in the final merry go round. going all middle of the room six. is plenty. growing up it was hard but you gotta make the best of how you. come up and live so i mean having graduate and i showed up. my mother was a crack seized to do crack when i was a kid or when she had me or whatever she's she don't belittle him or my dad he was

like. a stick at the day child from first grade i was a cool kid i mean i really was a first grade to middle with us when i left my childhood which was bad and. every since i left the house that i like and i went to another person and i swear i started doing bad stuff you know it's being sneaky and i jot down a line on him remember i like tenth grade so when i'm on say you don't have to go to school if you don't want to so i said i'm down that never wore my school and i never want to go back to school i guess is in my blood. i mean i was always. just a bad kid and i always wanted to be better so. i mean my mind's made up i want to do this for the rest of my life so you know i mean it's what i've.

nitrate elderly people most of them have like them mentioned or park as then disease are some kind as a sickness where they can't help with their self so i have to help them when they in the end clothing and feeding and things like that. and a lot of the people i've never met before so it gets kind of scary going to new houses and things like that but i guess you get kind of you so after a while. i got out that bell for

a while and i was like let me try to resolve the how that does and then why raise how i just felt like i was another employee like i didn't make a difference in anyone's lives that's when i decided to get mine are same degree i've been doing this for four years now. i have a. nursing degree while suffocation i go again nursing homes and people's homes. i love helping people. that's my biggest thing i don't know god out of always had people reach out to help me a lot like why not give out like i'm such a caring person then. mrs ealey yelled hey how was your day it was signed here in ca on friday

was everything ok. and she has no i wasn't here for two on friday they called and told me not to come in and. you're not too hot. now ok are you hungry you think i want to be a monday sandwich. ok i'm going to put this on you if you get too high you can pull it back down ok and i believe that a little bit and they get something neat. helping people see me means that disability any are saying hey did you in today let me fix you something eat this anything whatever they need from me i'm going to hell because i've always struggled in life and i've always wanted someone to help me like that and i always have it so for me to be able to give back to people that day and it's make this baby he set up enough to eat yet i only hope he is

a few but i say oh it's. you know him or me make you want a leg or a lot is right here if you need it now see in a little bit. how right. i drop down to like highlight tenth grade so i barely want to have a job but you know i got to kid him every day and you know i'm trying to do what i got to do to take care i. do everything i want to do to take care of myself. that's number one so you know i mean i've been as hard on her you know army. people die every day people are grew up would bury their dead or in joe or heart or i can never matter and i mean that we want to. come i used to be we're in sort of this out of copping out thirty to sixty years he's my. i mean i was just what happens when you just got to be smart when you're gone up so you know me in jail forever or

i think kill someone here. six years on foot. i can do that i can maintain because i'm not going to be acts of people for money i'm. want to go get my money and i mean so i hustle and everything but i do it mostly for you know what i mean like to take care of anything i could to go this was they were my kids she grow up to be whoever but i think is better soon. you know i mean be some more i hear when you have a kid you know what i mean but i protect my daughter you know and i mean she's i mean she's smartest she's just like me. were. were.

about them start to stay home because he thinks he's going to stay away john equestrian on. the bus and they get say at like seven twenty s sometimes she's late you go to daycare today though. the. oldest close call is going on. in the am. to. start with.

and i and. there's always single mothers in african-american communities and since slavery ever since they took the men out of the family to create what's happening now this is a. it was started when they first brought us here family. american females. i think it's more of a teenager's head and kids. you can't expect a fourteen or fifteen year old first daughter not old enough for him to be a father and he's a check out no one talks about that they skip all. till they talk to the child after they've done something and they blame it on their father what a house with your mom who is the same age fifteen sixteen. can't even drive yet.

but they want them to be parents. it doesn't make sense. a lot of young women. did eighteen months education programs and are nurses in the nursing field whether they're nurses aides are all we have to say but. they make it to women. because if you figure if you're fourteen or fifteen and you had a child there is something in your household.

and say i wanted someone to love me. ok. when i was seventeen years old and then i met some girl. or whatever. i don't with this girl is supposed to be cute girl but it's time i got there it wasn't the guards back then i had the wrong person in my mind so was somebody i would never ever have a baby with my kid. you know what i mean i love the kid but the baby mom i really don't care about but you know you got to do something you know. she'll grow up and be whatever but i'm overprotective were. closed throughout all the times i'm always going to be you know or you know i mean so i'm always closer i

know where she's at so i take care of my yes i do know way down to like she has nothing to worry about like. i want and she. trusts because i'm our own father you see i never knew something she'd go always that. time is gone only you know what i mean i feel like i'm strong enough to be like whatever she needs i got . like nowadays i got. going to run this out for you ok and then i'll bring it back. but i just want to make sure it's playing that we don't have no johns around it ok so always safe than sorry. fine days pretty laid back maybe impregnate i don't have much lifting and things like that but if i wasn't pregnant then i would have to do

a lot of lifting and cleaning and things like that i'm going to see you tomorrow ok . i. put this out for you pick a sandwich up so i can take this back in the livingroom. i asked the later ok i let me ask. you. comedian has won the first round of ukraine's presidential election although it doesn't have strong policy positions maybe that was his greatest appeal though he made it clear corruption is ukraine's biggest challenge fixing ukraine's are very serious problems is no laughing matter. in

a world of big partisan movie lot and conspiracy it's time to wake up to dig deeper to hit the stories that mainstream media refuses to tell more than ever we need to be smarter we need to stop slamming the door on the bats and shouting past each other it's time for critical thinking it's time to fight for the middle for the truth the time is now for washington closely watching the hawks. young elephants have come to us soft. myspace lee brutal budgeting incidents because said caught up unfortunate. i do believe the elephant smile i see it in these little ones the home base for the express untamed says.

