join us in the depths. or and maybe in the shallows. my good thing and that is the. men against murder really we talked about when your resources that we talk about moms mothers of mothers sons you know different situations this or the streets because it's hard to take some from somebody if you don't have something to replace so i'm

going to tell you stop selling drugs if we all hear some of it was the money in a box how can we tell them we don't want you to be dealing with violence you know if we're going to be there was this going to make sure what are they going to have some protection. this job is a job that you loved all every useful is the you can get up every day and go there with a smile on your face and do you should. want to be able to wake up like yesterday to go to work now when you're working a job where you're doing songs attitude all day then he rubs off on you you're giving them air too because you're giving us a limb they're happy you're happy happy life have you wife the same thing is happy customer happy happy job. i'll be going to this interview

today the whole denise market my resume on me and i'm hoping that i will be able to be successful in this interview today that i would be able to make good money and gain no new responsibilities in life from my so from a feature. yes sir. i do but it's at the other store where you know. whichever one could i can just take a bus if you want to. because i think that. they're. the ones. that.

shipley they said we'll be getting a call back. for an interview that i have to today and. i'm hoping that they take me. just let him know this is my family right here you know where the key you know he saw. this young boy right here he was off to guard changed his life this is brandon this is my god son sex money murder the star they work with him he changed his life and these are brothers that i trust the type of things that we've been trying to take our stories and share with people and let people know that there is life past mistakes letting people know that people can change current situation don't have to be a final destination feel good to be able to stay and he make a crazy but i can also stay here as dr to somebody who is going to keep on

fighting against injustice keep on fighting you know again the way that our young men are going to prison the way to begin gun day on the way to be losing their lives in the streets. this clip was. a clip they have different blades of different loves. each really goes into each other like this is a one of the evocative just wages will be equal it's a list of. the most a hole in. the law which it has to. air in was going to uniform

everything must be the average self-will good hair is 30 minutes every barber has a different set needs well from philadelphia to go against the grain of your because it shocks the hair who are. trial and error method of a lot of that's the only way you get good as a bar when you've got a mess. of city numbers must always lie. and you get a good teacher. i have one i had a mentor when i was locked up it was a bunch of young guys and they was really good in a god good faith and we see good pay cigarettes in the fish reef do you want to be a good barber or do you just want to make cigarettes i want to go bar he said are don't make that don't care here for the cigarettes. nothing but you me he said don't care for the cigarettes focus will be in a good borba so unless what i do. you

want to talk about israel should be a story sure. as reality every day these are grabbers every day so why you threw away the next day is this. 1 really i do so and i'm outside every day in the choice i was out to get from around niggas gotta come together you know speed of my life you gotta go of it. i was one of the younger people want you to see the why. i was part of the problem. for god to give me

a 2nd chance in the mitchell court house buildings 10 minutes before i was to get sentenced to 15 years in god gave me a miracle. assist in may and i've been trying to work with brothers trying to try to see how i can help people don't get the story dale know that this. type of stuff is even have a very real saying i know why you don't know that you got a couple kids around the corner all they got is only the noodles in the hoka they all know what day that you're going to have to hey a kid is maybe out there trying to get a little play on the state of the russian. a

lot of times man for real a lot of do they die over a live ball in a pocket made alive i had seen a person with a 15000 valid contract money to get down to for the rest of the pretty dallaglio 28 hour arguments. you know what man i appreciate you taking the time and even say so because you know the 1st thing is some i see you know came 1st some by think the polies as saying i'm the c o i am the somebody out there. i feel like that's. a little worse situation than you. would like and i would see a show like rights i just want to see more people like. junk. i was actually working with people to help m.h. m.r. disability and i got fired from that job and i was sitting for about a couple months wondering and being

a mailman was always something that i always thought would be a great job for me something that i would fit in. but if i can say if i if i was able to do it over and if i was a little bit smarter i would have been a psychology major in a sociology minor i think that you know what cohen sad. pretty good with everything but actually i'm a sociology major and being a mailman at it kind of works with this because i'm working with society the whole time. you have to work like a slave whenever you 1st start. i consider you part time but. you're more or less just a work in slave and no they'll have you just working hours on top of hours and if you can survive the one that and working all day long and not know where to go. sorry i have a package that i have in the truck for you i don't think i'm going to drive a thing i reckon you'd meet all kinds of people it's all kinds some you would like

