tv Documentary RT March 18, 2020 2:30am-3:01am EDT
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a friendly super cool porsche look at all the little black eggs there was and is new york at the salon and check the style what is sure to be the cheapest we asked lucky feeling i mean the streets full well for your clothes or not and i do it is made up for bush but i will push the castle for the sugar meticulous no. answer so he's. going to kill us. when i came out from this hell i really could not even shill happy ever and
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sometimes even people are joking about something i would catch myself if i was even electing i feel guilty. and it's very probably due to called for a normal person to get a spin and. then you leave with that all your life i want to punt and you will live with it we did not receive help like now when our boys are coming you know from the wars in then they need to know for the how do you call it depression we didn't have. the big things where all the time. and. they would take off you know your butt of your wearing and sometimes i would you know do it to diffident way. to sometimes to the dead.
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in very good hour auschwitz your living. every moment. it was really like giving. that went to a terrible too big. to. be dangerous says woman was reading is also the door from. doris to beating was. making some break. to break had to be tested to be fixed on them because this was going to read the bombs . you see. determine. how one day. the main assessment.
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started. he called me and. i was pushing away pushing away and. and there was no way for me to escape. he was beating me. he was wearing heavy boots. and yours beating me up from top to bottom. when they left i was all bloody blood was gone gushing from all over i really don't know how i mean this is was my worst beating. and the girls couldn't believe it and. people don't know when they look at you and they're really left you it's left
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a scar a better. you never knew when it will hit you and still i was managing what is inside to me. and now when the wish for anybody to to understand what's happening you don't know what way. and you are there. and it's takes a long time until you get out of it. and this is. about. it . but. you go on. and. i felt every moment missing my mom. first
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a war she would be a grandma how happy she would be and then leading me and what to do i was just like helpless i don't know i was handling this child like a fragile thing. it's cannot be described in the real moser's love and i missed it. i know it's hard for me to call if they ever saw me crying could be. i really tried my best to protect them and. i kept a lot of things away there's something say i didn't want them to know. when the time already came when they saw my number and there were days me mother what disease you can imagine and there are 2 moment what can you tell it. you
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know used to say well they put this number because you get lost found me go find your mamma and that's it enclosed. as older i got in i looked back. and indeed between the lines. that they really held it. so this is something i'd completely forgotten about samantha ology poems by children of holocaust survivors and i remembered having a poem published in it but until i just opened it up i remember what paula was the poem was called sonia at 32. i don't remember this poem at all that i'll read it for you and i haven't seen it in like a long time. sonia at $32.00 the lady never shakes free the ashes of the
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dead. dark clouds dark cauliflower fists i climb the cherry tree for her this year. and carry a 5 gallon jars of fresh clover honey for a kitty backstairs this lady is the witness who never forgets she hangs wet wash on the line in a stiff wind against a background of dust shields at the dog catcher and cuts chicken to the bone she cries a long distance about this and that about the little man who is her son little son. who is her husband over and over she sings the song her dead. kid ringback.
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how did he how do you know are you. never here you are. here well no your hair looks good. looking back. now what is going on. do you gentlemen ation open up your fancy pronounce of the day you know it says do sarah or madam please allow this lead there to sarah as formal notice of your lease cancellation. if you have any questions to contact me. it was really a shocking point for me. and i have to prepare myself you don't have to close it.
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but now well this is what i was saying to myself. what's happening now i have to change gears so what i keep larry. orrible james that i cannot believe myself sometimes when i close my eyes how is your wires. you know i tell you well. it's always in my mind. when when i. remember whenever you. look more down you'll be on top. how many years have you been doing this for many years i cannot even counting you know exactly how many years i started to speak up he took it took a long time because i visualized i was very naive. people
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will literally take the hate from their hearts and respect you for speaking with me but i was very very wrong. and this is very different from the talk to me so deeply when i hear in one c. we have gone back. and paid to still growing. more than i would. so you go warney you become. in a way very disappointed to new world him feeling goes a dissing way. here speaking up is not enough.
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no i 70 where the life. was. a mature prison. and i was not a humble person. again . i'm in a spirit a lot of my life not really. contributing much other than. carnegie and i just really didn't have any use for anything positive i just thought you know i'm going to be a prison guy. is for sure in your. songs as you never know who you're going to be is going to change your life.
