to go in a shelter anytime soon i'm hoping to be able to stay in a home and have them be able to at least turn eighteen and be on their own and be like ok mommy was strong my mom was able to fight through it no matter way. that's
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that's my enduring. it is hard. it's by the grace of god i'm not. that i'm still floating. i cry alive thinking oh my god i'm going to do this with another child i'm hoping that i never had to resort into selling things but if it happens hey it happened. yeah we're going home. i don't fortunately i can't let you guys follow me to arrest it away because this shelter doesn't allow you guys to be there so yeah it was nice meeting you by.
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breaks it down. so small seemed wrong wrong wrong just don't call. me the world police yet to say proud disdain becomes the adjective and in games from an equals to trail . common ground.
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i think more doogan is an outstanding person because he took on the most powerful agency in this county or you'll be the state if you look at it from the book one. mark was the day that when he was five. going to be in the sheriff's most contentious critic for a year is the first time i noticed something wasn't right in felice work pretty much when he first started the corruption in palm beach county is not something that you can smell or things like that it's. a wing it wasn't what i wanted to do you know. we've had more shootings in this county then some states have had collectively drug and went to his website began featuring . just family the sheriff's wife. squash you like
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a book and you know we should stop then you should say and i'm left with stuff i believe in what i'm doing ok you know it's your funeral. p.b.s. and critic house. i snuck out of the united states. into russia. political. men they know bad wolf. brags ads for another cliffhanger moore did legs with the u.k.'s prime minister saying that she'll seek a further extension to the withdrawal period while offering to sit down with the leader of the opposition to try and break the deadlock. in terrorism hungary says that its course a senior islamic state kamandi was posing as a refugee he'd been issued with a prepaid debit card under an e.u. scheme comes. to spain struggles with an unprecedented number of illegal
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immigrants arriving by say the people smuggler reveals in a rare interview just how lucrative the business of human trafficking is.

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