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donna back. to you and she of the world series you said you can call up with a local co-op talking. ringback clock that just happen on. this day or a piece in the wall be sure to step up on stage there is a site such as fiction fixing to force you to put stinky human body we know it's way to normal i'm all out there to laugh or see if we more. or less defy you realize the macaques if the switch if you're going to create a musical salute to the banks media police entered. into an assumption it's likely to finish its shish but it was. just really it was.
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chief. when i came out from this sale i really could not even shill heppy ever and sometimes even people are joking about something i would catch myself if i was even letting i feel guilty. and it's very probably difficult for a normal person to grasp and understand you live with that all your life i want to puncture that we live with it but we did not receive help like now when our boys are coming from the wars in then knowledge finally they need to mend you know for the how do you call it depression we didn't have to tell. the big things we're all a time gone on. and. so there would take of you know you are
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but ever you are wearing and sometimes i would do it to defend to a big 2 sometimes the dead. in there go no one reads your living. every moment. it was really like living in ohio. and i went to a terrible too big i want to. be dangerous says woman was leading is also strong from. doris to beating cause. we were making some braids in each grade had to be tested to be fixed on them because this was going to read the bombs
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. you see. did jerram and. so one day. the main assessment from our streets. started. he called me. i was pushing away pushing away and there was no way for me to escape. and he was beating me. he was wearing heavy boots. and yours bidding me up from top to bottom. when they left i was all below the. blog was gong gushing from all over i really don't know how i made this is was made worse beating. and the girls couldn't believe it entirely.
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people don't know when they look at you and they're really left you it's left a scar a better me. you never knew when it will hit you and still i was managing what is inside to me. you know no wish for anybody to to understand what's happening you don't know what way. and you are there. and it's takes a long time until you get out of it. and this if i'm talking about. it's right.
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that. you go on. and. i felt every moment missing my mother. first a war she would be going to how happy she would be and then leading me in what to do i was just like helpless i don't know i was handling this child like a fragile thing. it's cannot be described the real moser's love and i missed it. i know it's hard for me to call if they ever saw me crying could be. i really tried my best to protect them and. i kept a lot of things away or something say i didn't want them to know.
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when the time already came when they saw my number and there were days me mother what disease you can imagine in there to moment what can you tell it. and i used to say well they put this number because if i get lost found me go find your mama and that's it enclosed. i was older i got and i looked back and reading between the lines. that they really held it. so this is something i'd completely forgotten about samantha poems by children of holocaust survivors and i remembered having a phone published on it but until i just opened it up i remember what paula was the
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poem was called at 32. i don't remember this poem at all that i'll read it for you and i haven't seen it in like a long time. at 32 the lady never shakes free the ashes of the dead. dark clouds dark cauliflower fests i climb the cherry tree for her this year. and carry 5 gallon jars of fresh clover honey for a kitty backstairs this lady is the witness who never forgets she hangs wet wash on the line in a stiff wind against a background of dust she yells at the dog catcher and cuts chicken to the bone she cries a long distance about this and that about the little man who is her son little son. who is her husband over and over she sings the song her.
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kids. are you you are not here you are. no your hair looks. looking grand. let it snow what is going on. you gentlemen nation oh. you know it said do you say there are madam please allow this let their. form know oh you lease cancellation. if you have any.
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interest you contact me. it was really shocking point to me. and i have to prepare myself you don't have to close it. yeah. but now well this is what i was saying to myself. what's happening now i have to change gears so why keep larry. horrible things that i cannot believe myself sometimes when i close my eyes how is your wires. you know i tell you well. it's always in my mind. when when i. remember whenever you. look more down you'll be on top.
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how many years have you been doing this for many years i cannot even counting you know exactly how many years i started to speak up he took it took a long time because i visualized i was very naive. people will literally take the hate from their hearts and respect you for speaking with me but i was very very wrong. and this is very different from the talk to me so deeply when i hear in one c. we're going back. and paid to still growing. more than i would. so you go warney you're.
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in a way very disappointed in the world who feeling goes a dissing way. here speaking up is not enough. to live. no i 70 where the life. was. a mature prison. and i was not a humble person. again . i mean i spent a lot of my life not really. contributing much other than. carnegie and i just really didn't have any use for anything positive i just thought
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you know i'm going to be a prison guy. is for sure of your. songs as you never know who you're going to meet is going to change your life. would shape or form you're going to come here. my name will see what i do for me. i am able to yourself. and i mean in a program and all the kansas presence called reaching out from within and. the national recidivism statistics are between 50 and 67 percent of
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all of the men and women who are released will return at least once. our program if you attend between 16 more needs that means a little more than a year. it drops to 8. there are some rituals connected with reaching out from within there are a very important promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of model. the optimist creed we finish with every night through every group we finish with we want to leave with at least a thought or feeling that if you just believe things are going to be alright that's . that's a big majority of things being all right. so here i am having coffee and reading a newspaper about the closing of a shopping center and they are interviewing sonia and the interviewer is saying to
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her you've lost so many things in your life you've had so many disappointments how do you face the world every day. and she said if you look up on the wall so we'll see the optimists creed and when i come in every morning that's the 1st thing that i. and i thought to myself. and the optimists create the prisoners and the optimists creed i have to bring them together. the goal of the federal reserve bank would be to take the american economy private that is to say it would buy all stocks all bonds all property and do what your bank and other banks are saying yeah they're going to print $130.00 trillion dollars they're like oh stop it 6 or 7 trillion the number of dollars going to print is
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going to exceed the g.d.p. of america by a huge factor and they're going to buy buy everything same with the other 3 or 4 major central banks around the world this is what neo feudalism looks like. during the vietnam war u.s. forces also bombed neighboring laos it was a secret war. and for years the american people did not know. how much it is officially the most heavily bombed country per capita in all of human history millions of unexploded bombs still in danger lives in this small agricultural country jordyn wieber going to happen. even today kids in laos full victims of bombs dropped decades ago it is the us making amends for their tragedy in laos what help to the people need in that little land of mines.
