plus you see how graceful they are when they step but you should know that makes them very miserable because of the pain they suffer from the sekret feiss have to be made here with the. theatre is so big that's why i want to be a part of it but when i 1st went on stage i felt very scared my heart was pounding the 1st time i performed on the variance the stage. was. ok everyone has to vary. her her. her her her.

her. initial a relative names on the last top and then the list great you know again shorter for instance if they put on less or 3 columns of names you'll see about 10 people at last left on that by the end it's. like that sometimes it hurts when you really want to like we have bigger girls who are never chosen for any parts and they usually get upset when the lists are put out they think i hope i'll be there but they aren't the thing is they're not very good candidates to begin with. to go. there's a lot of you still alive billie none of us here. training. here is

a very stressful experience exams and rehearsals are a never ending process evaluations are stressful as the child is nervous because she doesn't know if a performance is good enough to be accepted if she's turned down his self-esteem suffers you have to be very strong mentally and physically to face up to the challenge if you're turned down you don't need to give up on everything 2. there are many up and coming in the. everybody is given the opportunity to do. it sometimes some of them have plenty of work. for some people like me there were periods where i had nothing to do until recently. luckily.

i. sing and perform. some of the parts i'm completely exhausted that nobody envious me

because they know it's hard. to they see that you're almost ready to die. when you leave the court about the way. you feel very lonely just because some of your friends have turned away from me but that's the sort of situation the thai experienced during the 1st year of my 4th season but now everybody has come around the thought thomas a lay down said after oh. move a little closer to the should be no distance between you take a step towards her and make sure her chest faces this way right up to her tutor with you. delicately. you.

would almost shuffle very often oksana finds herself at the center of some gossip to work with but here but this is only natural because when she suddenly appears in a solo part after dancing in the court a ballet for a long time with nobody well everybody starts whispering about her but. i think all those rumors are started by many other dancers wanting to take her place in. a film with the guys are far easier to deal with in general they are better at agreeing on things and just clearing the air. of reason bellydance is a single minded people they devote their lives to one cause to work and to serve. their audience should only see the results of their labor up there on the stage.

illuminated by the spotlight story sometimes they'll spend months or maybe years training just to be able to done some beautiful variation that lasts maybe a couple of minutes. at the end of the day the ballet dancer is totally played out so much so that he looks more dead than alive it's no wonder people say that if a ballet dancer doesn't feel pain when he gets up to use. it means he's more or less dead. good goods you want to do a one second you're obviously standing way too close far far too close she's doing the pacu and your issue of course you can catch it here but she ends up over there. my boyfriend is a soul a ballet dancer so you could say we spend a lot of our time together but there's no rivalry we stimulate each other to

improve our performance what they say stuff like why did you let go of it and then he says why did you dive into a stretch i can't say for you that sort of thing all this criticism to one another does help us. think it upsets him when i do it he's going to go away. with your brain is always about work it never takes a rest we argue a lot because we do need to relax to forget all about our work and switch to other activities but that never happens for instance oksana might have to dance in new ballets while there's nothing for me to do.

the eat. was was. i find it hard to dance on this stage it's true that i always get nervous dancing on other stages because i feel responsible for what i'm doing nothing to do but this stage squeezes a good deal of moral and physical strength out of me i don't know why perhaps there's something in its history traditions or the audience that makes performing here is so difficult to stand so i was.

good evening ladies and gentlemen tonight's performance will begin in 20 minutes. what you see on stage looks gloriously beautiful and everything seems as it should be but i know it's the result of very hard work and if someone were to ask me whether i'd like to go through all of that again with the knowledge i have now i'd think twice before answering the question you know you're musical if you. leave it at the end. i am.

the world is driven by shaped by one person with those words. the day there's things. we dare to ask. thousands of american men and women choose to serve in their country's military and the decision. every song came to a complete. the day that i was very strong. you know told to shut up kill me and i see how destroyed my life any screamed at me and he made me come in and you graham my own arm and he write me with his birth thinking if you take into

account that women don't report because of the extreme retaliation it's probably somewhere near about half a 1000000 women have now been sexually assaulted in the us military rape is a very very traumatizing tat happen but i've never seen trauma like i've seen women who are veterans who have suffered military sexual trauma reporting rape is more likely to get the victim punished to be offended by hand and almost 10 year career or chose very invested in and i gave the sex offender who was not even put to justice or put on the registry this is simply an issue of our in violence male sexual predators for the large part of target whoever is there to prey upon whether that's a man or woman. so what we've got to do is identify the threats that we have it's crazy. let it be an arms race is often very dramatic development only really going to exist i don't see how that. strategy will be

successful very. time to sit down and talk. of the tense situation in venezuela is still all over the news the problem in venezuela is not that socialism has been poorly implemented but that socialism has been faced only temperament from the inside venezuela things look different we're going to announce sanctions against the troll to venezuela associate. in the school have a supplement to. get out of that political battle so on the present. moment the focus of the who story isn't new makes him cold in henry kissinger to tell him not be tolerated in latin america. an alternative economic and social system could take hold and therefore the policy would be to make the.

economy scream so wants and making the economy of venezuela screed. 3 of us share a room christina and i come from different cities and the other girls from st petersburg we usually get up at 730 some of us like to get up early or classes begin at 920 sometimes we have 78 or even 9 lessons lasting until 5 30 pm. sometimes we have rehearsals after that then we do our homework so some of us come here to strach others to play the piano.

