we want my dream of becoming a famous ballerina. still with the crowd initiative thing to say. just right now i really want to dance the part of twine and that cracker i love that's hard to watch you. know i've dreamed of being a prima ballerina since i was a child that i'd like to dance solo parts of course but i have no problem dancing in the core of the ballet i don't want other ballerinas to be jealous of me to the point of putting glass in my shoes they did that once to a dancer i want everything to be smooth.

getting in and do it like yesterday nice towards the bar shoulders away from a crazy legace far as it will go and stay where you are with shoulder pointing backwards janie your elbow feedback shift if it backwards. while my free mother bringing her child to the academy believe she will be an accomplished bill a dancer you've raised your child and gone through all the trouble to hand her over but mark my words at best she's going to dance in the back grove quarter ballet mother's once when they hear that 80 percent of the girls end up there even though all of them dream of a crown and pink tutu just take all those rose colored spectacles you see how

graceful they are when they step but you should know that makes them very miserable because of the pain they suffer from sekret fighters have to be made here. marian ski theatre is so big that's why i want to be a part of it but when i 1st went on. i thought very scared my heart was pounding the 1st time i performed on the variance the stage. was. ok everyone hears devotedly. her her her her her.

her. initial a lot of names on the last bottle and then the list gradually get shorter for instance if they put on less or 3 columns of names you'll see about 10 people at last left and that they act. like that sometimes it hurts when you really want to like we have bigger girls who are never chosen for any parts and they usually get upset when the lists are put out they think i hope i'll be there but they aren't the thing is they're not very good candidates to begin with. though. there's a lot you still alive barely none of us here. training here is a very stressful experience exams and rehearsals are

a never ending process evaluations are stressful as well the child is nervous because she doesn't know if her performance is good enough to be accepted if she's turned down his self-esteem suffers you have to be very strong mentally and physically to face up to the challenge. if you're turned down you don't need to give up on everything 2. there are many up and coming downstairs in the. everybody is given the opportunity to do. it sometimes some of them have plenty of work. for some people like me there were periods where i had nothing to do until recently . luckily.

i. think i'm performing some of the parts i'm completely exhausted but nobody envious

me because they know it's hard. to see that you're almost ready to die. when you leave the cord about to do so you feel very lonely because some of your friends have turned away from me but that's the sort of situation the take spirit. during the 1st year of my 4th season but now everybody has come around the thought that homicide i don't say after oh. move a little closer to the should be no distance between you take a step towards her and make sure had chased faces this way right up to her to tell you what you. delicately. you know.

what i'm over here just very often oksana finds herself at the center of some gossip to work with but here but this is only natural because when she suddenly appears in a solo part after dancing in the corridor ballet for a long time with nobody well everybody starts whispering about her but. i think all those rumors are started by many other dancers wanting to take her place in. a film with the guys are far easier to deal with in general they are better at agreeing on things and just clearing the air. of reason. as a single minded people think they devote their lives to one cause to work and to serve. their audience should only see the results of their labor up there on the stage illuminated by the spotlight who sometimes they'll spend months or maybe

years training just to be able to dance a beautiful variation that lasts maybe a couple of minutes. at the end of the day the ballet dancer is totally played out because so much so that he looks more dead than alive it's. no wonder people say that if a ballet dancer doesn't feel pain when he gets up to use. the means he's more or less dead. goods goods you want to do a little one second you're obviously standing way too close far far too close she's doing the pacu and your issue of course you can catch yeah but she ends up over there. my boyfriend is a soul a ballet dancer so you could say we spend all of our time together but it was no rivalry we stimulate each other to improve our performance what i say stuff like

why did you let go of it and then he says why did you dive into a stretch i can't. think all this criticism to one another does help us. i think it sets him when. he's going to go away. with your brain is always about work it never takes a rest we argue a lot because we do need to relax to forget all about our work and switch to other activities but that never happens for instance might have to dance in new ballets while there's nothing for me to do.

i find it hard to dance on this stage it's true that i always get nervous dancing on other stages because i feel responsible for what i'm doing. but this stage squeezes a good deal of moral and physical strength out of me i don't know why perhaps there's something in its history traditions or the audience that makes performing here is so difficult to stand so i was.

good evening ladies and gentlemen tonight. 20 minutes. what you see on stage looks gloriously beautiful and everything seems as it should be but i know it's the result of very hard work and if someone were to ask me whether i'd like to go through all of that again with the knowledge i have now i'd think twice before answering the question you know you're musical if you. were. a league player and. was. was.

