yes. so what we've got to do is identify the threats that we have it's crazy confront duration let it be an arms race this is often the spirit dramatic development the only place i'm going to resist i don't see how that strategy will be successful very critical guy time to sit down and talk. when i came out from this hell i really could not even shield heppy ever and sometimes even people are joking about something i would catch myself if i was even letting i feel guilty. and it's very probably due to called for

a normal person to go to spain understand you live with that all your life i want to puncture that we will live with it we did not receive help like now when our boys are coming from the wars in then finally they need to mend you know for the how do you call it depression we didn't have to tell. the big things we're all a time bomb. and. they would take off you know your butt of your wearing and sometimes i would you know do it diffident way did you talk sometimes to the dead. in very good hour auschwitz your living. every moment. with fear. it was really like giving him a head. and i went to

a terrible to begin i want to. be doing because says woman was leading is also strong the 2 front. doors to beating was. we were making some break in each grade had to be tested to keep it strong enough because this was going to read the bombs. you see. determine. the one day. the main assessment in our streets. and he started to test those but. he told me. i was pushing away pushing away and there was no way for me to

escape. and he was beating me. he was wearing heavy boots. and yours bidding me up from top to bottom. when they left i was all below that. blog was gone home gushing from all over i really don't know how i make did this this was my morris beating. and the girls couldn't believe it and. people don't know when they look at you and they're really insights left you it's left a scar a better. you never knew when it will hit you and still i was managing one. is inside to me.

you know when they wish for anybody to to understand what's happening you don't know what way. and you are there. and it's takes a long time until you get out of it. and this is talking about. it . but. you go on. and. i felt every moment missing my mom. first the war she would be going to. how happy she would be and then leading me in what to do i was just like helpless i don't know i was handling this child like

a fragile thing. it's cannot be described in real moser's love and i missed it. i know it's hard for me to know call eve ever saw me crying could be. i really tried my best to protect them and. i kept a lot of things away there's something say i didn't want them to know. when the time already came when they saw my now and there were days me mother what disease you can imagine and they're too warm and what can you tell it. you know used to say well they put this number because you get lost found me go find your mama and that's it enclosed. as older i

got and i looked back. and indeed between the lines. that they really held it. so this is something i'd completely forgotten about samantha ology poems by children of holocaust survivors and i remembered having a poem published in it but until i just opened it up i remember what paula was the poem was called sonia at 32. i don't remember this poem at all that i'll read it for you and i haven't seen it in like a long time. sonia at $32.00 the lady never shakes free the ashes of the dead. dark clouds dark cauliflower fists i climb the cherry tree for her this year. and carry a 5 gallon jars of fresh clover honey for

a kitty backstairs this lady is the witness who never forgets she hangs wet wash on the line in a stiff wind against a background of dust shields at the dog catcher and cuts chicken to the bone she cries a long distance about this and that about the little man who is her son little son. who is her husband over and over she sings the song her dead. kid 6. how did he how do you know are you. never here you are. here well no your hair looks good.

looking back. now what is going on. do you gentlemen ation open up your bed and see a cute fancy pronounce of the day you know it says dear sarah or madam please allow this lead there to sarah as formal notice of your lease cancellation. if you have any questions to contact me. it was really a shocking point for me. and i have to prepare myself you don't have to close it. yes. but now what this is what i was saying to myself. what's happening now i have to change gears to what i keep larry was.

horrible things that i cannot believe myself sometimes when i close my eyes how is your wires. you know i tell you well. it's always in my mind. when when i. remember whenever you. look more down you'll be on time. how many years have you been doing this for many years i cannot even counting you know exactly how many years i started to speak up he took it took a long time because i visualized i was very naive. people will literally take the hate from their hearts and respect you for speaking with me but i was very very wrong.

and this is very difficult. to talk to me so deeply when i hear in one c. we have gone back. and made to still growing. more than i would. so you go warning you but. in a way very disappointed to know world him feeling goes a dissing way. here speaking up is not enough. no i was 17 where the life.

was. going. i mean i've spent a lot of my life not really. contributing much other than. carnegie. i just really didn't have any use for anything positive i just bought me a present i. just want your. songs on never know who you're going to be is going to change your life. would shape or form you're going to come here.

anymore so what i mean for me. i am to yourself. and i mean in a program and all the kansas presence called reaching out from within. the national recidivism statistics are between 50 and 67 percent of all of the many women who are released will return at least once. our program if you attend between 60 morning meetings at me and said little more than a year. it drops to 8 percent. there are some rituals. connected with reaching out from within their very important promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of ma the promise of the optimist creed we finish with every night and through every group we

finish with that we want to leave with at least a thought or feeling that if you just believe the things are going to be our eyes that. that's a big majority of things being all right. so here i am having coffee and reading a newspaper about the closing of a shopping center and they are interviewing sonia and the interviewer is saying to her you've lost so many things in your life you've had so many disappointments how do you face the world every day. and she said if you look up on the wall you will see the optimists creed and when i come in every morning that's the 1st thing that i've kept and i thought to myself sonia and the optimist create the prisoners and the optimists creed i have to bring them together.

