i mean remember i like turned green so my mom say you don't have to go to school if you don't want to sauce i'm done on that never wore my school man never want to go back to school i guess is in my blood so. i mean i was always. just a big kid so i always wanted to be better so that's what. i mean my mind's made up i want to do this for the rest of my life so you know i mean it's what i have to. treat elderly people must have like dementia or markets and disease are some kind

of the sickness where they can't help with their self so i have to help them when they need clothing and feeding and things like back. and a lot of the people i've never met before so it gets kind of scary going to new houses and things like that but i guess you get kind of you so after a while. i got out that bell for a while and i let me try weisel see how that does and then by rizal i just felt like i was another employee like i didn't make a difference in anyone's lives that's when i decided to get my nursing degree i've been doing this for four years now. i have a. nursing degree while suffocation i go again nursing homes. people songs. i love helping people like that's my biggest thing i don't know god out of always had people reach out to help me l. i'm like why not give out like i'm such

a caring person. mrs ealey yeah ok how was your day it was signed in ca on friday was everything ok. and she had no i wasn't here for two on friday they called and told me not to come in. you're not too hot. now ok are you hungry yes i want to be a monday sandwich ok i'm going to put this on you if you get too high you can pull it back down ok and i'll be back home llobet i'm a get something me. helping people sit me

means that disability anything they like if it's just a grocery shopping or reminding them to take their medicine or saying hey did you in today let me fix you something me this anything whatever they need from me i'm willing to help because i've always struggled in life and i've always wanted someone to help me like that and i always have it so for me to be able to give back to people that day that makes a difference i mean makes me feel warm inside who are you see only here for sale can you set up enough to eat yeah i can believe a supreme butter sandwich. you memory me tell you i'll go make you want you out hey look there water's right here if you need it now see in a little bit. how right. i dropped out of my highlight turned gray area so i barely want to have a job boy you know. i got to kid him every day you know i'm trying to do what i

gotta do to take care i. do everything i gotta do to take care of myself that's number one so you know i mean i've been just as hard on her you know i mean. people die every day people are girl would bury their dead or in joe or an icon like that never mattered that me wanting. somebody used to be would instead of this out of copping out thirty to sixty years he's my i mean i asked us what happens when you use god be smart when you're gonna so you know me in jail forever or i think kill someone in. six years on foot. i can do that i can maintain because i'm not going to be

acceptable for money i'm going to go get my money you know i mean so i hustle and everything but i do it mostly for you know to me like to take care of anything i could think of as mostly with my kids she grow up to be whoever but i think is better suited. you know i mean be smart i hear when you have a kid you know what i mean but i protect my daughter you know and i mean she's i mean she's smartest she's just like me why. we're we're we're we're we're we're we're. not them start to stay home because he thinks he's going to stay away jonica.

the buses they get say at like seven twenty s sometimes she's late you go to daycare today though. a mom will pick you up for my stuff to work. the school the old school is closed political. stunts. and. there's always been single mothers in african-american communities or says slavery

or a sense they took the men out of the family create what's happening now this is just a continuation of was it started when they first brought us here in families that were there bafta american females first. i think it's more of an issue these teenagers having kids in you can expect a fourteen or fifteen year old first daughter not old enough for him to be a father and he's a check out no one talks about that they skip all the way up and till they talk to the child after they've done something and they blame it on that having the father well their father was a kid and what he was in a man any could move into the house with your mom who is the same age fifteen sixteen can't even travel yet. but they want them to be parents. it doesn't make sense.

a lot of young women. did eighteen months education programs and that you know and are never seen in the nursing field whether they're nurses aims only up to their safety but. they make it the women go straight and serve adult men. because if you figure if you're fourteen or fifteen even had a child there is something in your household. even want a child that isn't say i want to someone to love me.

on them my baby mother ok. when i was about like seventeen years old i was on the internet i met some girl started talking on the internet or whatever and i go with this girl is supposed to be this life can cue girl but that it's time i got there it wasn't to go expect that i had the wrong person at my mind so was somebody i would never ever have a baby with my kids. you know what i mean i love the kid but the baby mama i really don't care about you know you got to do what you got to do sometimes. she'll grow up and be with whatever but i'm overprotective were. closed throughout all the times i'm always going to be an honor you know i mean so i'm always closer i know where she's obviously i take care of my child yes i do and no way that i felt like she has nothing to worry about it like. all known we want to see care

trust come our own father you see i ever knew something she go always that in the mean time is born only you know what i mean i feel like i'm strong enough to be like whatever she me i got. like now a days like i can say that now. going to rinse this out for you ok and then i'll bring about. but i just want to make sure it's plain that we don't have no johns around it ok so always safe than sorry . who my days pretty laid back maybe impregnate i don't have much lifting and things like that but if i wasn't pregnant then i would have to do a lot of lifting and cleaning and things like that i'm going to see you tomorrow. all right here. put this up for you here pick your sandwich up so i can take this

back in the living room i'll see you later ok i love you. what holds his hands to you so. he put themselves on the line to get accepted or rejected. so when you want to be president. or somehow want to be rich. but you going to be prosperous what was before three in the morning can't be good. i'm interested always in the water using our. first sip. young elephants have come to us soft. myspace lee brutal pushing incidents because

sadly the baby elephants often do see their mothers to be killed but also be cut off and then when smiles i see it's a nice little ones to hold a show to express and changes i'm going. to be. coming. at this one of the boy his name is going to be jeremiah and if it's a girl it's going to be chiari. and i'm hoping for a boy though because i can't deal with another grows out of through this day helps

me with health insurance i get health insurance from the state i get food stamps on this day and right now i get on day care from the last like they help pay what all that they come in the big help in a way but as soon as i start making money i lose all that though it's kind of like a win lose situation they help you up and so they feel like oh you make enough money to pay for this and then they stop helping you but right now they are helping me are you ready all right all right let's go baby because i had on i got something for you. but. looking for you didn't even have it your images are not. what you got it isn't my little pony are you hungry. yes.