to think are racist because you see people get all their cars and i'll see you coming in no hard and it seems like they'll hurry up and run into the house like they don't want to they don't want to talk to your get your mail or anything like that whenever you don't have a job trying to find a job is a job. some people can can be like discouraged from from getting a certain job because they don't want to take drug screens or anything like that it is difficult to find a job when you don't have one. reason one time switching jobs because i know you were going to job was that it's harder now because they judge me on the way in life because of my skin basically who my

course means before my worst. day is a day for. dressed like that everyone has a different preference for how they dress some people. just a t. shirt and maybe. whatever hair if they didn't do their hair they're more worried about. getting ready for the day. which means they obviously had good thoughts. and told me you will never amount to anything eventually i'm going to believe that so. people listen to the white people because. for so long. they don't know how to act.

but not so much you know we didn't see immediately what happens to that they can put us in the mood at the court put out by the smithsonian brushing the open look at photos that kind of thing that at the way i. see the magic yes long. yes up. the structure of nature is connected to these things. that's when there's a lesson there. we need to be listening or else we're going to repeat this over and over as we continue to destroy the last wild places on earth and we wanted these kinds of these.

leaves. make you paranoid black people today's bad people to dad back in the shittiest way by people in that way so now they're lying ok i'll never not say anything are well and honest and say and sell drugs that. you already let me know you're not going to help me get there so that's why they're just like they're giving up these. a lot when i was locked up. in jail yes. personal business i'm not so it was really a street activity just

a little story so drugs while because the environment i lived in that's what it was i grew up in the streets of philadelphia so you know selling drugs and get one was the thing i sold drugs. from cysteine to i went to jail $760.00 all the guardian 21 years i was addicted to the live stuff if i can make a $1000.00 and do ya was why i go to work and i understand that i have a craft and i'm good at it so all i did was transfer the street energy into barber . what i make known as a barber to say. $6000.00 or something when you 1st start out as a drug dealing guy spent 24 hours on the street when you 1st as a barber your idea about $16.00 is more dangerous being industry just because that's what they like this like until she got the russian mob that's where they live we know we're not going to like everything is peachy so they live just

a lot of them they chose to live only they can change their mind is like i will go one day i said i'm going back to jail they could do the same day by day the same 24 hours and is what you want to do that's what he's for. or you he who you got a job you know say what you want me to just stop doing what i do all right getting paid for what you a girl feed my drink will feed my family and that's like you know. where you think you go it's a very. jail cold right makes it a saying. within a week. this goes away i'll just try. even though.

that's why you. know let me hear some real yeah yeah let me hold any given if you know it's the house all life all i know is a struggle i had no money all i knew was the house of love a gong i mean and i'm people give me i tell him i'm not playing a bank. niggas be prime number 2 1st nigga discussing something young and i was always talking rob do you want to take a night heise life you'll lose your life i know it's hard time trying to play a mentally life in this cold world to take you down physically home work pays off in the future is never promise a black on black crime when we accomplish a lesser schools the penitentiaries the government help people but you don't do me if it was up in a lot i love that story oh really i'm a keep movements at the end to meet a small my left alone to swap places with efficiency you know about my history all the times little league i'll try to make it industry on top of the misery. this is a dangerous neighborhood actually this is only 34 year of work in his job in his

neighborhood i've heard gunshots while i was walking down the streets even a girl getting a sold at one time by some divest of violence type stuff. people get all kinds of letters is usually like what most of our middle consist of his junk mail something that we're really not supposed to say because that basically keeps us with a job. you can be approached by. certain people to maybe deliver a package like a drug package or some like that which is definitely frowned upon for us to do is not a good thing there is no offer you some money and you know try to persuade you to deliver a package and in next thing you know you do it that one time they want you to do it again and again and again well actually i was actually approached right here on the street by somebody like sydney like he wanted to tell me about drug prices and stuff like that and i'm like oh i don't know anything about you know i like i don't do i don't i don't dip into anything like that that's not my cup of tea it's my

personal opinion on that is you know to each his own everybody has their own comfortability level of what they feel like they want to do or whatever whatever like i definitely don't look down upon anybody that sells drugs or anything big. in all actuality they have they have more hearts do that than what i do actually grown up with a step dad who was who was on drugs for a while when i was a kid and he was he like he would come into my room whenever i would be sleep and he was still my money he would say he took my bike and sold it $1.00 time he sold his own shoes off his feet one time and all this in the name of getting drugs it all depends on people's preferences there's actually people that sell drugs and they still hold a steady job at the same time you know it all depends on how the person is and and how they want to work with things you know like if you're selling drugs and you have a steady job on top of that a steady job basically mix with your mass what you're doing you know it's like a cover up for the dirt that you're actually doing up underneath.

