is working for them on the remedy be certain to do. price that they pay closer dependency an addiction to opiates a long term use that really isn't scientifically justified and our study actually suggests that. the long term effects may not just be absence of benefit but actually that they may be causing long term. grano it was hard but you gotta make the best of how you. come

up in life so i mean having graduate and i showed up. my mother was a crack she used to do crack when i was a kid or when she had me or whatever she's she don't do it no more my dad he was like a stick at the so you know i got like what i needed when i was a baby but i had a bad childhood from 1st grade i was a cool kid i mean i really was a 1st grade to middle with us when i left my childhood which was bad and love with somebody else i was a family my mom's friend and from like. every since i left the house that i like and i went to another person and i swear i started doing bad stuff you know it's being sneaky and i jot down a line down you remember i like 10th grade so i'm on say you don't have to go to

school if you don't want to so i said i'm down that never wore my school and i never want to go back to school i guess is in my blood so. i mean i was always. just a big kid and i always wanted to be better so. i mean my mind's made up i want to do this for the rest of my life so you know i mean it's what i've. the. trail out early people most of them have like that mention or park as an disease

are some contests a sickness where they can't help with their self so i have to help them with deigning and clothing and feeding and things like that. and a lot of the people i've never met before so it gets kind of scary going to new houses and things like that but i guess you get kind of you so after a while. i got out that bell for a while and i was like let me try to resolve the how that does and then by rizal i just felt like i was another employee like i did make a difference in anyone's lives that's when i decided to get mine are same degree i've been doing this for 4 years now. i have a. nursing degree while suffocation i go again nursing homes and people's homes. i love helping people like that's my biggest thing i don't know god out of always had people reach out to help me a lot like why not give out like i'm such

a caring person then. mrs ealey yelled hey how was your day it was signed in see me on friday was everything ok. no i wasn't here for 2 on friday they called and told me not to come in oh. you're not too hot. ok are you hungry i want to be a monday sandwich ok i'm going to put this on you and if you get too hot you can pull it back down ok we've acknowledged it i'm

a good something me. helping people sit me means that disability anything me like if is just a grocery shopping or reminding them to take their medicine or saying hey did you eat today let me fix you something me anything whatever they need from me i'm willing to help because i've always struggled in life and i've always wanted someone to help me like that and i don't always have it so for me to be able to give back to people that there that's makes a difference in me makes me feel warm inside. he sealy his assailants baby he stood up enough to eat yes i will why isn't he but i say oh it's. you never miss the make you want ok let go a lot is right here if you need it now see in a little bit. how right. i jot down in life i like 10th grade so i barely want to have

a job but you know i got to kid him every day you know i'm trying to do what i gotta do to take care i. do everything i got to do to take care of myself that's number one so you know me i've been just as hard on her you know i mean. people die every day people are grew up would bury their dead or in joe are more likely to think that never mattered and that we want. somebody used to be we're in sort of this out of copping out 30 to 60 years he's my i mean i was just like when you you just got to be smart when you're gonna so you know me in jail forever or i think kill someone here. 6 years on foot. i can do that i can maintain because i'm not going to be

acceptable for money i'm going to go get my money and i mean so i hustle and everything but i do it mostly for you know i mean like it's a cure of anything i could think of as wesley were my kids she grow up to be whoever but i think is better. and i mean be smart i hear when you have a kid you know what i mean but i protect my daughter you know and i mean she's i mean she's smartest she's just like me. some stuff to stay home because he's sick so he's done as they would john and christine. the bus really gets here at like 720 s

sometimes she's late you go to daycare today though. and mom will pick your firm to work. in. the old school is closed. in the. start with.

there's always been single mothers in african-american communities or he says slavery ever since they took the men out of the family stay create what's happening now this is a continuation of was it started when they 1st brought us here in families where they have african-american females flourish. i think it's more of an issue these teenagers have a kids in you can expect a 14 or 15 year old 1st daughter not old enough for him to be a father. and he said check out no one talks about that they skip all. till they talk to a child after they've done something and they blame it on having a father well your father was a kid and what he wasn't a man anything move into the house with your mom who is the same age 156 he can't even drive you. go to a club but they want them to be parents. it doesn't make sense.

