look brevard job serving the united states and uniform is no longer limited to map . out you please by the women's on the koran taking this grooming and feminine grease is one of the 1st lessons learned by the way through. what americans that require a perfect physical health system. i'm sure you've all heard the saying there's a right way a wrong way and the army way.

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was a waiting list for the navy over a year and i knew i didn't wait that long so i had a friend to me about the coast guard and i went to the coast guard and they said that they could get me in within a month so said ok. i tried college and. i had. a good job but as endured and an east texas i bought my own little house and the military was something i always wanted to do i come from military family i was always taught that it's every citizen's duty to join the military if you can you should and so i want to go ahead and join and start a career. i'm sure that air force i was 17 years old had

a boyfriend that encouraged me to go in so that's why he didn't give you permission to go. when i was in high school i was impressed with the marines but i had met. a colonel that used to run around the truck after soccer practice and he started to be perfect for the marine corps has a really smart mouth with the marine corps needs the professionalism the camaraderie everything about it inspired me. after i graduated high school i left for orlando florida which was the 1st time i was ever on an airplane and a life. initially it was just wanting to go see the world because i'm from a really small town i had a college scholarship to go play basketball but i instead opted to go into the military. when i chose to do. i come from a long line of military one of the. somebody from every generation on both sides of

the family all the way to of revolutionary war had served in the armed forces and i chose the marine corps because no one in my family had ever done that. well of putting on a uniform every day and you know just getting out there and giving it my all and it's a very proud feeling. that i would have done the camp over and over and it was create the cooler ottery the discipline and everything it taught you who i wanted to be that's what they taught you there. obviously was different taking a shower with different people all of a sudden good. but disagree experience i was a sailor every single report on me was excellent grades i knew what i needed to do in my job i was a great team leader. i really enjoyed the whole challenge of it i got several

different awards and kudos it was mainly men love that i could blend in and keep up with the guys and work as hard as. the new economy was challenging and education was talk notch my senior year i was selected to be one of the top 30 leadership positions by the company great officers there. after basic i went to the naval security group alaska i remember getting there you know issued a parka got set up in my room and then he took me to the bar which was in our barracks and set down in a table were it was me and about 10 other guys. and you know kind of felt like a piece of meat on a slab at that point and i never wanted to turn around and leave so much of my life but i couldn't.

yeah yeah. i met corey december 17th of 2007 i was on watch when she got to the station and then this blew me away when she walked in. right. ok thank you. the command told us that she was coming then there were some issues but we didn't none of the crew knew exactly what had happened and i didn't find out for a long time. i was stationed in saginaw michigan. i was only female in my section. supervisor. to the place where i get calls at 3 o'clock in the morning or telling me to come get him. he would threaten me. i'd

walk in from training and he'd be sleeping in my bed. when we went to one of the higher ups the chain of command they were all like his his drinking buddy and they told me just because i didn't like somebody they were going to switch me away from this guy. in the taps and. he don't lock the door and he'd come in and he had an erection and he tried to get me to touch him i took my right hand and i pushed him in the chest and started to yell for the other guys to kind of hear me. across. the left side of my face i remember. holding the closet thinking what just happened. to my face hurt so. when we went.

the command about it i mean this 'd petty officer who saw my face. they just let it wait because they didn't want any kind of problems going on. a couple weeks later i needed the key to my cleanup so i knocked on his door and he said ok yeah come on in here and here and i said no no i'm going to wait out here. and he screamed at me and he made me come in and he grabbed my arm. the. and he raped me. every thing came to a complete and the day that i was raped i got there in february. by april i was drugged and raped her the 1st time i had like a cold or pneumonia like symptoms and so they sent me to get shut down and while i was waiting to be examined. and came in and he helped himself he said he was going

to the bathroom and he came into my room and and that's when he raped me the entire time i was screaming and yelling for help and for him to stop nobody came to the door and nobody. came to help me and maurice cure anything they made it very very clear. if i said anything they were going to kill me. you know in then of course i didn't have anyone to go talk to because the people that were perpetrating me were the police. it was my 1st time ever and. i had a tough time convincing myself that i'm still over. if this is happening to me you know i can only imagine surely i'm not the only one in which i found out later go in through the claims process that i wasn't.

