because says woman was leading is also strong the 2 front teeth knocked out. doors to beating was. making some break in each break had to be tested to keep it strong enough because this was going to grab the bombs. you see. determined. so one day. the main assessment from our streets. and. started to. be called. i was pushing away pushing away and there was no way for me to escape. and he was beating me. he was wearing heavy

boots. and yours bidding me up from top to bottom. when they left i was all below that. blog was gone home gushing from all over i really don't know how i make did this this was made worse beating. and the girls couldn't believe it and. people don't know when they look at you and they're really insights left you it's left a scar a better. you never knew when it will hit you and still i was managing what is inside to me. and now when the wish for any bad too. the stand what's happening you don't know

what way. and you are there. and it's takes a long time until you get out of it. and the sophist i'm talking about. it's right. that. you go on. and. i felt every moment missing my mom. first the war she would be going to. how happy she would be and then leading me and what to do i was just like helpless i don't know i was handling this child like a fragile thing. it's cannot be described in the real

mother's love and i missed it. i know it's hard for me to know call eve day ever saw me crying could be. i really tried my best to protect them and. i kept a lot of things away there's something so i i didn't want them to know. when the time already came when they so might not and they would ask me mother what is the you can imagine and they're too warm and what can you tell it. you know used to say well they put this number because you get lost found me so find your mama and that's it enclosed. as older i got. and i looked back. and it is

between the lines. that they really felt it. so this is something i'd completely forgotten about it's an anthology of poems by children of holocaust survivors and i remembered having upon published but until i just opened it up i remember what paula was the poem was called at 32. i don't remember this poem at all that i will read it for you and i haven't seen it in like a long time. sonia 32 the lady never shakes free the ashes of the dead. dark clouds dark cauliflower fists i climb the cherry tree for her this year. and carry 5 gallon jars of fresh clover honey for a kitty backstairs this lady is the witness who never forgets she hangs

wet wash on the line in a stiff wind against a background of dust she at the dogcatcher and cuts chicken to the bone she cries a long distance about the. this and that about the little man who is her son little son. who was her husband all for an overseas sings the song. you were. no you are now here you are a baby well you know your hair looks great.

and i'm looking great. now what's going on. do you jeremy nation open up your. pronounce the day you know it says do or say or madam please allow this letter to sarah as formal notice oh you'll lose your insulation. if you have any. children to contact me. it was really a shocking point for me. and i have to prepare myself you don't have to close it. yes. but now what this is what i was saying to myself. what's happening now i have to change gears to what i keep larry was.

horrible things that i cannot believe myself sometimes when i close my eyes how is your wires. you know i tell you well. it's always in my mind. when when i. remember whenever you. look down you'll be on time. how many years have you been doing this for many years i cannot even counting you know exactly how many years i started to speak up it took a it took a long time because i visualized i was very naive. people will literally take the hate from their hearts and respect you for. me but i was very very wrong.

and this is very different from the talk to me so deeply when i hear in one c. we're going back. and to still growing. more than i would. so you go warney you're. in a way very disappointed to new world him feeling goes a dissing way. here speaking up is not enough. no i 70 where the life. was. in a mature prison. i was not

a humble person. again . i mean i spent a lot of my life not really. contributing much other than. carnegie. i just really didn't have any use for anything positive i just thought you know i'm going to be a prison guy. is for sure in your. songs on which you never know who you're going to be is going to change your life. would shape or form they're going to come here.

my name will see what i do for me. i am able to yourself. and i mean for in a program and all the kansas presence called reaching out from within and. the national recidivism statistics are between 50 and 67 percent of all of the many women who are released will return at least once. our program if you attend between 16 more meetings that we're it's a little more than a year. it drops to 08. percent. there are some rituals connected with reaching out from within there are a very important promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of model for all the optimist creed we finish with every night and through

every group we finish with we want to leave with at least a thought or feeling that if you just believe that things are going to be all right that. that's a big majority of things being all right. so here i am having coffee and reading a newspaper about the closing of a shopping center and they are interviewing sonia and the interviewer is saying to her you've lost so many things in your life you've had so many disappointments how do you face the world every day. and she said if you look up on the wall you will see the optimists creed and when i come in every morning that's the 1st thing that i can and i thought to myself sonia and the optimist create the prisoners and the optimist creed i have to bring them together.

