the big things were all the time. and. they would take off you know where you are but never your wearing and sometimes i would you know do it to defend to a big sometimes the dead. in very good hour auschwitz you were living. every moment. it was really like leaving in ohio. and i went to a terrible too big i want to. be dangerous says woman was leading is also the door from knocked out. doors to beating was. making some break in each

break had to be tested to be fixed on them because this was going to read the bombs . you see. gentlemen. so one day. the main assessment from our streets. started. but. he called me. i was pushing away pushing away and there was no way for me to escape. and he was beating me. he was wearing heavy boots. and yours bidding me up from top to bottom. when they left i was all below the. blog was gong gushing from all over. really don't know how i mean this

is was my. beating. and the girls couldn't believe it and. people don't know when they look at you and they're really left you it's left a scar abetted. and you never knew when it will hit you and still i was managing what is inside to me. you know when the wish for anybody to to understand what's happening you don't know what way. and you are there. and it's takes a long time until you get out of it. and this is a 1st time i'm talking about. it.

but. you go on. and. i felt every moment missing my mom. first the war she would be a grandma how happy she would be and then leading me and what to do i was just like helpless i don't know i was handling this child like a fragile thing. it's cannot be described in the real moser's love and i missed it. i know it's hard for me to know call if they ever saw me crying could be. i really

tried my best to protect them and. i kept a lot of things away there's something say i didn't want them to know. when the time already came when they saw my number and there were designee mother what disease you can imagine and they're too moment what can you tell him you know used to say well they put this number because you get lost found me go find your mamma and that's it enclosed. as older i got in i looked back. and indeed between the lines. that they really held it. so this is something i'd completely forgotten about it's an anthology of poems by children of holocaust survivors and i remembered having upon published it but

until i just opened it up i remember what paula was the poem was called at 32. i don't remember this poem at all that i'll read it for you and i haven't seen it in like a long time. at 32 the lady never shakes free the ashes of the dead. dark clouds dark cauliflower fests i climb the cherry tree for her this year. and carry a 5 gallon jars of fresh clover honey for a kitty backstairs this lady is the witness who never forgets she hangs wet wash on the line in a stiff wind against a background of dust she yells at the dog catcher and cuts chicken to the bone she cries a long distance about this and that about the little man who is her son little

son. who is her husband only for an overseas sings the song her. kids. were. well. you know are you you are not here you are. here well know your hair looks. looking. let it snow what is going on. do you gentlemen nation know. the end of the day you know it said

madame please allow this let there. was form no oh you least installation. if you have any. means. it was really shocking point to me. and i have to prepare myself you don't have to close it. yes it. about now well this is what i was saying to me sarah a sunday at what's happening now i have to. keep larry are sort of. horrible things that i can't believe myself sometimes when a close and. i ways through age. you know i tell you one thing. it's always in my mind. when we used to tell me you know member

whenever you are down. you know good moredock. how many years have you been doing this for many years i cannot even county you know exactly how many years i started to speak up it took it took a long time because i visualized i was very naive. people will literally take with the hate from their hearts and jad respects you for a human being but i was very very wrong. and this is very. good to talk to me so deeply when i hear and i see we have gone back. and paid to still growing.

more than i ever would. so you go warning you but. in a way very disappointed to know world in feeling goes a dissing way. here speaking up is not enough. i'll start our lives. every day with a life that. was . a mature prison. and i was not a humble person. a lot of my life not really. contributing much.

you know carnegie. i just really didn't have any use for anything positive i'm just going to be a prison guy. is for sure. you never know who you're going to be is going to change your line. would shape or form you're going to come here. and. i mean will see what i mean for me. i am all to yourself. and i mean in a program in all the kansas presence called reaching out from within and. the

national recidivism statistics are between 50 and 67 percent of all of the many women who are released will return at least once. our program if you attend between 16 more meetings at me and said a little more than a year. it drops to 8 percent. there are some rituals connected with reaching out from within there are very important promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of modern progress the optimist creed we finish with every night through every group we finish with that we want to leave with at least a thought or feeling that if you just believe that things are going to be all right that. that's a big majority of things being all right. so here i am

having coffee and. reading a newspaper about the closing of a shopping center and they are interviewing sonia and the interviewer is saying to her you've lost so many things in your life you've had so many disappointments how do you face the world every day. and she said if you look up on the wall you will see the optimist screen and when i come in every morning that's the 1st thing that i kept and i thought to myself sonia and the optimists created the prisoners and the optimists creed i have to bring them together. well it's finally begun the impeachment of donald trump the president and his supporters say the process is nothing more than a political witch the democrats in the liberal corporate media say trump is a national security threat and must be removed but in the end it would seem democracy itself being impeached.

wisdom is the output of the cold you know group or your ways. but if you were a particular scenario being a class could be your brilliance and you encounter that exact same scenario knowing what to do is just memory that's not wisdom that's not learning it's just memorizing some wisdom comes when you are facing a brain new context and you can draw a module has been learned in other contexts systematically to know what to do. america has built a prison called the world and it's the president it's the right it runs the prison and the cost of building that prison is 0 because it's all based on everyone in the world is still willing to accept dollars trade in dollars clear through the new york fed and worship the us dollar wherever you go you'll find a.t.m.'s in

countries where the. and dollar right dollar is god no matter what religion you think you are around the world the fact is you pray to the u.s. dollar every day. on a spaceflight you literally leave all your problems behind you fly high and above everyone and everything and then you see any and all borderlines on earth disappear you see that our planet is not as we are taught in schools with different countries marked in different colors separate from one another you see that our planet earth is just another albeit bigger international space station on a mission in the vastness of space just like the i assess. america no i was really like to be in hell. because he would never believe that what a human can do to have as. one day that i was working in

