what is true what is faith. in the world corrupted you need to descend. to join us in the depths. or remain in the shallows. or a little bit messed up by a d.n.a. in some way or another the complete i'm not sure isn't such a quick thing you know i'm sure you look better now than when he had hair come on it's nice of you to say so but i went home when i was 25 animals and so prayed them . when i came out from this sale i really could not even shield heppy ever and sometimes even people were joking about something i would catch myself if i was even letting i feel guilty.

and it's very probably difficult for a normal person to get a spin on the stand you live with that all your life i want to punch you we live with it we did not receive help like now when our boys are coming from the wars in then finally they need to mend you know for the how do you call it depression when we didn't have to tow. the big things were all the time gone. and. they would take off you know where you are but never your wedding and sometimes i would you know do it to diffident way. to or sometimes to dead. in a very good hour auschwitz your living. every moment. with . it was really like giving in hell. and i went

to a terrible. well meeting because as women was getting is also the door front. door just beating was. making somebody. break to be tested to be fixed on them because this was going to read the bombs. you see. the german. one day. the main assessment from our streets. started to test those but.

he called me. i was pushing away pushing away and there was no way for me to escape. and he was beating me. he was wearing heavy boots. in yours beating me up from top to bottom lens a left i was all below the. block was gone gushing from all over i really don't know me this is was my worst beating. and the girls couldn't believe it and. people don't know when they look at you and the really incites left you it's left the scar abetted. and you never knew when it will hit you and still i was managing what is inside to me.

and now when the wish for any bad to to understand what's happening you don't know wait wait. and you are there. and it's takes a long time until you get out of it. and the sophist i'm talking about. it's right. that. you go on. and. i felt every moment missing my mom. first a war she would be a grandma and how happy she would be and then leading me in what to do i was just

like helpless i don't know i was handling this child like a fragile thing. it's cannot be described in real moser's love and i missed it. i know it's hard for me to know call if they ever saw me crying could be. i really tried my best to protect them and. i kept a lot of things away there's something say i didn't want them to know. when the time already came when they saw my number and there were designee mother what disease you can imagine and they're too warm and what can you tell it you know used to say well they put this number because you get lost found me go find your mamma and that's it enclosed. as older i

got. in i looked back. and reading between the lines. did they really tell it. so this is something i'd completely forgotten about samantha ology poems by children of holocaust survivors and i remembered having a poem published in it but until i just opened it up i remember what paula was the poem was called sonia at 32. i don't remember this poem and all that i'll read it for you and i haven't seen it in like a long time. sonia at $32.00 the lady never shakes free the ashes of the dead. dark clouds dark cauliflower fists i climb the

cherry tree for her this year. and carry 5 gallon jars of fresh clover honey for a kiddie backstairs this lady is the witness who never forgets she hangs wet wash on the line in a stiff wind against a background of dust she at the dog catcher and cuts chicken to the bone she cries a long distance about this and that about the little man who is her son little son. who is her husband over and over she sings the song her dead. kid ringback. how did he how do you know are you. there you are. here

well you know your hair looks. now what is going on. i mean to read to you jeremy nation open up your butt and see a few fancy pronounce of the day you know it says do sarah or madam please allow this letter to sarah as formal notice of your lease cancellation. if you have any questions. or contact me. it was really a shocking point for me. and i have to prepare myself you don't have to close it down to. about now well this is what i was saying to me sarah they saw me at

what's happening now i have to change to. keep larry are sort of. horrible things that i cannot believe myself sometimes when i close my eyes how i survived. you know i tell you one thing. it's always in my mind. when i. used to tell me no member when i know you are down. no camorra down. how many years have you been doing this for many years i cannot even county you know exactly how many years i started to speak up it took it took a long time because i visualized i was very naive. people will literally take with the hate from their hearts and jad respects you for

a human being but i was very very wrong. and this is very. good to talk to me so deeply when i hear and i see we have gone back. and paid to still growing. more than i ever would. so you go warning you. in a way very disappointed to know world in feeling goes a dissing way. here speaking up is not enough. i'll start and i'll live. as ever day with a life that. was

. a mature prison. and i was not a humble person. a lot of my life not really. contributing much. carnegie. i just really didn't have any use for anything positive i just you know i'm going to be a prison guy. is for sure in your. songs you never know who you're going to be is going to change your life. would shape or form you're going to come here.

i mean will see what i mean for me. i am to yourself and i mean in a program in all the kansas presence called reaching out from within and. the national recidivism statistics are between 50 and 67 percent of all of the many women who are released will return at least once. on our program if you attend between 16 more meetings at me and said little more than a year. it drops to 8 percent. there

are some rituals connected with reaching out from within there are very important promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of modern progress the optimist creed we finish with every night through every group we finish with that we want to leave with at least a thought or feeling that if you just believe that things are going to be all right that. that's a big majority of things being all right. so here i am having coffee and. reading a newspaper about the closing of a shopping center and they are interviewing sonia and the interviewer is saying to her you've lost so many things in your life you've had so many disappointments how do you face the world every day. and she said if you look up on the wall so we'll see the optimists creed and when i come in every morning that's the 1st thing that i can and i thought to myself sonia and the optimist create the

prisoners and the optimist creed i have to bring them together. as a nation for. the poor at the. moment for the for the trip of. your mama you know if you try. to. do this because of global was 'd going to have to eat so that it you always august of all stuff looks like a possible new sport. and you'll find a more full book about. the love. of schmaltz

