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a holocaust survivor to document your brings big sonja that's all from us though for that i will back to our morning with the latest headlines see that. we are told with a new cold war with china it is not coherently explain to us why even worse where is the strategy there is it was also sat down. and i came out from this hell i really could not even shill happy ever and sometimes even people were joking about something i would catch myself if i was even electing i feel guilty. and it's very probably due to cooled for a normal person to get to spend understand you live with that all your life i want

to punt and we will live with it we did not receive help like now when our boys are coming from the wars and then finally they need to know for the how do you call it depression when we didn't have. the big things were all the time gone. and. they would take off you know where you are but never your wedding and sometimes i would you know do it different way. to go sometimes to dead. in very good hour auschwitz your living. every moment. with. it was really like living in hell. and i went to a tear. i want to. be doing because says woman was living is also the

2 front teeth knocked out. doors to be was. her making some braids in each grade had to be tested to be fixed on the knob because this was going to grab the bombs. you see. the gentleman. the one day. the main assessment from our streets. and he started to test those but. he called me. i was pushing away pushing away and there was no way for me to

escape. and he was beating me. he was wearing heavy boots. and yours bidding me up from top to bottom. when they left i was all below the. block was gone home gushing from all over i really don't know how i make did stitches was my worst beating. and the girls couldn't believe it and. people don't know when they look at you and the really incites left you it's left a scar at that it. you never knew when it will hit you and still i was managing what is inside to me. you know when the wish for anybody to to understand what's happening you don't know

what way. and you are there. and it's takes a long time until you get out of it. and the sophist i'm talking about. it's right. that. you go on. and. i felt every moment missing my mom. first the war she would be going to. how happy she would be and then leading me in what to do i was just like helpless i don't know i was handling this child like a fragile thing. it's cannot be described in the real

mother's love and i missed it. you know it's hard for me to know call eve day ever saw me crying could be. i really tried my best to protect them and. i kept a lot of things away there's something say i didn't want them to know. when the time already came when they saw my now and there were days when mother what disease you can imagine and they're too warm and what can you tell it in a used to say well they put this number because you're very good laws found me go find your mama and that's it enclosed. as older i got in i looked back. and indeed

between the lines. that they really held it. so this is something i'd completely forgotten about it's an anthology of poems by children of holocaust survivors and i remembered having a poem published in it but until i just opened it up i remember what paul meant was the poem was called sonia at 32. i don't remember this poem and all that i'll read it for you and i haven't seen it in like a long time. sonia at $32.00 the lady never shakes free the ashes of the dead. dark clouds dark cauliflower fists i climb the cherry tree for her this year. and carry 5 gallon jars of fresh clover honey for kitty backstairs this lady is the witness who never forgets she

hangs wet wash on the line in a stiff wind against a background of dust she at the dog catcher and cuts chicken to the bone she cries a long distance about this and that about the little man who is her son little son. who is her husband over and over she sings the song her dead. kid ringback. how did he know i do you know are you. there you are. no your hair looks.

now what's going on. do you gentlemen ation. pronounce it a you know it says there are madam please allow this left their. formal note oh you'll lose your installation. if you have any questions. or contact me. it was really shocking point for me. and i have to prepare myself to close it down to. about now well this is what i was saying to myself. what's happening now i have to change gears to.

keep larry are sort of. horrible things that i cannot believe myself sometimes when i close my. eyes. you know i tell you one thing. it's always in my mind. when. i remember whenever you. look more down you'll be on time. how many years have you been doing this for many years i cannot even counting you know exactly how many years i started to speak he took it took a long time because i visualized i was very naive. people will take the hate from their hearts and respect you for. me but i was very very wrong.

and this is. the talk just me so deeply when i hear one see we have long been. made to still growing. more than there would be. so you go lowney you're. in a way very disappointed to know world him feeling goes a dissing way. here speaking up is not enough. i was starting out a life sentence. 17 with a life that. i was. in

a mature prison. and i was not a humble person excusing. contributing much other than. carnegie and i just really didn't have any use for anything positive i just thought you know the president i. love. you so much. as you never know who you're going to meet is going to change your life. would shape or form they're going to come here.

i mean. i am to yourself. and i mean in a program in all the kansas presence called reaching out from within. the national recidivism statistics are between 50 and 67 percent of all of the many women who are released will return at least one. hour program if you are 10 between 68 early morning that means a little more than a year. it drops 2 percent. there are some rituals connected with reaching out from within there are very important problems yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your piece of . the optimist creed we finish with every night through every group we finish with

we want to leave with at least a thought or feeling that if you just believe things are going to be alright that's . that's a big majority of things being all right. so here i am having coffee and reading a newspaper about the closing of a shopping center and they are interviewing sonia and the interviewer is saying to her you've lost so many things in your life you've had so many disappointments how do you face the world every day. and she said if you look up on the wall you will see the optimists creed and when i come in every morning that's the 1st thing that i. and i thought to myself sonia and the optimist create the prisoners and the optimus creed i have to bring them together.