it's just after 3 am i see a shadow of a human head over my body next thing you know that i'm awake and like he's on top of me push my legs apart and put himself on top of me and start pulling at my shirt and i wake up and that he's on top of me. he's already penetrated i was drugged i remember the sounds the smell. of it is locked and loaded $45.00 at the base of my skull. engage the ball so that i knew there was around chamber all i could do was continue to concentrate on breathing slam my head against a concrete wall and very forcefully had sex with me i just went to my tent pulled a sleeping bag over my head and cried myself to sleep so within the 2 week period.

he raped me 5 times we got tested. i had trick. and i was pregnant. he did. rape me. and 991 in congressional testimony it was estimated that 200000 women had been sexually assaulted so far in the u.s. military if you take into account that women don't report because of the extreme retaliation and that was you know more than a decade ago i would say you could easily double that number and it's probably somewhere near about half a 1000000 women have now been sexually assaulted in the. u.s. military.

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insurgent beneath the skin when the skin is suctioned over the scaffold over a period of about 6 months you have to shoot in growth and invest your eyes eisen occurring in other words the cells the mule in your body grow into the scaffold it grows its own blood supply so now this is fully integrated as part of my own it's a living part of my own. or

the current crowd. thanks this all was prescribed in last 3 to 4 months this is praxis. towel print and this is the annex. i'm tired of taking all these med i just want the v.a. to fix my job. i was having the most horrible pain in my face so i went to the dentist because i thought it was just my teeth or something was wrong. the doctor came in after the x. rays and asked me if i'd been in a car accident when he hit me in my face he dislocated my jaw and it's both my disc

forward in my face i don't have any where my where they should be in my face they told me i'd probably need a partial bone replacement for my bone it playing on my nerves for so long is starting to actually disintegrate. i've been on a soft diet for 5 years now. everything is potatoes chalo. times. a lot of. times.

that there was. my dad my brother prior maybe in the army national guard and. in the family in. was excited and completely just hyped up about going and all my family was proud of me. as my biggest hero. told us of your own being taken care of and i guess that's one of the hard things that i have to accept because i told her that she would be. who's in february we got

a call. once who is dying and he. rubbed his hand all over my entire body and. he said i own all of this. and i was absolutely scared didn't know what to do i called my dad. when the 1st thing she said was bad. and. i said. what happened he said i was right. and you're a virgin. because. tribute. don't

ever think your. main nerve in my spine and places and my hips are rotated. my title is director of military plans and personnel policy for the navy. we have specifically trained judge advocates our navy lawyers in our naval criminal investigative service those investigators are all specifically trained in sexual assault any report of a sexual assault is fully investigated in the united states navy they didn't take care of it for a year and a half they were tracking down witnesses they had all these students that are and they can walk them down and say hey you're only hold targets a statement. and i didn't and i went through 3 investigators it was like ok i'm giving this case that's what it's sort of felt like oh right i'm giving this case i'm going to take care of it oh well this is really want to really want to deal with it females would come up to their commanders or their and ceo's and say that

they were either sexually assaulted or abused and i don't think it was taken seriously i think a lot of times a cursory investigation was done and they were basically told to just suck it up a member bring in a young service member been brutally raped and bring her in to see or command and try to make sure that this girl was take care properly and this idiot. for crying in order to stop crocus spilt milk out of time the credibility of the witness was called into account had the potential victim had she made claims like this in the past there was a lot of witch hunting going on i was ordered to advise a victim of her rights for false statement when i knew that she wasn't lying i was asked to bring her in advise her of her rights like a criminal and interrogate her for false statement until i got the truth out of her . what we hear again and again