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there you can know i was really like to be in hell. because he would never believe it what a human can do to have as. when they that i was working in defeat one day and can't come said to rock with from the can emerge doria the ashes were spreading their ashes as a fairy tale lies there and i can tell you may spreading those you know with their so i could see the little pieces of bones which even in the could of my toria it couldn't completely and this was a very difficult to me until today i still live with this save me a kick in the. pity parties. to exterminate through race. this is mainly the injury was when he was beating me
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up by remaking it and more now i can make it i can make it out. of a member to look at these numbers on my server see they were. there when i seen. it made me say. yeah. i never knew who did i would see me somebody like that we have to come to this understanding it is what you are insight not to george you how you look over you know what is your religion but as a person what a person you are. experience is everything. to me you takes people who've been through something to reach people who who are going through something. i mean to some people who go out and do crazy things hurt others because they're hard and they don't think the days will get better for. and when you say oh.
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you look at her as you see. things are good for her now then my gave you the courage to say you know. i'm not going to what i was thinking about i don't. how do you find forgiveness. forgiveness is a very important act in normal life but i came to a conclusion myself there are so low there seem forgiveness what i have seen people dying hanging him burning children sometimes from the pile they're burned i would say the people who passed about this burnt i cannot even begin to tell you who am i to say that i forgive you know this has to come from a higher place for a lot different place but forgiveness should be practiced. to put do
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loath in your heart try to help you become like a different person i see the parole board in 6 months or so and. hopefully i'll be . you know contribute something. they return in time that are out. i hope that all of you in time will be in freedom but in the free don't never to come back to this place either and like i say still mad to war stay all that i've mentioned to you and there's. a way thank you so wonderful come here goes do you trust not only me but a lot of these guys in here that you've given me more strength after 32 years of being here makes me want to spend. to get out here so i appreciate you coming here thank you i really really need.
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to. make out with. the opposite that. when i get out on the fire i'm sorry you know what it's like my son to their next meal so he can listen and hopefully be blessed by. her experience. straight up because i believe he needs that bob did a course free 32 years and nothing to be compared with it at all is watching your mother both of yesteryear like it would kill me in just a moment the dr was a near. miss i don't think i could feel. she's a lot tougher by. the.
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way seriously so you know it's ok it's a very serious. place they're coming to. take your. worship now while you are keeping your message on. if i might make it. through all the strong days don't call. us you can be very small. dreams. you know when you're 944 my mom was forced on a desk march from auschwitz to the notorious for going bills and. this brings us to how the war ended for my mom when british troops approached her camp and what
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happened between her and then s.s. guard on her last day of captivity. they're relating to it and they're thinking about themselves and their families and so i feel an obligation. and it's an obligation that i'm glad to do now and honestly i feel privileged. i really feel privileged. that i can do this you know it means to me. and it means to me there and i wish that my father. and i wish that he. had enough. when he was. he.
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you and i are speaking on the 70th anniversary of the liberation of one of the camps that you were in bergen belsen so it was a very. it was a had they are. did they do that is that it. loosens the. little bit here or is there still fear with reality vibrating here is coming closer and closer they either sort of liberation. of course they were starting a new leaf. or like that it was working. there were still at the. guards and. in the guards were trying to stop the. shooting
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if. the bullets came. and it came to. a close. and then girls with this from the same well it. was the most serious. at the moment wendy. i did not realise what is happening to me until the blocked will start coming and i knew. this was a terrible experience just to see dave to do that. after so much trauma.
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but i made it. she survived years them all in a cast sam. and they did awful spoke to me the strivings believe. least. 11 years old and very little sleep i am so glad to let.
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me alone. literally. anywhere when the sun will suck. and summer's. coming they're telling their friends about me. let's head live. to. the. elite. so you know obviously facts a lot of people and when she talks people they say they want to do something about it and they want to make a change. and i thought that it was important that i actually density thing instead of just talking.
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so my name is caroline kennedy. to say be. just graduated from high school. so i met sonia when. how is the made grade and her story neatly changed my life and completely changed my outlook on what i want to do. with her one individual story was all it took to inspire me to go and start this organization. that's really the whole idea because one person has the power to impact one person has a power to impact one person and it's a huge chain reaction. i mean if you think about it sonia coming to my school had an impact on all of you now even so maybe me coming to your school will have an impact on other people in the future.
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tough and you know on the phone if i use them i found a way to go through customs. and they could still move to the. plaza in this way got to talk it's really hard not to think of the mother disappeared this the look ahead and open this door open if. this is the only thing that we do is music because everybody fights his way to.
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the floor you can feel the fee to this bill frist would have a whole movie about a dog with a. what i see is this is the fun that these oil companies. so it seems wrong. but. just don't call. me. yet to see. just the ethical and in detroit. betrayal. many find themselves worlds apart we choose to look for common ground.
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max keiser this is the kaiser report hey did you know that on sunday 1 pm eastern standard time it's locked down with the kaiser's. archives or report twitter periscope that's right oh yeah it's becoming the go to sunday show they see max you might say it is down in no. good times they're guaranteed well in fact you know what in our global economy a monetary system right now good times are promising the.

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