the big things were all the time. and. they would take off you know where you are but never your wedding and sometimes i would you know do it to defend to a big 2 sometimes to the dead. in very good hour auschwitz you were living. every moment. with fear. it was really like living in ohio. and i went to a terrible too big i want to. be dangerous says woman was leading is also the door from. doris to beating was. her making some braids in each

grade had to be. tested to be fixed on them because this was going to grab the bombs. you see. the gentleman. one day. the main assessment from our streets. and. started to. break. he called me. i was pushing away pushing away and there was no way for me to escape. and he was beating me. he was wearing heavy boots. any doors bidding me up from adopting about them. when they left i was all below the. blog was gone home gushing from all over. i really don't know me

this is was my. beating. and the girls couldn't believe it and. people don't know when they look at you and they're really left you it's left a scar a better. you never knew when it will hit you and still i was managing what is inside to me. now when the wish for anybody to to understand what's happening you don't know what way. and you are there. and it's takes a long time until you get out of it. and the sophist i'm talking about. but

. you go on. and. i felt every moment missing my mom. first the war she would be going to. how happy she would be and then leading me in what to do i was just like helpless i don't know i was handling this child like a fragile thing. it's cannot be described the real moser's love and i missed it. i know it's hard for me to know call if they ever saw me crying could be. i really

tried my best to protect them and. i kept a lot of things away there's something say i didn't want them to know. when the time already came when they saw my number and there were designee mother what disease you can imagine in there to moment what can you tell him you know used to say well they put this number because you get lost found me go find your mama and that's it enclosed. as older i got in i looked back. and reading between the lines. did they really tell it. so this is something i'd completely forgotten about samantha ology poems by children of holocaust survivors and i remembered having

a poem published in it but until i just opened it up i remember what paul meant was the poem was called sonia at 32. i don't remember this poem with all that i'll read it for you and i haven't seen it in like a long time. sonia at $32.00 the lady never shakes free the ashes of the dead. dark clouds dark cauliflower fists i climb the cherry tree for her this year. and carry 5 gallon jars of fresh clover honey for a kitty backstairs this lady is the witness who never forgets she hangs wet wash on the line in a stiff wind against a background of dust shields at the dog catcher and cuts chicken to the bone she cries a long distance about this and that about the little man who is her son little

son. who is her husband over and over she sings the song her dead. kid ringback. how did he know i do you know are you. there you are. here well you know your hair looks good. looking guy. now what is going on. i mean to read to you jeremy nation open up your own sick fancy pronounce of the day you know it says do sarah or madam please allow this letter to sarah as

formal notice of your lease cancellation. if you have any questions. or contact me. it was really shocking point to me. and i have to prepare myself you don't have to close it dented. about now well this is what i was saying to me sarah they saw me at what's happening now i have to change gears to. keep larry are sort of. horrible things that i cannot believe myself sometimes when i close my eyes how i survived. you know i tell you one thing. it's always in my mind. when i. used to tell me no member

when i know you are down. no camorra down. how many years have you been doing this for many years i cannot even county you know exactly how many years i started to speak up it took it took a long time because i visualized i was very naive. people will literally take with the hate from their hearts and jad respect you for the human mean but i was very very wrong. and this is a very. big. and paid to still growing. more than i ever would. so you go warning you. in

a way very disappointed to know world in feeling goes a dissing way. here speaking up is not to know. how to live. 17 with a life. was . a mature prison. and i was not a humble person. process. a lot of my life not really. contributing much other than.

heartache and. i just really didn't have any use for anything positive i just will be a present. to you for sure. and soon you never know who you're going to be is going to change your line. would shape or form you're going to come here. and. i mean see what i mean for me. i am to yourself. and i mean in a program and all the kansas presence called reaching out from within. the national recidivism statistics are between 50 and 67 percent of

all of the many women who are released will return at least once. our program if you are 10 between 16 more meetings at me and said a little more than a year. it drops to 8 percent. there are some rituals connected with reaching out from within there are very important promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of modern. the optimist creed we finish with every night and through every group we finish with we want to leave with at least a thought or feeling that if you just believe that things are going to be all right that. that's a big majority of things being all right. so here i am having coffee and reading a newspaper about the closing of

a shopping center and they are in. you're feeling sonia and the interviewer is saying to her that you've lost so many things in your life you've had so many disappointments how do you face the world every day. and she said if you look up on the wall to wall see the optimist screen and when i come in every morning that's the 1st thing that i kept and i thought to myself sonia and the optimists create the prisoners and the optimus creed i have to bring them together. a dark industry comes to life in los angeles every night. dozens of women sells abilities on the street many of them underage. los angeles police reveal a taste of the daily challenge if you're going to exploit for

a child here in los angeles oh they were going to come out you see officers going undercover as 6 workers and customers to fight the early 6 trades. this outbreak really highlights that our system for global governance is weak and i add that not only is a national health regulations which dozens of countries are currently violating but it's just the broader system in which we tackle these challenges and i think this highlights we need to do better in the future i mean for one thing certainly when so many countries are breaking international health regulations to make sense to revisit that instruments after this outbreak is over but also our system more broadly for how we govern those challenges that transcend national borders. and.

