growing up it was hard but you gotta make the best of how you. come up in life so i mean having graduate and i showed up. my mother was a crack she used to do crack when i was a little kid or when she had me or whatever she's she don't deliver no more my dad he was like a just a thief so you know i got like what i needed when i was a baby but i had a bad childhood from first grade i was a cool kid i mean i really was a first grade to middle with when i left my childhood which was bad and love with somebody else i was a family my mom's friend and from like. every since i left the house that i like and i went to another person and i swear i started doing bad stuff you know

being sneaky and i jot down on like on the remember i like tenth grade so when i'm on say you don't have to go to school if you don't want to i'm down that never wore my school and i never want to go back to school i guess is in my blood so. i mean i was always. just a big kid and i always wanted to be better. i mean my mind's made up i want to do this for the rest of my life so you know i mean it's what i've.

nitrate elderly people most of them have like them mentioned or park as an disease are some contests a sickness where they can't help with their self so i have to help them with banding and clothing and feeding and things like that. and a lot of the people i've never met before so it gets kind of scary going to new houses and things like that but i guess you get kind of you so after a while. i got out that bell for a while and i was like let me try to resolve the how that does and then i raise hell i just felt like i was another employee like that it make a difference than anyone's lives that's when i decided to get mine are same degree i've been doing this for four years now. i have a. nursing degree while suffocation i go again nursing homes and people's homes.

i love helping people. that's my biggest thing i don't know god out of always had people reach out to help me a lot like why not give out like i'm such a caring person then. mrs ealey yeah ok how was your day it was signed here in ca on friday was everything ok. and she has no i wasn't here for two on friday they called and told me not to come in and. you're not too hot. now ok.

you hungry i want to be a monday sandwich ok i'm going to put this on you and if you get too hot you can pull it back down ok we've acknowledged it and we get something neat. helping people sue me means that disability anything me like if is just grocery shopping or reminding them to take their medicine or saying hey did you eat today let me fix you something me this anything whatever they need from me i'm willing to help because i've always struggled in life and i've always wanted someone to help me like that and i don't always have it so for me to be able to give back to people that there that makes a difference in me makes me feel warm inside. he sealy his assailants baby he set up a nothing yet i only hope he isn't what i say oh it's. you hammer me the make you want yeah ok let go a lot is right here if you need it now see in a little bit. how right. i

jot down like i like tenth grade so i barely want to have a job but you know i got to kid him every day you know i'm trying to do what i gotta do to take care i. do everything i gotta do to take care of myself that's number one so you know i mean i've been just as hard on her you know i mean. people die every day people are grew it would bury their dead or in joe or my heart like that never mattered i mean that really wanting. somebody used to be would be shot up inside a copping out thirty to sixty years he's my i mean i was just what happens when you you just gotta be smart when you're gonna so you know me in jail forever or i've been in kill someone here.

six years on foot. i can do that i can maintain because i'm not going to yank some people for money i'm going to go get my money and i mean so i hustle and everything but i do it mostly for you know i mean like to take care of anything i could think of as wesley were my kids she grow up to be whoever but i think is better. and i mean be smart i hear when you have a kid you know what i mean but i protect my daughter you know what i mean i mean she smartest just like me.

i'm stuck to stay home because he's sick so used to us they were john and christine on. the bus really gets here at like seven twenty. sometimes she's late you go to the daycare today though. and mom will pick your from the work. in the. sports clothes political. stunt. and.

there's always been single mothers in african-american communities or he says slavery or a sense they took the men out of the family stay create what's happening now this is a continuation of was it started when they first brought us here in families where they have african-american females flourish. i think it's more of an issue these teenagers have and kids in you can expect a fourteen or fifteen year old first daughter now old enough for him to be a father. and he said check out no one talks about that they skip all. till they talk to the child after they've done something and they blame it on having the father well your father was a kid and what he was in a man anything move into the house with your mom who is the same age fifteen

sixteen. can't even drive you. go to a club but they want them to be parents. it doesn't make sense. a lot of young women. did eighteen months education programs and are in nursing and in the nursing feel whether they're nurses aides are only up to their safe but. they make it the women go straight in a survival mode. because if you figure if you're fourteen or fifteen and you had a child there is something in your household. that. even want

a child that isn't say i want to someone to love me. on them or my baby mother ok. when i was a ball like seventeen years old i was on the internet i met some girl i started talking on the internet or whatever with this girl is supposed to be this life going to girl but that is how i got there it wasn't to go expect that i had the wrong person i was so was somebody i would never ever have a baby with my kids. you know what i mean i love the kid but the baby mama i really don't care about you know you got to do it you got to do something and. she grow a few whatever but i'm overprotective were. close throughout all the times i'm

always going to be you know or you know i mean so i'm always closer i know where she's out so i take care of my child yes i do know way down to like she has nothing to worry about like. i want and she. trusts because i'm our own father you see i ever need to go always the. time is gone oh you know i mean i feel like i'm strong enough to be like whatever she needs i got. like nowadays i got. going to rent it out for you ok and then i'll bring it back. but i just want to make sure it's playing that we don't have the drums around it ok so always safe than sorry. my days pretty laid back maybe impregnate i don't have much lifting and things like

that but if i wasn't pregnant then i would have to do a lot of lifting and cleaning and things like that i'm going to see you tomorrow ok . i. put this out for you here pick a sandwich up so i can take this back in the livingroom. i asked me later ok i love you. young elephants have come to us. especially brutal budgeting incidents because sadly the baby elephants often do see their mother as need be killed but also. i do believe smile i see it's a nice little wants to hold