we go to work. street hold. during the vietnam war u.s. forces also bombed to neighboring laos it was a secret war. and for years the american people did not know. how much it is officially the most heavily bombed country per capita in all of human history millions of unexploded bombs still in danger lives in this small agricultural

country jordyn we have been going to happen. even today kids in laos full victim to bombs dropped decades ago is the us making amends for the tragedy in laos what helped to the people need in that little land of minds. of. america no i was really like to be in hell. because he would never believe it what a human can do to have as. when they that i was working in to feel so one day and can't come said with a problem that could amount doria the ashes were spreading the ashes as

a fairy tale lies there and i can tell you based spreading those you know with their so i could see the little pieces of bones which even indicate in my tortilla it couldn't be completely and this was very difficult to me till today i still live with this save me i have to kick him. in the c.e.o. pity parties and. try to exterminate through race. this is maybe the injury was when he was beating me up by her making me. and well now i can make it i can make it out. so you gotta remember to look at these numbers on my server they. are. there when i seen. it made me say yeah. i never knew who did not see me somebody like that we have to come to this understanding it is what you are insight not to judge you how you look

or you know what is your religion but as a person what a person you. experience is everything. to me it takes people who've been through something to reach people who who are going through something. i mean as some people who go on do crazy things hurt others because they're hard and they don't think they will get better from. and when you say oh. you look at her as you see. things are good for her now them i gave you the courage to say you know. i'm not going do what i was thinking about i don't. how do you find forgiveness. forgiveness is a very important act in normal life but i came to the conclusion myself there are

so many there seem forgiveness what i have seen people dying hanging him burning children sometimes from the pile with their burned i would say the people who asked about this burnt i cannot even begin to tell you who am i to say that i forgive you know this have to come from a higher place for a lot different place but forgiveness should be practiced. try to put do love in your heart try to help you be. come like a different person i see the parole board in 6 months or so and hopefully i'll be getting a chance to you know contribute something. and. return some of that around. i hope that all of you in time will be in freedom but in the free don't never to come back to this place

even like i say still mad the war stay all that dimension to you and there's. a way thank you so wonderful come on here you go did you do to us not only me but one of these guys in here that you've given me more strength after 32 years of being here today makes me want. to get out here so i appreciate you coming here thank you i really really. make out. the opposite that you see when i get out on the farm saw you know was there an excuse so he can this in and hopefully be bless. her experience. straight up because i believe the nice dead

obviating course we were 32 years and nothing. compared with it at all this was your mother both of yesteryear were right it would kill me in just a moment the bride was near. this i don't think i could feel. she's alive to offer hi. bill. for you. it's a. true place they're coming to. take your. word for how do you. know. if i might make it. through all the strong things don't go. with us you can be very small where the

dreams are. you know when you're 1944 my mom was forced on a desk march from auschwitz to the notorious for going bills and. this brings us to how the war ended for my mom when british troops approached her camp and what happened between her and then s.s. guard on her last day of captivity. they're relating to it and they're thinking about themselves and their families and so i feel an obligation now and it's an obligation that i'm glad to do now and honestly i feel privileged. i really feel privileged.

that i can do this you know it means to me. and it means to me there and i wish that my father. and wish that he. had enough to sed when he was little. he. you and i are speaking on the 70th anniversary of the liberation of one of the camps that you were in bergen belsen so it was a very is said it was ahead in a set they. wanted.

to do that is to get it right through each. little kids here or is there still here in il with reality vibrating here tanks coming closer and closer they need this sort of liberation. so of course they were starting to feel relief kitchen area where my mother was working. there were still a couple as this guards that were. in the cars were trying to stop them as shooting . the bullets came in right here at sentiment and from my house and it came through that as it was say clothes from my lungs. and then 2 other girls with this from the same wallet but also one that. i was the most serious. and. when the bullet came

in i did not realise what is happening to me until the blood will start coming and i knew that i'm dying. so this was a terrible experience just to see dave to do things after so much trauma. but i made it.

she survived years in demo make tests and. they did the split me to try things believe. me it. literally. i mean there are limits on all sides. and the last summer's. coming they're telling their friends about. it. that's my belief.

so you know obviously facts a lot of people and when she talks people or they say they want to do something about it and they want to make it she. felt that it was important that actually density thing instead of just talking. so my name is caroline kennedy and i'm from kansas city and i just graduated from high school. so i met sonia when i was in 8th grade and her story at least changed my life and completely changed my outlook on what i want to do.

with her one individual story was all it took to inspire me to go and start this organization. that's really the whole idea because one person has the power to impact one person has a power to impact one person and it's a huge chain reaction. i mean if you think about it sonia coming to my school had an impact on all of you now in so maybe me coming to your school will have an impact on other people in the future.

path and. the way you go through customs. and they could still move to see if i. was in this way got too tall and so hard not to think of the mother disappeared the look at them look at that they thought i was an optimist i want them if. this is the only thing that we do is music because everybody fights to use. the floor lou can call the 50 pound is worthless woody allen her throughout the whole movie about a box with a. q what i think is this is the found that is a compliment thank you thank you.

54 jets and more than 1300 military personnel are headed to air force base in alaska where is that to say come on i'll show you what's the reason for any type of enhanced u.s. military presence in this area russia. what is it suddenly about the south china sea that makes it so that it 11000000000 barrels of oil. take a look at this map who really owns what kind of says no it belongs to us india says no we claim that that belongs to us both of these countries have nuclear weapons capabilities there is reason for concern so that's why we're going to drill down on this story for you today right here on the news with rick sanchez where you know as we always like to say we do believe by golly it's time to do news again.

police arrest the man who took courses using a central moscow buying can threaten to blow it up. media he preys on new york governor andrew cuomo despite being responsible for catastrophic shortcomings in the closure of response and shifting the blame for the medical community. came on my t.v. in fact that he was told by. the c.e.o. of the hospital that he wasn't sure how. the c.e.o. was even in new york let alone enough people that were protect her when i still don't feel like burke.