my mother was a crack she's to do crack when i was a little kid or when she had me or whatever she's she don't deliver no more my dad he was like a. thief so you know i got like what i needed when i was a baby but i had a bad childhood from first grade i was a cool kid i mean i really was a first grade to middle with just when i left my childhood which was bad and love with somebody else i was a family my mom's friend and from like. every since i left the house that i like and i went to another person and i swear i started doing bad stuff you know just being sneaky and i jot down to like the remember i like tenth grade so my mom say you don't have to go to school if you don't want to so i said i'm done on that never wore my school and i never want to go back to school i guess is in my blood so. on the i was always. just

a big kid and i always wanted to be better so. i mean my mind's made up i want to do this for the rest of my life so you know i mean it's what i have to. treat elderly people must have like them in c.l.o. of parkinson's disease or some kind of sickness where they can't help with their self thought i had to help them. danding and clothing and feeding and things like

that. and a lot of the people i've never met before so it gets kind of scary going to a new houses and things like that but i guess you get kind of you so after a while. i got out that bill for a while and i was like let me try to resolve the how that does and then by reinstall i just felt like i was another employee like i did make a difference in anyone's lives and that's when i decided to get mine are same agree i've been doing this for four years now. i have a. nursing degree while surfing cation i go again nursing homes and people's homes . i love helping people. that's my biggest thing i don't know god out of always had people reach out to help me a lot like why not give out like i'm such a caring person that.

mrs ealey yeah ok how was your day it was signed in ca on friday was everything ok. and she had no i wasn't here for two on friday they called and told me not to come in. you know to high. ok are you hungry you think i want to be a monday sandwich ok i'm going to put this on you if you get too high you can pull it back down ok and i'll leave act a little bit i'm a get something me. helping people sit me means that disability anything nearly like a. if is just grocery shopping or reminding them to take their medicine or saying

hey did you eat today let me fix you something me anything whatever they need from me i'm willing to help because i've always struggled in life and i've always wanted someone to help me like that and i don't always have it so for me to be able to give back to people that there makes a difference in me makes me feel warm inside. he sealy his assailants baby he stood up enough to eat yet i don't know why isn't he but i say oh it's. you hammer me tell ya still make you want yeah ok like a lot is right here if you need it now see in a little bit. how right. i jot down in life i like tenth grade so i barely want to have a job but you know i got to kid him every day you know i'm trying to do what i gotta do to take care i. do everything i gotta do to take care of myself that's

number one so you know me i've been just as hard on her you know i mean. people die every day people are gruel would bury their dead or in joe or my heart like that never mattered and that really wanting. some i used to be would be shot up this out of copping out thirty to sixty years he's my i mean i was just what happens when you you just gotta be smart when you're gonna so you know me in jail forever or i think kill someone to. maintain because i'm not going to be acceptable for money i'm going to go get my money you know what i mean so i hustle and everything but i do it mostly for you know i mean like it's a cure of anything i could think of this was they were my kids she grow up to be

whoever but i think is better. you know i mean be smart i hear when you have a kid you know what i mean but i protect my daughter you know and i mean she's i mean she's smartest just like me why. home because he's sick so he's going to stay with john and christine. the bus is a good say at like seven twenty s sometimes she's late you go to daycare today though. a mom will pick your firm to work.

the old school is closed. in the. start. there's always been single mothers in african-american communities areas have slavery or a sense they took the men out of the family stay create what's happening now this is a continuation of was started when they first brought us here in families that were there bafta american females flourished. i think it's more of

a teenagers having kids in you can expect a fourteen or fifteen year old first daughter now old enough for him to be a father and he's a check out no one talks about that they skip all the way up and till they talk to the child after they've done something and they. blame it on the heavenly father well your father was a kid and what he wasn't a man anything move into the house with your mom who is the same age fifteen six he can't even drive you. go to a club but they want them to be parents so. it doesn't make sense.