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into a wife to be smeared. all of this you knew those who. opposed someone into believing it because it does not spell it you believe that easy. at this one of the boy his name is going to be jeremiah and if it's a girl it's going to be chiari. and i'm hoping for a boy though because i can't deal with another grows out of her big mistake tells me with health insurance i get health insurance from the state i get food stamps on the state and right now i get on day care from the last like they help pay what all that they come in the big help in a way but as soon as i start making star mana money i lose all that so it's kind of

like a win lose situation they help you up and tell they feel like oh you make enough money to pay for this and then they start helping you but right now they are helping me are you ready alright. and hey let's. put it on i've got something for you. that's. looking for you don't even have it in just about what. you got it isn't my little pony are you hungry. yes. this is what i want to do i want to so drugs because you know just better or oh i came up in life you know i mean i'm still one hundred percent going to be out here nobody can stop me i look at myself as i'm like a boss i make on the way because i can get issues i can get any drug telling you

this what i used to do to it's like you know you know i go to jail a lot of been the show like ten times so you know i mean sterling caught with. it was so i wanted the money or whatever and you know i've been a struggle china get the money and trying to be like maintain my so and make sure i got enough money to every mall pocket every single day so i messed with legit people to be how i am like to be in my predicament only has to mess with legit boss people in order to not i mean people don't understand me because you know. i'm not like. i'm trying to improve on. like how rude how much of a boss i could be. were

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for. everyone to see it it's all thanks to you all we know is. diversity is not fond of history it came down here to see the day with your best. heart. mark because that's make us mamas feel that we have to solve the case and that's not right. my child who was pretty difficult my mom she was the only one of my life she she worked all the times i didn't really get to see air as i was either bouncing from

family house or friend's house and things like that she kept her wolf overhead but it was just i never got to spend time with her she was always working working working. man has been we're going to separation right now. i'm going to say he made some bad choices in life when it came to the lights of us and things though a lot of women have trust issues i know i do trust issues is a big thing for me is hard to open up to i'm in trust down but a lot of females they feel like like with me i feel like a man is post up post the house hold their post to pay all the bills make sure we're good so if we want to be a stay at home mom we can a lot of men al here aren't like that anymore lake i blame their mom they were raised the same way they all raised to be a good man. a

lot of female status say they just had babies with anybody it doesn't go right man to be. single parents. a lot of men that i know they are at a young age and they kind of follows them as they get older so people look at them and like he is a troublemaker or he is a crime maker or he sells drugs then they don't want to give them a moment on a five so they have to resort sued doing other things and sometimes is you got to make ends meet no matter how you do it even if it's just the hustle or whatever you got to do people make ends meet my kids actually they have the same dad his name is malcolm in the one that i'm pregnant by it's also their father also. even though that i'm pregnant with this cell it is it is a joy i take it as a blessing because i know no matter what you guys not going to put mommy there what

i can handle no matter what i go through. that i'm going to come out on the top because i'm determined to i'm going to be strong in a better way i have soup is already looking up to me now what the men know that no matter how hard life gets you will always make it on top of you try you can't give up because if you give up there people are going to give up on you. and. i will raise by my birth parents but i was raised by my grandparents and they were true grandparents they were. thirty when i was born. they sank with a fifteen year old has a baby and they have that baby has a baby at fifteen or sixteen that's the cycle of fear fourteen or fifteen and now you're on welfare because now you're in a cycle. and you think people. in it because you grew up in

a house when i want to work and take. a check every two me. in it that's the problem. there's no accountability in people. i don't think there's anything wrong with that. in communities where it's still considered taboo as i happen i think the main challenge is for women. that have been resources through more circumstances from the beginning of their childhood or young women are trying to be grown women in twenty years before ten. and maturation only is just not on work or socially or economically because fourteen year olds can't me. a salary. of an adult i think. are the racism that african-american women face is more systematic and that i would even venture to say we experience more sexism and

racism more said an african-american male. yes she's going to mow we're ultimately over a month. we actually lost our place and. my car you know breaking down and i was unable to get to work on time so they let me go and then that's how we end up in the shelter because again if you can't get to work and pay your bills you don't you know then have a home so you're only supposed to be at the shelter for three months i am in my three month span with my paycheck that i bring home i have literally enough to pay my car insurance and put gas in my car a million a lot like that's why it's so hard for me get out the shows are going on like i barely got money to pay my car favorite going to pay rent. oh no. not me like i lost everything if i'm kind of rebuilding. we have income tax and

that was able to help me get a little bit of my stuff back but that doesn't last forever. i'm hoping that i don't lose my job my main dream is. get my own place like to own a house that's my main drain is the own house and not have to go back to michel's or like never that i'm not anything ever but not to have to go in a shelter anytime soon and i'm hoping to be able to stay in a home have them be able to at least turn eighteen and be on their own and be like ok mommy was strong my mom was able to fight through it no matter way that's that's my enduring. it is hard i'm a it's by the grace of god i'm not by how that i'm still floating. i cry alive thinking oh my god i'm going to do this with another child by a i'm hoping that i never had to result in to selling things but if it happens hey it happens.

yeah we're gone home. i unfortunately i can't let you guys follow me to rest it away because the shelter doesn't allow you guys to be there so yeah it was nice meeting you by.

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