how do you call it depression we didn't have. the big things were all the time. and. they would take off you know your butt of your wearing and sometimes i would you know do it to a different way. to sometimes to the dead. in better than our auschwitz you are living. every moment. it was really like leaving. and i went to a terrible to be i want to welcome a dangerous says woman was bidding is also the door from.

doris to beating was. making some braids. to break had to be tested to be fixed on the knob because this was going to grab the bombs. you see. the gentleman. one day. the main assessment from our streets. and. started. he called me. i was pushing away pushing away and there was no way for me to escape. and he was beating me. he was wearing a heavy boards. and yours bidding me up from adopting about them. when they left i was all. blog was gong xing from all over i really don't know

me this is was my. beating. and the girls couldn't believe it and. people don't know when they look at you and they're really left you it's left a scar a better me. you never knew when it will hit you and still i was managing what is inside to me. now when the wish for anybody to to understand what's happening you don't know wait wait. and you are there. and it's takes a long time until you get out of it. and this is talking about. it

. but. you go on. and. i felt every moment missing my mom. first the war she would be going to and how happy she would be and then leading me in what to do i was just like helpless i don't know i was handling this child like a fragile thing. it's cannot be described in the real moser's love and i missed it. i know it's hard for me to call if they ever saw me crying could be. really

try my best to protect them and. i kept a lot of things away there's something say i didn't want them to know. when the time already came when they saw my number and there were days we mother what disease you can imagine in there to moment what can you tell him you know used to say well they put this number because you get lost found me go find your mamma and that's it enclosed. as older i got in i looked back. and indeed between the lines. that they really held it. so this is something i'd completely forgotten about it's an anthology of poems by

children of holocaust survivors and i remembered having a phone published in it but until i just opened it up i remember what paula was the poem was called at 32. i don't remember this poem at all that i'll read it for you and i haven't seen it in like a long time. at 32 the lady never shakes free the ashes of the dead. dark clouds dark cauliflower fests i climb the cherry tree for her this year. and carry a 5 gallon jars of fresh clover honey for a kitty backstairs this lady is the witness who never forgets she hangs wet wash on the line in a stiff wind against a background of dust she yells at the dog catcher and cuts chicken to the bone she

cries long distance about this and that about the little man who is her son little son. who is her husband own for an overseas sings the song her. kids. were ringback. well. you know are you. here you are a. well you know your hair looks good. looking. let it know what is going on. do you jeremy nation open up your friends the end of the day you know it said do

just there or madam please just let there. i was form no one 0 you least installation. if you have any. interest you contact me. it was really shocking point to me. and i have to prepare myself you don't have to close it. dated. but now well this is what i'm saying to myself a sunday at what's happening now i have to change gears to where i keep larry are sort of. horrible things that i can't believe myself something's been a close. eye ways to wage. you know i tell you one thing. it's always in my mind. when. you stick your member

whenever you are down. no camorra down. how many years have you been doing this for many years i cannot even county you know exactly how many years i started to speak up it took it took a long time because i visualized i was very naive. people will literally take with the hate from their hearts and jad respects you for a human being but i was very very wrong. and this is very. good to talk to me so deeply when i hear and i see we have gone back. and paid to still growing.

more than i ever would. so you go warning you but. in a way very disappointed to know world in feeling goes a dissing way. here speaking up is not enough. i'll start our lives at. 17 with a life of. ours . and a mature prison. and i was not a humble person. process.

a lot of my life not really. contributing much. you know carnegie. i just really didn't have any use for anything positive i just you know i'm going to be a prison guy. is for sure. you never know who you're going to be is going to change your life. would shape or form you're going to come here. i mean will see what i mean for me. i am all to yourself. and i mean in

a program and all the kansas presence called reaching out from within and. the national recidivism statistics are between 50 and 67 percent of all of the many women who are released will return at least once. our program if you attend between 16 more meetings at me and said a little more than a year. it drops to 8 percent. there are some rituals connected with reaching out from within there are very important promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of modern progress the optimist creed we finish with every night through every group we finish with that we want to leave with at least a thought or feeling that if you just believe that things are going to be all right that. that's

a big majority of things being all right. so here i am having coffee and. reading a newspaper about the closing of a shopping center and they are interviewing sonia and the interviewer is saying to her you've lost so many things in your life you've had so many disappointments how do you face the world every day. and she said if you look up on the wall so we'll see the optimists created and when i come in every morning that's the 1st thing that i kept and i thought to myself sonia and the optimist create the prisoners and the optimus creed i have to bring them together. this break really highlights that our system for global governance is weak and i add that not only is a. regulation which dozens of countries are currently violating but it's just the

broader system in which we tackle these challenges and i think this highlights we need to do you better in the future i mean for one thing certainly when so many countries are breaking international health regulations to make sense to revisit that instruments after this outbreak is over but also our system more broadly for how we govern those challenges that transcend national borders. to. a dog industry comes to life in los angeles every night. dozens of women sells the bodies on the streets many of them underage. los angeles police reveal a taste of the daily challenge no if you're going to exploit for a child here in los angeles oh there we're going to come over you see officers going undercover at 6 workers and customers to fight the early 6 trade.