a lot of young women. did eighteen months education programs that you know found and or a nurse in in the nursing feel whether their nurses aides are only up to their safety but. they make it the women go straight in a survival mode. because if you figure if you're fourteen or fifteen and you had a child there is something in your household. that. even want a child that isn't say i want to someone to love me. on them my baby mother ok. when i was a ball like seventeen years old i was on the internet i met some girl i started talking on the internet or whatever and i go with this girl is supposed to be disliking cute girl but that is how i got there it wasn't to go expect that i had

the wrong person or my mind so was somebody i would never ever have a baby with my kids. you know what i mean i love the kid but the baby mama really don't care about well you know you got to do it you got to do some. she grow a beard whatever but i'm overprotective were. close throughout all the times i'm always going to be an honor you know what i mean so i'm always closer i know where she's out so i take care of my child yes i do know way down to like she has nothing to worry about like. you want and she. trusts because i'm our own father you see i ever knew something she'd go always the. time is gone oh you know i mean i feel like i'm strong enough to be like whatever she me i got

like now a days like i can say that. going to months just out for you ok and then i'll bring it back. but i just want to make sure it's playing that we don't have no jobs around it ok so always safe than sorry . my days pretty laid back maybe impregnate i don't have much lifting and things like that but if i wasn't pregnant then i would have to do a lot of lifting and cleaning and things like that i'm going to see you tomorrow ok . i. put this out for you here pick your sandwich up so i can take this back in the living. i asked the laid out. let me ask.

you know world the big part of the new lot and conspiracy it's time to wake up to dig deeper to hit the stories that mainstream media refuses to tell more than ever we need to be smarter we need to stop slamming the door on the back and shouting past each other it's time for critical thinking it's time to fight for the middle for the troops the time is now for watching closely watching the hawks. desperate for a single purpose. they have a superman. they start training very young. eight months of intensive school.

rats. and they save lives. then you'll smell like it's a small it's this if. you destroy the first one to pull the pin you missed we just couldn't stomach the little buggers. i just knew this would do him good except. if it was national. i thought the place. of the little. bits and looked was performed composers to. make up little supports clues. these critics will know who these killers are getting new clothes because you. should you don't want to be smeared. on the.

phone with someone new to be renewed because we've totally spoiled you know we need to. at this one of the boy his name is going to be jeremiah and if it's a girl it's going to be chiari. and i'm hoping for a boy though because i can't deal with another girl's out of. this state helps me with health insurance i get health insurance from the state i get food stamps on the state and right now i get on day care from the last like they help pay what all they come in the big help in a way but soon as i start making money i lose all that so it's kind of like a win lose situation they help you up and so they feel like oh you make enough

money to pay for this and then they stop helping you but right now they are helping me all right you ready all right. let's. put it on i've got something for you. that's. looking for you don't even have it in but just about. what you got it is a my little pony are you hungry. yes. this is what i want to do i want to so drugs because you know just better or oh i came up in life you know i mean i'm still one hundred percent going to be out here nobody can stop me i look at myself as i'm like a boss i'm a cow no way because i can get issues i can get any drug telling you this what i

used to do to it's like you know you know god forbid i go to jail a lot of been the show like ten times so you know i mean style and drugs get caught with drugs. it was so i wanted the money or whatever and you know i've been a struggle china get the money and trying to be like maintain my so and make sure i got enough money to every mall parking every single day so i messed with legit people to be how i am like to be in my predicament only has to mess with legit boss people in order to you know what i mean people don't understand me because you know i mean i'm going to sure to i'm not like play i'm trying to improve on. like how much of a boss i could be. were

. do to allow. about fourteen got killed in a street. says he have a son. so he. had a lot of family members. sad. sad. sad . sad. sad me. so. solve all the sixpenny. none of the cases. have family is really

hurting. children was left. this match father. and we. act was say sixty percent of the marriages and solve. some. of.

