your money did that can so you're literally buying more crazy things and then my landlord knowing that i got a $1000.00 i'm just going to raise my writ so then you get your fledging going all in there. when i came out from this hell i really could not even shill happy ever and sometimes even people are joking about something i would keep to myself if i was even letting i feel guilty. and it's very probably do too cool for a normal person to go to spain understand you live with that all your life i want to punt and you will live with it we did not receive help like now when our boys are coming you know from the wars in then they need to know for the how do you call it depression we didn't have.

the big things were all the time. and. they would take off you know your butt of your wearing and sometimes i would you know do it to defend to a big toe sometimes to dead. in very good hour auschwitz your living. every moment. which. it was really like leaving in ohio. and i went to a terrible. i want to. be dangerous says woman was reading is also the door from. doris to beating was. making some break. to

break had to be tested to be fixed on them because this was going to grab the bombs . you see. determined. one day. the main assessment. started. he called you know i was pushing away pushing the way and there was no way for me do as gave me he was beating me pretties booed it was wearing heavy boards any yours beating me up from adopt about them lens a left i was all blogging blog was gone home gushing from all over i really don't know how i me did this is was made morris beating get and the google's couldn't

believe it and tight people don't know when they look at you of the really insights left you it's left the scar a bet it dips go and you never knew when it's will hit you and still i was managing what does inside took me you know when the wish for any bad it to to understand what's happening you don't know wave all way and you are there and it's takes a long time until you get out of it and this of frist i'm i'm talking about it it's it

but you go on and i failed every moment missing my mum 1st so wall or who she would be a good ever mum how happy she would be in and dad leading we had know what do do i was just like helpless i don't know i was handling this child like a fragile thing. it's cannot be described if they're real moser's love and i missed it. i know it's hard for me to call if they ever saw me crying could be. i really tried my best to protect them and. i kept

a lot of things away there's something so i i didn't want them to know. when the time already came when they so might not and they would ask me mother what is the you can imagine and they're too warm and what can you tell it. you know used to say well they put this number because if i get lost found me so find your mama and that's it enclosed. as older i got. and i looked back. and it is between the lines. that they really felt it. so this is something i had completely forgotten about as an anthology of poems by children of holocaust survivors and i remembered having

a phone published in it but until i just opened it up i remember what paula was the poem was called sonia at 32. i don't remember this poem at all that i'll read it for you and i haven't seen it in like a long time. sonia 32 the lady never shakes free the ashes of the dead. dark clouds dark cauliflower fists i climb the cherry tree for her this year. and carry a 5 gallon jars of fresh clover honey for a kitty backstairs this lady is the witness who never forgets she hangs wet wash on the line in a stiff wind against a background of dust she owns at the dog catcher and cuts chicken to the bone she cries a long distance about the. and that about the little man who is her son little

son. who is her husband all for an overseas sings the song. were. you know you are now here you are. now your hair looks great. and i'm looking great. now what's going on. i mean to read to you gentlemen nation oh. yeah pronounce it a you know it says do sarah or madam please allow this letter to sarah as

formal notice of you. cancellation. if you have any. contact me. it was really a shocking point for me. and i have to prepare myself you don't have to close it down to. about now well this is what i was saying to me said they saw me at what's happening now i have to change gears to. keep larry used to. horrible things that i cannot believe myself sometimes when a close. how is your wage. you know i tell you one thing. it's always in my mind. when. you still. then remember whenever you doll. mall or down.

how many years have you been doing this for many years i cannot even county you know exactly how many years i started to speak up it took it took a long time because i visualized i was very naive. people will literally take with the hate from their hearts and respect you for the human me but i was very very wrong. and this is a very. good talk to me so deeply when i hear and i see we're going back. and paid to still growing.

more than i ever would. so you go warning you but. in a way very disappointed to know world him feeling goes a dissing way. here speaking up is not enough. i'll start. a 17 with a life that. was . a mature prison. and i was not a humble person. out of my life not really. contributing much on the.

carnegie. i just really didn't have any use for anything positive i just you know with me a present guy. is for sure. you never know who you're going to be is going to change your line. would shape or form you're going to come here. and. my name will see what i mean for all. i am all to yourself. and i mean for in a program and all the kansas presence called reaching out from within. the national recidivism statistics are between 50 and 67 percent of

all of the many women who are released will return at least once. our program if you attend between 60 early morning meetings at me and said little more than a year. it drops to 8 percent. there are some rituals connected with reaching out from within and there are very important promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of modern progress the optimist creed we finish with every night and through every group we finish with that we want to leave with at least a thought or feeling that if we just believe that things are going to be all right that. that's a big majority of things being all right. god. so here i am having coffee and reading a newspaper about the closing of

a shopping center and they are interviewing sonia and the interviewer is saying to her you've lost so many things in your life you've had so many disappointments how do you face the world every day. and she said if you look up on the wall you will see the optimists creed and when i come in every morning that's the 1st thing that i. and i thought to myself sonia and the optimist create the prisoners and the optimist creed i have to bring them together. is you'll be a reflection of reality. in a world transformed. what will make you feel safe.