this is what i want to do i want to so drugs because you know just better or oh i came up in life you know i mean i'm still hundred percent going to be out here nobody can stop me i look at myself as i am like a boss i make on the way because i can get a shoe i can get any drug telling you that's what i used to do to it's like you know you know god forbid i go to jail a lot of been the show like ten times so you know i mean is telling you caught with . it was so i wanted the money or whatever and been a struggle china get the money in china be like maintain muscle and make sure i got enough money in my pocket every single day so i messed with legit people to be how i am like to be in my predicament only has to mess with legit boss people in order to you know what i mean people understand me because you know i want to show

that you are not like. i'm trying to improve on. like how rude how much of a boss i could be. were were the do a lot of fourteen my son got killed ministry. says he have a sign on each name of modern day. for must pray met this time when he kept marriage. so he have a sign on a thirteen year old i never thought that what i had been see ham. a lot of family members. sat. on nephews that i met two cats and some eyeshadow each

one moment that sat and he. sat me he. to be a man sat me. sat up in the chest. so yeah but i'll never have no baltimore city streets solve all the six man i'm a muslim. none of the cases yet. when i sit back and have family is really hurting. children was left. behind this naturally without a father. breaking up the family this family says. that knowing what to do. and we just tabbing. act was say sixty percent of the marriages on. some aipac ashfaq. area over there. are going to be there to meet her right there. in her corner in the morning on morning.

one of the thirty three. hundred. explaining where. everyone m.p.'s see it john thanks to you all we know all the person is not sold up the street came down here you see it was. more and more. of a. mark because that's make us feel that we have to solve that case and that's not right.

my childhood was pretty difficult my mom she was the only one of my i have seen she worked all the time so i don't really get the sea air as i was either bouncing from family house or friend's house and things like that she kept her wolf overhead but it was this i never got to spend time with her she was always working working working. to me and i has been we're going to a separation right now i'm going to say he made some bad choices in life when it came to the lights of us and paintings though a lot of women have trust issues i know i do trust issues is a big thing for me it's hard to open up to i mean trust them but a lot of females they feel a like with me i feel like i man this post up poet the household their post to pay all the bills there aren't like that anymore les i blame it on their mom they were raised the same way they are raised to be a good man. a

lot of female status. say they just have babies with anybody it doesn't go right in man to ban single parents. a lot of men that i know they are at a young age and it kind of follows them as they get older so people look at them and like he is a troublemaker or he is a crime maker or he sells drugs then they don't want to give them a moment on a five so they have to resort sued doing other things and sometimes is you got to make ends meet no matter how you do it even if this is the hostile or whatever you got to do people make ends meet. my kids actually they have the same dad his name is malcolm in the one that i'm trying to buy is also their father also. even though i'm five mill what it is it is a joy i take it as a blessing because i know no matter what the guy's not going to put mommy there

what i can handle no matter what i go through. because i'm just going to be strong about what i have soup is already looking up for me now what the know that no matter how hard life gets you will always make it on top of you try you can't give up because if you give up there people are going to give up on you. and. i wasn't raised by my birth parents but i was raised by my grandparents and they were true grandparents they were. thirty when i was born. this cycle is a fifteen year old has a baby and they have that baby has a baby at fifteen or sixteen that's the cycle of fear fourteen or fifteen and now you're on welfare because now you're in a cycle. a thousand people. in there because you grew up in

a house where i want to work but they get. a check every two weeks in it that's the problem. there's no accountability and people don't think there's anything wrong with it. in communities where it's still considered taboo that as a happened i think the main challenges for women. that have been resources to get them through more circumstances from the beginning of their childhood are young women are trying to be grown women in twenty years before ten. and maturation only is just not on work or socially or economically because fourteen year olds can't make. a salary of an adult i think. or the racism that african-american women face is more systematic and that i would even venture to say we experience more sexism and racism more said in an

african-american male. yes just coming out she's going to come out we're ultimately over a month because we actually lost our place in october my car and breaking down and i was unable to get to work on time so they let me go and then that's how we end up in the shelter because again if you can't get to work and pay your bills you don't you know then have a home so you're only supposed to be at the shelter for three months i am in my three month span with my paycheck that i bring home i have literally enough to pay my car insurance and put gas in my car and i think a lot of that's why it's so hard for me get out the shows are going on like i feel we got money to pay my car favorite how about going to pay rent. oh no and that's kind of the situation i mean like i lost everything if i'm kind of rebuilding. we

have income tax and that was able to help me get a little bit of my stuff back but that doesn't last forever as. i'm hoping that i don't lose my job my main dream is to get my own place like to own a house that's my main during is to own a house and not have to go back into shows or like never that i'm not if they've ever but now i have to go in a shelter anytime soon and i'm hoping to be able to stay in a home and have them be able to turn eighteen and be on their own and be like ok mommy was strong like mom was able to fight through it no matter what. that's that's my enduring. it is hard and. it's by the grace of god. that i'm still floating. i cry a lot thinking oh my god i'm going to do this with another child but i'm hope. that i never has a result in to selling things but if it happens hey it happens. yeah

are gone home. i am fortunately i can't let you guys follow me or us that away because this house or doesn't allow you guys to be there as though yes it was nice meeting you by.

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