the prima ballerina since i was a child that i like to dance solo parts of course but i have no problem dancing in the court a valet i don't want other ballerinas to be jealous of me to the point of putting glass in my shoes they did that once to a dancer i want everything to be smooth. in the ring in a date like yesterday thighs towards the bar shoulders away from a grazier legace far as it will go. stay where you are with shoulder pointing backwards janie your elbow feedback shave to fit backwards. while my free mother bringing her child to the academy believe she will be an accomplished delayed dancer you've raised your child and gone through all the trouble to hand her over but not my words at best she's going to dance in the back grove quarter

ballet mother's once when they hear that 80 percent of the girls and out of there even though all of them dream of a crown and pink tutu just take all those rose colored spectacles pulls you see how graceful they are when they step but you should know that makes them very miserable because of the pain they suffer from the sekret feiss have to be made here the. theatre is so big that's why i want to be a part of it but when i 1st went on stage i thought very scared my heart was pounding the 1st time i performed on the variance the stage. was here. ok everyone understood very.

her. her. initial a little out of names on less than 10 mil is great you know again shorter for instance if they put on less or 3 columns of names you'll see about 10 people at last left on their way they act. like that sometimes it hurts when you really want to like we have bigger girls who are never chosen for any parts and they usually get upset when the lists are put out they think i hope i'll be there but they aren't the thing is they're not very good candidates to begin with. though.

there's a new still alive barely none of us here ok. training here is a very stressful experience exams and rehearsals are a never ending process evaluations are stressful as well the child is nervous because she doesn't know if her performances good enough to be accepted if she is turned down his self-esteem suffers you have to be very strong mentally and physically to face up to the challenge if you're turned down you don't need to give up on everything 2. there are many up and coming dancers in the theatre. everybody is given the opportunity to dance and. sometimes some of the. plenty of work.

for some people like me there were periods where i had nothing to do until recently . luckily. i.

think i'm performing some of the parts i'm completely exhausted but nobody envious me because they know it's hard. to see that you're almost ready to die. when you leave the court about to do so you feel very lonely because some of your friends have turned away from me but that's the sort of situation that i experienced during the 1st year of my 4th season but now everybody has come around the thought thomas i don't said after oh. a little closer to it should be no distance between you take. towards her and make

sure had chased faces this way right up to her tutor with a. delicately. very often oxana finds herself at the center of some gossip to work with but this is only natural because when she suddenly appears in a solo part after dancing in the corridor ballet for a long time with nobody well everybody starts whispering about her. i think all those rumors are started by many other dancers wanting to take her place. but. the guys are far easier to deal with in general they are better at agreeing on things and just clearing the air. of reason dunces

a single minded people think they devote their lives to one cause to work and to serve. their audience should only see the results of their labor up there on the stage illuminated by the spotlight. who sometimes they'll spend months or maybe years training just to be able to dance a beautiful variation that lasts maybe a couple of minutes. at the end of the day the ballet dancer is totally played out so much say that he looks more dead than alive and it's no wonder people say that if a ballet dancer doesn't feel pain when he gets up to use. it means he's more or less dead. good goods you want to do a one second you're obviously standing way too close far far too close she's doing the cuckoo and you'll ever hear. as you can catch yeah but she ends up over

there. my boyfriend is a soul a ballet dancer so you could say we spend all of our time together but there's no rivalry we stimulate each other to improve our performance what i say stuff like why did you let go of it and then he says why did you dive into a stretch i can't. bring all this criticism to one another does help us. i think it sets him when i. take away. your brain is always about work it never takes a rest we argue a lot because we do need to relax to forget all about our work and switch to other activities but that never happens for instance might have to dance in new ballets while there's nothing for me to do.

i find it hard to dance on this stage it's true that i always get nervous stance in another stages because i feel responsible for what i'm doing. but this stage squeezes a good deal of moral and physical strength out of me i don't know why per. laughs

there's something in its history traditions or the audience that makes performing here is so difficult to stand so i was. good evening ladies and gentlemen tonight's performance will begin in 20 minutes. what you see on stage looks gloriously beautiful and everything seems as it should be but i know it's the result of very hard work and if someone were to ask me whether i'd like to go through all of that again with the knowledge i have now not i'd think twice before answering the question what. is the if you did. it.

