middle of us when i left my childhood which was bad and love was somebody else i was a family my mom's friend and from like. every since i left the house that i like and i went to another person and i swear i started doing bad stuff you know just be a sneaky and i dropped out of my brownie remember upright like 10th grade so my mom say you don't have to go to school if you don't want to i'm done on that never wore my school and i never want to go back to school i guess is in my blood so. i mean i was always. just a big kid and i always wanted to be better so. i mean my mind's made up i want to do this for the rest of my life so you know i mean it's what i have to.

treat elderly people must have like them in c.l. or disease or some kind of sickness where they can't help with their self so i had to help them with painting and clothing and feeding and things like that. and a lot of the people i've never met before so it gets kind of scary going to new houses and things like that but i guess you get kind of you so after a while. i got out that bell for a while and i was like let me try we see how that does and then by rizal i just felt like i was another employee. like i did make

a difference in anyone's lives that's when i decided to get mine are same agree i've been doing this for 4 years now. i have a. nursing degree most are for cation i go again nursing homes and people's homes. i love helping people. that's my biggest thing i don't know god out of always had people reach out to help me a lot i'm like why not give out like i'm such a caring person then. his eally yeah ok how was your day it was signed here in ca on friday was

everything ok. and he had no i wasn't here for 2 on friday they called and told me not to come in and. you're not too hot. now ok are you hungry yes i want to be a monday sandwich yeah ok i'm gonna put this on you and if you get too hot you can pull it back down ok and i believe i don't know but i may get something eat. helping people sit me means that disability anything they like if it is just a grocery shopping or reminding them to take their medicine or saying hey did you in today let me fix you something me this anything whatever they need from me i'm willing to help because i've always struggled in life and i've always wanted someone to help me like that and i don't always have it so for me to be able to give back to people that day that's it makes a difference i mean makes me feel warm inside. he sealy his assailants baby he set

up a nothing yet i phone why isn't he but i say oh it's. you never miss the make you want ok let go a lot is right here if you need it now see in a little bit. how right. i jot down like i like 10th grade so i barely want to have a job but you know i got to kid him every day you know i'm trying to do what i gotta do to take care i. do everything i gotta do to take care of myself that's number one so you know i mean i've been just as hard on her you know i mean. people die every day people are gruel would bury their dead or in joe or my heart like that never mattered that everyone each. time i used to be would shout out this out of copping out 30 to 60 years he's my i mean i asked us what happened when you you

just got to be smart when you're gonna so you know me in jail forever or i think kill someone here. 6 years on foot. i can do that i can maintain because i'm not going to yank some people for money i'm going to go get my money and i mean so i hustle and everything but i do it mostly for you know i mean like to take care of anything i could think of this was they were my kid she grow up to be whoever but i think is better. you know i mean be smart i hear when you have a kid you know what i mean but i protect my daughter you know and i mean she's i mean she's smartest she's just like me.

i'm stuck to stay home because he's going to stay with john of course dina. the bus really gets here at like 720 s sometimes she's late you go to the daycare today though. and mom will pick your from the work. in. the hall to school is closed.

in the. study. and. there's always been single mothers in african-american communities or says slavery or a sense they took the men out of the family stay create what's happening now this is a continuation of was it started when they 1st brought us here in families that were there bafta american females flourished. i think it's more of an issue these teenagers having kids in you can expect a 14 or 15 year old 1st daughter now old enough for him to be a father. and he's a check out no one talks about that they skip all. till they talk to the child

after they've done something and they blame it on having a father well your father was a kid and what he was in a man anything move into the house with your mom who is the same me 156 he can even drive you. go to a club but they want them to be parents. it doesn't make sense. a lot of young women. did 18 months education programs and are nurses in the nursing feel whether they're nurses aides only up to nurses but.