well time time a little more. american know it was really like to be in hell. because he would never believe it well that a human can do to have as a. one day that i was working in to feel one date and can't come said with. the ashes we're spreading the ashes

as a fairy tale eyes are and i can tell you they spreading those you know with their soul i could see the little pieces of bones which even in the could of my toria it couldn't bore completely and this was very difficult to me until today i still live with this saved me a kick in the. pity parties. to exterminate through race. maybe that injury was when he was beating me up by her making me a mole now i can make it i can make it out. she gotta remember to look at these numbers on my server she told him our. when i seen. it made me say yeah. i never knew who did not see me somebody like that we have to come to this understanding it is what you are insight not to george you

how you look or you know. what is your religion but as a person what a person you. experience is everything. to me takes people who've been through something to reach people who who are going through something. i mean there's some people who go out and do crazy things hurt others because they're hard and they don't think things will get better from. and when you say oh. if you look at her as you see. things are good for her now then my gave you the courage to say you know. i'm not going to what i was thinking about i don't. how do you find forgiveness. forgiveness is a very important act in normal life but i came to a conclusion myself there are so low there seems forgiveness what i have seen

people dying hanging him burning children sometimes from the pile they're burned i would say the people who asked about this burnt i cannot even begin to tell you who am i to say that i forgive you know this has to come from a higher place for a lot different place but forgiveness should be practiced. to put to loath in your heart tried to help you become like a different person i see the parole board in 6 months or so. hopefully i'll be. you know contribute something. every time so that around. i hope that all of

you in time will be in freedom but in the freedom never to come back to this place even like i. sate still mad the war stayed all that i've mentioned to you and there's. a way thank you so wonderful come here goes do you trust not only me but a lot of these guys in here that you've given me more strength after 32 years of being here makes me want. to get out here so i appreciate you coming here thank you i really really. make out. that. when i get out on the 5 saw you know what it's like my son so had an excuse so he can listen and hopefully be bless. her experience.

straight up because i believe the nice dead obviating course we're 32 years and nothing. compared to that at all is watching your mother both of yesteryear. it would kill me in just a moment the bride was a near. miss i don't think i could. see the lotto for high. and seriously they were. there. they. weren't sure how well you are getting your message know that. if i might make it. as you know the strong things don't come. to us you can be

very small by the extreme. in the winter 944 my mom was forced on a desk march from auschwitz to the notorious for going bills and. this brings us to how the war ended for my mom when british troops approached her camp. and what happened between her and then s.s. guard on her last day of captivity. they're relating to it and they're thinking about themselves and their families and so i feel an obligation now and it's an obligation that i'm glad to do now and honestly i feel privileged. i really feel privileged.

that i can do this you know i mean to me. and it means to me there and i wish that my father. i wish that he. had enough. when he was. you and i are speaking on the 78th anniversary of the liberation of one of the camps that you were in bergen belsen so it was a very. it was a head they. took

. if. it is here or is there still. the reality vibrating here. coming closer and closer to the me this is liberation. first they were all starving it. or like that it was working. there were. guards that were. in the cars trying to stop the. shooting or. the bullets came. from my house and it came through. clothes. and then girls with this from the same wallet but also one that. i was the most serious. and at the moment when the bullets came i did not

realize what is happening to me until the blocked will start coming and i knew. this was a terrible experience just to see they have to do things after much trauma. but i made it.

she survived years in the demo and they can't stand up to. me and they did off the spot to me the strivings believe. it is. a. little bit and very little. sleep i am so glad. they do it me it's. literally. in the air when it's on all sides. and the last summer's. coming they're telling their friends about. it. that's my belief.

so you know obviously facts a lot of people and when she talks people they say they want to do something about it and they want to make it she. said i thought that it was important that i actually density thing instead of just touch me. so my name is caroline kennedy i am so anxious to be. just graduated from high school. so i met sonia when i was in 8th grade and her story lead changed my life and completely changed my outlook on what i want to do.

with her one individual story was all it took to inspire me. to go and start this organization. that's really the whole idea because one person has the power to impact one person has a power to impact one person and it's a huge chain reaction. i mean if you think about it sonia coming to my school had an impact on all of you now in so maybe me coming to your school will have an impact on other people in the future.

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is your media a reflection of reality. in a world transformed. what will make you feel safe from. isolation or community. are you going the right way or are you being led so. direct. what is true what is faith. in the world corrupted you need to descend. to join us in the depths. or remain in the shallows.

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