you cannot be both with the yeah you want. 'd to. look better. than. the new to live in sharing good citizen do so you can own your local co-op talking

to. the joy of one. day or at least a little enjoying this stuff but don't take this as fake fixing because if you could stinky everybody will know it's just a way of normal more lepage a lot more c. of re more. or less deprives your life the most bucks here with me politically to use functionally the debate leading to please him. and a dumb bunch is likely deficient she says she's. not. just. american now oh she was really like to be in hell. goes you would never believe it wasn't a human can do to as a. one day that i was working in to field one date

and can't come said with. the ashes we're spreading the ashes as a fairy tale lies there and i can tell you based spreading those you know with their soul i could see the little pieces of bones which even in the could i'm a tortilla it couldn't bore completely and this was very difficult on me until today i still live with this saved me a kick in the. pity parties. to exterminate through race. maybe that injury was when he was beating me up by remaking it and the now i can make it i can make it out. so you gotta remember to look at these numbers on my server see the number are. there when

i seen. it made me say yeah. i never knew who did not see me somebody like that we have to come to this understanding it is what you are insight not to judge you how you look or you know what is your religion but as a person what a person your. experience is everything. i me you takes people who have been through something to reach people who who are going through something. i mean is some people who go out and do crazy things hurt others because they are hard and they don't think things will get better for. and when you say oh. you look at her as you see. things are good for her now them i gave you the courage to say you know. i'm not going to what i was thinking about i don't.

how do you find forgiveness. forgiveness is a very important act in normal life but i came to a conclusion myself there are so bored there seems forgiveness what i see in people dying hanging him burning children sometimes from the pile they're burned i would say the people who passed about this burnt i cannot even begin to tell you who am i to say that i know this has to come from a higher place for a lot different place but forgiveness should be practiced. to put to loath in your heart. you become like a different person i see the parole board in the 6 months or so. hopefully i'll be . you know contribute something.

every time and so that around. i hope that all of you in time will be in freedom but in the freedom never to come back to this place even like i say still now the war started although i did mention to you. there's. a way thank you so wonderful to those you trust not only me but a lot of these guys in here that you've given me more strength after 32 years of being here makes me very much to get out here so i appreciate you coming here thank you i really really. seriously.

that's. when i get out on the farm saw you know was there an excuse so he can this in and hopefully be bless well i've. heard this. story. because i believe he needs that opted in course we're 32 years and no one can be. very bad at all this was your mother both of their streamers by our board and it would kill me in just a moment the bride was here. there's no regard to feel. she's still alive to offer time. or even a serious. personal. truth place where you come back in. the day. of your worship now you are picking your nose you know that.

if i might make it. through all the strong things don't come. with us you can be very small where the extremes. in the winter of 944 my mom was forced on the desk march from auschwitz to the notorious for going bills in debt. and this brings us to how the war ended for my mom when british troops approached her camp and what happened between her and then s.s. guard on her last day of captivity. they're relating to it and they're thinking about themselves and their families and so i feel an obligation now.

and it's an obligation that i'm glad to do now and honestly i feel privileged. i really feel privileged to know. that i can do this you know i mean to me. and it means to me there and i wish that my father. i wish that he. had enough. when he was. here. if. you and i are speaking on the 78th anniversary of the liberation of one of the camps that you were in bergen belsen so it was a very said it was

a happy day. to . people because here the prisoners could hear him he'll vibrating to hear tanks coming closer and closer they need this liberation. so of course they were starving. for my mother was working. there were still a couple of guards around in the cars trying to stop them as. the bullets came in here and it sent them into my house and it came true. clothes.

and then girls with this from the same wallet but also one that. i was the most serious. at the moment when the bullet came i did not realize what is happening to me until the blog start coming. so this was a terrible experience just to see david you've. made it.

she said 5 years. off the spill. driving. it is. literally. in the air when it's also. coming they're telling their friends about.

so you know obviously facts a lot of people and when she talks people they say they want to do something about it. and i thought that it was important that i actually didn't think instead of just talking. so my name is caroline kennedy. in the city and just graduated from high school.

so i met sonia when i was in 8th grade and her story at least changed my life and completely changed my outlook on what i want to do. with her one individual story was all it took to inspire me to go and start this organization. that's really the whole idea because one person has the power to impact one person has a power to impact one person and it's a huge chain reaction. i mean if you think about it sonia coming to my school had an impact on all of you now and so maybe me coming to your school will have an impact on other people in the future.

we're told with a new cold war with china it is not coherently explain to us why even worse is the strategy there isn't one also the size of harm steve. nash as a financial survival does stacey let's learn a salad feel out let's say i'm not so i get any earthly grease of the fight 9 wall street spot thank you for something. was destroyed that's true if you looked at slavery.

you're. all. are welcome to world the part of an eternal. good music is scarce thank you that somebody is doing that it would be a cause if not for celebration that aren't least a self interested inquiry but that's when it comes to moscow and washington when russia and other countries post much much an oracle but $900.00.