it all. in all we did. version from up the street came down here you see the day with your best. grammy and now in the. heart of the. market because that's make us mamas feel that we have to solve the case and that's not right. my childhood was pretty difficult my mom she was the only one of my life she she worked all the time suddenly get the sea air as i was either bouncing from family

house or friend's house and things like that she kept her with overhead but it was just i never got to spend time with her she was always working working working. to me and has been we're going to separation right now. i'm going to say he made some bad choices in life when it came to the lights of us and things though a lot of women have trust issues i know i do trust issues is a big thing for me it's hard to open up to him and trust them but a lot of females they feel like like with me i feel like a man this post up post the house hold their post to pay all the bills make sure we're good so if we want to be a stay at home mom we can a lot of men al here aren't like that anymore lake i don't know their mom they were raised the same way they all raised to be good men for.

a lot of female status they say they just had babies with anybody it doesn't go right man to be. single parents. a lot of men that i know they are a young age and it kind of follows them as they get older so people look at them and like he is a troublemaker or he is a crime maker or he sells drugs then they don't want to give them a moment on a five so they have to resort suv doing other things and sometimes as you got to make ends meet no matter how you do it even if it's just the hustle or whatever you got to do people make ends meet. my kids actually they have the same dad his name is malcolm in the one that i'm pregnant by is also their father also and. even though that i'm pregnant with this cell it is it is a joy i take it as a blessing because i know no matter what you guys not going to put mommy there what i can handle no matter what i go through. that i'm going to come out

on the top because i'm determined to i'm going to be strong in a better way i have soup is already looking up to me now what the minnow that no matter how hard life gets you will always make it on top of you try you can't give up because if you give up then people are going to give up on you. and. i will respect my birth parents but i was raised by my grandparents and they were true grandparents they were. thirty when i was born. they say quiz a fifteen year old has a baby and they have that baby has a baby at fifteen or sixteen that's the cycle of fear fourteen or fifteen and now you're on welfare because now you're in a cycle. and you think people. in it as you grow up in a house when i want to work with a group

a check every two me. in it that's the problem. there's no accountability in people. i don't think there's anything wrong with that. in communities where it's still considered taboo that as i happen i think the main challenges for women. that have been resources. or circumstances from the beginning of their childhood or young women are trying to be grown women in twenty years before ten. and maturation only is just not on work or socially or economically because fourteen year olds can't meet. a salary. of an adult and i think. our racism the african-american women face is more systematic and that i would even venture to say we experience more sexism and racism more said an african-american male.

yes she's going to come out we're ultimately over a month. we actually lost our place and. my car you know breaking down and i was unable to get to work on time so they let me go and then that's how we end up in the shelter because again if you can't get to work and pay your bills you don't you're not going to have a home so you're only supposed to be at the shelter for three months i am in my three month span with my paycheck that i bring home i have literally enough to pay my car insurance and put gas in my car a million a lot like that's why it's so hard for me get out the shows are going on like i feel we got money to pay my car favorite going to pay rent. oh no. that's always i mean like i lost everything if i'm kind of rebuilding. we have income tax and that was able to help me get a little bit of my stuff back but that doesn't last forever as. i'm hoping that i

don't lose my job my main dream is. get my own place like to own a house that's my main drain is the own house and not have to go back to michel's or like never to have another thing ever but not to have to go in a shelter anytime soon and i'm hoping to be able to stay in a home have them be able to at least turn eighteen and be on their own and be like ok mommy was strong like mommy was able to fight through it no matter way that's that's my enduring. it is hard and. if it's by the grace of god by how that i'm still floating. i cry alive thinking oh my god i'm going to do this with another child by a i'm hoping that i never had to result into selling things but if it happens hey it happens.

yeah we're gone home. i unfortunately i can't let you guys follow me to arrest it away because the shelter doesn't allow you guys to be there so yeah it was nice meeting you by.

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continue to grow online with our online identities and personas you will continue to see this mixture of physical crime and internet crime and the two will be mailed to a point where they're almost indistinguishable if you can't really distinguish what all. of you know the little business.

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