the fields one day and can't come said with a problem the come out already had the ashes were spreading the ashes i was a fairy tale eyes and i can't tell you may spreading those you know with their so i could see the little pieces of bones which even in the could of my tortilla it couldn't completely and this was very difficult to me until today i still believe this saved me a kick in the. pity parties. to exterminate through race. this is maybe the injury was when he was beating me up by her making me a mole now i can make it i can make it out. of a member of. these numbers on my server. it's only an hour or. they want to see. it made me say yeah. i never knew. who did

not see me somebody like that we have to come to this understanding it is what you are insight not to george you how you look over you know what is your religion but as a person what a person you. experience is everything. to me takes people who have been through something to reach people who who are going through something. i mean as some people who go on do crazy things hurt others because they're hard and they don't think things will get better from. when you say oh. if you look at her as you see. things are good for her now then my gave you the courage to say you know. i'm not going to what i was thinking about i don't.

how do you find forgiveness. forgiveness is a very important act in normal life but i came to the conclusion myself there are so more there seem forgiveness what i have seen people dying hanging him burning so that sometimes from the pile they're burned i would say the people who asked about this burnt i cannot even begin to tell you who am i to say that i forgive you know this has to come from a higher place for a lot of different place but forgiveness should be practiced. to put do loath in your heart try to help you become like a different person i see the parole board in 6 months or so and. hopefully i'll be . you know contributing something.

every turn around. i hope that all of you in time will be in freedom but in the fridge don't never to come back to this place either and like i say still mad the war stay all that dimension to you and there's. a way thank you so wonderful come here goes do you trust not only me but a lot of these guys in here that you've given me more strength after 32 years of being here makes me want to spend. to get out here so i appreciate you coming here thank you i really really need. you make out. when i get out on the

farm saw you know what it's like my son so had an excuse so he can listen and hopefully be blessed by. her experience. straight up because i believe he's dead bob did a course free 32 years and nothing to be compared with it at all this was your mother both of yesteryear like i would it would kill me just how much the bride was a near. miss i don't think i could feel. she's a lot tougher by. the. way seriously so you know it's ok it's a very serious. place they're coming to. take your. worship now while you are getting your message know that. if i'm right you will be

. you. know strong days don't call. us you can be very small. dreams. you know when you're 944 my mom was forced on a desk march from auschwitz to the notorious for going bills and. this brings us to how the war ended for my mom when british troops approached her camp. and what happened between her and then s.s. guard on her last day of captivity. they're relating to it and they're thinking about themselves and their families and so i feel an obligation. and it's an obligation that i'm glad to do now and honestly i feel

privileged. i really feel privileged. that i can do this you know i mean to me. and it means to me there and i wish that my father. and i wish that he. had enough. when he was. here. if. you and i are speaking on the 70th anniversary of the liberation of one of the camps that you were in bergen belsen so it was a. it was a had they. are.

did they do that is that it loosens. it is here or is there still fear in the reality vibrating that it here is coming closer and closer they neither see liberation. first they were starting a new kitchen area where my mother was working. there were still at the. guards that were. in the cars trying to stop the. shooting if. the bullets came. from my house and it came through. clothes.

and then girls with this from the same wallet. that. i was the most serious. at the moment 20 bullets came mean i did not realize what is happening to me until the blocked will start coming and i knew. this was a terrible experience just to see they have to do things after much trauma. but i made it.

she survived years demo make tests and. they did the spoke to me the strivings blue. little. 11 year olds and then a little bit at least i am so glad to have. it in the media to. literally. anywhere when the sun will suck. and summer's. coming they're telling their friends about me. that's mentally.

ill. so you know obviously facts a lot of people and when she talks people they say they want to do something about it and they want to make a change. and i felt that it was important that i actually didn't simply instead of just touch me . so my name is caroline kennedy. in the same beat and just graduated from high school. so i met sonia when i was in 8th grade and its 1st story leads. changed

my life and completely changed my outlook on what i want to do. her one individual story was all it took to inspire me to go and start this organization. that's really the whole idea because one person has the power to impact one person has the power to impact one person and it's a huge chain reaction. i mean if you think about it sonia coming to my school had an impact on all of you now and so maybe me coming to your school will have an impact on other people in the future.

america's built a prison called the world and it's the prison is the run it runs the prison and the cost of building that prison is 0 because it's all based on everyone in the world is still willing to accept dollars trade in dollars clear through the new york fed and worship the u.s. dollar wherever you go you'll find a.t.m.'s in countries where as the local currency and dollars right dollar is god no matter what religion you say you are around the world the fact is you pray to the u.s. dollar every day. i want. to give each of the reject. so when you want to be president.

want to be rich. but you'd like to be closer this is what it looks like the 3 of them or can't be good that i didn't use the balls in the use of colors. they should. seem wrong when old rolls just told. me to get to shape out disdain comes to educate and engage with equals betrayal. when so many find themselves worlds apart. just to look for common ground the. the money is the news in my.

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i i i. friday marks the 75th anniversary of the soviet union's liberation of walsall from nazi germany thousands were sent to death camps all lost their lives in the city that suffered years of occupation during the 2nd world war. the pentagon react to accusations that washington has routinely lied about america's longest war made by the top u.s. official overseeing afghanistan's reconstruction. and terror on the. part as washington's pockets to germany confirm to trump's threat to impose tariffs on do you mean states if they don't quit the 2015 nuclear deal. well there's all the headlines away back here next hour with another round up and stay with us for the big picture next to national.