from soldiers who have been raped is that as bad as it was being raped what was as bad if not worse was to receive professional fratelli ation in their chosen career merely because they were raped when you report something. you better be prepared for the repercussions if a man gets accused of rape it's said that the woman's life i could choose to report it but if i wasn't if you know if they found that when i was saying wasn't to be truthful than i would be reduced in rank you could lose your rate you could lose rank you could lose your school if you file a false report so do you want to file a report. with. everything in the 1st my friend numerate me they sound believe me they reported that 2 different times to my squad leader and he told me that there is nothing he can do about it it doesn't have any proof they actually did charge me with adultery. i wasn't

married he was they took me before make my hand the tank commander and he says you think this is funny and i said what do you mean his like a solid job like what do you mean and i go see the 3rd girl report rape this week even as they all in cahoots you think of the game.

ok and how hard is i usually take a. really. hard . i mean. like 14 months when. the v.a. . mike you want to. but if we were there. this goes everywhere with me. and this goes everywhere with me. you always have protection with jesus but sometimes you need just a little bit more. time to go. it was they c of course they. they ordered they ordered a back x. ray instead of that but if you're so make up. we should have they should

know you should know what's wrong with me like read my stuff and you'll see that's my face it's not my back it's not my legs my arms it's my need to prove i don't even know what your case is even though i don't even know why waste that the gas money the trip anything it was completely a waste of time what a good veteran's day right. it's a perfect way to spend. it. because it was an isolated duty station they were in charge and we were just like cattle. it was the 1st time i was drugged and raped i was this room where some of my friends and family had like one or 2 drinks and when laid down it was like instantly i was not feeling well and came to having

a pillow over my head in my friend. raping me. and that went on repeatedly. most sex offenders are hunters just like any hunter they study their prey they study their movements to study the behaviors they study the environment. you have rapists that prey on other human beings they they stock them they they wait until the victim is that the most vulnerable point in time to perpetrate their crimes a lot of times the victim is somebody that the suspect is very familiar with and they're very aware of what's going on most sex offenders have this hidden persona that nobody ever sees except for the victim therefore when they're caught or if somebody reports people don't tend to believe that because they don't see the typical sex offender if it's an officer it's an officer that has had

a bit chilly in the past preyed on and enlisted they would do it once they get away with it and then they think wow this was pretty easy i'm going to try to get in particularly for a savvy perpetrator to work with in a relatively closed system like the military it becomes a prime. a target rich environment for a predator. what a was discharged they moved to seattle or things got really bad. i started to lose everything. is homeless. there is

the diction i was selling drugs back and a guy. 40 percent of homeless female veterans have been raped while they were surfing they spit into such depression and it appears that they can't hold jobs they can hold their lives together and they end up on the streets when i 1st saw the train and as the chairman and i look over and it was like the universe was like a gal. in my head i was like you are i know there are some special of our. wow for hair when we 1st started dating it was hard. the biggest hurdle was not taking p.t.s.d. personally it does get really stressful and sort of said to have never known before and you want to sort of in her in her prime now she's anxious and sad

a lot of. going to go going to go back even. if they come. to terms and thank you for out doing something you know michel be like check it in like oh it's so patriots are you ever appreciative of it you know but it makes me really. sad that here's this little 11 year old boy that's watching out for my wellbeing. and hurts you know i wanted to go away. you know and it doesn't go away.

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friction really a sign that it's working. if you. don't. blog on the call and. consequently does it cause you know the false so. you can sleep. with bullets a. song to me she's on that you know sound a soft spot on the p.p. down at this time out on top. while he looks to me. the keys to the computer the police are usually the police reports all the way. to

. saudi arabia says saturday's drone attacks on its oil facilities were questionably sponsored by iran claiming the missile ponens were made there. israel is on course for yet another election stalemate with prime minister netanyahu lacking one seat behind rival benny gantz lengthy coalition talks now loom as neither have enough from the majority in parliament in the coming days will convene negotiations to assemble a strong zionist government i intend to speak with everyone starting tonight to work to form a broad unity government. and to the new york times publishes an extract from a forthcoming book about the alleged sexual misconduct of u.s. supreme court justice brett.