a lot of young women. did 18 months education programs. and or nursing is in the nursing field whether they're nurses aides only up to nurses but. they make it to women in a survival mode. because if you figure if you're 14 or 15 and you had a child there is something in your household. that. even want a child that isn't say i want to someone to love me.

on them or my baby mother ok. when i was a ball like 17 years old i was on the internet i met some girl i started talking on the internet or whatever and i go with this girl is supposed to be this life going to girl but that is how i got there it wasn't to go expect that i had the wrong person or my so was somebody i would never ever have a baby with my kids. you know what i mean i love the kid but the baby mama i really don't care about you know you got to do is go do something and. she grow up and be whatever but i'm overprotective were. closed throughout all the times i'm always going to be you know or you know i mean so i'm always closer i know where she's out so i take care of my child yes i do know way down to like she

has nothing to worry about like. i want and she. trusts me because i'm our own father you see i've. always the. time has gone oh you know i mean i feel like i'm strong enough to be like whatever she me i got. like nowadays i got. going to rent this out for you ok and then i'll bring it back. but i just want to make sure it's playing that we don't have no drums around it ok so always safe than sorry. my day is pretty laid back maybe impregnate i don't have much lifting and things like that but if i wasn't pregnant then i would have to do a lot of lifting and cleaning and things like that i'm going to see you tomorrow.

i. put this out for you pick your sandwich up so i can take this back in the living . i'll see you later ok. there was a period let's call it the unique polo you know period after the end of the cold war where the u.s. and nato countries and other people sort of wanted russia to become what they described as a normal country what they meant by normal was a country that was democratic by western standards that was capitalists that was a member of u.s. led international rules based order established by the u.s.

i think a lot of people saw that as sort of kerman and 2nd class status in the u.s. system and i think it's pretty clear that russia in particular has been pushing back on that. oh mills right there. where i divided could be a mistress right now. it's hard to convince me he owes me. to a minimum wage he can be recruited by a gay and sell drugs and make hundreds of dollars a day. still in june his inner bitch so when a person is still thrilled it seems years. since he don't have to know how all the prison food it is he is flying to save jobs as the clueless idiot lifestyle is

going to fail. to keep on als and somewhere else does he have a criminal record. these are 5 jobs because of the criminal records today don't have the money for vasya community anyway. they do not want black people to be equal they might want one black or they want one black famous person they want one black abyss and one black that. at this one of the boy his name is going to be jeremiah and if it's a girl it's going to be carrying. i'm hoping for

a boy though because i can't deal with another girl's out of sync with this state house me with health insurance i get health insurance from the state i get food stamps from the state and right now i get daycare from them last night they help pay what all the they come in the big help in a way but as soon as i start making money i lose all that though it's kind of like a win lose situation they help you up until 5 they feel like oh you make enough money to pay for this and then they stop helping you but right now they are helping me are you ready alright. and hey let's. put it on i've got something for you. that. looking for you didn't even have it in but just about what. you got it is a my little pony are you hungry. yes.

this is what i want to do i want to so drugs because you know just better or oh i came up in life you know i mean i'm still 100 percent going to be out here nobody can stop me i look at myself as i'm like a boss i make on the way because i can get issues i can get any drug telling you this what i used to do to it's like you know you know god forbid i go to jail a lot of been the show like 10 times so you know i mean it's telling drugs get caught with. was i wanted the money or whatever and been a struggle china get the money in china be like maintain my so i make sure i got enough money to every mall parking every single day so i mess with legit people to be how i am like to be in my predicament only has to mess with legit boss people in

order to you not i mean people understand me because you know. i'm not like. i'm trying to improve on. like how much of a boss i could be. were . good. what same. street. says he have a. time when he. saw. a member of the world that. had a lot of family members sad. sad. sad

. sad. sad me. so. solve all the 6 family members and. none of the cases. have family is really hurting. children was left. behind this natural father. and we just. act was say 60 percent of the marriages and solve. some.

of them for. everyone to see it all. in all we did. person phoned up the street came down here to see if they would stand just. next to me and on the. 4th. part of the. market because that's make us mamas feel that we have to solve the case and that's not ranked.