they make it the women go straight in a survival mode. because if you figure if you're 14 or 15 and you had a child there is something in your household. that. even want a child that isn't say i want to someone love me. on them or my baby mother ok. when i was a ball like 17 years old i was on the internet i met some girl i started talking on the internet or whatever and i go with this girl is supposed to be this life going to girl but that is how i got there it wasn't to grow expect that i had the wrong person or my so was somebody i would never ever have a baby with my kids. you know what i mean i love the kid but the baby mama i

really don't care about you know you got to do it you got to do something and. she grow up be whatever but i'm overprotective were. close throughout all the times i'm always going to be you know or you know i mean so i'm always closer i know where she's out so i take care of my job yes i do in no way down feel like she has nothing to worry about like. i want and she. trusts because i'm our own father you see i ever need to go always there and the time is gone oh you know i mean i feel like i'm strong enough to be like whatever she me i got. like nowadays i got. going to rent this out for you ok and then i'll bring it back. but i just want to

make sure it's playing that we don't have the drums around it ok so always safe than sorry. my day is pretty laid back maybe impregnate i don't have much lifting and things like that but if i wasn't pregnant then i would have to do a lot of lifting and cleaning and things like that i'm going to see you tomorrow ok . i. put this out for you pick your sandwich up so i can take this back in the livingroom. i asked the laid out hey i let me ask.

you can it be dealt with yet you like. 54 jets and more than 1300 military personnel are headed to heal some air force base in alaska where is that to say come on i'll show you what's the reason for any type of enhanced u.s. military presence in this area russia. what is it suddenly about the south china sea that makes it so that it 11000000000 barrels of oil. take a look at this map who really owns what kind of says no it belongs to us india says

no we claim that that belongs to us both of these countries have nuclear weapons capabilities there is reason for concern so that's why we're going to drill down on the story for you today right here on the news with rick sanchez where you know as we always like to say we do believe by golly it's time to do news again. this is where they came as were for books that deal just a day to. everybody use cocaine. cocaine you can smoke it this is worse like 1530. 20. score came to this is about a $15.00 bet and people smoke this one figures this week you can find these drugs in any city in the united states that you want and long as you want to get it

about to. make money. and that's what i do every day. at this one of the boy his name is going to be jeremiah and if it's a girl it's going to be chiari. and i'm hoping for a boy that has i can't deal with another grows out of. this they help me with health insurance i get health insurance from the state i get food stamps from the state and right now i get daycare from them last night they help pay what all that they come in a big help in a way but as soon as i start making star mana money i lose all that though it's kind of like oh when listening to waste and they help you up until they feel like oh you make enough money to pay for this and then they stop helping you but right

now they are helping me are you ready all right. and hey let's go. because i had on i had something for you. but. looking for you didn't even have any images or not one. which you got it is a my little pony are you hungry. yes. this is what i want to do i want to so drugs because you know just better or oh i came up in life you know i mean i'm still 100 percent going to be out here nobody can stop me i look at myself as i am like a boss i make on the way because i can get issues i can get any drug telling i guess what i used to do to it's like you know you know god forbid i go to jail

a lot of been the show like 10 times so you know i mean is telling drugs get caught with drugs. was so i wanted the money or whatever and been a struggle china get the money in china be like maintain my so and make sure i got enough money to every mall pocket every single day so i messed with legit people to be how i am like to be in my predicament only has to mess with legit boss people in order to you know what i mean people don't understand me because you know i mean i want to show that she will not like play i'm trying to improve on. like how much of a boss i could be. were

. did. she lie. about 14 got killed in a street. says he have a son. a member of the world that. had a lot of family members. sad. sad. sad. sad he. so. solve all the 6 family members and. none of the cases. have family is really

hurting. children was left. this naturally without a father. and we just have an. act was say 60 percent of the murders is unsolved. some. over the. course of all. they. want.

it taught. and all we hear. the person from up the street came down here to see if they would stand best with. me and on the. north. part of the. market because s. make us mamas feel that we have to solve the case and that's not right. my shallow was pretty difficult my mom she was the only one of my life she she worked all the time suddenly get to see air as i was either bouncing from family house or friend's house and things like that she kept her with overhead but it was

just i never got to spend time with her she was always working working working. man has been we're going to separation right now. i'm going to say he made some bad choices in life when it came to the lights of us and things though a lot of women have trust issues i know i do trust issues is a big thing for me is hard to open up to i'm in trust down but a lot of females they feel like like with me i feel like a man is post up post the house hold their post to pay all the bills make sure we're good so if we want to be a stay at home mom we can a lot of men al here aren't like that anymore lake i don't know their mom they were raised the same way they all raised to be good men. a lot of female status. say they just had babies with anybody it doesn't go right