drugs all always all about the money it's always about the money it's never been a choice of man i'd like i said i don't i don't have the heart to do that and i don't see myself ending up in jail just for a quick buck if you don't have anything he thought process towards a future date and you're really not you're really not getting anywhere in life that's how i'm. supposed. to back him and it's a bus tomorrow day deep is the abyss the lot of crazy ways you see i didn't used to be the goody 2 shoes i was you know what not to bring them new when you think about

it we didn't talk about me in my room back then we was bad about it not at all really don't know how i even made it this far when i think back and think it was what i guessed a lot must've been check it. there in fact the one must have been plastic don't allow those bullets to go away only those geezers see enough good day to be so nasty my job to get back to the community just like happened to foment a community of evil while there's nothing they could do to me but can't because the thing.

to. do you guys are less secure any security positions are open to that. but if you live. ok. i tried to share my whole testable because for me you know i was a problem for me i have i don't know what it is to to be looking to charges you know record to you know a solo battery. but also i'm in

a same situation we have to share with them yes and i have my bachelor's degree my master's degree my doctorate degree i started trains missional houser forgetting that was a start to independent living. program for young men aged out of foster care started recording studio for young people and i started going around the country helping young people to not. be born in a riginal in doc cap don't be born something special and then you die trying to be like everybody else. wrote was the essence of overseas you know and all the government yeah yeah yeah yeah alive somewhere i was in moscow yeah yeah i've noticed i'm glad. that. this i say you are god or

god so do you have god of war you get the best the potable right people can change . and if you if you really want to see one of them you look at me and somebody who threaten people somebody who kicked the door is somebody who done some things that i'm not proud of but i'm male and i've been invited to go to places like the white house or congress. i've been invited to go places that you would never think of and so i had a principle that placed a bet i would make it to 21 a council a bed say i should attempt to go to college and the state's attorney who said this young man should be allowed to go back into the community and on the same person ever see the national dr martin luther king award is almost a saying so i have to share some of my story so that they can see that is the chains about change and that's really what i am about. david jack me again. told

me that i would have to fly on. was. spiritual 1st physical a 2nd the wealth is very important. but what's important is what an individual thinks of themselves actually the scripture says as a man think of them as hard so easy now discrimination as different discrimination is an act it's something that the individual does against someone because they might not like. what they see that's illegal. here and say. oh you know i was walking out of

a lease. no money involved. all my care. there's just as much right now there is. why. i just want to go mow. my kids do things. but just try renaming because it makes me happy to get a person now to get up and try to do some better my life what you think of me because of the color of my skin there's your problem because i know who i am. man looks on i would appear and god always looks upon the heart. i'm going to go to a. black male always david these are very good i have a i mean nothing would. go again nothing good coming out of why go never a day of life living on or you know making sure you are going to do anything i'm trying to make it easier for us overs on the summer your muscles almost make it

harder on your plowman everything you know kids just don't harass me interest and i think. we now know to some give me i'm certain myself but i can't do anything if no one else. do it i'm gonna help myself somehow itself and the tools i have is not enough obviously for this little hard for you to have kids and want to be for that has possible.

lives right there. where a dead body could be a mistress right now. it's hard convincing. to make minimum wage you can be recruited by a gay itself drugs and make hundreds of dollars a day. still enjoy his inner fish so when a person is still thrilled that it's in years since he don't have to know how it's

preferred it if he does find the saves out this clueless idiot lifestyle is going to fail. they can't find housing somewhere else because they have criminal records . to find jobs because a crime. records that it has the money. in any way. they can one flag. they might want one black face or they want one black famous person they want one black this and one black. probably the greatest success of the civil rights movement was respect for human dignity all life mattered under the rule of law that was then but today the same concept has been turned on its head we are told to change the need or face consequences social shany is being turned into a ruling ideology. greetings

and salutation. well we've been subjected to a lot of bad this week from the presidential sanction violence committed on peaceful protesters were basically amounted to a trump campaign photo op to the brutal uses of tear gas riot shields and rubber bullets on peaceful protesters and journalists in new york city of los angeles and almost every major u.s. city in between there has also my friends been some bright shining moments of beauty and good amidst all of that i mean you could you could practically hear a song.