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a thing people who simply knew to meet including. welcome to max kaiser financial survival guide. looking forward to your pension account. yanks this is what happens to pensions in britain. watched as a report. 3 of us share a room christina and i come from different cities and the other girls from st petersburg we usually get up at 730 some of us like to get up early or classes begin at 920 sometimes we have 78 or even 9 lessons lasting until 5 30 pm. sometimes we have rehearsals after that then we do our homework so some

of us come here to strach others to play the piano. bench devil or when i was at home i used to have about half an hour to watch t.v. or simply relax but not now i haven't watched t.v. for more than a month maybe even 2 and a half. rented a room with a girl during the 1st year. during the 1st season i was lucky to get a room all to myself even though you can get 2 people in. 2 people live together in a room like this which. i druther stay away from the storm a tree. some buildings in some petersburg. and unpleasant energy.

i think this is one such building. could be your body after i came to perth to try to and to ballet school 3 girls out of 8 who were admitted. i was the only one. to finish that school. well the teacher shows to me saying lose weight it is. true that keeping in shape is quite a challenge i try not to eat anything before going to bed but when i come home after a performance i really want to do. all i can afford is a glass of yogurt for going to. it is a big problem for us back home you can eat whatever you want but here you have to be thin sometimes it's hard to hold back yassir allowed to eat more alas which you

like but only a small portion of the time if you overdo it you have to exercise i know all of that sugar and up in the thighs and if you become too fat they kick you out. it's hard for putting him out because everybody is eating fruit and chocolates and drinking juice in front of her she isn't allowed to eat those things it's clear that she's still a kid and wants everything but she's not allowed. sally what annoys me most of all is that my teacher charles me that i'm doing very well but then she takes home some marks because she says i haven't got the right figure. don't cross your feet and don't drag them like that point your toes are not jumping at old. junk they're. junk. that was not the last you managed to push every other

time you were going like this you need to go up. talented children are few and far between that's why we have to make the others do things to the best of their ability want them to be up to the mark so that ballet companies get good dances after graduation fortunately no style that is overlooked in the academy corridors we make the most weight here. but you're still at the scene and i have supported diana since she was around

$34.00 and. i've trained her throughout the years that she has been here. regrettably i don't have much hope which. unity for that now with such a talented student is a great joy for the team chair. kind of the local human dina really well every year she progress. we have predicted should get to a she's now you know with no no i really don't think. frankly she wasn't doing very well at the time but she had no qualms about it when am i supposed to do she would show i work on the steps ok that's exactly what i'm going to do she just did it and made progress.

and to be delisted if you turned down an offer to done so because you have an injury of some things they want to make that offer again because you end up being blacklisted it was to do with the board. now of the strain tendon but i keep on working anyway be a bit looser because i realise that if i take a break i won't catch up new blood one time i had to in a ligament of course i didn't want the shame of refusing the patents one like anyway i need the injury would still somehow interfere with my dancing regardless.

but soon i changed my mind afterwards i can do it i can do it i said it's and that's why i got laid so we're crazy. you know one time oksana. i was told to prepare 7 numbers in a short period of time before they were totally different routines she rehearsed them for 4 or 5 hours a day but then she woke up in the morning and saw that her knee had completely swollen up. so i took all those painkillers and i still danced. just a 2nd i know oh hi exxon are you going to show up at tomorrow's rehearsal wasn't it

cancelled. please come. ok i will. think what it seems no one wants to go i think tomorrow i was meant to be the one day off into wakes. and now is his and. wild. beast must cos i'm going to have children family is worse i treasure my stiffle. everybody says that when she says that too because it's not on her mind right now about me but if she has to choose between being a prima ballerina and having a family. but she'll settle for the former. as for me i have the same approach. work will come 1st as long as the outlook is good.

i know that if i have a child i won't be able to devote myself completely to the profession i keep trying to convince myself that children can wait but i think about it all the time the touch with my me and. it never occurred to me that what i'm doing might be seen as a desire to build a career know i have chosen an artistic path of my own my accomplishments are the result of my inner development they give me strength other than perception of life and its purpose i take an earnest view of my development i want to enjoy the process and make sure that this period of my life lasts for as long as it can be i realize that a child would turn my life upside down. now ok once desert that voice everyone got sick. and i'm very insecure

i used to dream of being a prima ballerina so i would even the appearance solo part that they played with the idea of allowing me to dance a really important role but i had a problem with my knee at the time perhaps it's for the best because otherwise i might have never become a teacher. and the 2nd part of life is no less interesting than the 1st one in a different way yes but still. the shoulder blades one to the arm comes back up 3 floor and legs trashing up before they head 123. and for. bob on. that on. that on.

me get admitted to the school and become a ballet dancer i earned a reputation because of her the she was the 1st to read something in my eyes that prompted her to look after me she has 4 daughters of her own and i guess you can call me her 1st. oh. yeah i've got 5 nice grandchildren all i can say about them is that they're simply fantastic. i only had daughters. but now i have 3 grandsons and 2 granddaughters. that we are. watching diana on strange or bring her to sing with her took a good deal of my time and probably more than i could have spent with my daughter lisa but she never complained she'd probably end a stude what kind of done sedan i was. and lisa was following her room found.

she gave birth to a child recently. she might dance in mind of parts just to breathe the atmosphere of dance she doesn't aspire for more because she's not a lead ballerina. but dance is doing solo parts so prima ballerina is find it very difficult to write and then to that really is. they want more of the same. to you still like a grown up artist performing on the big stage you have a golden crown and a pink tutu you have everything. and i am lucky because there are many turn to incapable dances at the main street

theater. some give up too early and stop short in the development and cement just not given a chance. but then sometimes you see at the dances that us and you think you well i wish i could dance that well. can.

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