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flaws are simply not accountable and we're just getting more and more to them. totally destabilize the global economy you need to protect yourself and get informed watch kaiser. a dark industry comes to life in los angeles every night. dozens of women sells abilities on the streets many of them under-age . los angeles police reveal a taste of their daily challenge if you're going to exploit for a child here in los angeles they were going to come out to see officers going undercover as 6 workers and customers to fight the 6 trade. american know i was really like to be in jail. because he would never believe it wasn't a human can do to as. one day that i was working in

to feel one date and can't come said with. the ashes we're spreading this as a fairy tale eyes are and i can tell you based spreading those you know with their so i could see the little pieces of bones which even in the could of my tortilla it couldn't bore completely and this was very difficult on me until today i still live with this saved me a kick in the. pinny parties. to exterminate through race. this is maybe that injury was when he was beating me up by remaking it and the now i can make it i can make it out. so you gotta remember to look at these numbers on my server they told him no more. and when

i seen. it made me say yeah. i never knew who did not see me somebody like that we have to come to this understanding it is what you are insight not to george you how you look or you know what is your religion but as a person what a person your. experience is everything. only takes people who have been through something to reach people who who are going through something. i mean is some people who go out and do crazy things hurt others because they're hard and they don't think things will get better for. and when you say oh. if you look at her as you see. things are good for her now then my gave you the courage to say you know. i'm not going to what i was thinking about i don't.

how do you find forgiveness. forgiveness is a very important act in normal life but i came to the conclusion myself there are so rude there seems forgiveness what i have seen people dying hanging him burning children sometimes from the pile they're burned i would say the people who passed about this burnt i cannot even begin to tell you who am i to say that i know this has to come from a higher place for a lot different place but forgiveness should be practiced. to put to loath in your heart. you become like a different person i see the parole board in the 6 months or so. hopefully i'll be . you know try me something. and.

it turned into that around. i hope that all of you in time will be in freedom but in the freedom never to come back to displace even like i say still mad the war stay all that dimension to you. there's. a way thank you so wonderful there you go as you do to us not only me but a lot of these guys in here that you've given me more strength after 32 years of being here makes me want. to get out of here so i appreciate you coming here thank you i really really. seriously.

thank you it's when i get out on the farm saw you know what. makes the oh so he can this in and hopefully be bless well i've. heard this. story. because i believe a nice day job in a course where 32 years and nothing can be compared with it at all is watching your mother both an airstream or right it would kill me in just a moment the pride was near. there's no regard to feel. she's still alive to offer higher. or even the syrian military were the. first. place there to come back in. the day your. worship or to your notes you know

that. if i might make it to. you know the strong things don't come. to jesus you can be very small where the extremes are. in the winter of 1944 my mom was forced on a desk march from auschwitz to the notorious for going bills in debt. and this brings us to how the war ended for my mom when british troops approached her camp and what happened between her and then s.s. guard on her last day of captivity. they're relating to it and they're thinking about themselves and their families and so i feel an obligation now.

and it's an obligation that. had to do now and honestly i feel privileged. i really feel privileged. that i can do this you know i mean to me. and it means to me there and i wish that my father. i wish that he. had enough. when he was. if. you and i are speaking on the 70th anniversary of the liberation of one of the camps that you were in bergen belsen so it was a very said it was

a happy day. people could hear prisoners could hear feel vibrating to hear. coming closer and closer they knew this was liberation. so of course they were starting to see. where my mother was working. there were still a couple of guards around in the guards trying to stop them as. the bullets came in right here and it sent them into my house and it came true.

clothes. and then girls with this from the same wallet but also one that. i was the most serious. at the moment when the bullets came i did not realize what is happening to me until the blood to start coming. so this was a terrible experience just to see. after much trauma. made it.

she survived years. pass. this bill. is writing. it is. literally. in the air when it's. coming they're telling their friends about.

so you know obviously facts a lot of people when she talks to people they say they want to do something about it and they want to make it she. said i thought that it was important that i actually didn't think instead of just talking. so my name is caroline kennedy. is a city and i just graduated from high school. so i met sonia when i was in 8th

grade and her story at least changed my life and completely changed my outlook on what i want to do. with her one individual story was all it took to inspire me to go and start this organization. that's really the whole idea because one person has the power to impact one person has a power to impact one person and it's a huge chain reaction. i mean if you think about it sonia coming to my school had an impact on all of you now in so maybe coming to your school will have an impact on other people in the future.

when i was told small seemed wrong but old roles just don't hold. the old beliefs yet to shape out these days because get educated and indeed trained equals betrayal. when so many find themselves worlds apart we choose to look for common ground the. everything else collapsing against the dollar. so how long will it last probably

not a long time because. as we've seen during prime woods or through the plaza toward of the 1980 s. there's going to have to be a global coordinated sit down to rearrange the global 4 x. market rearrange the global currency grid and the dollar is not the thing we're going to have to match it against because that runaway value of the dollar is what's causing this deflation and that's what's causing the global depression part of. the washington consensus led by the united states says the liberal world order must be defended at almost all costs said differently the foreign policy blog demands the post cold war you know polar moment to be preserved but alas it would seem a multicultural world has already arrived.

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