because. as the democrats gear up to officially start their 2020 presidential primary it is fitting to assess donald trump's performance in office a report card of sorts where is he kept his promises where is he come up short will any of this really matter. then you can know it was really like to be inhaled. because he would never believe it well that it's a human can do to have as. one day that i was working in the

fields one day and can't come said with a problem that could amount to the ashes we're spreading the ashes as a fertilizer and i can tell you they spreading those you know with their so i could see the little pieces of bones which even in the kind of mud tortilla it couldn't completely and this was very difficult to me until today i still live with this save me a kick in the. pinny parties. to exterminate through race. this is really the injury was when he was beating me up in my room making it more now i can make it i can make it out. so you got to remember to look at these numbers on my server see the number are. there when i seen. it made me say yeah. i never knew who did not

see me somebody like that we have to come to this understanding it is what you are insight. not to george you how you look or you know what is your religion but as a person what a person you. experience is everything. to me takes people who have been through something to reach people who who are going through something. i mean there's some people who go out and do crazy things hurt others because they're hard and they don't think the days will get better form. and when you say oh. if you look at her as you see. things are good for her now then my gave you the courage to say you know. i'm not going to what i was thinking about i don't. how do you find forgiveness.

forgiveness is a very important act in normal life but i came to a conclusion myself there are so low there seem forgiveness what i have seen people dying hanging him burning children sometimes from the pile they're burned i would say the people who asked about this burnt i cannot even begin to tell you who am i to say that i forgive you know this has to come from a higher place for a lot different place but forgiveness should be picked is. to put do love in your heart try to help you become like a different person i see the parole board in 6 months or so. hopefully i'll be. you know contribute something. every

time that around. i hope it's all of you in time we'll be in freedom. but enough to don't never to come back to this place either and like i say still mad the war stay all that i've mentioned to you and there's. a way thank you so wonderful come here goes due to us not only me but a lot of these guys in here that you've given me more strength after 32 years of being here makes me want. to get out here so i appreciate you coming here thank you i really really. make out. that. when i get out on the

5 i'm sol you know was there an excuse so he can listen and hopefully be bless. her experience. straight up because i believe he's dead bob did a course free 32 years and nothing. compared with it at all this was your mother both of yesteryear. it would kill me just how much the dr was in here. this i don't think i could. see so a lot to offer by. the . way seriously so you. were serious. there coming into. your. worship now while you are getting your message know

that. if i'm right you will make it this is you know the strong things don't come. to jesus you can be very small by the. in the winter 944 my mom was forced on a desk march from auschwitz to the notorious for going bills and. this brings us to how the war ended for my mom when british troops approached her camp. and what happened between her and then s.s. guard on her last day of captivity. they're relating to it and they're thinking about themselves and their families and so i feel an obligation now and it's an obligation that i'm glad to do now and honestly i feel

privileged. i really feel privileged. that i can do this you know i mean to me. and it means to me there and i wish that my father. i wish that he. had enough. when he was. you and i are speaking on the 70th anniversary of the liberation of one of the camps that you were in bergen belsen so it was a very. it was a happy day. that

is very clear tonight dude leach innocent. people could hear the prisoner's computer and feel the ground vibrating and they could hear the tanks coming closer and closer they me this was a liberation. so of course they were almost starving even if you kitchen area where my mother was working. there were still a couple of us cards that were. in the cars for trying to stop them and as. the bullets came in right she and it sentiment in my house and it came through. clothes from and the next. and then girls with this from the same wallet

but also one that. i was the most serious. at the moment when the bullet came i did not realize what is happening to me until the blog start coming. so this was a terrible experience just to see david you've. made it.

she said 5 years. off the spill. driving. it is. literally. in the air when it's. coming they're telling their friends about. it.

so you know obviously facts a lot of people and when she talks to people they say they want to do something about it and they want to make it she. thought that it was important that i actually didn't think instead of just talking . so my name is caroline kennedy i'm from kansas city and i just graduated from high school. so i met sonia when i was in 8th grade and her story changed

my life and completely changed my outlook on what i want to do. with her one individual story was all it took to inspire me to go and start this organization. that's really the whole idea because one person has the power to impact one person has a power to impact one person and it's a huge chain reaction. i mean if you think about it sonia coming to my school had an impact on all of you now and so maybe me coming to your school will have an impact on other people in the future.

if this outbreak really highlights that our system for global governance is weak and i doubt not only is it international health regulations which dozens of countries are currently violating but it's just the broader system in which we tackle these challenges and i think this highlights we need to do better in the future i mean for one thing i certainly am when so many countries are breaking international health regulations to make sense to revisit that instruments after this outbreak is over but also our system more broadly for how we govern those challenges that transcend national borders. you are no offense but you no longer a young woman in fact you are one of the last living survivors of the nazi else

asked i'm aware of that. leverage at. all you know. and you can never forget what they're going now auschwitz was really like to be inhaled because you would never believe it was a human ghetto to have as a copy of it course for 30 years and opened the cupboard it had all seen so a lot offered by the side to make it right when i get out on the farm saw you know what more song to heard next the also you can listen in the hope for the bless my heart hurts me.

big stories of the last 7 days. earlier today the croatian capital hit with the strongest earthquake in a 114 years seeing people fleeing buildings and on to the streets despite public restrictions on going. i'm talking about the e.u. in the week shut its borders for a month to limit the spread of. imposing the strictest measures. anybody leaving the scene is also being told that the meat. is to stay.