bench the devil or when i was at home i used to have about half an hour to watch t.v. or simply relax but not now i haven't watched t.v. for more than a month maybe even 2 and a half. rented a room with a girl chairing the 1st year. during the 1st season i was lucky to get a room all to myself even though you can get 2 people in. 2 people live together in a room like this which. i druther stay away from the still metry. some buildings in some petersburg. and unpleasant energy. i think this is one such building. after i came to perth to try to and to ballet school 3 girls out of 8 who were admitted. i was the only one. to finish that school.

was a teacher to me saying lose weight it is. true that keeping in shape is quite a challenge i try not to eat anything before going to bed but when i come home after a performance i really want to do. all i can afford is a glass of yogurt for going to. it is a big problem for us back home you can eat whatever you want but here you have to be thin sometimes it's hard to hold back yassir allowed to eat more alas would you like but only a small portion of the time if you overdo it you have to exercise i know all of that sugar and up in the thighs and if you become too fat they kick you out. it's hard for putting him out because everybody is eating fruit and chocolates and drinking juice in front of her she isn't allowed to eat those things it's clear

that she's still a kid and wants everything but she's not allowed. sally what annoys me most of all is that my teacher charles me that i'm doing very well but then she takes home some marks because she says i haven't got the right figure. don't cross your feet and don't drag them like that point your toes are not jumping at old. junk they're. junk. but now don't last you managed to push every other time you were going like this you need to go up. talented children are few and far between that's why we have to make the others do things to the best of their ability want them to be up to the mark so that ballet companies get good dances after graduation fortunately no style that is overlooked in the academy corridors

we make the most weight here. but you're still at the scene and i have supported diana since she was around $34.00 and. i've trained her throughout the years that she has been here. here regrettably i don't have much hope which. unity for that now with such a talented student is a great joy for the chair. kind

of the local human genome really well every year she progress. we have predicted should get to way she is now you know with no no i really don't think. frankly that she wasn't doing very well at the time but she had no qualms about it when am i supposed to do she would show i work on the steps ok that's exactly what i'm going to do she just did it and made progress.

and to be delisted if you turned down an offer to done so because you have an injury of some things they want to make that offer again because you end up being blacklisted it's just the road. now of the strain tendon but i keep on working anyway be a producer because i realise that if i take a break i won't catch a new blue one time i had tuna lakeman of course i didn't want the shame of refusing the patents one like anyway i need the injury would still somehow interfere with my dancing regardless. but soon i changed my mind afterwards i can do it i can do it i said it's and that's why i got laid so we're crazy. and you know one time oksana. i was told to prepare 7 numbers in a short period of time before they were totally different routines she rehearsed them for 4 or 5 hours a day but then she woke up in the morning and saw that her knee had completely

swollen up. so i took all those painkillers and i still danced. just a 2nd i knew oh how excited are you going to show up at tomorrow's rehearsal wasn't it cancelled. please come. ok i will. think what it seems no one wants to go i think it tomorrow i was meant to be the one day off into wakes. and now is his and. wild.

beast must cos i'm going to have children. family is worse i treasure most of all. everybody says that. she says that because it's not on her mind right now about me but if she has to choose between being a prima ballerina and having a family. but she'll settle for the former. as for me i have the same approach. work will come 1st as long as the outlook is good. i know that if i have a child i won't be able to devote myself completely to the profession i keep trying to convince myself that children can wait but i think about it all the time but the

truth i mean. it never occurred to me that what i'm doing might be seen as a desire to build a career you know i have chosen an artistic path of my own my accomplishments are the result of my inner development they give me strength of their perception of life and its purpose i take an earnest view of my development i want to enjoy the process and make sure that this period of my life lasts for as long as it can i realize that a child would turn my life upside down. ok wednesdays are that voice everyone got sick. and i'm very insecure i used to dream of being a prima ballerina so i would even the appearance solo part that they played with the idea of allowing me to dance a really important role but i had a problem with my knee at the time perhaps it's for the best because otherwise i might have never become a teacher. and the 2nd part of life is no less interesting than the 1st one in

a different way yes but still. shoulder blades one to the arm comes back up 3 floor and legs stretching out before they head 123. and 4. up on. that on. that. help me get admitted to the school and become a ballet dancer i earned a reputation because of her the she was the 1st to read something in my eyes that prompted her to look after me she has 4 daughters of her own and i guess you can call me her 1st. oh. yeah i've got 5 nice

grandchildren all i can say about them is that they're simply fantastic. i only had daughters. but now i have 3 grandsons and 2 granddaughters. watching diana on strange or bring her to sing with her took a good deal of my time and probably more than i could have spent with my daughter lisa but she never complained she'd probably end to stude what kind of done sedan i was. and lisa was following her own fan. or she gave birth to a child recently. she might dance in mind of pads just to breathe the atmosphere of dance she doesn't aspire for more because she's not a lead ballerina about the world that you've been blocking the dancers doing sello

pad so prima ballerina his find it very difficult to write an end to that can really is. that they want more of the same he says or. would you still like a grown up artist performing on the big stage you have a golden crown and a pink tutu that's you have everything. and i am lucky because there are many turn to incapable dances of the main city that are just a certain some give up too early and stop short in the development and then some and just not given the chance meeting but then the sometimes you see at the dances that us and you think you well i wish i could dance that well.

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