what help do the people need in that little land on. earth. when i came out from this hell i really could not even shield heppy ever and sometimes even people were joking about something i would catch myself if i was even letting i feel guilty. and it's very probably difficult for a normal person to get to spend understand you live with that all your life i want to point out we live with it we did not receive help like now when our boys are coming you know from the wars in then finally they need to you know for the how do you call it depression we didn't have to tell.

the big things we're all a time bomb. and. they would take off you know where you are but never your wearing and sometimes i would you know do it to a different way. to or sometimes to dead. in a very good hour auschwitz your living. every moment. with . it was a really like giving in hell. that went to a terrible too big. to. be dangerous as women was getting is all strong that don't front. door has to be. i was. making some breaks in each

grade had to be tested if it's strong enough because this was going to read the bombs. you see. determine. how one day. the main assessment from our streets. started to test those but. he called me. i was pushing away pushing away and there was no way for me to escape. and he was beating me pretty is boots he was wearing heavy boots. in yours bidding me up from top to bottom. when they left i was all below the. blog was gone home gushing from all over i really don't know how i made this

as was my morris beating. and the girls couldn't believe it and. people don't know when they look at you and the really incites left you it's left a scar abetted. and you never knew when it will hit you and still i was managing what is inside to me. and now when the wish for any bad to to understand what's happening you don't know what way. and you are there. and it's takes a long time until you get out of it. and this is i'm told. you know. it's

right. that. you go on. and. i felt every moment missing my mom. first the war she would be a grandma and how happy she would be and then leading me what to do i was just like helpless i don't know i was handling this child like a fragile thing. it's cannot be described the real moser's love and i missed it. you know it's hard for me to call if they ever saw me crying could be. i really

tried my best to protect them and. i kept a lot of things away there's something say i didn't want them to know. when the time already came when they saw my number and they were designee mother what disease you can imagine and they're too warm and what can you tell it. and i used to say well they put this number because if i get lost found me go find your mama and that's it enclosed. i was older i got. and i looked back. and reading between the lines. that they really held it. so this is something i had completely forgotten about samantha ology poems by children of holocaust survivors and i remembered having

a poem published in it but until i just opened it up i remember what paula was the poem was called at 32. i don't remember this poem at all that i'll read it for you and i haven't seen it in like a long time. sonia 32 the lady never shakes free the ashes of the dead. dark clouds dark cauliflower fists i climb the cherry tree for her this year. and carry 5 gallon jars of fresh clover honey for a kitty backstairs this lady is the witness who never forgets she hangs wet wash on the line in a stiff wind against a background of dust she at the dog catcher and cuts chicken to the bone she cries a long distance about this and that about the little man who is her son little

son. who is her husband over and over she sings the song her dead. kid. you know you are now here you are. now your hair looks. yes now what is going on. i mean to read it to you jeremy nation open up your fancy pronounce it

a you know it says dear sarah or madam please allow this letter to sarah as formal notice of your. cancellation. if you have any questions feel free to contact me. it was really a shocking point for me. and i have to prepare myself you don't have to close it dated. about now well this is what i was saying to me sarah they saw me at what's happening now i have to change to. keep larry was sort of. horrible things that i cannot believe myself sometimes when i close my eyes i ways away. you know i tell you one thing. it's always in my mind. when. you stick your member when only you darling.

no camorra down. how many years have you been doing this for many years i cannot even county you know exactly how many years i started to speak up it took it took a long time because i visualized i was very naive. people will literally take with the hate from their hearts and jad respects you for a human being but i was very very wrong. and this is very. good to talk to me so deeply when i hear and i see where the wrong but. in the hate to still growing.

more than i ever would. so you go warning you. in a way very disappointed to know world in feeling goes a dissing way. here speaking up is not to know. how to live. 17 with a life that. was . a mature prison. i was not a humble person. a

lot of my life not really. contributing much. under the. carnegie. i just really didn't have any use for anything positive i just you know i'm going to be a prison guy. is for turning your. songs on you never know who you're going to be is going to change your life. would shape or form you're going to come here. i mean will see what i mean for me. i am all to yourself and i mean in a program and all the kansas presence called reaching out from within and. the

national recidivism statistics are between 50 and 67 percent of all of the many women who are released will return at least once. our program if you attend between 16 more meetings at me and said little more than a year. it drops to 8 percent. there are some rituals connected with reaching out from within there are very important promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of modern progress the optimist creed we finish with every night and through every group we finish with that we want to leave with at least a thought or feeling that if you just believe that things are going to be all right that. that's a big majority of things being all right. so here i am

having coffee. in reading a newspaper about the closing of a shopping center and they are interviewing sonia and the interviewer is saying to her you've lost so many things in your life you've had so many disappointments how do you face the world every day. and she said if you look up on the wall you will see the optimist creed and when i come in every morning that's the 1st thing that i've kept and i thought to myself sonia and the optimist create the prisoners and the optimist creed i have to bring them together. god. no shots. actually

go. both drive. the 1st. point ch your thirst for action. you know in the face of a pandemic virus that spread so rapidly and so quickly throughout that media population you can't really think in the short run about changing people's underlying metabolic states one hopes that we can learn something from the 2 in the. healthier lifestyles to create a more healthy planet. tough and finding another one of our used to mcdonald's way or both of us who. are