isolation if you don't see. you doing the right way or are you being led. what is true. is. in the world corrupted you need to just. join us of the. aura maybe of the shallows. is in my view. about what it was it was if it. is a bomb what was more about. when we were in the side of the. scene the guy doing the same but i'm before.

them but. you know now embody i'm not move on. you know before george soros became. a global market manipulator and election riggers he wrote a lot of interesting books and of course. rogers at the quantum fund which was one of the best performing hedge funds ever kind of invented the modern hedge fund and he's got a lot of things to say if you look at his old work and we're going to get into an. american no i was really like to be in the halo. because he would never believe it wasn't

a human can do to have as. when they that i was working in to field sunday and can't come said with a problem the come out already had the ashes we were spreading the ashes i was a fairy tale eyes and i can tell you a spreading those you know with their so i could see the little pieces of bones which even indicate a mentor it couldn't be completely and this was a very difficult on me till today i still believe this should be kicking. in this. pinney party's. ritual to exterminate through race. maybe the injury was when he was beating me up in my room making me a mole now i can make it i can make you know. this. you gotta remember. these numbers on my server. to number are. when i seen.

it made me say yeah. i never knew who did not see me somebody like that we have to come to this understanding it is what you are insight not to judge you how you look or you know what is your religion but as a person what a person you. experience is everything. to me it takes people who have been through something to reach people who who are going through something. i mean as some people who go on do crazy things hurt others because they're hard and they don't think things will get better from. and when you say oh. you look at her as you see. things are good for her now them i gave you the courage to say you know. i'm not going do what i was thinking about i don't.

how do you find forgiveness. forgiveness is a very important act in normal life but i came to the conclusion myself there are so many there seem forgiveness what i have seen people dying hanging him burning children sometimes from the pile with their burned i would say the people who asked about this burnt i cannot even begin to tell you who am i to say that i forgive you know this has to come from a higher place for a lot different place but forgiveness should be perfect is. to put do love in your heart try to help you become like a different person i see the parole board in the same. monticello and hopefully i'll be getting a chance to you know contributed something. and. then

return to that around. i hope that all of you in time will be in freedom but in the free don't never to come back to displace either and like i say still mad the war stay all that i've mentioned to you and there's. a worry thank you so wonderful come on here goes do you trust not only me but a lot of these guys in here that you've given me more strength after 32 years of being here today makes me want to spend. to get out here so i appreciate you coming here thank you i really really great. leverage the way. you make out. the

opposite that you see when i get out on the farm saw you know what is there an excuse so he can listen and hopefully be bless. her experience. straight up because i believe he's dead bob did a course where you are 32 years and nothing can be compared with it at all this was your mother both of your stream are right it would kill me in just a moment the bride was near. this i don't think i could feel. she still lived over by. the. way in this story until they were there to. right right really place there are you coming to.

take your. word how do you. know. if i might make it. through all the strong things don't go. yes you can be very small where the dreams are. in the when you're 1944 my mom was forced on the desk march from 1 auschwitz to the notorious for going bills and. this brings us to how the war ended for my mom when british troops approached her camp and what happened between her and then s.s. guard on her last day of captivity. they're relating to it and they're thinking about themselves and their families and so i feel an obligation now

and it's an obligation that i'm glad to do now and honestly i feel privileged. i really feel privileged. that i can do this you know it means to me. and it means to me there and i wish that my father. and i wish that he. had enough. when he was a little. he . you and i are speaking. on the 70th anniversary of the liberation of one of the camps that you were in bergen belsen so it was the voters said it was a head in

a set they. did they did it is that it is lucian's. little kids here or is there still fear in the reality vibrating here tanks coming closer and closer they need this sort of liberation. so of course they were all starving. kids area where my mother was working. there were still. this guards that were. in the cars trying to stop them as. the bullets came in right here that sentiment of my house and it came through.

clothes from my lungs. and then girls with this from the same wallet but also one that. i was the most serious. at the moment when the bullet came in i did not realize what is happening to me until the blotto start coming. home and i'm dying. so this was a terrible experience just to see dave to do things after much thrown. but i made it.

she survived years in general and they cast sam. they did the spoke to me to driving. a little. bit. older than. me do it me. literally and. i mean there are limits on all sides. and the last summer's. coming they're telling their friends about.

it. that's my movie. so you know obviously facts a lot of people and when she talks people they say they want to do something about it and they want to make it she. said i thought that it was important that i actually density thing instead of just talking. so my name is caroline kennedy. is

a city and has graduated high school. so i met sonia when i was in 8th grade and her story changed my life completely changed my outlook on what i want to do. with her one individual story was all it took to inspire me to go and start this organization. and that's really the whole idea because one person has the power to impact one person has a power to impact one person and it's a huge chain reaction. i mean if you think about it sonia coming to my school had an impact on all of you now and so maybe me coming to your school will have an impact on other people in the future.

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