man i've been. single parents. a lot of men that i know they are a young age and it kind of follows them as they get older so people look at them and like he's a troublemaker or he's a comic or he sells drugs then they don't want to give them a moment on a 5 so they have to resort sued doing other things and sometimes it's you got to make ends meet no matter how you do it even if it's just the hustle or whatever you got to do people make ends me my kids actually they have the same dad his name is malcolm in the one that i'm pregnant by is also their father also and. even though that i'm i'm pregnant with this cell it is it is a joy i take it as a blessing because i know no matter what the guy's not going to put mommy there what i can handle so i go no matter what i go through. that i'm going to come out

on the top because i'm determined i'm going to be strong in a better way i have soup is already looking out for me now what the minnow that no matter how hard life gets you will always make it on top of you try you can't give up because if you give up then people are going to give up on you. and. i will respond birthparents but i was raised by my grandparents and they were true grandparents they were. 30 when i was born. they sank with a 15 year old has a baby and they have that baby has a baby at 15 or 16 that's the cycle of fear 14 or 15 and i are on welfare because now you're in a cycle. anything people. in it because you grew up in a house when i want to work with a cat 3 a check every 2 me. in it that's the problem. there's no accountability and

people. i don't think there's anything wrong with that. in communities where it's still considered taboo that as i happen i think the main challenges for women. that have been resources to get through are circumstances from the beginning of their childhood or young women are trying to be grown women in 20 years before 10. and maturation only is just not on work or socially or economically because 14 year olds can't me. a salary. of an adult and i think. our racism that african-american women face is more systematic and that i would even venture to say we experience more sexism and racism more said an african-american male.

yes she's coming out she's going to come out we're ultimately over a month. we actually lost our place and. my car you know breaking down and i was unable to get to work on time so they let me go and then that's how we end up in the shelter because again if you can't get to work and pay your bills you don't you're not going to have a home so you're only supposed to be at the shelter for 3 months i am in my 3 month span with my paycheck that i bring home i have literally enough to pay my car insurance and put gas in my car a 1000000 a lot like that's why it's so hard for me get out the shows are going on like i feel we got money to pay my car favorite going to pay rent. oh no that's kind of situation i mean like i lost everything if i'm kind of rebuilding. we have income tax and that was able to help me get a little bit of my stuff back but that doesn't last forever as. i'm hoping that i

don't lose my job my main dream is. get my own place like to own a house that's my main touring is the own house and not have to go back to michelle's or like never that i'm not anything ever but not sad to go in a shelter anytime soon and i'm hoping to be able to stay in a home have them be able to at least turn 18 and be on their own and be like ok mommy was strong like mommy was able to fight through it no matter way that's that's my enduring. it is hard i'm a lot if it's by the grace of god i'm not by how that i'm still floating. i cry alive thinking oh my god i'm going to do this with another child by a i'm hoping that i never has a result into selling things but if it happens hey it happens.

yeah we're gone home. i unfortunately i can't let you guys follow me to arrest it away because the shelter doesn't allow you guys to be there so yeah it was nice meeting you by.

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watched as a report. we're told the civil unrest in the united states and beyond is about systemic racism we're told western institutions and values are inherently gone and. neither really explain the real evidence of social breakdown what is really in play here is an ideology and ideology that demands absolute submission. they can come and blow our brains out at any given time and we can't really do anything actually america is the only country. in the world where you can kill people. war and legally get away with. all the fire crawls still.

all the trouble to the point it's hollow flying to k.k.k. exists because america wants it to exist they are the biggest terrorist group to ever operate in this country and they're dead to me they're worse also than the people who destroyed the world trade centers of the scroll. know what you can do that she will be no use to you. but you might so at the k. it was because who most of the elite. you know. media. bashing here.

yes. yes but. i. the us movement against racism has taken hold in europe with some protests turning ugly over the weekend to demonstrate this clash with police and looters targeted schools. of minneapolis is refusing to defund or dismantle the police as other u.s. officials increasingly pressure. to protest. german police come in for criticism after it's revealed a new identified suspect in the notorious missing girl case back in 2070.