very good. so smooth exterior i. was in this way got to talk so hard not to think of the mother disappeared this moment the work of a coward and an optimist all right then if. this is the only thing that we do is music because everybody fights his way. to. the floor you can feel the fee was out of his will for this would be a very cold movie about a lot of the penguins on the roof but i think it is this is the fans that is a constant. american know it was really like to be in hell. because he would never

believe that what a human can do to have as a. one day that i was working in the fields one date and can't come said with. the ashes we're spreading the ashes as a fairy tale eyes are and i can tell you they spreading those you know with their soul i could see the little pieces of bones which even in the could of my toria it couldn't completely and this was very difficult to me until today i still live with this save me a kick in the. pity parties. to exterminate through race. this is maybe that injury was when he was beating me up by her making me a mole now i can make it i can make it out. she gotta remember to look at these

numbers on my server she told him our. when i seen. him made me say yeah. i never knew who did not see me somebody like that we have to come to this understanding it is what you are insight not to george you how you look or you know what is your religion but as a person what a person your. experience is everything. only you takes people who've been through something to reach people who who are going through something. i mean as some people who go on do crazy things hurt others because they're hard and they don't think things will get better for me. and when you say oh. if you look at her as you see. things are good for her now them i give you the

courage to say. i'm not going to what i was thinking about i don't. know if i forgive. forgiveness is a very important act in normal life but i came to a conclusion myself there are so low there seems forgiveness what i have seen people dying hanging him burning so that sometimes from the pile they're burned i would say the people who passed about this burnt i cannot even begin to tell you who am i to say that i forgive you know this has to come from a higher place for a lot different place but forgiveness should be practiced. too poor to loath in your heart. you become like a different person i see the parole board in 6 months or so. hopefully i'll be.

you know contribute something. every time it's around. i hope that all of you in time will be in freedom but in the freedom never to come back to this place even like i say it's still not the war stay all that dimension to you. i want to thank you so wonderful. because you do trust not only me but a lot of these guys in here that you've given me more strength after 32 years of being here makes me very still. to get out of here so i appreciate you coming here thank you i really really.

you make out. that. when i get out on the farm saw you know. heard an excuse so he can listen and hopefully be bless. her. story. because i believe he needs that opted in course for 32 years and nothing to be compared with it at all is watching your mother both with their story and. it would kill me in just a moment the bride was there. there's no regard to feel. she's still alive to offer time. for you and seriously you. were serious.

they. weren't sure how well you are keeping your meds you know that. if i might make it to. you know the strong things don't come. to us you can be very small. streams. in the winter 1944 my mom was forced on the desk my friend auschwitz to the notorious for going bills in debt. and this brings us to how the war ended for my mom. when british troops approached her camp and what happened between her and then s.s. guard on her. the last day of captivity. they're relating to it and they're thinking

about themselves and their families and so i feel an obligation. and it's an obligation that i'm glad to do you know and honestly i feel privileged. i really feel privileged to know. that i can do this you know i mean to me. it means to me there and i wish that my father. i wish that he. had enough. when he was. if. you and i are speaking

on the 78th anniversary of the liberation of one of the camps that you were in bergen belsen so it was a very set it was a had they. took 2. people killed here prisoners get here in the vibrating here tanks coming closer and closer they knew this liberation. of course they were starving. kids area where my mother was working. there were still a couple of guards around in the cars trying to stop.

the bullet came in right here at sentiment. and it came through the other side. from my lung. and then girls with this from the same wallet but also one that. i was the most serious. at the moment when the bullets came i did not realize what is happening to me until the blocked will start coming. so this was a terrible experience just to see david you. made it.

she survived years. off the spill. is writing. it is. literally. in the air when it's.

coming they're telling their friends about. it. so you know obviously facts a lot of people when she talks to people they say they want to do something about it. and i thought that it was important that i actually didn't think instead of just talking.

so my name is caroline kennedy. in the city and i just graduated from high school. so i met sonia when i was in 8th grade and her story changed my life and completely changed my outlook on what i want to do. with her one individual story was all it took to inspire me to go and start this organization. that's really the whole idea because one person has the power to impact one person has a power to impact one person and it's a huge chain reaction. i mean if you think about it sonia coming to my school had an impact on all of you now and so maybe me coming to your school will have an impact on other people in the future.

we go to work you stay home. we're told we're in a new cold war with china it is not coherently explain to us why even worse is the

strategy in there is it was also the sad death of arms. during the vietnam war u.s. forces also bombs in neighboring laos it was a secret war and for years the american people did not know. latham i said is officially the mouth of rebound country per capita all human history millions of unexploded bombs still in danger lives in this small agricultural country jordyn wieber went on it cannot happen. even today kids in laos full victim to bombs dropped decades ago is the us making amends for the tragedy in laos what help do the people need in that little land on mars.

there. are. a lot of welcome to worlds apart of in a time of pandemic when the good news is scarce thank you that somebody is doing better than you could be because it's not for celebration that at least as interested inquiry but that's when it comes to moscow and washington when russia and other countries post much much lower it all but $9001.00.