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would shape or form you're going to come here. my name will see what i do for me. i am able to yourself. and i mean for in a program and all the kansas presence called reaching out from within and. the national recidivism statistics are between 50 and 67 percent of all of the men or women who are released will return at least once. our program if you attend between 60 or more meetings that we once had
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a little more than a year. it drops to 8. percent. there are some rituals connected with reaching out from within their very important promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of model. the optimist creed we finish with every night through every group we finish with that we want to leave with at least a thought or feeling that if you just believe that things are going to be all right that. it's a big majority of things being all right. so here i am having coffee and reading a newspaper about the closing of a shopping center and they are interviewing sonia and the interviewer is saying to her you've lost so many things in your life you've had so many disappointments how do you face the world every day. and she said if you look up on the wall you will
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see the optimists creed and when i come in every morning that's the 1st thing that i. and i thought to myself sonia and that optimus created the prisoners and the optimus creed i have to bring them together. seemed wrong. just don't hold. any. yet to seep out just the become the advocate and it gains from it equals betrayal. when so many find themselves worlds apart we choose to look for common ground. so she and i as a nation established system t.v.'s and investors put it on. as
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a photo shoot from out for free you've got bored of the trip jumpers for. my p.s.p. i didn't need to try to accomplish my project for the. purpose. it was because of global was 'd going to have to close to this needs it in your voice you just of us have the displeasure of us moving this but it's not something you're fighting with the left or some left. on the left coast approaches about 4 to 6 months because in the south. in. america no i was really like to be in hell. because he would never believe it what
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a human can do to have as. when they that i was working in to feel one date and can't come said with. the ashes we're spreading the ashes as a fairy tale eyes are and i can tell you based spreading those you know with the show i could see the little pieces of bones which even in the could of my tortilla it couldn't completely and this was very difficult on me until today i still live with this saved me a kick in the. pity parties. to exterminate through race. maybe that injury was when he was beating me up by her making it a more now i can make it i can make it out. she got to remember. these numbers on
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my server she told him no wrong. when i seen. it made me say yeah. i never knew who did not see me somebody like that we have to come to this understanding it is what you are insight not to george you how you look or you know what is your religion but as a person what a person your. experience is everything. only you takes people who've been through something to reach people who who are going through something. i mean as some people who go on do crazy. things hurt others because they're hard and they don't think things will get better for. him when you say. you look at her as you see. things are good for her now then my gave you the
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courage to say you know. i'm not going to what i was thinking about i don't know. how do you find forgiveness. forgiveness is a very important act in normal life but i came to the conclusion myself there are so low there seems forgiveness what i have seen people dying hanging him burning children sometimes from the pile they're burned i would say the people who asked about this burnt i cannot even begin to tell you who am i to say that i forgive you know this has to come from a higher place for a lot different place but forgiveness should be practiced. to put do loath in your heart try to help you become like a different person i see the parole board in 6 months or so and. hopefully i'll be
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. you know contribute something. and. it turned into that around. i hope it's all of you in time will be in freedom but in the freedom never to come back to this place even like i say it's still not the war stay all that it mentioned to you. there's. a way thank you so difficult because you do to us not only me but a lot of these guys in here that you've given me more strength after 32 years of being here makes me very strong. to give. so i persued you coming here thank you i really really.
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make out. that. when i get out on the 5. 100 an excuse so he can listen and hopefully be blessed by. her experience this. story. because i believe he's dead poppin courseware 32 years and nothing to be compared with it at all i was watching your mother both of yesterday and. it would kill me just how much the bride was here. this week are going to. see a lot tougher time. for you and seriously so you. were serious.
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they. weren't sure how well you are keeping your meds you know that. if i might make it to. you know the strong things don't come. back yes you can be very small. streams. in the winter of 1944 was forced on the desk my friend now shifts to the notorious for going bills and. this brings us to how the war ended for my mom when british troops approached her camp. and what happened between her and then this is guard on her last day of captivity. they're relating to it and they're thinking about
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themselves and their families and so i feel an obligation. and it's an obligation that i'm glad to do now and honestly i feel privileged. i really feel privileged. that i can do this you know i mean to me. and it means to me there and i wish that my father. and i wish that he. had enough. when he was. if. you and i are speaking
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on the 78th anniversary of the liberation of one of the camps that you were in bergen belsen so it was a very. it was a had they. took 2. people killed here prisoners get here and feel that by breaking it here. coming closer and closer they knew this was liberation. of course they were starving to. it's. more like that it was or. there were. guards that were. in the cars trying to stop.
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the bullets came. from my house and it came through. close. and then girls with this from the same wallet but also one that. i was the most serious. at the moment when the bullets came i did not realize what is happening to me until the blocked will start coming. so this was a terrible experience just to see they have to do that. after much trauma. made it.
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so my name is caroline kennedy. in the city and i just graduated from high school. so i met sonia when i was in 8th grade and her story lead changed my life and completely changed my outlook on what i want to do. with her one individual story was all it took to inspire me to go and start this organization. and that's really the whole idea because one person has the power to impact one person has the power to impact one person and it's a huge chain reaction. i mean if you think about it sonia coming to my school having them. back to all of you now and so maybe me coming to your school will have an impact on other people in the future.
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