trade and investment to become metrics bills. economic development. most people think about trade they think about goods and services being exchanged between countries and the a vast chapter of a trade agreement is about something very different but what when investment leads to toxic manufacturing that destroys secrets to the environment. that means if local communities that are being poisoned if they object if they do anything that the company feels is interrupting their profits they can be sued. the nationals are taking on the whole nation philip morris is trying to use i.s.t.'s to stop work away from implementing new tobacco regulations aimed at cutting domestic smoking rates a french company sued egypt because egypt resists minimum wage democratic

choice over trump corporate law joins us as we try to find don't want to party. america no i was really like to be in the hail. because he would never believe that what a human can do to have as. one day that i was working in defeat one day and can't come said with a problem that could emerge doria the ashes were spreading the ashes as a fairy tale lies are and i can tell you based spreading those you know with their so i could see the little pieces of bones which even in there could amount to it couldn't bore completely and this was a very difficult on me till today i still live with this. kick in the. pity parties. to exterminate through race. maybe

that injury was when he was beating me up by remaking it and more now i can make it i can make it out. so you gotta remember to look at these numbers on my server see the number are. when i seen. it made me say yeah. i never knew who did not see me somebody like that we have to come to this understanding it is what you are insight not to judge you how you look or you know what is your religion but as a person what a person you are. an experience is everything. to me takes people who have been through something to reach people who who are going through something. i mean as some people who go on do crazy things hurt others because they're hard and they

don't think they will get better from. and when you say oh. you look at her as you see. things are good for her now them i gave you the courage to say you know. i'm not going do what i was thinking about i don't. how do you find forgiveness. forgiveness is a very important act in normal life but i came to the conclusion myself there are so many there seem forgiveness what i have seen people dying hanging him burning children sometimes from the pile they're burned i would say the people who asked about this burnt i cannot even begin to tell you who am i to say that i forgive you know this has to come from a higher place for a lot different place but forgiveness should be practiced. to put do no

3 in your heart. you become like a different person i see the parole board in 6 months or so and hopefully i'll be. you know contribute something. and. return to that around. i hope that all of you in time will be in freedom but in the free don't never to come back to this place either and like i say still mad to war stay all that dimension to you and there's. a way thank you so wonderful come here goes do you trust not only me but one of these guys in here that you've given me more strength after 32 years of being here makes me want. to get out here so i appreciate you coming here thank you

i really really need. you make out. when i get out on the farm saw you know was there an excuse so he can this in and hopefully be bless. her experience. straight up because i believe he's dead obviating course very 32 years and nothing can be compared with it at all is watching your mother both registering in real life it would kill me just a moment the dr was here. this week i could. see the light over hi carol. it's.

even a story to tell you. we're serious. truth place they're coming to. take your. word for you. know. if i might make it to. you know the strong days don't come. to us you can be very small for the dream before. you know when you're 1944 my mom was forced on the desk march from auschwitz to the notorious for going bills and death. and this brings us to how the war ended for my

mom when british troops approached her camp and what happened between her and then s.s. guard on her last day of captivity. they're relating to it and they're thinking about themselves and their families and so i feel an obligation now and it's an obligation that i'm glad to do now and honestly i feel privileged. i really feel privileged. that i can do this you know it means to me. and it means to me there and i wish that my father. and i wish that he. had enough to enter sed when he was a little stiff. he

. is if. you and i are speaking on the 70th anniversary of the liberation of one of the camps that you were in bergen belsen so it was a very said it was a heavy in a set they. wanted. to do that is it to. do which. little kids here or is there still fear in dealing with reality vibrating to hear tanks coming closer and closer they need this sort of liberation. so of course they were starting to. get area where my mother was working.

there were still a couple this guards that were. in the cars were trying to stop them as. the bullets came in right here that sentiment in my house and it came through. clothes from my lungs. and then girls with this from the same wallet. that. i was the most serious. and at the moment 20 bullets came mean i did not realize what is happening to me until the blotto start coming and i knew that i'm dying. so this was a terrible experience just to see dave do better. after so much trauma.

but i made it. she survived years in general and make tests and. they did the spoke to surviving believe. it is that.

it would mean. literally. i mean there are limits on one side. and the past summer's. coming they're telling their friends about. what's happening. so you know obviously facts a lot of people and when she talks people or they say they want to do something about it and they want to make it she. felt that it was important that actually density thing instead of just talking.

so my name is caroline kennedy. is a city and i just graduated from high school. so i met sonia when i was in 8th grade and her story immediately changed my life and completely changed my outlook on what i want to do. her one individual story was all it took to inspire me to go in and start this organization. that's really the whole idea because one person has the power to impact one person has the power to impact one person and it's a huge chain reaction. i mean if you think about it sonia coming to my school had an impact on all of you now even so maybe me coming to your school will have an

impact on other people in the future. blushes and. a total morsel of bleach he cut a hole close to each senor he said it's not that it's indeed some shots that always sting against. yet i'm into.

the utility bills you know sucky included at least they used a year that i was caught but i'm counting that in the scheme to show. review families. in the us what to do the search screening is just tell them not to be come forward come to. the manufacture of the british mr worst imo sure but just. as the democrats gear up to officially start their 2020 presidential primary it is fitting to assess donald trump's performance in office a report card of sorts where is he kept his promises and where has he come up short will any of this really matter in november.

that. your government and our government and all the other major governments of the world know what's going to happen and when it's going to. but they haven't told you and they haven't told me they haven't and they'll still. imagine something as big as the earth. it's going to cause tidal waves earthquakes volcanoes erupt and it's going to chill. so we're in for a while right. my great grandfather's. nobody would care about the law or prison so you'd have wallace though should of. a turtle was between the and the.

all. alone welcome to worlds apart coming together by staying a par and is now a populist slogan in dealing with the corona virus outbreak including among policymakers for just a few weeks ago school untrammeled bounce and.