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to realize shero christina and i come from different cities and the other girls from st petersburg we usually get up at 730 some of us like to get up early or classes begin at 920 sometimes we have 78 or even 9 lessons lasting until 5 30 pm. sometimes we have rehearsals after that then we do our homework so some of us come here to strach others to play the piano. for us when i was at home i used to have about half an hour to watch t.v. or simply relax but not now i haven't watched t.v. for more than a month maybe even 2 and a half. rented a room with

a girl chairing the 1st year. during the 1st season i was lucky to get a room all to myself even though you can get 2 people in here. 2 people live together in a room like this which. i druther stay away from the still metry. some buildings in some petersburg termit and unpleasant energy and i think this is one such building. consider your body after i came to perth to try to enter ballet school 3 girls out of 8 who were admitted. i was the only one. to finish that school. was a teacher to me saying lose weight it is. true that keeping in shape is quite

a challenge i try not to eat anything before going to bed but when i come home after a performance i really want to. all i can afford is a glass of yogurt for going to. it is a big problem for us back home you can eat whatever you want but here you have to be thin sometimes it's hard to hold back yassir allowed to eat more or less what you like but only a small portion of the time and if you overdo it you have to exercise i know all of that sugar and up in the thighs and if you become too fat they kick you out. it's hard for putting him out because everybody is eating fruit and chocolates and drinking juice in front of her she isn't allowed to eat those things it's clear that she's still a kid and wants everything but she's not allowed. sally what annoys me most of all is that my teacher charles me that i do very well but then she takes home some marks because she says i haven't got the right figure. don't

cross your feet and don't drag them like that point your toes are not jumping at old. junk they're. junk. but not the last you managed to push every other time you were going like this you need to go up. talented children are few and far between that's why we have to make the others do things to the best of their ability want them to be up to the mark so that ballet companies get good dances after graduation fortunately no style that is overlooked in the academy's corridors we make the most weight here.

but you're still at the scene and i have supported diana since she was around $34.00 and. i've trained her throughout the years that she has been here. because here regrettably i don't have much hope which. unity for that now with such a talented student is a great joy for the team chair. for human genome really well every year she progress. we have predicted

should get to a she is now no no i really don't think so but frankly she wasn't doing very well at the time but she had no qualms about it when am i supposed to do she would show i work on the steps ok that's exactly what i'm going to do she just did it and made progress. to be delisted if you turned down an offer to done so because you have an injury of some things they want to make that offer again because you end up being blacklisted has to do with the board. now of the strain tendon but i keep on letting anyway be

a producer because i realise that if i take a break i won't catch a blue one time i had to ligaments of course i didn't want the shame of refusing the patents one like anyway i need the injury would still somehow interfere with my dancing regardless. but soon i changed my mind afterwards i can do it i can do it i said it's and that's why i got laid so we're crazy. you know one time oksana. i was told to prepare 7 numbers in a short period of time before they were totally different routines she rehearsed them for 4 or 5 hours a day but then she woke up in the morning and saw that her knee had completely swollen up.

so i took all those painkillers and i still danced. just 2nd i know oh how excited are you going to show up at tomorrow's rehearsal wasn't it cancelled. please come. ok i will. think what it seems no one wants to go i think it tomorrow i was meant to be the one day off into wakes. and knows his and. wild. beast must cause i'm going to have children. family is worse i treasure most of all

. everybody says that. she says because it's not on her mind right now but if she has to choose between being a prima ballerina and having a family. but she'll settle for the former. as for me i have the same approach. work will come 1st as long as the outlook is good. i know that if i have a child i won't be able to devote myself completely to the profession i keep trying to convince myself that children can wait but i think about it all the time the 10 truth i mean. it never occurred to me that what i'm doing might be seen as a desire to build a career know i have chosen an artistic path of my own my accomplishments are the

result of my inner development they give me strength other than perception of life and its purpose i take an earnest view of my development i want to enjoy the process and make sure that this period of my life lasts for as long as it can i realize that a child would turn my life upside down. ok what's the worst everyone got sick with and i'm very insecure i used to dream of being a prima ballerina so i would even the appearance. that they played with the idea of allowing me to dance a really important role but i had a problem with my knee at the time perhaps it's for the best because otherwise i might have never become a teacher. and the 2nd part of life is no less interesting than the 1st one in a different way yes but still. shoulder blades one to the arm comes back up 3 floor and

legs stretching out before they head 123. and 4. on. that on. that. help me get admitted to the school and become a ballet dancer i earned a reputation because of her the she was the 1st to read something in my eyes that prompted her to look after me she has 4 daughters of her own and i guess you can call me her 1st. oh. yeah i've got 5 nice grandchildren all i can say about them is that they're simply fantastic. i only had daughters. but now i have 3 grandsons and

2 granddaughters. watching diana on strange or bring her to sing with her took a good deal of my time and probably more than i could have spent with my daughter lisa but she never complained she probably understood what kind of done sedan i was . and lisa was following her own fan. she gave birth to a child recently. she might dance in mind of pads just to breathe the atmosphere of dance she doesn't aspire for more because she's not a lead ballerina about the world of the dancers doing sello pad so prima ballerina his find it very difficult to write an end to that can really is. that they want more of the same he says or.

do you still like a grown up artist performing on the big stage you have a golden crown and a pink tutu that's you have everything. you can and i am lucky because there are many times in case of all dances at the main street theater disperse where some give up too early and stop short in the development and then some and just not given a chance to meet you and then the sometimes you see at the dances that us and you think you well i wish i could dance that well. with. the.

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