the. first sign. of. at this one of the boy his name is going to be jeremiah and if it's a girl it's going to be chiari. and i'm hoping for a boy though because i can't deal with another grows out of her in this state house me with health insurance i get health insurance from the state i get food stamps on

this day and right now i get on day care from the law so they help pay what all the they come in the big help in a way but soon as i start making star mana money i lose all that though it's kind of like a win lose situation they help you up and so they feel like oh you make enough money to pay for this and then they start helping you but right now they are helping me are you ready all right. and hey let's. put it on i've got something for you. that. looking for you didn't even have it in but just about what. you got it is a my little pony are you hungry. yes.

this is what i want to do i want to so drugs because you know just better or oh i came up in life you know i mean i'm still one hundred percent going to be out here nobody can stop me i look at myself as i am like a boss i make on the way because i can get issues i can get any drug telling you that's what i used to do to it's like you know you know god forbid i go to jail a lot of been the show like ten times so you know i mean it's telling. who i was so i wanted the money or whatever and been a struggle china get the money in china be like maintain my so and make sure i got enough money to every mall pocket every single day so i messed with legit people to be how i am like to be in my predicament only has to mess with legit boss people in order to you know what i mean people don't understand me because you know i mean

sure to i'm not like. i'm trying to improve on. like how much of a boss i could be. were . do to allow. what same. street. says then he have a. time when he. saw. a member of the world that. sat and he. he.

saw. solve all the six man and. none of the cases yet. have families really hurting. children was left. without a father. breaking up the family his family says. what to do. and we just tab it. was say sixty percent of the murders as. some might. want to be thirty three. hundred.

forty. three. and it took time to do all we persevered slowly up the street down here you see. yes we need. hard. mark because that's make us mamas feel that we have to solve the case and that's not right. my child though was pretty difficult my mom she was the only one of my life she she

worked all the time so i didn't really get to see air as i was either bouncing from family house or friend's house and things like that she kept her wolf overhead but it was just i never got to spend time with her she was always working working working. man has been we're going to separation right now. i'm going to say he made some bad choices in life when it came to the lights of us and things though a lot of women have trust issues i know i do trust issues is a big thing for me it's hard to open up to him and trust down but a lot of females they feel like like with me i feel like a man this post up post the house hold their post to pay all the bills make sure we're good so if we want to be a stay at home mom we can a lot of men al here aren't like that anymore lake i don't know their mom they were raised the same way they all raised to be good men.

a lot of female status. say they just had babies with anybody it doesn't go right and in a band single parents. a lot of men that i know they are at a young age and it kind of follows them as they get older so people look at them and like he is a troublemaker or he is. economy or he sells drugs and they don't want to give them a moment on a five so they have to resort to suit doing other things and sometimes you gotta make ends meet no matter how you do it even if it's just the hustle or whatever you got to do people make ends me my kids actually they have the same dad his name is malcolm in the one that i'm pregnant by it's also their father also. even though i'm pregnant with this cell it is it is a joy i take it as a blessing because i know no matter what guys not in

a pub mommy there what i can handle so i go no matter what i go through. that i'm going to come out on the top because i'm determined to i'm going to be strong about a way i have soup is already looking up for me now what the know that no matter how hard life gets you will always make it on top of you try you can't give up because if you give up there people are going to give up on you. and. i will respond birthparents but i was raised by my grandparents and they were true grandparents they were. thirty when i was born. they say quiz a fifteen year old has a baby and they have that baby has a baby at fifteen or sixteen that's the cycle of fear fourteen or fifteen and now you're on welfare because now you're in a cycle. and you think people. in it because you grew up in

a house when i want to work but they cut me a check every to me. and that's the problem. there's no accountability and people don't think there's anything wrong with it. in communities where it's still considered taboo that as i happen i think the main challenge is for women. that have been resources to get them there. or circumstances from the beginning of their childhood or young women are trying to be grown women in twenty years before tat. maturation only is just not on work or socially already anomaly because fourteen year olds can't me. a salary. of an adult and i think. our racism that african-americans are sexism and racism more said an african-american male.

yes is coming out she's going to come out we're ultimately over a month. we actually lost our place and i told her my car you know breaking down and i was unable to get to work on time so they let me go and then that's how we end up in the shelter because again if you can't get to work and pay your bills you don't you're not going to have a home so you're only supposed to be at the shelter for three months i am in my three month span with my paycheck that i bring home i have literally enough to pay my car insurance and put gas in my car and i think a lot of that's why it's so hard for me get out the shows are going on like i believe got money to pay my car favre i have are going to pay rent. oh no. way should i mean like i lost everything if i'm kind of rebuilding. we have an income tax and that was able to help me get a little bit of my stuff back but that doesn't last forever as. i'm hoping that i

don't lose my job my main dream is to get my own place like to own a house that's my main during is to own a house and not have to go back and. like never. say never but now it's i have to go in a shelter anytime soon and i'm hoping to be able to stay in a home and have them be able. to be on their own and be like ok. i mean a song like mama was able to fight through it no matter way that's that's my enduring. it is hard i'm a if it's by the grace of god i'm not by hound that i'm still floating. i cry a lion thinking oh my god i'm going to do this with another child by a i'm hoping that i never has a result into selling things but if it happens hey it happens.

yeah we're gone home. i don't fortunately i can't let you guys follow me or us it away because this shelter doesn't allow you guys to be there so yeah it was nice meeting you by. us veterans who come back from war often tell the same stories. were going after

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