ringback by shallow was pretty difficult my mom she was the only one of my life she she worked all the time suddenly get to see air as i was either bouncing from family house or friend's house and things like that she kept a low forehead but it was just i never got to spend time with her she was always working working working. in miami has been we're going to separation right now. i'm going to say he made some bad choices in life when it came to the lights of us and things though a lot of women have trust issues i know i do trust issues is a big thing for me it's hard to open up to him and trust them but a lot of females they feel like like with me i feel like a man is supposed to uphold the house hold their post to pay all the bills make sure we're good so if we want to be a stay at home mom we can

a lot of men al here aren't like that anymore lake their mom they were raised the same way they all raised to be good men for. a lot of females status. say they just had babies with anybody it doesn't go right man i've been. single parents. a lot of men that i know they are at a young age and they kind of follows them as they get older so people look at them and like oh he's a troublemaker or he's a crime maker or he sells drugs then they don't want to give them a moment on a 5 so they have to resort sued doing other things and sometimes it's you got to make ends meet no matter how you do it even if it's just the hustle or whatever you

got to do people make ends meet my kids actually they have the same dad his name is malcolm in the one that i'm pregnant by is also their father also and. even though that i'm pregnant with this cell it is it is a joy i take it as a blessing because i know no matter what guys not going to put mommy there what i can handle so i will no matter what i go through. that i'm going to come out on the top because i'm determined so i'm going to be strong in a better way i have 2 kids already looking up to me now what the know that no matter how hard life gets you will always make it on top if you try you can't give up because if you give up there people are going to give up on you. and. i will raise by my birth parents but i was raised by my grandparents and they were true grandparents they were. 30 when i was born.

they say quiz a 15 year old has a baby and they have that baby has a baby at 15 or 16 that's the cycle of fear 14 or 15 and now you're on welfare because now you're in a cycle. anything people. in it because you grew up in a house when i want to work that they can prove me a check every 2 me. in it that's the problem. there's no accountability in people. i don't think there's anything wrong with that. in communities where it's still considered taboo that as i happen i think the main challenge is for women. that have been resources through more circumstances from the beginning of their childhood or young women are trying to be grown women in 20 years before 10. maturation only is just not work or socially or economically because 14 year olds

can't me. a salary. of an adult i think. are the racism that african-american women face is more systematic and that i would even venture to say we experience more sexism and racism more said an african-american male. yes she's going to come out we're ultimately over a month. we actually lost our place and. my car you know breaking down and i was unable to get to work on time so they let me go and then that's how we end up in the shelter because again if you can't get to work and pay your bills you don't you know then have a home so you're only supposed to be at the shelter for 3 months i am in my 3 month span with my paycheck that i bring home i have literally enough to pay my car

insurance and put gas in my car a 1000000 a lot like that's why it's so hard for me get out the shows are going on like i feel we got money to pay my car favorite going to pay rent. oh no. that's always i mean like i lost everything if i'm kind of rebuilding. we have income tax and that was able to help me get a little bit of my stuff back but that doesn't last forever. i'm hoping that i don't lose my job my main dream is. get my own place like to own a house that's my main touring is the own house and not have to go back to michel's or like never to have another thing ever but not to have to go in a shelter anytime soon i'm hoping to be able to stay in a home have them be able to at least turn 18 and be on their own and be like ok mommy was strong like mom was able to fight through it no matter way that's that's my enduring. it is hard i'm

a it's by the grace of god i'm not by how that i'm still floating. i cry a lie thinking oh my god how i'm going to do this with another child by a i'm hoping that i never has a result into selling things but if it happens hey it happens. yeah we're gone home. i unfortunately i can't let you guys follow me to arrest it away because the shelter doesn't allow you guys to be there so yeah it was nice meeting you by.

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no 1st. point your thirst for action. bests drugs right her cocaine were 4 bucks for dia i just said the everybody use cocaine crack cocaine you can smoke it this is worse like 1530. 20. car came to this is about a $15.00 bet and people smoke this one bigger 2nd sweetie you go on these drugs in any city in the united states that you walk along as you want to get it about the. make money. and that's what i did every day.

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